bf!anton x f!r ( ≧ᗜ≦) fluff ──────✿ ❕ clinginess and shirtless ton 1.1k 💌
The apartment is quiet when Anton slips in, the soft click of the door lock followed by the shuffle of his shoes. It's late — much later than he wanted — but rehearsals ran long and no one had the heart to leave until everything was perfect. Still, he hates being away from you for this long.
He drops his bag gently by the door and heads toward the faint blue light coming from the living room.
You're there, curled up on the couch, one leg tossed over a pillow, the other peeking out from beneath the hem of hisoversized shirt — a shirt that hangs off your frame like a blanket. The TV is still playing Ginny & Georgia — of all things — and the remote is loosely gripped in your hand, thumb resting just beside the volume button.
Anton smiles.
You must’ve tried to wait for him.
He pads over and crouches beside you, brushing a few strands of hair from your cheek. Your face is relaxed, lips parted slightly in your sleep. The kind of sleep where nothing could wake you.
Gently, he slips an arm beneath your knees and the other around your shoulders, lifting you bridal style. You stir a little, nose scrunching as you unconsciously curl against him, tucking your face into the crook of his neck.
His heart melts.
“Of course you're cuddly now,” he mumbles with a grin, carrying you to the bedroom.
He lays you down carefully, but before he can even pull away, your hand tugs weakly at his shirt.
“No—stay.”
He chuckles softly. “Baby, I need to shower. I smell like a gym.”
“Don’t care,” you mumble, eyes still shut. “Smell like… Anton.”
“I don’t even know if that’s a compliment,” he says, amused. But he presses a kiss to your forehead anyway, lingering for a second longer than necessary.
You let go, eventually, and Anton slips into the bathroom.
The sound of water running fills the apartment. You drift in and out of sleep, only properly waking when you hear the door click open and the faint whirr of a blow dryer. You peek through barely opened eyes.
He’s standing in front of the mirror, towel around his waist, head bowed slightly as he runs his fingers through his damp hair while drying it. The muscles in his back shift with each movement, and even in your sleepy haze, you can’t help but admire the view.
Without a word, you stand and pad across the room. He doesn't notice you until your arms snake around his waist from behind and your cheek presses into his back.
He stills.
Then: “Why are you awake?” His voice is quieter now, low and sweet, like it’s reserved just for you.
You smirk against his skin. “God forbid a girl misses her boyfriend.”
Anton lets out a breathy laugh. He turns the dryer off, setting it on the counter.
He twists in your hold, turning to face you. Your arms stay wrapped around him loosely, and he dips his head until your foreheads touch.
“Still sleepy?” he murmurs.
You nod. “Mhm.”
“But not too sleepy to sneak up on me in my towel?”
You smirk. “Maybe I like what I see.”
He raises an eyebrow. “Oh? Should I dry my hair more often, then?”
You giggle, fingers tracing the edge of the towel just to mess with him. “You’re so cocky.”
“And yet,” he leans in, brushing your nose with his, “you’re wearing my shirt. Again.”
“It’s comfortable.”
“It’s mine.”
“And I’m yours,” you counter, eyes twinkling.
He kisses you then — soft, slow, like he’s been waiting for this all day. His hands settle on your hips, thumbs brushing the skin above your shorts, and when he pulls away, you chase his lips instinctively.
“I missed you,” you whisper against his mouth.
“I missed you more,” he says, voice almost a sigh. “Come back to bed with me?”
You nod, eyes fluttering. “Only if you carry me again.”
He laughs, shaking his head, but he lifts you easily. “Spoiled.”
You nuzzle into his chest, a content smile on your face. “Yours.”
synopsis: in which your fuck boy roommate adds you to his body count
warnings: oral (f receiving), fingering, unprotected sex p in v (wrap it), use of pet name 'baby', fuckboy!sohee (he is a red flag), roommate au, college au, very descriptive sex, pwp (porn with plot), barely proofread. let me know if i'm missing any!
a/n: could not stop thinking about sohee as a fuck boy, so i had to write it.. hope yall like it (first sohee fic kinda nervous...)
18+ MDNI suggestive content under the cut
you have been warned.
lee sohee. he was your roommate, dumbest mistake you could’ve ever made. he was in your friend group, not particularly your first choice for a roommate. but everyone else in the group had already found roommates, leaving just the two of you without one. and the thought of having to cover rent for an apartment all on your own made you wanna vomit. a broke college student like yourself could barely afford a cup of ramen and a bus pass.
there’s nothing exactly wrong with sohee, besides the fact that the two of you never got along since high school. everyone always thought he was so cool, but nothing about him even stuck out to you. he was just like any other gamer boy womanizer.
he was usually glued to his seat in his room, screaming curse words as his computer, while forcefully smashing his fingers into the keyboard. which would’ve been hot, if it wasn’t always at 1 in the morning when he decided to play.
there were attractive things about sohee, like the gray sweatpants he never stopped wearing around the apartment, which slung low on his waist. or the yankees snap back that he always wore to the back. or how, when he smiled, his two little pointy vampire teeth could be seen. but neither of those qualities mattered, because he disgusted you as quick as you could find him hot.
every weekend, it was a different girl. sometimes you wondered how the girls even made it out alive. it sounded like he was killing them. exaggeration? maybe. but god it was annoying. between the girls he brought over and his endless gaming, you hardly ever got sleep being his roommate. at this point, you were convinced he fucked every girl in the school. and any girl he hadn’t were just begging to be next. him and the other friends in the group went to parties nearly every weekend since college started, but you passed. to worried about your studies to wanna be packed in a room with drunk, hot and bothered college students.
it was another night like that. friday night, you're home alone, enjoying the empty apartment. lucky enough to not hear sohee playing video games or fucking another nameless girl. lost in your own world of studies, until you heard the passcode of the apartment being punched in, as if someone was entering. a sigh of annoyance followed, your peace would be interrupted by sohee and the quote "lucky" girl of the night.
but you didn’t hear anything. just him, and actually, the night was still early compared to when he usually came home.
then a knock to your doorframe, it was him. standing in the doorway. arms crossed over his chest, brown locks tossed. those gray sweats on again, and sitting just right to show the calvin klein boxer waistband peaking underneath. plain black tee that fit perfectly, but when his arms were raised, a little bit of skin showed.
“hey” he said, simple, too easy. like he wanted something.
you’d spin around in your desk chair, eyebrows furrowed in defense. “what do you want?” you reply, mocking his tone.
“what? your roommate can’t just.. say hi” sohee would respond with that easy giggle of his, that unfortunately left you holding back a smile.
“thought there was a party tonight, you’re home early. no girl either?” you said with a bit of shock in your tone, but not enough to show that you actually cared.
sohee invited himself in your room now and sat on the bed. palms of his hands supporting him as he sunk back into the mattress. “party was lame” he said with a sigh. “besides.. i think i’ve already fucked every girl that went,” he said.
sohee recalled it so casually, like sex was just another thing to him. like the girls he fucked weren’t people. it was gross, and you knew that. but something about it made your thighs clench. and you couldn’t explain why. almost like you were curious to know why every girl couldn’t keep their hands off him, like you were missing out on something.
you had to physically shake your head in an attempt to rid your thoughts, because for a second there you actually felt your body get turned on by sohee.
“aww boohoo, the first friday night of the semester your not getting laid,” you said, teasing him, a normal banter you had since everyone knew you two weren’t exactly fond of each other. you turned around in your seat and pretended to be busy with your notes and textbooks to distract yourself from the heat growing in your sleep shorts.
“just because i left the party, doesn’t mean I’m not gonna get what i want,” sohee uttered, his voice dropping in this sensual tone that almost scared you.
“oh great, and which girl is it that i’m gonna hear all night long?” you ask with a fake curiosity. oblivious to him getting off the bed, now getting closer to where you sat.
sohee spun the chair around, forcing you to look at him. one of his hands planted on the arm rest of the chair, and the other gripped onto your wooden desk. “you,” he murmured, a smirk appearing on his lips. his features were soft and innocent-looking compared to the devilish intentions he had with you.
you were silent, however, not expecting him to say that. never thinking in a million years sohee would find you attractive. although at this point, he probably found every girl at least a little fuckable.
you hesitated before quickly protesting, “ew i’m not gonna be your next victim.” you responded, eyes avoiding his even in the impossible proximity. though your body gave into his heat, and you’d be lying if you said you weren’t interested in him at that moment.
sohee scoffed before cradling your chin with his thumb and index finger, forcing you to look at him. “do you really mean that? or are you just scared you’ll like it too much?”
“fuck you” you answered, avoiding his question. the warmth of his breath sent goosebumps to the skin of your cheeks, which were now flushed pink. then you gulped realizing he wouldn’t stop looking.
“i can fuck you, if you ask nicely,” he responded, but you didn’t say anything, not yet. still afraid to come to terms with how badly your body wanted him.
sohee didn’t move away, in fact, he slipped his hand away from the desk and now to your thigh. squeezing the plush of your exposed skin. before his hand trailed higher and higher to where you silently wished he was. he secretly waited for you to stop him, but when you didn’t, he took it as an invitation to keep going.
his fingers slid up your shorts and cupped right over your clothed heat. two of his slender fingers rubbing between your lips through your panties. your thighs clamped around his wrist. already the fabric had a damp spot right where his fingers were.
“you’re wet, y/n, come on, just say it. you want me.” he taunted with a smirk, still rubbing painfully slow circles. but you stayed quiet. still not admitting anything. you couldn’t bring yourself to damage your pride for secretly wanting a fuck boy like sohee.
so, he continued. didn’t stop, until your panties were drenched, and you were rutting your hips into his hand. until finally, he slid your panties to the side, and rubbed your bare wet folds with the veiny ness that was his fingers. earning a high-pitched gasp from you.
sohee’s brown eyes looked up at you, waiting for you to say something, anything, but you didn’t. still holding on tight to your pride.
with how wet you were he easily slid one finger in painfully slow. your hips bucked, and he had to use his other hand to steady your hips against the chair. “don’t run from it, your pussy needs this. needs me,” he said, talking to you, yet you still bit down hard on your bottom lip. concealing any noise that dared to slip out. though your chest still heaved as your breath picked up.
sohee, slid another finger in without warning. pumping two of his fingers inside you with ease, watching as your greedy hole swallowed his fingers with each push. curling them now to hit that spot that made your legs tremble against the chair. “that’s it, your letting go” sohee cooed as he felt your gummy walls unclench around him.
“agh.. sohee. fuck—“ you moaned now, unable to keep that back any longer. your back arched against the chair, and you gripped the armrests tightly. then your body began shivering, you were so close.
and sohee knew that. which is exactly why he took his fingers out, ridding you of the feeling. earning a loud whimper. “sohee, i was so close” you whined at him. he just chuckled in response, tasing his fingers with a lick, that were just inside you.
“gonna tell me you want me yet, or just sit here, while your body is begging to cum” he said, eyebrow raised, same cocky fuck boy grin like he knew that he had you in the palm of his hand.
you barely wanted to say it, to admit to it. but you caved, the feeling of pleasure more important now.
“i want you..” you said voice soft, avoiding his mocking gaze.
sohee snapped his tongue against the roof of his mouth like it wasn’t enough.
“louder. say it like you mean it.”
“excuse me?” you replied in disbelief.
“say it, or i’ll walk out right now” sohee said, dead serious. and that alone was enough to send a shiver down your spine. “sohee, i want you, please,” you begged, finally with your whole chest, locking eyes with him.
sohee smirked, loving to see you break down all of the little pride you had left, for him. he lifted you up off the chair and placed you onto your bed. pulling your shorts and soaked panties off in one swift motion. baring your wet folds to the cold air. he leaned in, tongue licking a wet stripe to your clit. before fucking your already sensitive hole with his tongue. nose pressed right at your sensitive bundle of nerves. your thighs clamped down around his head. but that wasn’t enough to make him stop.
he kept going like a man starved, plunging his fingers in again, stretching you around two of his fingers while lapping up your slick on his tongue. your body shook in waves of pleasure, and you could feel your hips rutting against his mouth. nearly about to release all over again. but sohee ripped the sensation away from you yet again.
an evil smirk on his face when he saw your pouty lips. he placed a soft peck to your lips, then a real kiss after. soft lips, but rough motion, his teeth biting on your bottom lip. making you whine into his mouth.
“sohee..” you whined again, denied of cumming twice, now you were starting to get so needy and fed up with his antics.
