#richardspeightchristmas

[deforrestkelley]

4, 5, 10, 15 sorry is that too much omg

[deforrestkelley]

richardspeightchristmas

I'm definitely following Lily wow what a sweetie xoxo

[riderquill]

Words Will Never Be Enough

So it's nearing the end of the year and I thought I would do a list of the people who changed me, helped me, love me, and are really just awesome in general. This is not a complete list because I can't remember all of you or I might forget, but that doesn't mean I love you any less. I love all of my followers. And you guys are perfect. Just read even if the message isn't for you because there's many general things that I'm thankful for.

Rainy

Where do I begin? You are always, ALWAYS there for me, and I don't think my life would be the same without you. My whole year was a rollercoaster ride and you, you were always there for me. From the highest points to the lowest points. You are by my side when I need you most. I had so many troubles and you never once neglected me, or left me. Even when some other people did, you stayed. You picked me up when I fell down, and you are always the first person I go to for help. You were there for me and I'm sorry I wasn't always there for you. I'm sorry I live halfway around the world and that I. Oh god, I'm crying just typing this okay. Just know that I love you forever and that you can always talk to me whenever, even though time zones and distance are separating us. You single-handedly planted the idea to watch Sherlock and Supernatural into my mind and I can't ever thank you enough for that. Or for all that you've given me. I can always count on you and you mean the world, the universe to me. Nothing will change that. I like how you never judge me for who I am and you are the bestest best friend a guy like me could ever ever ever have. It's safe to say I can't imagine life without you and I don't think anyone apart from my family members impacted my life they way you did and still do. Know that I will always, always love you. I'm crying again and I have so so much more to thank you for that it would probably fill a whole series of very thick books. Just know that you saved me in more ways than one, more times that one. I probably don't think I could thank you enough for what you did to and for me. You change me. You complete me. And you are perfect beyond words.

For that I have to thank that SuperWhoLock RP that we were both in for bringing us together. And just know that I was so so really alone and I owe you so much. Incomprehensible amounts of gratitude for every moment we are together.

Lily

You saved me too. When the going was hard, and I had a hard time talking to people for help, you were one of the few people there for me. When I was down you were there and you helped me. I've only known you recently and yet you mean a lot to me.

Dom

Likewise, my fellow avid shipper. You, the only one who calls me Ty. I don't think this month would be the same without you. I think I might have EDD, read the end of Trinity Verse if you haven't by the time I post this. You helped me through dark times and for that I am grateful to you. I'm glad we are in the same time zone and that you have many mutual ships too. And that I can rant on you, whether it be on the lastest Supernatural episode or something else.

Roxanne

I recently met you and but it wasn't until that incident that changed the way I saw things and really got to know you, and you picked up the many pieces when I almost fell apart. I don't think I can thank you enough for being you, and listening to me when I needed it even though we didn't really know each other that well then.

Cassandra

I got to know you from stalking the Debriel tag (or was it Sastiel or both, probably Debriel), and I have since gotten to know you well enough to consider you a great friend of mine. Especially with all the mutual ships which I can't possibly type all of them here. I could write a lot to say what you did in my trying times, but I had you there. You were there always, like a light in darkness, like the lightning and the thunder to the shield.

Shadow

It started with a reply to a post and then things were never the same was it? Debriel/Sastiel. Sastiel Week, Gabriel Big Bang. Feels. Supernatural. Doctor Who. Sherlock. The Avengers. Ships talking. And somewhere we clicked and talked and laughed and cried probably. (This list is getting repetitive and I'm saying thank you for being there to everyone, though still true, I think you would want to read something else for a change yeah.) And life was never the same.

Dina

Dina, Dina, Dina. The writer. The supernatural writer with more ships than I can count on my fingers (Like me). Your writing is quality. You are quality. We just got to know each other, through ships. That seems to be a trend. And you aren't afraid to be you, to be who you are. That speaks volumes to me and it changed the way I see myself.

Jennifer

I've known you for quite long but only recently have we really meshed together. I am grateful for you and the things you do for me are beyond words. I don't have much to type here, (I'm having a writer's block and I can't remember everything that we shared), but it's been said to you many times before. Oh yes. Thank you for being accepting, of me, (and of Casbriel) It means a lot. You mean a lot.

Cileme

Amy Pond on my Tumblr Family and rightly named. For you are the girl who waited. Waited for me to follow you back and talk to you. Was it worth it? Whatever the answer, I know one thing, that it was most definitely worth it for me. I haven't talked to you in quite a while, but I still remember you and you are an amazing friend, an excellent person and a wonderful soul.

