#btdfictive

[kittychancorruption]

Literally me yesterday ART is by me

[cure-kitsune]

we have social anxiety that makes me feel like I don’t know how to remotely socialize so please be patient with me. It makes it hard because I’d like to make friends and interact with other people who like my hyperfixation, but that just feel so far and impossible for me.

[cure-kitsune]

I don’t remember acts of violence as much as I remember the way fear controlled me. unless I go out of my way to think of it I can’t really remember the pain but I get lingering memories of the fear. fawning on him and tiptoeing around corners. I miss appeasing him so bad it hurts. Even though I was terrified, the relief and pride when I did something right was so addictive.

[kittychancorruption]

Oh to yearn for source mates <3

Would join some discord servers but like, most arent my vibe

[kittychancorruption]

Heyy

Uh

Intro?

In case any Strade wants to talk to me ^^'

Name: Ren

Age: 19 (also bodies age wooo)

Gender: I feel like masc nonbinary? I'm fine with he him pronouns

Sexuality: man liker

About me!: I am a jealous person, and can be a bit uh protective? Over protective?, I enjoy art, anime, video games, and annoying others.

I do roleplay.

I'm fine with dms!

I just miss my Strade a lot, in a romantic way.

And it's just hhh

I remember him and I staying up all night watching his films until he passes out, or when we would just hang out

I just miss a lot

[kittychancorruption]

hhh i miss strade really bad

maybesourcecall..?

[kittychancorruption]

Lowkey looking for source mates rn...

[kittychancorruption]

i miss him, i really do, i miss spending time with him, cuddling, being online together, and just everything.