“had to get you extra desperate for me” he said, undoing the drawstring of his sweats, slipping them off with his boxers. letting his cock spring free. it was slender, but more girthy than you expected. the tip pink and swollen, dripping pre-cum. he took his shirt off too, revealing his torso to you. stripped naked in front of you now. fresh slick, making your thighs sticky from the sight of his exposed body.
he gave his rock-hard cock a few strokes before aligning it between your pussy lips, lapping up all the juices. earning another moan from you. you were already extremely sensitive from before. “stop teasing..” you said with a whimper, hands gripping fist full of your bed sheets.
sohee couldn’t help but chuckle at how needy you had gotten. but he finally pushed himself into your entrance. of course, you had sex before, but it had been a while since the last time you did. the delicious stretch, sent your back arching, arms wrapped around his neck. “sh—fu-- sohee..” you whined, the width of his girth stretching you out in a way no one has before. giving you no time to adjust either, as he already began pumping inside of you.
“squeezing me so well, you wanted this didn’t you?” he’d said, one hand on your chin forcing you to look at him. “say it, say you wanted this” sohee demanded, while drilling into you thrust after thrust.
“ngh—wanted, fuck. wanted this sohee!” you moaned, uncontrollably letting whiny pornographic sounds fall from your lips. not caring how desperate you sounded now.
“yeah? bet you listened to me fuck all the girls, wishing it was you, right?” he’d murmur, babbling dirty nothings that sent even more slick drenching his length.
it was then that you realized you sounded like all the girls he fucked, whiny and lifeless, while he pounded you into the mattress. splitting you open on his dick. it was inevitable to be this loud, and finally, you understood why. the stretch of his girth, the length of his tip hitting that sweet spot inside you repeatedly, he never lost pace, there was a reason why everyone wanted to fuck him.
sohee slid his hands under your shirt and grabbed a fistful of your boobs squeezing them mercilessly, fondling with your nipples, and pinching them between fingers. earning more desperate moans from you. your eyes were shut, body bouncing each time he hit a new, deeper spot inside you.
“open your eyes baby, look at me” sohee said, wanting to see just how good he fucked you. needing you to remember this forever. your eyes fluttered open, and when they did, he kissed you, roughly pushing his tongue inside your mouth. making sure to taste every part of it in a nasty make-out. pulling away with a pop noise.
your hands began tightening around his neck, gripping the back of his hair. “close—please.. need—need to cum sohee” you begged, not even fully aware of how desperate you became.
sohee had one hand on your waist now, the other ghosting your neck. “shit, me too, gonna fill you up, ok? take it,” he said, panting already, you nodded. each of his last sloppy thrusts made sohee grunt under his breath until he came. creating a white, almost clear liquid ring around his cock now. he pulled out and watched as your hole began leaking your shared liquids with a proud smirk.
you were panting, fucked out of it, lying on your bed. the shock of it all hadn’t hit yet. the fact that you let your fuck boy roommate fuck you after years of telling yourself he'd be the last girl he ever touched. claiming he wasn’t your type. everyone in your friend group would laugh if they knew what happened.
what was worse was how much you liked it. how good he actually made you feel, and the fact that you could imagine doing it with him over and over again.
sohee watched as you layed there, and he got up to grab a water bottle and a towel for you. “you okay?” he’d ask with a soft chuckle. re-entering the room, sitting on the edge of your bed, handing you the towel and water with a soft touch.
“shut up” you responded playfully, still lying there, he was already putting his sweats on, retying the drawstring.
then quietly, “are things gonna change now,” you suddenly asked him, worried about their dynamic and the unspoken future.
sohee scratched behind his neck. “why would they be?” he responded.
to him, this was a usual fuck, something he did every weekend. although he did think about fucking you specifically for so long, imagining what it would be like. however, he was a fuck boy for a reason. he didn’t know how to actually be in a relationship, talk about feelings, nothing like that.
꩜ synopsis: in which sohee takes the wrong pill for his headache and ends up hard, flushed, and desperate
꩜ warnings: accidental aphrodisiac pill, subby/whiny sohee, riding, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, soft guiding reader, creampie, praise, aftercare, reader is basically just a cum dump :P
꩜ notes: hey guys.. ik its been a while and im sorry. ive been super busy with college and honestly haven't had the motivation to write :( please enjoy this sohee meal in return for forgiveness :3 wc: 1k
the first thing you notice is how flushed he looks.
sohee’s sprawled on his bed, hair damp against his forehead, shirt sticking to his chest. his hands fist at the sheets, knuckles pale, thighs trembling like he’s running a fever.
“sohee?” you call softly, stepping into the room.
his head snaps toward you — eyes glossy, lips bitten raw. “c-can’t,” he pants, hips shifting helplessly. “hurts. so hot.”
that’s when you see it, the strain of his cock pushing up against the thin fabric of his sweats, the damp patch spreading from the tip.
he whines when you reach his side, face buried in the pillow. “thought i took tylenol,” he admits, voice small. “but it’s… not. i-it won’t go away. please—”
he’s trembling, embarrassed tears clinging to his lashes, his cock twitching violently under the fabric.
you hush him, brushing the damp hair from his forehead. “baby… did you take something else?”
he nods weakly. “don’t know. it won’t stop. tried—” his hips jerk up at nothing, “—tried touching but it just got worse.”
he looks wrecked, and your chest aches.
“do you want me to help you?” you ask gently, making sure it’s his choice.
the answer is instant — a desperate nod, another whimper of “please.”
you climb onto the bed, straddling his hips, your fingers tugging at the band of his sweats. “i’ve got you,” you murmur, pulling them down enough for his cock to spring free — flushed, leaking, so hard it twitches against his stomach.
he gasps, trembling under you, as you line yourself up.
“shh, baby. i’ll take care of you.”
the moment you sink down onto him, his back arches violently, a sob ripping from his chest. “oh—god, oh fuck—so good—”
his hands clutch your hips, not guiding, just holding like he might fall apart without the anchor. you roll your hips slow, grounding him with steady motion, praise spilling from your lips.
“you’re doing so well. feel how good you’re making me feel, sweetheart? you don’t need to do anything else. just let me.”
he moans prettily, head tipped back, lips parted, breathy pleas slipping out with every thrust. “please—don’t stop—need it so bad—feels so good—”
it doesn’t take long. the pill has him wound so tight that within minutes he’s sobbing, spilling deep inside you, hips jerking uncontrollably.
you’re still catching your breath, stroking his damp hair, when you realize he hasn’t softened. his cock twitches inside you, still hard, still leaking.
“sohee—” you start, but before you can finish, his grip tightens, and he flips you onto your back.
“c-can’t,” he stammers, eyes wild, face burning. “still—need—please.”
you gasp as he starts thrusting, frantic and sloppy, chasing relief that won’t come. his whines fill the room, broken cries of “so good, please, please, so good,” each one more desperate than the last.
you cup his face, kissing him through the tears, grounding him with your touch even as his hips piston into you. “it’s okay, baby. i’ve got you. use me as much as you need.”
he fucks you through another orgasm, messy and frantic. your walls clench around him, overstimulation sparking through your body, and his moans grow higher-pitched.
“g-gonna—ahh, baby, i’m—”
he spills inside you again, hips jerking erratically, cock twitching as if it’ll never get enough. his whole body trembles, but he doesn’t pull out, doesn’t soften.
instead, he whines, tears brimming in his eyes. “still—still hard, hurts—please don’t make me stop.”
you kiss his damp cheek, soothing him. “you don’t have to stop, love. just keep going. i’ll hold you through it.”
he starts thrusting again almost immediately, whimpering into your neck, hips losing rhythm. his cock feels impossibly hot, every movement sending shocks of pleasure through both of you.
“too much—so good—baby, it’s too much, i can’t—”
you cradle him tighter, whispering in his ear, “yes you can, sweetheart. look at how well you’re taking it. my good boy.”
his answering cry is broken, desperate. “yours—yours, only yours—”
when he cums this time, it rips through him like lightning. he sobs into your chest, cock spilling again, but even then, it doesn’t relent.
he finally slows enough for you to see his face, red and blotchy, lips swollen, eyes wet.
“hurts,” he whispers, voice hoarse. “feels so good but it hurts. can’t—please—don’t leave me.”
you kiss his temple, stroking his damp hair. “i’m right here, baby. keep going, let it out. i’ll let you use me until it’s gone.”
he whimpers, hips moving again with shaky determination, tears slipping down his cheeks. his thrusts are erratic, needy, like he’s chasing a high he can’t reach.
you guide him with soft words, grounding his frantic pace until you feel him convulse again, body jerking as another orgasm rips through him.
by now your own body is trembling from the overstimulation, every thrust sparking both pleasure and ache. still, you hold him close, nails dragging gently down his back as he sobs into your shoulder.
“don’t wanna stop,” he babbles, cock twitching inside you. “feels too good, baby, please—”
your heart aches at how helpless he sounds, and you kiss him through the desperation. “then don’t. keep going, love. you’re doing so well.”
his rhythm grows frantic again, hips slamming messily until another broken orgasm shakes through him, cum spilling hot inside you. he whines as if it’s pain and pleasure tangled together.
by the time he finally slumps against you, every part of him trembling, you’ve lost count of how many times he came. your thighs are sticky, the sheets soaked, his body limp with exhaustion.
you hold him close, whispering praise into his hair as he clings to you.
“you did so well, baby. so good for me. i’m so proud of you.”
he whimpers faintly, lips brushing your collarbone. “thank you… love you…”
you clean him gently, tuck him under the blankets, and let him bury his face in your chest as his breathing slows. even in sleep, his fingers curl around your wrist, like he can’t let go.
when anton can’t sleep and u know he’s a busy boy with an even busier schedule, so u do what any concerned person would do, and mull over what u could do to help him, wracking ur brain around all the ways to lull him into that tranquil state of unconsciousness that he so desperately needed to be in well over an hour ago. and well, u knew better than anyone, that the only way to tire him out is to make it so that he can’t think anymore. so u take the matter into ur own hands, dipping ur fingers into his waistband the second he gives u the go ahead, excitedly tugging his underwear down just enough to expose him. the sight never fails to make u salivate, and for a minute u almost forget who ur doing this for. his breath catches loudly when u take his cock between ur lips, the wet, warmth a welcomed feeling against the cool night air, the ceiling fan clicking steadily like the soundtrack to ur endeavors. he uses both of his hands to gently brush the hair from ur face before transferring control to just one, holding it all back with one large palm. on a normal day, he’d probably use this to his advantage, naturally controlling u easily with a tight grip, but tonight he didn’t need to, not when u were so eager to help him, quickly sinking ur own head down until ur nose was just a few inches short from meeting his groin. it never mattered how many times u took anton, for he was big enough to make u gag every time, the sound always causing a conflicting mix of emotions to arise in him, the bigger part of him loving just how much u struggled, but another smaller part of him harboring a slight fear in actually hurting u. he typically liked to guide u down himself because of this, but the way u knowingly stilled for a moment, holding him in ur mouth as u evened out ur breathing was enough to unravel any doubts he may had about letting u take control. he couldn’t spend much more time worrying anyway, not with the way the entrance of ur throat fluttered eagerly around his tip as u soaked the rest of his cock in a thick layer of drool. tears brimmed prettily on ur lash line as u patiently waited, the sight of u gazing up at him like that enough to make him mutter some form of “quit that,” under his breath, despite him not actually wanting u to stop. he’d have to resist the urge to help u when u took him the rest of the way, ur body instinctively panicking when ur airway is cutoff, unable to help the way u squirmed pitifully as he made a home out of ur throat. it was hot and heavy and all too much, but u didn’t dare to push away, not when u were so determined, so u pushed on with a few muffled moans. his head would fall back against the headboard, the sound normally enough to make u giggle, but not right now, not with the way ur throat constricted around his cock, helplessly swallowing over and over again around his length, trying desperately to free itself of the intrusion as his hips bucked up to meet u again and again. u knew u wouldn’t be able to breathe as u milked him to an orgasm, the amount of his cum surely enough to make u choke in a way that was probably life threatening, but u couldn’t bring urself to care, not when u knew that it would be so hard for him to keep his own eyes open when he was all sleepily satiated from pleasure. and u wanted anton to sleep ❤︎
pairing: switch! producer boyfriend! anton x sub! f. reader
🇨💿 🇳🇹🇦🇮🇳🇸 ꗃ SIZE KINK, kissing, lap sitting, tit & clit play, anton records a sex-tape in the studio, unprotected sex (back shots), roughly 1.8k words … !?
a/n: for @antonitty and her delusions - hope u like it bae !!
