What follows is a very bitter text that I sent my little sister at two in morning.
"I just calculated how many hours I work this week... 54. Which means that if it was all at one job i should get 14 hours of overtime (paid at about 15$ an hour). Over the course of those 14 hours I'm losing about 75$ because I'm working two jobs instead of one. Just... grrr... why is finding a single full time job so hard?! Well actually I can tell you why. It's because employers don't wanna pay for all the stuff that comes with full time, like medical insurance. It also means that I can work up to 78 hours a week without getting a cent of overtime. Capitalism, and the corporate selfishness that comes with it, is so maddening! Also I hate everything right now, but you probably don't give a fuck about my socialist whining. So, sweet dreams little sister. In a few years you too will know the pain of being exploited by a system that doesn't give a fuck about you except to ask how much money you can make it. Enjoy your childhood bliss while you can."
I get kinda bitter and philosophical when my mental health starts to go down hill. And I have no friends so my sister gets an earful.