#request for help

[fernsplaysthings]

Yeah. I'm still in panic mode over stupid money/food worries.

I have been very generously helped and I've managed to get at least one meal a day for a good few days but I'm still likely to be without food for about a week, a week and a half.

If you're in a position where you're able to and want to help a stranger out with food, my Kofi is here.

It'd be hugely appreciated :')

[fernsplaysthings]

Gotta do the thing again :')

Having had a good few days out of work during May/early June because I quite literally couldn't stand, I'm looking at potentially not being able to eat for the last two-ish weeks of this month and then...probably a way worse time next month.

In two weeks I will usually spend £100-£150 on food and essentials. Big bills are mostly covered aside from maybe broadband which is £30.

I am...stuck appealing shitty decisions by government finance people because I'm 'not disabled enough' to receive any help despite foot/leg/hip deformities, immune disorders etc etc.

So, if you can and want to help out a person dealing with money based issues, my Kofi is here.

Any and all help is vastly appreciated, and helps me immensely in ways I can only thank you for.

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[fernsplaysthings]

Sorry to be here again. Last post for now since I sort of know where I'm at.

I have about a week left of this month where I won't have any food. Annoyingly while I work about four days a week, my poor health - mental and physical - has regularly taken away days where I could've been working. I only get paid once a month so...it's annoying.

Anyway, I have put my basic needs in the hands of kind and generous strangers (and friends) when things have been real rubbish and official sources of assistant fall through. If you'd like to help someone out hugely and want to...

Take a look at my Kofi here.

Anything is deeply appreciated including reblogs :')

[fernsplaysthings]

I've been able to get a few days of food which I'm incredibly grateful for but I'm still a short a few days before I'm paid and able to do a proper grocery shop.

As always if you're able to and want to help someone who's had a bit of a rubbish time with health over the last year or so...

My Kofi

So far April has been the first month I've been well enough to work my full time so I really hope next month I'll be...better off.

Either way, thank you :')

[fernsplaysthings]

New post because the worry around money stuff has changed for the worst and...yeah, I'm doing a stress :/

If you're in a position to help someone financially and want to, my Kofi is here. My main concern is food. A secondary is my internet bill.

Trying to keep it short, the last of my funds for the month are gone trying to keep the conscequences of bigger debts at bay for now. I'd been holding off on bigger bills trying to keep my flat, internet, and attempting to eat regularly due to my health being absolutely miserable for the past year or so. But...you know. It catches up.

I'm gunna be applying for PIP here soon again. It just takes so much energy to deal with the hoops you gotta jump through, and it's stupidly biased. It's just...it's a depressing thing to have to recite every issue you deal with daily, all the things that make you feel incredibly low and rock-bottom just to be told 'Hey, you're not suffering enough or in the right way' repeatedly.

Blah blah blah.

Anyway, thank you :') Your kindness is appreciated, as always.

[fernsplaysthings]

Hi. Me again :')

April's definitely been better to me in a sense. Although I had a couple smaller mental health incidents in March where I couldn't work a couple days I was able to start paying back some bigger debts that accumulated due to...trying to keep my flat during the real bad months.

Anyway, if you're someone in a position to help someone with money for food and probably their internet payment, and you'd like to...

My Kofi.

If you cannot/do not want to, no stress. Lots of stuff sucks atm.

I never ask for a hard goal because I'll attempt to make anything work, but for reference I'm likely out a couple of weeks food and that one bill which is gunna be about £150.00 together.

At the end of the day, when I put a worry out into the void and rely on the kindness and generosity of strangers I don't have an expectation. I'm just grateful.