You sat idly on the studio couch, admiring your boyfriend from afar as he silently toggled with the sound desk, mixing a few rhythms.
Crossing your legs, you eyed him up and down, taking in the view of his focused frame.
“You’re pretty good at flicking and twisting those knobs, y’know?… I wonder how nice it’d be if you used that same energy to please me…”
He let out a soft breath, eyes still trained on the soundboard as he spoke, “Babe, you know I’d rather spend time with you… I just have to produce this track sample before tomorrow…”
“And then?…”
“I’m all yours,” he finished, flashing you a promising look through his shaggy bangs.
“Fineeee,” you agreed in a sarcastic tone, slightly rolling your eyes at him, “but can you let me try something on the record first?… it might help…”
Anton quirked a brow, turning to meet your face with his own intrigued one, “You mean like… singing?”
You simply nodded in response, just before promptly getting up from the couch to sit on his lap at the music desk.
He didn’t know what to do with his hands now that you were this close to him, so he simply rested them at each arm of the spinning chair.
“You might even learn a thing or two from me if you pay attention,” you went on, knowing that he’d smile at your playful words.
“Go ahead then, superstar… blow me away,” he whispered tauntingly, keeping his thighs firm as you adjusted yourself on top of him.
With his headphones secured around his head, Anton prepared himself to hear whatever it was that you wanted to add to the track project.
Pressing the red “record” button, you let the instrumental play for a few moments as you got a feel of the beat, this one sounding more R&B compared to his usually chill rhythms.
You started by toggling in a few bass notes on the drum-pad, watching Anton’s reflection in the soundproof screen ahead for any sign of reaction.
So far, he only bobbed his head slowly, still anticipating your next move.
That’s when you picked up the mic, bringing it to your lips and letting out the most pornographic moan you could muster.
Anton’s hands flew from the chair arms to take off his headphones, reaching forward to pause the track recording as you suddenly burst into a fit of giggles.
“Babe, what the hell?” He blushed, covering his face with one hand as butterflies rushed through his stomach, the sound of your moan replaying in his mind over and over, “this is serious, y’know?”
You turned around in his lap, taking in your boyfriend’s shy demeanor as you fought to hold back the laughter growing in your chest.
“What? Was it bad? I can do better if you want me to…,” you pouted, batting your eyelashes at him as he put his hands behind his head, slightly smirking at you despite the evidently nervous red flush of his cheeks, “you can even help me...”
“Don’t give me that look, ____,” he sighed, voice sounding a bit more raspy while still maintaining its usual softness.
Was it nerves?
Was he horny?…
Either way, it didn’t matter to you because he sounded so fucking hot right now—
“What look?” you pressed with a feigned expression of innocence before very intentionally wiggling in his lap a bit.
“Like you wanna be fucked,” Anton said with a wince at your actions, letting his eyelids fall slightly while looking down at you with a clenched jaw.
You couldn’t believe those words had left his mouth so smoothly, his confidence alone causing you to squeeze your thighs together, already feeling so eager for him…
You couldn’t handle it when he behaved so switchy with you… starting off all shy before gradually becoming more and more bold.
His eyes eventually wandered back to the soundboard, so you took it as an opportunity to change the subject.
“You never told me if it was bad or not,” you started in the silence, mind just now becoming aware of Anton slowly getting harder beneath you.
“Well,” he hummed, letting his hands leave his head and slip down to your hips, “it was a solid 50-50, if I’m being honest…”
You scoffed dramatically, an offended hand flying to your chest, “How so?”
“Because… I always love the sounds you make for me, but not when you force them…”
His grip on your hips was firm now, holding you in place before just barely rocking you against his lap in skilled motions.
Despite the simplicity of his actions, your body started to feel dizzy with desire, mind fogging up as his clothed tip continued grinding beneath your core.
“Anton—”
“Shhh,” he interrupted, the feeling of his breath below your ear making you internally shiver, a feathery yet steady groan escaping his lips.
“Can I try something now?” he asked breathlessly, even though the question sounded more like a declaration than a proposal of permission.
“Mhmm,” you nodded submissively, eyes feeling heavy as the warmth amongst your bodies only grew, thanks to how stuffy the studio was.
Clicking the sound desk back on “record,” Anton slipped his headphones over your head, feeling himself get even hotter at how cute you looked in this moment, his chunky earmuffs barely fitting around your much smaller head.
By now though, Anton had easy access to your lower half, given the high-pleated-skirt you decided to wear that day.
You almost felt like half of your body escaped to another planet when Anton’s touch started to wander lower, his hands practically covering the entire expanse of your exposed thighs given how big they were.
His breath remained steady in this moment, despite how his heart kept stuttering like a broken record.
Or perhaps, a sexually excited one…
The subtle movements of your legs helped Anton to shimmy your panties down past your hips, all the way down to your ankles, and eventually the floor.
You sat with your soaking wet core atop your boyfriend’s lap now, two of his fingers soon finding your clit in slow, circular motions.
The thing was, Anton had finally let his intrusive thoughts win, having wanted to get a genuine recording of your moans for a while.
The idea always meddled in the back of his mind whenever you pranced into the studio while he was working on beats…
However, the only issue now was that you were feeling a bit shy with the recorder on again…
“C’mon baby, lemme hear you,” the boy nearly begged, words sounding a bit mumbled with the way he was kissing along your neck.
“I know you want to,” he taunted, free hand sliding up to grope your left tit while his other hand continued toying with your pussy, “no wonder you wore this slutty skirt for me today…”
His voice… it practically intoxicated you… the way it sounded so pure yet so condescending at the same time…
“F-fuck,” you stammered with a moan, furrowing your brows as his fingers applied pressure to your clit, the other hand slightly pinching your nipple as he knew just how to get you to those pretty sounds that he wanted out of you.
“Good girl~,” he whispered in a cooing manner, “but I know you can do better than that…”
He guided you to stand up on your wobbly legs, his fingers meddling with your slick as he towered behind you.
And although your ears were still muffed with his headset, you could clearly make out the sound of his belt unbuckling with tingly clinks, your pussy only pulsing with need.
Before you could even beg to be fucked, you felt one of Anton’s hands hike up your skirt, the other forcing your back to arch over the sound board as his hard length pressed between your folds.
He was way too fucking big, but part of you liked the idea of him potentially breaking you.
It wasn’t easy, but your boyfriend eventually slipped himself inside, letting his tip tease along the ridges of your heat before picking up the pace, the soft pants and occasional groans from his body sounding loud and clear thanks to the headphones you wore.
There was also something about hearing your own moans so audibly on top of his… hearing how he turned you into a whiny mess so easily…
Anton’s hazy eyes met your fucked out reflection in the glass screen ahead, your own vision wandering off to the sound wave reader on his music board.
The way it’s lines heightened with each desperate moan that left your sweaty bodies did nothing but crazy things to the knot tightening in your stomach.
“Touch me, Anton,” you practically whimpered, voice coming out in small hiccups given how hard he was pounding into you.
His hands were already so tight around your waist, but your whiny request let him know exactly where you wanted him… where you needed that extra intensity.
He went to grope your tits, lifting your body away from the sound board with ease as the sight of his flexed biceps nearly made you drool.
The pace of his hips remained fast and controlled as he continued fucking into you, the tip of his cock reaching so deep that you’re sure you felt it in your belly button.
Looking down, Anton saw that the recording had reached just over 3 minutes, despite how your pussy desperately clenched around him, a clear sign that you were close to finishing.
His mouth was full of saliva, not even remembering to swallow given how pleasure drunk he was right now.
And somehow, you caught onto this, turning your neck at an angle and guiding his plush lips to kiss you, only a few seconds passing before he inserting his tongue, grunting into your mouth.
“You sound so pretty, baby,” he said in between kissing you sloppily, right before taking his headphones off your head and tossing them on the couch, still connected to the music desk by a thin black wire, “listen…”
He whispered the last word against your lips, maintaining the most gentle look in his eyes as he kept bouncing your ass on his cock.
You meant to say something, but the weak cries of pleasure kept stalling your speech, the words becoming a jumbled mess in your head.
Anton’s strength helped to hold up your shaky body just as you felt your release gush around him, a bit of it seeping onto his thighs as he continued thrusting.
It didn’t take long for him to cum after that too, a beautiful series of moans spilling from his lips as he panted over you, letting his hand slide away to end the recording.
The screen read ‘5:18s’ before Anton reached over to save the track, leaving both of you shocked that you even finished that fast together…
Still a panting mess, your boyfriend held your hips close to his, letting his weight fall back in the spinning chair with you on top of him.
“We should totally do quickies in the studio more often,” you huffed tiredly, leaning back against Anton’s chest as he hugged you close, still inside your pussy.
“Not that I’m disagreeing with you, but maybe after I install an air conditioner in here, we can plan something,” he smiled, not even bothering to wipe the sheen of sweat from his face that inevitably kept your hot bodies clung together.
Your hand found his, fingers idly toying with the rings he wore as he adjusted himself beneath you, “I should probably let you get back to work now since I’ve distracted you enough already—”
“Let’s just stay like this for a little longer,” he interrupted, almost yawning at how comfortable he felt buried inside you in this moment, “please?”
“Of course, superstar,” you replied playfully, nestling into his warmth and letting your eyes fall shut as you listened to the sound of his gentle heartbeat…
𓏵 ⌞ 정성찬 x f!reader, smut, 0.8k ⌝ ∘∘∘ mean sex, degradation, petnames (angel, doll)
𓏵 your husband hasn’t been paying much attention to you, so you simply ignore him. there couldn’t be much consequences, right? *ੈ✩‧₊˚
ナナ’s ⦂ it’s been 78 days since this was requested 😭😭 sorry for taking ages to get to this, anon!! 🙇♀️
if someone asked, you’d say sungchan was a good husband. he got you gifts whenever you asked for them, did the work to support both of you, just doing whatever so you could live like a princess.
but recently, sungchan’s been busy with work, barely giving you any time. you understood that his business meant a lot to him, but he hardly gave you glances anymore. even things as simple as his texts were starting to become more and more rare.
so of course, you decided to give him space. however, you couldn’t help but add a little twist to it. if sungchan, your own husband, wouldn’t give you the time of day to start a small conversation, you had all the right to act bratty, no?
for the next couple of days, you were uninterested in attempting to talk to him or check in on him when he locked himself in his office for hours on end. and there was no way he could ignore it. your new persona was insanely unlike you, sungchan would have to be blind to not see the difference.
he couldn’t stand it. he had tried apologizing, giving you expensive gifts, hell, even begging for your forgiveness. but you wouldn’t give in. he’d done all of this, but was yet to change his actions.
tonight, you decided to go to sleep without him, sick of waiting for him to finish working just to ignore you. but either way, your eyes refused to close until you heard the familiar jingling of sungchan’s keys unlocking the front door.
sungchan silently got into bed, your back gently pressed into his chest. the warmth of his body spread onto yours, melting you to sleep. but as soon as your eyes fluttered closed, the tingle of his cold hand sliding under your shirt and around your body stirred you awake. it wasn’t long until his hands were moving up to your chest, groping your breasts and toying with your hardened nipples.
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as hard as you tried, you couldn’t hold in your noises. a soft whimper escaped your lips, exposing your consciousness. “so you’re awake?” his voice was rough, as if he had been touching you to blow off pent up steam. “only taking the pleasure and never giving. such a pillow princess.” he dragged your body over, laying you flat on his back as he tugged his sweats down.
he pulled your shorts off in one swift motion, taking your panties off with it. “i tried to be nice, angel.” he spread your legs out with ease, no resistance coming from you, and slipped his length into your cunt. “you like this, don’t you? already so fucking wet.” his cock punched your cervix with each thrust.
his body reached over you, gathering your shirt around your neck for full access to your chest. “look at you, you can’t even open your eyes.” he struck a slap to your tits that bounced every time he rammed into you, evoking a loud cry.
“mmngh! s-sungchan!” your back arched into him as his mouth attached itself to your breast, tongue teasing your pebbled nipple. “chan, it’s t-too much.” you manage to stammer despite the rough pounding.
