@resistancesheir requested an icons based starter ! icon #115
THERE WERE MANY WHO WONDERED WHY HE KEPT IT. he’d wondered that himself, he’d known when he left that the shedding of everything Kylo Ren would be expected of him. he’s still surprised no one confiscated it from him to burn. there’d never seemed to be much use in keeping it around, especially after he started to distance himself from it, and it went from being an item of security to a nasty reminder, and a chain holding him back. now though, he was sure that they were all glad that the mask had survived. pretending to be Kylo Ren again was the only way they were going to get the information they needed before the First Order got to it.
it had surprised him little to learn that the news of his treachery was slow to spread, it would speak ill of Snoke’s leadership if his best operative and one of his highest ranking underlings had turned to the Resistance. might’ve even brought more support to the Resistance’s cause. after Finn’s own desertion as well, Ben knew that Snoke would want to keep a tight lid on whatever domino effect that might’ve ensued. it would be used to their advantage, but Ben knew that they would also have to be careful, if any tried to contact the First Order about this impromptu visit, the dangers of this mission would rise exponentially.
Ben turned to the pilot when he felt his presence join him, he’d gotten so used to not being so restricted by the visor of his mask that he had to remind himself to turn so he could see. he wondered how the other felt about the mask, many had expressed their displeasure over seeing it again, but Ben hoped that they had begun to see him as more than that. he wanted to separate himself from that life as much as possible, wanted to leave it behind so he could move on and try to do some good for once. perhaps he would be able to start tomorrow. ❝ is everything ready for our departure? ❞ this needed to be an in and out mission, they couldn’t take anything to chance. Ben clipped the crossguard to his belt and felt around his waist for where he hid Ren’s under his tunic as he spoke to the other.