Amy

Hello fellow Scotter. (I'm calling us that, sounds like scooter though) I remember that you called Andrew "Andy Pandy" and it has stuck with me. I called him Andrew SoHott. You sticked with me as I descended into fandom after fandom and you are still here. All the way. And we still talk. After all this time? (I'm slipping so many fandom references here and there in this list) And thank you for Scott's signature in advance.

Jules

Jules. The one who was there when I had my freak out of Pond Life. And you were there with me way before that too of course. When you url was so different. And so was mine. Oh yes Tyles. That's one of the early points in our relationship. Never will I forget that. I wish to type the lengths of the Earth for the many things we shared and we did together but alas, I do not have a memory of that of an archangel. Just know it's all up in my head and I cherish every moment I spent with you.

Abby

Hello old friend. You likewise were with me from so early on. And you stayed with me, through everything, and you are one of the people I can always count on.  Especially during that period. And you are fantastic. Don't ever forget that.

Valerie

Val. Who know trying to be a mod for your The Avengers RP would lead to this? We share so many common interests and without your RP I doubt we would have crossed paths. Thank for staying with me always and being there for me. Stay awesome always!

Cas

Hello, I am proud to have a friend like you. Accepting, open, wonderful and so so lovely. Even though we met so recently I consider you an integral part of my Tumblr experience.

Evvie

You managed to stand by me when I needed you to and I'm glad that even though, like some of the others, we just talked recently, I could count on you. Talk to you when I need to.

Olivia

Olivia. It's amazing what happens when you join a cult isn't it. I have to thank Meg. Most of you guys have been wonderful to me and you were one of the few who stood out. We became good friends you and I, and I don't ever want to change that.

Eddie

The shipping is strong with this one. When I discovered we shipped Gabe/Bal and so many other ships I'm pretty sure both our worlds changed. I still owe you fic recs (like so many others) and I'll probably forget to send you them so please remind me. You are awesome, a great friend and an attentive listen I don't think I can ask for a better you.

Gwen

I'll have to thank Cas (tricksp8) for bringing us together. A series of silent likes turned into an all out CAPSLOCK party. And you with all the digimon names, Ange-Tymon, Arch-Tymon. You're entirely bonkers, completely mad, off the bend. But I tell you a secret, the best people are.

Andreia

You are perfection. Your edits are amazing. Your personality is amazing. You are amazing. We may not have talked in a while but I can't thank you enough for having a friend like you.

Kenzie

Hello. I think you are quality so yeah. Thanks for talking to me, and being open and strange and wonderful.

Millie

I haven't talked to you for a long while, but I have to write this to let you know what you mean to me and how you touched me.

Felix

Thank you for the awesomeness that you are and the wonderful more that human being that makes you so you.

Jay

We met in strange circumstances and since the previous year, you mean so much to me. We may have drifted apart once or twice mostly due to inactivity, but you hold a special place in my heart.

Sailingskyline & Undergroundairway

I can't believe you're still here as I descended into fandoms and my blog is so different then it was before. You two are funny and awesome. Don't ever change.

Irma

Your Debriel fics are fantastic and you are wonderful in general. You're not afraid to stand up for the things you love and I admire that.

Scyllaya

Your writing is awesome and I really loved your Ashes & Diamonds. I probably already mentioned how Trinity got through me through a really trying time and for that I'm grateful.

Annie

What can I say? You are wonderful. Brilliant. Fantastic. Cool.

This is of course just a bit of what I want to say to each and everyone of you, even those not mentioned here specifically. It is in no way a complete list because I can't remember everything and I don't think could have completed this year without you guys and I don't think I can ever stop expressing my gratitude to everyone.

Words Will Never Be Enough

Part II || Part III

[fineyoungsatanist]

Tag! You're it :3 the rules are to state 5 random facts about yourself then go to ten of your favourite blogs and tag them! Go!

agaiN

1. I am really close to my aunt but other then that I don't really get along with my family

2. I have a twin but we are nothing alike 

3. I really like food

4. I have fainted at school at least once a year since 6th grade 

5. there are a lot of arguments as to why I faint so often 

[rodrickheffley-moved]

Tag! You're it :3 the rules are to state 5 random facts about yourself then go to ten of your favourite blogs and tag them! Go!

omg thank

im reading homestuck yay im on act 5 and its good k

i like skim milk more than any other milk

i like orange juice with pulp

i ship belaxjo and rubyxanna a bit ooPS

i have a project that was assigned two weeks ago thats due on monday that i havent actually started on yet oops

[kaiijus]

I AM SO UNBELIEVABLY HAPPY FOR YOU OMFG wow gosh. congratulations :'))

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THANK YOU SO MUCH!

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