“i don’t care, doll. take it like the slut you are.” you can feel every vein on sungchan’s cock as your walls tighten around him, nearing your climax. “sh-shit… you’re so fucking tight.”
your hands gripped at the sheets, fists balling up mounds of the fabric. “please, i’m close.” you whined, using everything in you to not cum right then and there.
sungchan scoffed at your nerve. “you think you get to cum after ignoring me like a brat?” his pace increased, somehow thrusting into you faster than before. “whores like you don’t get to cum, y/n.”
you felt sungchan’s hips stutter, his hands grasped at your waist for control, certain to leave a red mark later. abruptly, a familiar warmth filled your pussy, steadily leaking out of your hole and onto the sheets beneath you. he pulled out of your before you got any closer to finishing, leaving you begging for more.
“if you wanna be a slut and only take, you don’t get to cum, doll. you should know that by now.” he dropped onto the space beside you, chest heaving as he caught his breath. “so pretty for me.” he cooed, pressing soft kisses against the shell of your ear.
you whimpered, a part of you still hoping he’d touch you to your release, but you knew when sungchan said you weren’t cumming, he meant it. “mmngph, chan…” you tugged him closer, resting your head on his chest.
“so needy…” he mumbled under his breath, carding his fingers through your hair. “if only you weren’t being a brat.”
Escaping the hectic city life, you move to a rural coastal village where a small population of mostly old people lived in peace. It was there that you found peace in your turbulent life and an unexpected connection with Park Wonbin.
Genre: strangers to lovers, slow burn, smut
Pairing: RIIZE Park Wonbin x afab!reader
Warnings: mature themes, explicit sexual content (18+), slow burn-ish. plot with only a little smut (is that a thing? lol), wonbin is misgendered at first
Notes: 19k words. Listening to You Are in Love by Taylor Swift. This was posted as a Jeonghan fic in my other blog, but I first wrote this as a Wonbin fic before I even launched moonriizing. So, yeah... I forgot what I was gonna say, lol. It's been a minute! This fic was long overdue. I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS ONE AS MUCH AS I DID!
Disclaimer: I do not know them, nor claim they would ever in real life behave the way they were portrayed in this fic.
After four hours on the road, you finally passed the sign marking the entrance to the small town. The coastal highway had felt endless. You drove through gentle hills before reaching the heart of the village, where a few modest establishments lined the narrow streets.
You knew what was waiting for you—a small, idyllic town—but even so, the retro charm of the downtown area caught you off guard. It was like a pocket of time frozen in place, with shopfronts displaying modern signs over worn wooden frames. No buildings rose taller than three stories, their colors faded but were still vibrant in the afternoon light.
You drove past the last few storefronts, through rows of homes and wide open fields until you reached the guest house. It looked much like the other houses in the neighborhood—simple and unassuming, save for the bright red roof and the wooden signpost by the gate. You stepped out of your car, looking around and calling out to see if anyone was home but there was no response.
“Is nobody home?” you muttered to yourself.
The gates were open, so you let yourself in, taking a moment to soak in the surroundings. The house had a traditional Korean setup, with a low table outside, a shed of large clay crocks—probably holding kimchi or fermented soybean paste—an outdoor cooking area, and other signs of daily life scattered around.
You were admiring the garden of flowers when the front door swung open, and a petite elderly woman stepped onto the porch, dressed in a floral blouse and loose pants. Her silver hair was neatly pinned back, her sharp eyes scanning you before she broke into a warm smile.
“You must be the city girl,” she said, hands on her hips. “Took you long enough.”
You blinked at her bluntness but relaxed when you caught the teasing glint in her eyes. You then offered an apologetic smile. “I know, I’m sorry. Something came up, so I had to delay for a day. Is the room still available?”
“Of course! We don’t get many guests here. Haven’t had a single one this year until you.” She waved you inside. “Come. I don’t usually take in long-term guests, but I liked the way you spoke on the phone. You seemed polite.”
Inside, the house was warm and lived-in, wooden beams stretching across the ceiling. Something was cooking in the kitchen, filling the space with a savory aroma that made your mouth water.
“You must be starving. You arrived right on time. Lunch is almost ready,” she called from the kitchen.
“Thank you. I’ll just grab my things from the car,” you said, pointing toward the door.
She nodded. “Ah, right. Let me help you with that.”
“No, it’s alright—”
“Binnie!” she called out before you could finish your protest. “Come out and help our guest with her luggage.”
A moment later, a figure appeared at the doorway. Tall and lanky, with dark soft-looking hair trimmed just above the shoulders framing her delicate features—a straight nose, full lips, and sharp, striking eyes with long lashes that would make anyone jealous.
There was something boyish in the way she moved. Her stride was quick and heavy, her clothes were loose and simple. A plaid button-down over a plain white t-shirt, and a pair of dark sweatpants. Not exactly the dainty look you might’ve expected from someone with a face like that, but it suited her.
“Binnie,” the elderly woman called again, motioning to the car outside.
She only hummed in response before stepping down from the porch and heading straight for your trunk. You followed after her, popping the trunk open just as she reached it.
“Thank you,” you said. “I can get the heavier ones,” you offered, out of habit more than anything.
Binnie barely spared you a glance before hauling out your largest suitcase like it weighed nothing. “It’s fine,” she muttered.
You blinked. Okay, strong girl.
A small duffel bag dangled from her other hand as she turned back toward the house, moving easily despite the weight. You had to admit, you were a little relieved to know there was another girl your age in the house. When you were researching this town, you’d been told most of the people who lived here were old and middle-aged. You’d expected to spend most of your time with elderly folks—nice as they were, they didn’t quite offer the same kind of connection. But with Binnie here, at least you’d have someone to talk to.
Shutting the trunk, you grabbed the rest of your bags and followed her inside.
The first three days passed uneventfully. You quickly became familiar with the routine in the house: the sounds of cooking from the kitchen, the fluttering of old curtains in the breeze, and the occasional gathering of the elderly ladies just outside the gates of the guest house. You had been expecting peace, but this was something else entirely—a rare kind of mundanity, where time seemed to stretch and slow down. You loved it more than you had anticipated.
Binnie, the granddaughter of the house, was always present in some way but never fully there. She rarely spoke, her gaze slipping past you instead of meeting your eyes, and she was gone for long stretches of the day. You sometimes wondered where she went—maybe she’s out and about around town, maybe she’s at work, maybe she’s somewhere even quieter than here—but it wasn’t a question you felt the need to ask. It didn’t seem like she would answer if you did, anyway.
When you did cross paths, the interactions were brief. A polite nod from her, a quick greeting from you. Occasionally, you’d catch her in the kitchen, stirring something at the stove, or stepping onto the porch with a towel slung over her shoulder, hair damp from a shower. Once, when you mumbled a sleepy “good morning” while rubbing the sleep from your eyes, you thought you saw the corner of her mouth twitch upward before she disappeared out the door.
You assumed she was just a little shy. Maybe reserved. That was fine with you. It was oddly nice having another soul around who didn’t expect constant conversation, as opposed to her grandmother who seemed to never run out of anything to talk about.
The guest house owner—Gram, as she liked to be called—was warm and thoughtful, though she saw your lack of movement as odd. She often encouraged you to explore, to go into town, to at least take a walk.
“Most people get restless after a day or two,” she said one morning, watching you sip your tea at the low table outside. “You, though, you act like you’ve been waiting your whole life to sit still.”
You grinned. “Honestly, Gram? I have.”
She clicked her tongue, unconvinced. “Binnie, why don’t you take her into town today? Show her around. The store won’t burn down without you for a day.”
At the mention of her name, Binnie, who had been quietly peeling fruit by the water pump, finally glanced at you. Her expression was unreadable, but her head tilted ever so slightly, as if sizing you up. Then, just as quickly, she shrugged. “Sure.”
It wasn’t exactly an enthusiastic invitation, and you didn’t want to force her into doing anything just because her grandma asked her to. “Thanks, Gram, but I swear, I’m fine. I’m enjoying myself.”
Gram sighed, shaking her head. “If you say so. But if you change your mind, just tell Bin.”
You nodded, and across the table, Binnie met your gaze again, her lips pressing into something like a faint smile before she went back to peeling.
Still, Gram refused to let you be completely idle. Every day, she gave you a small task—flipping sun-dried herbs at noon, covering them before sunset. It wasn’t much, but it made you feel like a part of the household rather than just a passing guest.
Binnie never commented on your meandering presence in the house. Sometimes, she’d walk past you on the way out, sometimes you’d catch sight of her returning in the late afternoon, looking effortlessly graceful yet somehow boyish in the way she moved.
As the days passed, little things about Binnie started catching your attention—details that didn’t quite match the soft-spoken, delicate image you’d formed of her at first. Her voice, though quiet, had a very low, steady timbre, almost deep. Occasionally, she’d roll her shoulders or rub the back of her neck in a way that felt oddly... rugged. There was something in the way she leaned against doorframes too, hands stuffed in her pockets, with a relaxed posture. And yet, she still looked as graceful as ever, with the wind blowing her dark hair soft against her skin, her features almost too pretty.
The contrast was interesting, but you didn’t think much of it. So what if she was a little rough around the edges? Plenty of girls had tomboyish sides.
Strong, you thought idly one afternoon, watching her haul in a sack of something from outside. Strong for someone so pretty.
She wasn’t unfriendly, but she wasn’t exactly inviting either. It wasn’t awkward, though. If anything, it suited the peacefulness of the guest house. You weren’t looking for company, and Binnie didn’t seem eager to offer it. But of course, living together would make people grow closer.
One morning, you found yourself at the kitchen table, lazily flipping through a magazine Gram had left lying around. Binnie stood by the sink, rinsing a handful of freshly picked persimmons.
“Do you eat these?” she asked, her voice low and steady as usual.
You looked up. It was the first time she’d spoken to you without it being a response to something you said first. “I like them, but I never really had them fresh like that,” you admitted.
She grabbed a towel and started drying one. “They taste better chilled.”
“Oh?” You watched as she set a few aside and placed the rest in the fridge. “Is there a difference?”
She shrugged, placing one on the table in front of you. “Try it later.”
After that, you noticed other little things.
When you forgot your slippers outside one evening, you found them neatly placed by the door the next morning. The first time you struggled to lift one of Gram’s large water jugs, Binnie walked past, muttered, “You’ll hurt your back,” and hoisted it up with ease before you could protest.
“Thanks,” you said, surprised.
Gradually, your paths started crossing more. If she was already outside when you went to dry the herbs, she’d sit nearby, scrolling through her phone or looking up at the sky seemingly deep in thought while you worked. If you ended up in the kitchen at the same time, she’d slide you a cup of whatever she was drinking without a word.
The conversations stretched a little longer, too. One weekend morning, you found her on the porch, sitting quietly under the sun. Without thinking, you sat beside her, stretching your legs out and basking in the sunshine.
“Gram says you haven’t gone to the beach yet,” she said.
You chuckled lightly. “Yeah. At this point, I think she’s pissed. She’s been trying to get me out of the house since day one and I haven’t moved anywhere farther than the gate.”
Binnie nodded with a smile, eyes still on the road. “She’s not used to people who like sitting still.”
“I did notice that, yes.”
You talked about the weather, the best place to buy snacks in town, how the local stray cats had more attitude than city ones. They weren’t deep conversations, but they were comfortable.
Binnie still wasn’t overly talkative, but she started meeting your eyes more, responding with more than just a nod. And sometimes, when she thought you weren’t paying attention, you’d catch a small, amused smile on her lips.
It wasn’t much, but you were getting used to each other.
On a cool Saturday afternoon, you sat cross-legged at the low wooden table outside, with a basket of vegetables sitting between you and Binnie. Gram had roped the both of you into helping with dinner, which, in her words, “would taste better with young hands working on it.”
You didn’t mind. It gave you something to do.
Binnie, across from you, was peeling potatoes efficiently. You, on the other hand, were going slower, carefully stripping the skin from each one with a small knife.
“Have you always lived here?” you asked. You had been talking about random stuff up until this point.
Binnie didn’t look up from her task. “Mostly.”
“What? Like, since birth?”
“Maybe,” she said, lips twitching.
You gave her a flat look. “That’s not a real answer.”
She considered for a second before finally saying, “I wasn’t born here, but I grew up here. I left a few years ago, but I came back.”
You nodded, filing that away. “Where did you go?”
She flipped a potato in her hand. “Seoul.”
“You lived there?”
“For a bit.”
“You’re very specific,” you said dryly.
She smirked. “You ask a lot of questions.”
“Of course. I have to know who I’m living with.”
