#rib vent

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My dear fellows, My time finally came:

i going to start work fr tomorrow as an apprentice.

And then- receive the WORK CARD...💀

I am dead.

Wish me luck... 🥲

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HOW I FINISH A FUCKING COMIC PAGE WITHOUT 0ROCASTINATE?? UUUUGGHHHH

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Calor demais assim não dá 😭

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I feel my body and head so heavy, but i feel so energetic at same time...

THIS IS A TORTURE UNIVERSE! A TORTURE YA HEAR ME??

I trying to sleep for minutes now- WHAT YOU WANT FOR ME BRAIN?!

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Trying harder

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Sigh... Since there's no one able to join my Magma place or that care enough to go search and draw the charaters with me- I'll be deletando the magma project.

That will be the last time i try something like that to have fun with the community, i tired of hearing the same old excuses. Since everyone is too busy, then, no more intecrative suprises in here.

Undertand that the way you want: that i being childish, that i overeacting or that i being dramatic- i don't care. I'll finish what i have to finish, so i already warn to not come and try interact with me while it because, seriously? I not in mood. And honestly... Most of you that are following were just here for the "content" rather to really know about me.

(Thank you for the little who had draw in there, but the idea was draw fanarts about deltarune and celebrate those creators stories and efforts by it. Again, i thank the little who have came and tried to help it get some attetion.)

I hope you all undertand and that all of you have a nice evening without me trying to convince any of you to come join my magma thing.

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I having been lazy for almost a month or several weeks now- i know this is a way of my body somehow make me rest but- I CAN'T and that's so fucking frustating...

I wanted to show you so many cool things i planned and draw concepts of.. but i put myself back because i want to suprise you all and make it the best. But both my body and Brain fight just show it in a shitty way and it will okay- i know you all would accept but, i just can't post it yet...

( and i cant reblog my friends things yet! And i feel i hurting them.. )

Anyway... Hope this pass soon, seriously this feeling sucks.

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I look at my window and saw my future... A future where i finally realize all the bad things i did and pass trought, every time i felt Uncontrable around my friends and family and every time i act like a spoiled brat around them... they forgive me, and i can forgive them back, even if they hurt me so deep with their words.

Then, here i am... looking at my window, having awful troughts of the future, while i cry just because i realize how painful it will be when everyone i hate or love gone or leave me behind...

Whatever, now i will live the present, eat something tasty and listen some Pop music, cuz i still alive, living the present to make my future.