the bruises i got from being at a 3” tall barricade 😭 immediately after - hours after - next day (today)

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the bruises i got from being at a 3” tall barricade 😭 immediately after - hours after - next day (today)
riddled with disco
I can’t fall asleep
willing martyr of the moonpool's rebirth
ZARA McDermott and Louis Tomlinson have been pictured looking loved up as they held hands on their Californian holiday. The couple - whose relationship is going from strength to strength - were spotted on a romantic stroll in Malibu. [...] Looking happy and relaxed in each other's company, Zara and Louis wore casual clothes to head to Soho Beach House where they enjoyed a late lunch by the ocean. The twosome looked deep in conversation as they shared a laugh and sweetly walked hand in hand together.
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(Deltarune + my oc Tami ( (yes I changed her name..to tami)
I always let everyone down
I disappoint everyone
I never fulfill expectations
And the problem is that I’m seemingly selfish but I’m not even happy
I’m not happy with what I am
What I do
How I do it
I’m not satisfied with any results that I get because I thrive for an approval and validation that I never get
I crave for someone to say they’re proud of me and mean it
For someone to say I’m enough
I yearn for a time where for once i could be seen for who I am and not who I could be
I’m sick of being told I have potential
Because having potential means you’re never enough
It means you could never be “the best”
People say I’m “imperfectly perfect” but i can never see the perfect part of it all
I only see what’s broken so maybe I am the issue
People claim they love me so why do I feel so god damn unlovable?
Is it egoistic to run from my feelings?
Is it unfair to people that u cannot accept their kindness?
Is it arrogant to not show them my true self?
Is it selfish to try to please everybody around so badly that I only end up disappointing them?
Is it selfish that I’m not happy?
Is it ungrateful that I’m sad?
Is not having only positive feelings so bad that I have to be punished for it?
Does feeling good about being great at something make me a narcissist?
Is begging for help self-centred?