“Mm.” She switched to peeling carrots. “You’re right. You do have to know who you’re living with. That’s fair, isn’t it?”
You rolled a potato in your hands. “I feel like I just set myself up.”
Binnie shot you an amused glance. “Why’d you come here?”
You shrugged, totally expecting that question to come up. “I wanted a change of pace.”
“That’s not a real answer.”
“The specifics are boring,” you said through gritted teeth, unwilling to divulge anything.
She peeled another strip from the carrot. “Fine, then. Why here of all places?”
You shrugged again. This time, you genuinely didn’t have any other answer other than; “It looked pretty in the catalogue.”
She let out a small huff of laughter. “Fair enough.”
For a while, neither of you spoke, just continuing your own work. The sun had started to dip lower in the horizon, and you were realizing once again how perfectly fitting it was that this guest house was called, The Sunset House.
“What do you do all day, anyway?” you asked, breaking the comfortable quiet. “I always see you coming and going, but you never say where you’re headed.”
Binnie hummed. “You never asked. Didn’t think you’d be curious.”
“Oh, I was curious but I wasn’t gonna ask. I was waiting for you to tell me yourself when you’re ready.”
That seemed to amuse her, if the way she snorted was any indication. “It’s nothing special like you’re making it sound like. There’s a convenience store downtown, I work there.”
You nodded. “Work? I didn’t think you were working.” you teased.
She snorted. “I have my own money and I know how to work for my meals.”
“I respect that,” you chimed, nodding in acknowledgment. Binnie simply shrugged and you were both quiet for a while.
Then you said, “Okay, but I have a real question.” Binnie looked up, waiting for you to continue. “What’s your skincare routine?”
She blinked at you, clearly caught off guard. “My what?”
“You have really nice skin,” you said matter-of-factly. “Like, it’s annoyingly flawless. I need to know what you’re using.”
She chuckled. “I just use whatever’s around.”
You frowned. “Liar.”
“It’s the truth,” she said, looking far too entertained.
“No fancy routine? No expensive products?”
“Nope.”
You narrowed your eyes at her, but she just kept peeling, smug as ever. You huffed. “This is so unfair. Your skin is prettier than mine and I have like, a ten-step skincare routine.”
“Sounds like a you problem.”
You grabbed a potato and chucked it at her arm. She caught it easily, laughing even as she shook her head. The conversation continued, flowing from one topic to another with no real direction—small questions, half-answers, and the occasional amused remark. It wasn’t deep, but it didn’t need to be.
By the time you finished, the basket of peeled vegetables was full, the sun had disappeared, and you had learned just enough about Binnie to know there was still more to figure out.
It was hard to ignore the nagging thought in your head ever since you arrived in town. While you tried to brush it off, convincing yourself that you deserved this break from your turbulent city life, the anxiety that you should be doing something more productive lingered in the back of your mind.
It was probably because your mind and body were so used to being on high alert all the time, functioning at full capacity every day for the last several years that you start getting anxious when you’re not doing anything and just relaxing. You could feel an odd sense of suspicion, nagging at the back of your mind like, “Shouldn’t you be doing something?”
Watering Gram’s garden plants was enough to push away all these thoughts, though.
As you stood under the gentle heat of the morning sun, you maneuvered the hose expertly, a result of doing the chore every day for the last few weeks. You let out a slow breath, feeling oddly content with the simplicity of it.
“Are you watering the plants or drowning them?”
You startled as Gram’s voice rang out. Turning, you found her watching you with a hand on her hip. “Come here,” she said, beckoning you over to the low wooden table. “I have a better use for those hands.”
You shut off the water and wandered over, only to be greeted with a rice cake shoved into your hand. “Would you like to come to the beach today?” she asked.
“The beach?”
“This woman moved here two months ago, Seola, very lovely. She’s a teacher at the daycare center. She arranged a picnic with the elderly and the children today.” Gram gave you a pointed look as she patted your hand. “You should come. You need to socialize with someone your age before you forget how to hold a conversation.”
Before you could respond, Binnie stepped out onto the porch in her usual shirt-over-tee combo and denim jeans, brushing her hair back with her hand, she slung a bag over her shoulder, acknowledging you with a brief nod before passing by.
“Gram, I’m off,” he said.
“Alright, see you later,” Gram replied. She waved him off before giving you another look. “Bin will be there too, so you don’t have to worry about being around people you don’t know.”
Not that you needed much convincing. You had already planned to explore town today anyway. You finally had enough of the idle days, and you were now ready to see and experience the quaint charm of this small town.
So at noon, just before lunchtime, you drove to the beachside with Gram, the car packed with the food she had heartily prepared all morning.
The beach was lively with old and young voices, laughter, conversation, and the sound of waves rolling against the shore. You helped Gram set up the food, spreading it out on the picnic blankets as she introduced you to the small group already gathered there—a few elderly folks, some parents, and a handful of kids darting around with beach toys and shells. It felt like stepping into a family reunion, where everyone knew each other and shared years of memories you could only imagine.
Gram introduced you as a temporary resident. “She’ll be here for six months,” she explained, smiling as curious eyes turned your way. “Let’s all be nice to her. She’s from the big city.”
“Ah, so that’s why you look so pale,” an older woman teased, squinting at you. “You need some sun on you, dear.”
“She should eat more, too,” another one chimed in, eyeing you like she was already planning to pile food onto your plate.
“You’ll love it here,” one of the older women assured you. “Life moves slow, but there’s always something to do if you know where to look.”
Another joined in with a chuckle. “A bit of gossip now and then, a trip to the market, a walk by the coast… it doesn’t take much to stay busy here!”
They were warm, welcoming, and funny, and their playful remarks had the same lightheartedness as Gram’s. You found yourself smiling more than expected, caught up in their conversation as they asked about your stay. You also met Seola, the new daycare teacher who moved to town just two months ago. She was the same age as you were, and you felt a sense of kinship with her as someone who came from the big city yourself.
At one point, a little boy ran up to you out of nowhere, his face bright with excitement as he held out a shell. “Check this out!”
You knelt down, taking the shell from his hands to admire it. “Wow, this is a pretty one,” you said, humoring his enthusiasm. He beamed, launching into a detailed explanation of why it was superior to all the others. You nodded along, half-listening—until something just past his shoulder caught your eye.
Out by the water, Binnie emerged from the waves, hands pushing through his soaked hair, slicking it back from his face. Droplets clung to his skin, sliding down sharp cheekbones and along the lines of his jaw. You blinked, something about the sight snagging on a thought you couldn’t quite place.
Then he stepped fully onto the shore, reached for the hem of his wet shirt, and pulled it over his head. And your mind went blank.
Time seemed to slow as your eyes registered the defined shoulders, the abs, the arms that clearly belonged to someone used to physical labor. The sunlight played across his skin, highlighting every line and shadow. You couldn’t move. You couldn’t speak. All you could do was stare.
Binnie wasn’t just “a little masculine”. Binnie wasn’t just oddly strong. Binnie… was a man.
Your breath caught in your throat, and an unexpected heat rose to your cheeks. The little boy in front of you was still talking, but you couldn’t hear a word of it anymore.
How could you have missed this? It was as if every little sign from the past several days were suddenly lining up like pieces of a puzzle. The deeper voice, the way he carried himself, the fact that he had never once actually referred to himself as a girl.
And then there were also the times Gram had mentioned her grandson—the one you thought you haven’t met yet, you had been living with him all along. He had never corrected you. And you? You had been so sure—so certain you knew exactly who you were living with.
As you stood there, still absorbing the shock, two teenage girls approached you excitedly.
“What’s it like living with Wonbin?” one of them asked, practically bouncing on her toes.
“Who?” The name threw you off entirely.
“Park Wonbin,” the other girl chimed in, as if it were obvious. “You’re staying at Gram’s guest house, right? Isn’t he amazing? He’s like the pride of our town.”
Wonbin. The name sounded foreign to you, yet as you watched him crouch down to help one of the kids collect shells, it suddenly seemed to fit him perfectly.
“I thought his name was Binnie?” you asked, though the moment the words left your mouth, you realized how foolish they sounded. Binnie wasn’t his name. It was obviously a nickname, something his grandmother must have been affectionately calling him.
The girls giggled, exchanging amused glances. “That’s just what the grandmas call him.”
One of them leaned in, lowering her voice like she was sharing a juicy secret. “He’s kind of famous, you know? We run a fan page for him—it’s almost 100k followers.”
Wonbin. Wonbin. Park Wonbin.
You blinked, still grappling with the idea that the quiet, elusive Binnie was actually Wonbin, the town’s golden boy. Before you could think of what to say, Gram’s voice called out, interrupting the conversation.
“Lunch is ready! Come here and eat!”
The girls scampered off toward the other direction, giggling about something you couldn’t quite catch. You saw them practically shout a greeting at Wonbin before bursting into a fit of giggles and running further away.
You turned toward the picnic mat, your thoughts still spinning.
“Kids! Binnie!” Gram called again, waving him over. “Come on, let’s eat!”
Wonbin straightened, brushing sand from his hands before jogging up the beach. The sunlight glinted off his skin, drawing your gaze before you could stop yourself. Heat crept up your neck again.
He reached the mat and, without hesitation, plopped down next to you, his damp hair falling casually over his shoulder.
“You’re here too,” he said, smiling at you before grabbing a bottle of water. He seemed completely at ease, oblivious to the turmoil running through your mind. You could only offer a forced smile.
Lunch was a lively affair, the mat spread under the shade of a large tree, bowls and plates of food passed around as conversations overlapped. The elders were particularly chatty, most of their attention—unsurprisingly—focused on Wonbin.
“You know, our Binnie here was top of his class in university,” one of the grandmothers boasted, nudging the woman beside her. “Always so clever.”
“And so hardworking,” another added, her tone exaggerated in a way that felt suspiciously rehearsed. “Had all sorts of offers after graduation. He even worked in Seoul for a bit.”
“Yeah, I did hear he was… golden,” Seola, the teacher, said with an obvious tone of feigned interest. It looked as though this wasn’t the first time she was hearing it.
You, on the other hand, narrowed your eyes slightly. There was something oddly deliberate about how they were talking about him, as if… as if they were trying to sell him. You caught the way Seola glared at Wonbin as if begging him to make them stop.
Binnie–or, err—Wonbin, sitting beside you, seemed completely unfazed. He took a sip of water, then casually met your gaze. “What are you thinking so hard about?”
You blinked, realizing that you had been staring. “I was just wondering why they’re talking about you like you’re a prized cow.”
Wonbin nearly choked on his drink, turning away with a cough. Beside him, one of the elders clapped her hands together, unaware of your remark. “And! He’s very good with children,” she announced, nodding toward the group of kids playing nearby. “They all adore him.”
Seola chuckled. “That’s rare. Most guys aren’t patient enough with kids.”
“Exactly!” The older woman beamed. “That’s why any girl would be lucky to have him.”
Your eyes flickered to Wonbin, curious as to how he’d react, but he was busy picking the green onions out of his soup. As if this whole matchmaking attempt had nothing to do with him.
You stifled a laugh. “You seem very popular, Wonbin.”
“Mm,” he hummed in agreement, looking at you. “Are you convinced?”
“What?”
“That I’m a catch.” He tilted his head, the corner of his lips twitching up just slightly.
Your chopsticks hovered over your plate. The way he said it was so casual, but something about his tone made your stomach flutter.
You masked it with an eye-roll. “I don’t know. You don’t seem all that impressive to me.”
Gram clicked her tongue, shaking her head as she picked up a piece of grilled fish and placed it onto your plate. “Clearly, you need to spend more time with him.”
“Gram?” you questioned, genuinely perplexed by the insinuation in her tone.
The lunch continued in the same direction, the elders throwing more praises, Seola responding with polite interest, and Wonbin humoring them without ever actually engaging. It was almost funny how unfazed he was—until you caught a few of the older women exchanging glances as if they were mentally taking notes on how both you and Seola were responding.
Oh god. They weren’t just selling Wonbin. They were matchmaking him.
You needed some air.
You slipped away from the group, stepping onto the shore where the waves lapped at your feet. The realization of the past hour was still in your mind—not just about the elders’ intentions but also the fact that your whole perception of Wonbin had shattered today, and you didn't know what to do with that yet.
You needed a minute. Just one minute to figure out how to act normal again. Of course, that was when he appeared beside you. “Escaping?” asked Wonbin, grinning.
