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[c4ndyf4gg0t]

I'm sorry for having to ask.

I'm disabled, one of the disabilities being Type 2 Diabetes. My sugar is really low, I'm bad shaky. 😖

I need around $40 to buy things for my sugar.

Is there anything you can send to my paypal?

I don't have anything on my card and the gas station I came to is one of the only ones with what I get specifically to eat. I'm needing to get a few of it for my sugar for today at least, bc my sugar is dropping really bad. But the cashier said they're only able to take card and no one I'm with has a card I can use.

If you can't help, it's completely fine. I just didn't realize or I would've kept what I had on my card.

Go to paypal.me/nbelmares517 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

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@fairycosmos I love this post so much, Chloe! 💙 I had taken a screenshot and posted it to fb in an album I have on there called "Oh to be!" 🥰 -Lyle

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[My chosen] Dad sent this to me earlier. It means everything to me. 💙

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"I will never fathom parents not loving their gay babies enough to allow them to live honest lives."

- Steve Sobota

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"That time before sunrise when everything is blue."

- why I love 5am

[c4ndyf4gg0t]

The way I genuinely wish I was a better person for y'all sooner... My life is fucky and I'm just so tired. I cannot handle anymore grief and yet here I am, considering being the next cause of it for the very few people who I know will not be able to accept me not existing. I cannot put into words how very much exhausted I am and how tired I am of existing. I am currently safe, I do not have the energy to attempt. But my mind is making my life, my relationship, a struggle and I would like to be out of pain, both physically and mentally. I don't know if I'll ever be good enough for my wife. My memory is a lot worse than I thought it could be and I'm only 28. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't put into words how much the past 2ish months have been the worst, even with my wife here. I haven't been able to see anything good happening. I feel the absolute worst and it's majority of it my own fault.

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I'll probably edit this and add more on once I can think somewhat easier but I honestly don't deserve y'all at all.

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