I haven't posted about my art in a while due to my major health issues.
From March 12, 2023, when I first located the lump in my left breast, to the present, it has been heart wrenching and challenging. I no longer have my father or mother, both have sadly passed away, to help me through this.
And I don't want to be a burden on my children.
My siblings ... have always been and continues to be distance ... which is the saddest part of going through any terminal illness alone. But sometimes, you have to walk away from what hurt you and you can't go back [no matter how much it breaks your heart ... God knows your journey.].
After being in remission for ovarian cancer from 2018 until 2023, I was diagnosed with stage 4 metastatic breast cancer with numerous bone metastasis.
The illness and treatment have drastically impacted my physical and mental health to the point where I have not been fully active. It has taken a toll on me.
Everything has changed. I am sad to admit, also, that many people have also changed. This is a devastating and horrible disease that no one should have to journey alone. But 'it is what it is' and I must keep fighting, whether with support or on my own.
I will always have God.
Cancer takes away everything. Each day is a battle, but this is my journey and forward I must go.
Stay safe. Be kind. Be humble. Be human.
Gloria C Swain [May 23, 1956 - ]