You glanced at him, and immediately regretted it—he was still very shirtless and very ‘not-a-girl’. The image of him getting out of the water was still too fresh and unhelpfully vivid. “You too?”
“Sort of.” Wonbin fell into step beside you, hands in his pockets, letting the wind ruffle his damp hair. “Figured you’d need company.”
You didn’t answer right away. The sand was cool and uneven under your feet, and you focused on that instead of the question sitting in your throat. He didn’t fill the silence either, he just walked, patient in that infuriating way he always was.
You opened your mouth twice before anything came out.
“Can I ask you something?” you finally said. “And you have to promise not to make it weirder than it already is.”
He raised an eyebrow. “That’s a bad start.”
“Wonbin.”
His steps faltered, surprised for some reason. You paused too, long enough to hear him say, “So you knew my name but kept calling me Binnie like the old ladies?”
You rolled your eyes and continued walking. “That’s exactly what I want to talk to you about.”
Wonbin followed. “Alright. I promise not to make it weird,” he said. Though the corner of his mouth was already twitching, like he suspected this would be worth breaking that promise for.
You dragged in a breath. “Why didn’t you tell me you were a guy?”
This time, he didn’t just stop walking, his whole body seemed to have short-circuited mid-step. “What?”
“The whole time.” You weren’t looking at him anymore, eyes fixed hard on the waterline. “I thought you were a girl. Maybe a little masculine, rough around the edges, but a girl. I’ve been calling you 'Binnie' this whole time and that’s not even your real name and you just—never said anything.”
Silence. You risked a glance. His expression had gone somewhere past confusion, into something almost stricken. “Wait.” He turned to face you fully now, brows knitted so hard it looked painful. “You thought I was a girl?”
“A very beautiful girl,” you confessed, feeling heat crawl up your neck.
He dragged a hand down his face. A short, disbelieving laugh escaped him, like it had been startled out of his chest. “How? How does that even—”
“Don’t blame me.” You crossed your arms, mostly to have somewhere to put your hands. “You’re the one walking around looking like a fairy every day.”
“For weeks?”
You had no response to that, so you settled for glaring at the ocean instead.
He was quiet for a moment, and you braced yourself for it to be the bad kind of quiet—the kind where he was recalculating every conversation you’d ever had, every time you must have said something humiliating without knowing it. Your stomach dropped at the thought.
But when you dared to look at him again, his shoulders had started shaking. Not with anger. With something closer to helpless, disbelieving laughter, the kind that seemed to catch him off guard as much as it did you.
“Oh my god,” he said, mostly to himself. “Oh my god.”
“It’s not that funny.”
“It is a little funny.” He shook his head, still huffing out small laughs, like he couldn’t quite stop them. “You really just—decided. And ran with it.”
You scoffed. “I’m done talking about this.”
You turned to leave and Wonbin followed. You’d expected him to keep talking about it, but he didn’t. He just continued laughing heartily beside you.
You walked in silence after that, waves curling cool around your ankles, the voices from the group fading further behind you. Every so often you caught him glancing sideways at you, like he was still turning the whole thing over, still not quite done being stunned by it.
Finally, he exhaled, shaking his head one more time. “Park Wonbin. A girl.”
“I’d say I’m sorry,” you offered, “but—”
“But you’re not.”
“Not even a little.”
He let out a sharp laugh—different from before, less shock now and more something warmer underneath it. You had the distinct feeling this was not something he was going to let go of anytime soon.
The next morning, Wonbin was heading downtown for an errand, and Gram suggested you go with him. “You should get out more,” she said, nudging your arm. “Let Bin show you around. It’ll be good for you.”
You didn’t see a reason to refuse. The town was still unfamiliar, and a trip to the market sounded more productive than another slow morning at the guest house. Plus, you figured you might as well start your car after letting it sit idle for so long.
Which was how you found yourself in the passenger seat, watching as Wonbin adjusted the mirrors before smoothly pulling out onto the road. He drove leisurely, one hand resting on the wheel, his other elbow propped against the window.
By the time you reached the market, the streets were busy. Stalls lined the sidewalks, vendors calling out to passersby, with the scent of fresh produce, grilled food, and sweet treats. Wonbin was greeted warmly at every turn, engaging in small talks with vendors who seemed genuinely happy to see him. He was polite, smiling when an elderly woman at a vegetable stand patted his arm and called him “our handsome Wonbin.”
Then she turned to you. “And who is this?” she asked with a teasing smile. “Have you finally brought a girlfriend home, Binnie?”
Before you could react, Wonbin laughed. “She’s not my girlfriend, but she wished she was.”
“No, I don’t!” you exclaimed.
“No need to be shy, dear,” the vendor said, grinning. “If I were a few decades younger, I’d wish I was his girlfriend too.”
You groaned while Wonbin bit back a laugh, handing over the money before gently steering you away.
“I can’t believe you have fans in every age group,” you scoffed.
“Well, it’s a small town,” he replied, chuckling.
After finishing the errand, Wonbin led you to a small café tucked between two shops. The place had a cozy charm—wooden tables, hanging plants, and an old vinyl player in the corner playing soft jazz.
A man behind the counter beamed when he saw him. “Hey man. How’s it going?”
“Hi, Joon. I’ll have the usual,” he greeted, then turned to you. “You?”
You looked up at the menu hanging overhead, wondering what to order or if you wanted coffee at all.
Joon’s gaze flicked to you. “This must be the pretty guest Gram was talking about.”
You glanced at him, curious. Wonbin waved a hand. “Yeah. She doesn’t get out much. I’m showing her around town.”
“You should come more often. We make the best coffee in town,” Joon said proudly. “Not that there are any other coffee shops around,” he added, chuckling. “What can I get you?”
“Uh, I’ll have what he’s having,” you said, smiling politely at him.
“Coming right up!”
Wonbin led you to a vacant table by the window. “You come here often?” you asked.
“Now and then.” He pulled out a chair and sat across from you, resting his forearm against the table. “The owner, Joon’s mom, used to sneak me free pastries when I was a kid. I feel obligated to keep giving her business.”
Your lips quirked up. “Bribed into loyalty. Classic.”
He just laughed, watching you for a moment before asking, “What do you think of the town so far?”
You thought about it and then shrugged. “It’s charming and peaceful. Everyone seems to know each other. It’s kind of nice.”
He hummed, stirring his drink lazily. “It has its charms.”
“Well, they seem to adore you,” you noted.
He shrugged. “I’m very likeable,” he said smugly, making you laugh.
Minutes later, Joon set two iced drinks on your table before slipping away. You took a sip and raised a brow. “Oh, this is sweet. Vanilla latte?”
Wonbin nodded. “Decaf. You don’t like sweets?”
“I do,” you admitted. “But I didn’t peg you as the type.”
Wonbin took a sip of his own drink. “And what type did you think I was?”
You tilted your head, pretending to analyze him. “Black coffee. No sugar. Maybe a shot of espresso if you’re feeling adventurous.”
He gave you an unimpressed look. “Do I look like I hate myself?”
You laughed. “No, but,” you shrugged, making him smirk.
“I’ll have you know I like nice things. Why would I suffer through bitter coffee when I could enjoy this?” He lifted his drink in emphasis.
You smirked. “So you have a sweet tooth.”
“Does it bother you?”
“Do you care what I think of you?” you asked back, narrowing your eyes playfully.
Wonbin just took his drink and looked out of the window, ignoring your question entirely. You didn’t press, enjoying the coffee instead and the nice ambience of the cafe.
Before heading home, Wonbin made one last stop at the grocery store. It was bigger than you expected, with stocked shelves and a steady flow of customers.
“You work here?” you asked as you followed him inside.
He nodded. “I own it…” He paused, thinking for a second. “Well, not really. It was my grandpa’s. After he passed, someone had to take over.”
You paused, surprised. “I’m sorry. Is that why you came back?”
Wonbin didn’t answer right away. He picked up a basket, taking his time as he strolled past the produce section. “You could say that,” he said eventually, picking up a pear and examining it. “I came back because Gram would be lonely by herself. She’s old now, someone has to be here and make sure she’s alright.”
You glanced at him, noting how his expression didn’t change, but something about his voice softened.
“She still works at the pear farm,” he added, shaking his head fondly. “She said she’d go crazy if she had nothing to do, so someone has to be around to make sure she doesn’t overdo it.”
Hearing that made you feel like you understood them both a little more. The quiet life they had here, the small routines that kept them moving forward—it all made sense now. You became more curious about them, but you didn’t want to pry, so instead of asking, you just took what he told you and left it at that.
As you trailed behind him, your gaze landed on the skincare aisle. “Alright, spill. Which one is it?”
Wonbin followed your line of sight, then let out a dramatic sigh. “Are you still on this?”
“You’re ridiculously pretty,” you said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. “It’s only fair that I find out how.”
He gave you an unimpressed look, then reached out, grabbed a random product, and handed it to you. “Here.”
You examined the label. “This is a body wash.”
“Exactly.”
You narrowed your eyes. “You’re lying.”
He smirked. “You’ll never know.”
“And if I sneak into your bathroom later?”
He stuck his tongue in his cheek, then smirked before saying, “I guess I'll see you there, then. I take really long showers at night, you see.”
You blinked rapidly, surprised at the sudden turn of the conversation. Clearing your throat, you put the bottle back and turned away. “Fine. Keep your secrets.”
The days that followed were more eventful than the previous ones. You still helped Gram around the guesthouse, still found time to sit outside with her in the afternoons, listening to the occasional stories she decided to share. But now, there was something different about your days—Wonbin.
He wasn’t just around anymore. He was in your space, in your routine, slipping into your life as if he had always been there. Like how he took it upon himself to be your unofficial tour guide, showing up outside the guesthouse just as you were about to head out.
“Where are you going?” he’d ask.
“I’m not sure, but I’m going around town again today,” you’d say, tossing your bag over your shoulder.
His eyes would glint with amusement. “You’ll get lost.”
“No, I won’t.”
But you always did. Turning one too many corners in the winding streets, ending up somewhere you hadn’t planned. And somehow, Wonbin was always there, lounging by a store or leaning against a wall like he’d been waiting for you the whole time.
“You have a terrible sense of direction,” he’d say, grinning.
“Well, you have too much free time,” you’d shoot back, but you never minded when he fell into step beside you.
He took you everywhere. To the best lookout point in town, where the cliffs met the endless blue of the sea. To the hills, where wildflowers bloomed in untamed clusters, swaying lazily under the afternoon sun. To the pear farm, where you met Gram’s friends—hardworking women who took one look at you and started teasing.
“She’s the one staying at the guesthouse?” one of them asked Wonbin, squinting at you. “You’re showing her around, aren’t you?”
“Something like that,” Wonbin replied, glancing your way with a smirk.
“Ah, what a handsome pair,” the woman sighed dramatically. “You look great together. You’d make the most beautiful babies.”
You choked on your own breath while Wonbin just laughed, handing you a pear like nothing happened.
There was also the day he dragged you onto a boat. It wasn’t planned. You had only gone to the dock to look around, but Wonbin had other ideas.
“Ever gone boating?” he asked.
You eyed him warily. “No.”
“Great.” That was your only warning before he pulled you toward a small boat, casually untying it from the dock.
“Wait—what if I get seasick?” you protested.
“You won’t.”
“How do you know?”
“We’ll find out when we get there,” he chuckled, offering a hand to help you board the boat.
You hesitated, but you took his hand anyway. He had never done anything to disappoint you so far, so you trusted him. And despite your initial wariness, you had to admit—it was nice. The air was crisp, the water was calm, the reefs below were beautiful, and the silence between you was comforting.
At one point, Wonbin leaned back against the bow of the boat, stretching his arms before making a pillow of his hands. “You like it here, don’t you?”
You glanced at him. “I do.”
He grinned. “I’d bet fifty bucks you'll never leave.”
You scoffed. “Never leaving is a stretch. Maybe I’d never want to, but I will anyway because I have to.”
Wonbin flashed a mischievous smile as if you had just challenged him. “A hundred, then. You will never want to leave, and you never will. You’ll fall in love with a very eligible and very charming man, get married and have beautiful babies. Then you’ll spend your life with him in this beautiful town.”
You furrowed your brows, then stared at him skeptically like you couldn't believe he just said that. Wonbin’s grin never wavered.
“Looks like you’ve been watching too much TV with the ladies. You’re starting to cook up very unrealistic storylines.”
“What’s so unrealistic about that?”
