Here is to false promises that are broken within the first month of the new year------Here is to the empty standards we set for ourselves in order to sum up the courage to change----Here is to the what ifs and the maybes ----Here is to a year filled with disappointment----If I so happen to give in to this pressure, I would push myself to be happy,love hard,and to focus on what TRULY matters in this world----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------but most of all I would push myself to just live for me and no one else because it's exhausting and pointless----listen to my heart----follow my dreams------and take time to really observe the world around me because it wouldn’t always be like this------Here is to 2019-----I hope it is not as shitty as 2018!