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[theembergazer]

About meeeeeee

Hiiiiiiii I'm M - preferred pronouns she/her (it/its on trial but definitely not they/them)

I do art It pretty meh - no stealing tho I HAVE TUMBLR NOW LET'S GO TIME TO GET ADDICTED

Also don't send me fundraisers in my ask I don't have money and I'd rather reblog ones that ik aren't scams if you send them in my ask I'm gonna delete them sorryyyyy

More about moi under the cut:

I like hermitcraft the hermits are amazing thank you for being my childhood and being chaotic and chaos is chill

I draw fanart for my friend and for HERMITCRAFT

I read. Lots. It's concerning

I like anything MC?

CURRENTLY HYPERFIXATING ON THE PRODUCTION OF SWEENEY TODD THAT I WATCHED RECENTLY and in my musical era so legally blonde Elle and Emmett relationship fixation too :3

Okay manga/manhua/anime/donghua/youtube things I've read/watched (favs in purple): BSD (Bungou stray dogs), Apothecary diaries, One piece, Demon slayer, Spy x family, Your lie in April, LINK CLICK aka 时光代理人 (THE AMAZING LIVE ACTION THO 😭), Double click, The devil is a part timer, Dungeon meshi, Fruits basket, Oshinoko, The weakest tamer began a journey to pick up trash, K-on, Bocchi the rock, Your name, a bit of fullmetal alchemist, a bit of death note, a bit of Natsume's book of friends, and a bit of Cardcaptor Sakura, ORV (Omniscient reader's viewpoint), Insomniacs after school, Frieren, Witch hat atelier, Alien stage, MILGRAM, TCF (Trash of the count's family), LOVE-BULLET, Blue period, Blue box, Kaiju no.8, Magus of the library, Seasons of blossom

I WANT FRIENDS D:

#M art on here is my art so if your want to see the very few pieces of art I actually make then sure go ahead you can actually find them now

#M answers for any asks I happen to receive and I happen to answer

#M writes for the occasional writing this that I actually write - I write mainly oc stuff and sometimes fanfic (if my friend asks me to) but I don't have much time to write (aka I don't write at all basically) so there won't be much on here D:

#M waffles for when I actually decide to be original for once lollllll

Idk that's it ig

This is so long I'm sorry I keep adding to it

[lemonbubble]

me, eating a pile of nuts, cheese, and apple: mmmm tasty

the medieval peasant in my head watching me eat: thou knowst what would MAKETH this meal? dried fruits.

me, getting out the raisins: god damn, etheldred, you are SO right

the medieval peasant in my head: yet thou art still not heeding mine words regarding the blasphemy

[amos-burton]

A thing I love about The Cottage and “let’s be more honest & open with each other” is how Ilya looks softer, and more visibly queer. Both in clothing choices (imo) & behavior. He’s been wanting to be Shane’s BOYFRIEND and it shows.

And I can’t help but think “what if he keeps going down this path?”. Like, of course, in public he’ll still perform as Rozanov, Asshole Russian Menace.

He does like chirping other players on the ice, rile them up, and then show them time and time again that he’s the best player. That’s a huge part of him. But having to pretend he’s that cliché Straight Virile Man who has a different girl in his bed every night is getting more and more exhausting.

Time spent in private with Shane is like coming up for air. Because *Shane*, obviously, but also because he doesn’t have to pretend. He can wear the tightest, slightly-too-short tank tops and soft loose sweaters. The holes in his ears he got as teenage rebellion get used again to put pretty dangly earrings in them. The slight lilt he has in his voice when speaking Russian becomes noticeable in English too, when he teases Shane. There’s a hip popped, a hand on it, a brow arched, when he’s being sarcastic. That’s who he is, too.

It’s always been there, carefully, consciously hidden. And letting it out, even if it’s just in front of one person, his Shane, makes him feel whole, finally. At least for the time being.

And Shane? He’s trying to keep his cool but every little change (or more like, every little thing that Ilya doesn’t hide anymore) is making him fall more and more in love.

The possessive part of him is screaming “mine”, “no one else gets to see that version of Ilya and that’s good because he’s Mine”. But an even bigger part of him wishes he could show the world how Ilya is so much more than what everyone thinks. How bright he shines, when he doesn’t have to hide.

Shane’s terrified for both their futures, careers, but on some (most) days, when the sun catches on Ilya’s soft golden curls and jewelry, the urge to go out in public and kiss that beautiful man in front of a crowd is overwhelming. He worships him in their shared bed instead, but maybe, just maybe, when Ilya whispers “I love you” in his ear after they’re done, Shane thinks it could be time for a new plan.

[machvik1]

“Let me take you home Harry.”

“Please.”

[tarmairons]

INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE (2022-) | S02E07

[haiang]

i hope hualian breaks into my house and never leave

[tiredcoff-e]

laois touden ; the hermit

[bluerose5]

Robert: Damn. You bailing on me tonight?

Flambae: Alice told me to tell you, and I quote, 'bros before hoes.' If she pulls that card, then it means I have to go.

Robert: Wait, does that mean you're calling me a ho right now?

Flambae: I mean, if the shoe fits...

Robert: *laughs* It doesn't. Hoes get paid at least. What do I get for sleeping with you?

Flambae: The honor, bitch. Plus my affection is payment enough, thank you very much.

Robert: If only your affection could pay my rent.

Flambae: Not with that attitude, it won't!