“The whole thing,” you retorted, scoffing. “Especially the ‘very eligible and very charming man’ part.”
“Okay, so bet,” he challenged. “Since you're so confident that I'm wrong.”
You rolled your eyes. “You're ridiculous.”
“Are you gonna play or not?”
“No,” you replied without missing a beat. “I don’t need to prove anything to you.”
Wonbin sighed nonchalantly, leaning back down. “Fine. But I know I’m right.”
You didn't say anything to that. Was he right? About falling in love and getting married? Oh, no, he's wrong about that.
But what about leaving this place? You weren’t sure. You knew you will eventually, but the thought of leaving this wonderful place hasn't crossed your mind yet.
More importantly, you weren't sure when it happened, but somewhere between juicy pears and getting lost in town, between late afternoon coffees and spontaneous boat rides, you had started to enjoy his company. And maybe he had started to enjoy yours, too.
That afternoon, as you and Wonbin strolled back home, he glanced at you and asked, “Are you free tonight?”
You arched a brow. As if he doesn’t already know the answer to that, right? “Why?”
“It’s Joon’s birthday,” he said. “He’s having a small party at the café. Just us and some friends. He invited you too.”
You hesitated. “He did?”
Wonbin smirked. “He mentioned it the other day. Did you forget?”
You did remember Joon casually saying something about it, but you hadn’t thought much of it at the time. A small celebration at the café didn’t sound bad, and truthfully, you weren’t opposed to seeing other people your age, too. Most of the people you’d seen around were old enough to be your grandparents.
“Alright,” you said. “I’ll come.”
“Good. We can go together.”
Later that evening, you followed Wonbin to the café, which was livelier than usual. Warm lights glowed from the ceilings, the scent of coffee still permeating the air though none of it was being served now. All you could see on the table were bottles of soju and beer, spicy and fried food, and a cake sitting at the center.
The small space had been rearranged to fit a gathering, with a handful of tables pushed together. A few people were already there, chatting, laughing, clinking glasses. Most of them seemed around your age, and it didn’t take long to notice that many of them were couples.
“Wonbinnie hyung!” Joon’s voice rang out the moment you stepped inside. He grinned, wiping his hands on a towel before pulling him into a quick hug. Then he turned to you. “And look who actually came. Finally.”
You scoffed. “Happy birthday, Joon. And I do go outside, you know.”
“Only because Wonbin drags you everywhere,” he teased, earning a snicker from Wonbin himself. “Come in. Let me introduce you to everyone.”
You met a few of Wonbin’s friends. You barely remembered their names, but it didn’t take long to notice that most of them had grown up together—and many had ended up marrying each other. Seola was also there, curled up beside a guy, her arm draped lazily over his.
“I’m glad you came,” she said. “Joon said he invited you, but I wasn’t sure if you’d actually show.”
You shrugged. “Figured I should experience the town’s nightlife at least once.”
Seola laughed. “This is about as lively as it gets.” She leaned in conspiratorially. “So, you and Wonbin, huh?”
You rolled your eyes. “Not this again.”
“What? You don’t like him?”
“He’s fine, but he annoys me a lot.”
She laughed. “That’s how you know he likes you.”
Before you could protest, Joon clapped his hands together. “Alright, drinks are on me tonight. Eat, drink, have fun!”
“Happy birthday, Joon!”
The evening unraveled in a blur. There was food, laughter, and lots of conversation. At some point, someone turned on music, and people started to sway along. Wonbin stuck to your side for most of the night, occasionally teasing you, occasionally offering you bites of his cake as if you didn’t have your own. You didn’t realize how late it had gotten until a few guests started nodding off in their seats, the conversations had grown louder, and the laughter became more unrestrained over the clinking of bottles and half-finished drinks.
Joon was already passed out on the table by the time you and Wonbin decided to leave. His friends—still rowdy despite the late hour—bid you both a noisy farewell, slurring words and waving exaggeratedly as they walked you out the café doors.
The night air greeted you like a sigh of relief, cool against your warmed skin. You stretched your arms above your head, exhaling contentedly. “It’s nice out.”
Wonbin hummed in agreement, stuffing his hands into his pockets as the two of you strolled down the quiet village road. “Yeah. I should thank you for coming tonight. Because of you, I wasn’t assigned to take care of Joon. He gets drunk so quickly and I have to clean up after him most of the time.”
You laughed, tilting your head toward him. “You’re welcome? I guess? I thought he could hold his liquor because he kept insisting he could outdrink everyone.”
“Well, he’s also the best liar among all of my friends too, so…” he replied, making you chuckle. The alcohol had settled pleasantly in your system, making it easy to laugh at whatever nonsense he spewed.
“You held your liquor pretty well,” he remarked, side-eyeing you with a smirk.
You grinned. “I have a high tolerance.”
“Almost as high as mine.”
“Almost?” You scoffed. “I was drinking at your pace all night, and I’m still standing. Do you see me stumbling into ditches or tripping over my own feet?”
Wonbin smirked, challenging. “Well, not yet.”
You gasped, feigning offence. Eager to prove him wrong, you stepped ahead, turning to walk backward easily. Arms spread wide, you gave him a smug grin. “Look at that. Not tripping.”
That made him laugh and shake his head fondly as he beckoned you back to his side. “Alright, fine. You can walk.”
“I’m not even drunk at all,” you said, falling into step beside him.
“Yeah? How’s your balance?” he asked, just before his shoulder knocked into yours.
You stumbled a step but caught yourself with a huff. Fine—if that was how he wanted to play it. You leaned into your next stride and nudged him back, harder than necessary. He barely swayed, the smug smile on his lips not budging either, and came back with a shoulder nudge that nearly sent you sideways for real this time.
“Oh, it’s like that?” You planted both hands against his side and shoved with everything you had.
He didn’t move an inch. Of course he didn’t—all that broad-shouldered, easy strength probably came standard with the whole town-golden-boy package, unfairly.
You were still bracing to shove him again when he moved first, closing whatever distance was left and catching you by the shoulders instead, pulling you flush against him.
The sudden closeness sent a jolt through you—not from surprise, but from the solid warmth of him, the faint smell of his skin, close enough that you could feel him breathing.
And you didn’t pull away.
Maybe it was the alcohol making you more uninhibited, or maybe you simply wanted this too. You weren’t sure, but you didn’t want to think about it too much.
Neither of you spoke,as you both continued walking. His hands remained firm on your shoulders, like it wasn’t anything out of the ordinary. And you basked in the warmth of it, not even noticing that you were gradually leaning closer against him.
But then a sharp bark split through the silence, making you both flinch and pause. Your heart was picking up pace, already expecting what you were about to find as soon as you glance over your shoulder.
And there it was. A dog, standing behind a fence nearby, watching you both with bloodshot eyes, still growling slightly. You held your breath, staring back at it. Then it barked once more, and you squealed.
“Run,” said Wonbin, but you were already bolting.
The two of you raced through the empty streets, feet pounding against the road, breathless laughter echoing into the night. He nearly overtook you, but you darted ahead at the last second, reaching the guesthouse gate just before he did.
Panting, you turned to gloat—only to freeze when you realized how close he had stopped. Face-to-face, no, face-to-chest with Wonbin, who was also catching his breath. You stood there, chest rising and falling, staring at each other in the dim glow of the streetlamp.
He looked ethereal under the yellow light, his hair slightly tousled from the wind, his lips parted as he exhaled. There was something almost dreamlike about the way he gazed at you, his eyes dark and unreadable, as if he were seeing something in you he hadn’t before.
The cool night air did nothing to ease the heat creeping up your skin. You were still drunk, or maybe just lightheaded from the run, but it was hard to focus on anything except how close he was—how easily he could reach for you if he wanted to.
“You’re staring,” he murmured.
Maybe you were. But you were also a little drunk. And he was very, very handsome.
So you said it. “You’re so handsome.”
This wasn’t the first time you’d told him that, but this time, he didn’t laugh like he usually did. Instead, he stared at you with a soft expression on his face. Then, slowly, his eyes dipped lower, stopping on your lips. You did the same, your eyes landing on his plump lips, so pretty, so inviting.
For the first time, the thought crossed your mind.
What would it feel like to kiss him?
Would he be slow about it, teasing? Would he pull you in lazily, like it wasn’t anything special? Or would it be something else—something that would leave you breathless and light-headed?
“We should get inside,” he said, eyes still fixed on your lips.
You nodded. But neither of you moved. He didn’t touch you, but you felt it anyway—the intensity of his gaze, the way he stared at your lips.
Would he kiss you if you leaned in first? The thought was dangerous. But you couldn’t help it, not when he looked at you like that, like he was thinking the same thing.
Wonbin exhaled deeply, like he had just come to a decision. He took a slow step toward you to close the distance and your entire body awoke with anticipation. Just as he was about to reach for your face, the gate rattled loudly.
Both of you jumped as it swung open, revealing a very awake, very confused Gram. “What are you two doing standing there?” she asked, peering at you both suspiciously.
Wonbin, ever the smooth talker, recovered first. “We were just about to go inside, Gram.”
Gram squinted at him before clicking her tongue. “If you’re gonna flirt with our guest, at least do it inside where it’s warm.”
Your face heated instantly. “We weren’t—”
“Mm-hmm,” she cut you off, unimpressed. “Come on in, it’s late.”
She turned, leaving the gate open for you to follow. You swallowed, glancing back at Wonbin who was watching you with a knowing glint in his eyes. Then, with a slight smirk, he gestured toward the door.
“After you,” he murmured.
You weren’t entirely sure what had just happened between you. But you had a feeling it wasn’t nothing.
You had barely finished setting down Gram’s breakfast tray when she sighed and pressed the back of her hand to her forehead. “I swear, I feel fine,” she insisted, but the slight rasp in her voice and the warm touch of her skin told a different story.
“Gram, you have a fever.”
She waved a dismissive hand. “A slight fever never kills anyone.”
“Should I take you to a clinic?” you asked, but she shook her head.
“No need. I just need some rest,” she said, patting your hand. At that moment, Gram’s friends arrived with hearty chatter and warm smiles.
“How are you feeling?” one of them asked, squinting at Gram sprawled on the couch.
“I’m fine, but I’m worried about Binnie. He’s at the farm handling the inventory today, but it’s too much for one person,” Gram said, sighing almost too dramatically.
“Oh no, the poor boy,” said another who turned to you with a suspicious grin on her lips. “You should go help him.”
Another grandma agreed. “Oh, my. Yes, dear. You should.”
You hesitated. “I don’t wanna leave Gram alone—”
“She won’t be alone. We’re here,” said another, already nudging you out of the way.
“Go on, dear. Fret not. We’ll take care of her. We’ll make her soup.”
“She’ll be fine. You think we don’t know how to take care of one of our own?”
You hesitated, looking back at Gram, but she only chuckled weakly. “Go on. You’ll be more useful there than fussing over me.”
So you went. Wonbin looked genuinely surprised when you arrived at the farm. He was sitting on a crate with a clipboard in one hand and a pen on the other. He took one look at you and cocked his head.
“Hi. What are you doing here? How’s Gram?”
“She’s fine, her friends came over. She sent me here to help,” you said, brushing past him. “Said you had too much to do alone.”
Wonbin snorted. “Did she now?” He leaned back, arms crossed. “Was it her or the other women?”
You frowned. “Um, all of them? Why does it matter?”
He smirked. “You’ve been tricked.”
“Tricked?”
“They’ve been trying to marry me off for years. This is exactly the kind of thing they’d do. Trick a poor, unsuspecting woman into spending time alone with me."
“Excuse me?” You blinked, thrown off. “And you just… let them?”
“They mean well. Just desperate to see me settled. Been at it for about four years now. And there’s not much I can do.” He shrugged, tapping the pen against the clipboard. “Besides, it doesn’t happen often. There aren’t that many women around my age who are still single. So when someone new shows up, they start getting ideas. Poor Seola kept getting baited on her first week here.”
That sent a rush of heat up your neck. You looked away, pretending to inspect the baskets of pears stacked nearby. “Well, sorry to disappoint them, but I’m only here to help.”
“Right,” he said, his voice laced with something teasing. “Strictly business.”
You nodded, clearing your throat. “Strictly business.”
“You’re not here thinking about how you almost kissed me a few nights ago.”
“Excuse me?” you gasped, indignant. You pointed a finger at him. “You almost kissed—” then pointed the finger at your chest— “me. Get your facts straight!”
Wonbin chuckled but didn’t push it further. Instead, he handed you a clipboard and gestured toward the stacks of wooden crates. “If you insist on helping, you can double-check these counts while I finish up the rest.”
You huffed but took the clipboard anyway, moving toward the crates while he returned to his own work. The quiet stretched between you—not uncomfortable, but filled with a hyper-awareness that had been there for days now, ever since that one drunken moment outside the guest house.
You focused on counting and scribbling notes, but every so often, you caught glimpses of Wonbin moving nearby. He worked with efficiency, sleeves rolled up, hands deftly sorting through the inventory. The sunlight filtering through the trees left patterns over his skin, making him look almost too picturesque for a man just organizing pears.
At one point, you were so absorbed in pretending not to be aware of him that you lost your footing, nearly stumbling over a crate. Wonbin glanced up from where he was standing, just as you had steadied yourself.
“Careful,” he said, smirking. “Wouldn’t want Gram’s ‘strictly business’ helper to break something.”
You shot him a glare. “I tripped over a crate. Nothing to break here.”
He smirked. “Still, I’d be devastated if you got hurt on my watch. What would the old ladies say? Probably accuse me of mistreating my future wife.”
You groaned. “Can you not bringing that up?”
“Why? Does it bother you?”
Yes. Maybe. A little. You weren’t sure. But instead of answering, you tossed a pear at him. He caught it effortlessly, turning it over in his hand.
“You’re very defensive,” he mused, biting into the pear.
“I am. And I'm not ashamed of it,” you shot back, before returning to your clipboard.
The work continued. He teased you every now and then and you’d retort but mostly tried to drown him out. By the time you finished your part of the task, you felt the kind of exhaustion that wasn’t just physical.
Wonbin stretched, rolling out his shoulders. “I think that’s good for today.”
“Great,” you said, setting down your clipboard. “Then I’ll—”
Before you could finish, rain started falling. It was so sudden that you both stood there for a second, blinking up at the sky as the cool droplets hit your skin. Soon, you realized it wasn’t stopping, and Wonbin nudged your arm.
“Run to the warehouse,” he said, pointing to the warehouse which looked so far away. “Go,” he repeated, and you started running.
You reached it in no time, but not without getting soaked. Inside, the space was dry, the scent of cardboard boxes and ripened pears filling the air. You wrapped your arms around yourself, shaking off the water clinging to your skin. Wonbin leaned against the doorway, watching the rain with furrowed brows.
He glanced at you a few moments later. “You okay?”
“Yeah,” you replied, rubbing your arms. “The weather was so nice today. I didn’t think it would rain.”
“Well, the weather likes to be unpredictable sometimes,” he said, gaze drifting over you before he reached for something on a nearby shelf—a folded blanket. He tossed it over your shoulders without a word.
You blinked. “Where did that come from?”
“Emergency stash,” he said simply. “Most of the workers here are old women. They prepare for anything and everything.”
“Thanks,” you mumbled, pulling it tighter around yourself.
Wonbin just hummed, still watching the rain. And for a while, neither of you spoke. The world outside was misty and gray, but in here, it was warm and quiet. The warehouse was fairly large, but the space between you felt small. And it may be because the place was packed with endless crates of pears and shelves of pear products.
You weren’t sure how long you stood like that before he turned toward you fully, head tilting slightly as he studied you.
“You really don’t mind being here, do you?” he mused.
You frowned. “Well, I didn’t but if I had known it would rain, I wouldn’t have come up here at all.”
He chuckled. “No, I meant in this town. At the guesthouse. Helping out on some pear farm.”
You thought about it, about the slow mornings, the sense of peace you’d been trying to chase, the way you’d felt so much more at ease these days.
“I don’t mind,” you admitted, leaning back against the wall. “It’s… nice. No deadlines to chase. No stuck-up superiors breathing down my neck. No endless stack of workload to bury my face in.” You sighed in relief, smiling absentmindedly. “It’s really nice.”
“What happened?” he asked, joining you in your corner. “Back in the city?”
“It’s nothing,” you shrugged. “I’m just taking a break from corporate life.”
“I see,” he replied, unconvinced but knew better than press for answers you weren’t ready to share.
The rain was coming down harder now, drumming against the roof of the warehouse and soaking the ground outside. You could hear the soft trickle of water running off the edges of the roof, pooling into the dirt. The crates of pears sat forgotten outside, and you wondered if they’d be fine, though seeing Wonbin not worrying about it made you assume they would be.
You noticed how Wonbin shivered slightly, damp clothes clinging to his skin. “Cold?” you asked.
He shook his head, but you could tell he was lying. You scooted closer to him and draped the blanket over his shoulder, too. It was then that you realized that it was a small blanket, just enough to wrap around you but too small for the two of you.
Wonbin chuckled. “Thanks, but I don’t think this is helping.”
“Right?” you replied, chuckling.
He shifted slightly, lifting one arm and draping it over your shoulder. You hesitated at first, but you let him pull you closer, letting the warmth of his body seep into yours. He rubbed your arm with his hand, squeezing gently in an attempt to fight the cold against your skin. It worked, though not well enough.
“How long do you think this rain will last?” you asked, slowly leaning against his chest.
Wonbin hummed, and you felt his chest vibrate. “Not too long, I think. An hour at most. Maybe half.”
“My car is just down the hill. I should have driven it all the way up here,” you sighed, closing your eyes.
“You didn’t know this would happen,” he said, rubbing your shoulder. “Did you see my truck down there? I didn’t drive up, too.”
You chuckled, pulling away to look at him. You were gonna say something, but the way he was looking at you made you hold your breath.
His gaze was steady, searching, as if something was fascinating about your face. He didn’t move, didn’t say anything. He just looked, and something about it sent a slow, burning heat in your chest. Your gaze drifted lower. His lips were slightly parted, and you knew—just as you had known that night outside the guesthouse—that this was going to happen.
You weren’t sure who moved first. One moment, there was space between you; the next, Wonbin was leaning in, and your fingers had curled against the fabric of his shirt. His lips met yours. A slow, quick peck. Barely a kiss at all—just a taste. But then you exhaled, and he was kissing you again, properly this time.
Soft and lingering like he was savoring the moment, like he had thought about it and now that it was happening, he didn’t want to rush. His lips were warm, even with the cold outside. You responded without thinking, tilting your head, pressing closer. Your fingers tightened in his shirt. He hummed against your lips, low and pleased, his other hand finding the small of your back and pressing you closer. The blanket slipped from your shoulders, but you barely noticed.
Wonbin angled his head, his hand sliding up to your jaw, thumb stroking just under your ear. His tongue brushed against yours, coaxing you into parting for him. A quiet sound escaped you, something between a sigh and a gasp, and that was all it took for him to press you back against wall, his body flush against yours.
The heat between you burned hotter than the cold rain. His hands roamed, brushing over the curve of your hips, slipping under the hem of your shirt to find the warmth of your skin. You gasped against his mouth at the sensation, fingers tightening in his shirt.
He took that as encouragement. His lips left yours only to trail lower, to your jaw, and down to your neck. You shivered—not from the cold, but from the way he touched you. Your own hands moved, pushing beneath his damp shirt, palms pressing against his stomach. He let out a quiet, surprised laugh before he kissed you again, deeper, hungrier.
The rain outside blurred into nothing. It was just him. His lips, his hands, the heat of him against you. But then, he stopped, pulling away just enough to look at you. His fingers flexed against your waist, as if holding himself back.
He pressed his forehead against yours, exhaling sharply as he asked, “Is this okay?”
The words sent a jolt through you, cutting through the haze of heat and desire clouding your thoughts. Your pulse pounded in your ears, and for the first time since kissing him, you could hear the rain again—the steady downpour, the distant rumble of thunder.
Reality came crashing in, making you pull back slightly with a shaky breath. Your hands gripping his shirt loosened. His gaze searched yours, unreadable but patient. He was waiting.
“I…” You swallowed, looking away. “We shouldn’t.”
There was a second of silence, Wonbin’s hand leaving your waist and reaching up to tuck stray strands of hair behind your ear. Then he planted a soft kiss on your forehead and said, “Okay.”
You weren’t sure if the cold you felt now was from the rain or from something else entirely. But it was gone as soon as he pulled you into a hug.
“But we can do this, right?”
You chuckled lightly, closing your eyes and basking in his warmth. “Yeah,” you replied, wrapping your arms around him too. “Yeah, we can.”
You tossed and turned all night, replaying every moment at the warehouse. The way his lips felt against yours, the way he touched you with veneration, the addicting heat that had consumed you. All of it.
It was just the heat of the moment, you told yourself. Just a fleeting lapse of judgment, nothing more. But the longer you lay there, the more you realized you were lying.
You wanted it. You liked it. And you liked Wonbin.
It wasn’t just your imagination. You didn’t imagine the way your heart raced when he kissed you. You didn’t imagine the sparks of pleasure dancing on your skin when he touched you. You didn’t imagine the way you melted in his arms when he held you close until the rain stopped.
You were still trying to come to terms with it when you heard faint voices outside. Curious, you pushed yourself up and peered through the window.
Outside, it was the early hours of dawn. In the dim dawn light, Wonbin stood with Gram by the shed, lifting the lids off large clay crocks. Even though you couldn’t hear them, it wasn’t hard to guess what they were doing—Gram was transferring kimchi into a large container, with Wonbin helping her.
As if sensing your gaze, he suddenly glanced up and caught you watching. You froze when his gaze met yours. But Wonbin just smiled and raised a hand in a lazy wave, which you returned sheepishly.
Then he sent kisses your way, gestured that it was still too early, and mouthed that you should go back to sleep. Clearly, he had no idea you hadn’t slept a wink yet.
You huffed but nodded anyway, and just as you pulled back from the window, you heard Gram say something. Wonbin turned to her, his head tilting in mock innocence, and you could imagine her scolding him for slacking off. Smiling to yourself, you shut your window and crawled back into bed.
As expected, you woke up late the next morning. It was almost noon, but it was the weekend, so you knew Wonbin and Gram would be home all day. But he was nowhere to be seen.
Gram told you over lunch that he had gone to the city to visit his parents. You only nodded in response, pretending it didn’t affect you. But as the day stretched on, you found yourself missing him.
Which was stupid.
He was just a guy—a good-looking guy, yes, but that didn’t mean anything. Good-looking guys had a way of making you think you liked them when you really didn’t. Besides, liking Wonbin wasn’t part of the plan. You had come here for peace and quiet—to breathe and to heal, not to get swept up in whatever this was.
So you spent the day distracting yourself—helping Gram in the kitchen, reading in the shade, taking a walk along the shore. Anything to push thoughts of him away. The more you did, the more you convinced yourself that you didn’t like him that much.
You weren’t that attached to him. You didn’t care that he wasn’t around, didn’t notice the way the day felt quieter without him. You weren’t thinking about the way he always leaned too close when he talked or how he made even the dullest moments entertaining.
Would he be back today? Tomorrow? Would he have texted you if you had exchanged numbers?
Stop it. This wasn’t you. You didn’t get flustered over a guy. You didn’t sit around waiting like some lovesick idiot. You were better than this.
You were fine. Your thoughts kept circling back to him, but you were fine. You just needed to reset. Get a good night’s sleep. Tomorrow, you’d be back to normal.
So you sat outside on the porch after dinner, telling yourself you weren’t waiting for him. You were just enjoying the evening air after a hearty meal. You weren’t glancing at the road every few minutes. You weren’t hoping he’d arrive before you ran out of reasons to stay outside.
Then, as if answering an unspoken wish, Wonbin’s pickup came rolling into view, kicking up dust along the quiet road. The second you saw it, the day seemed brighter, and your heart felt lighter, warmer.
Oh.
So this was it. This was what it felt like to really like someone.
Wonbin parked his truck and hopped out, already smiling from ear to ear as he walked over to where you were sitting on the porch. “Waiting for me?” he asked, opening his arms as if he was waiting for you to jump into them.
You scoffed, crossing your arms defensively. “No. I’m just getting some air.”
Wonbin raised his brows. “You could’ve just lied and said you were. You’re hurting my feelings here.”
“I— what?”
He sighed, pouting. “I’m hurt because you’d been on my mind all day, and I couldn’t wait to come home and see you again.”
You blinked, suddenly feeling too warm despite the cool night air. The way he said it so smoothly, so easily, like it was just a simple fact, left you scrambling for a response. But nothing came.
Neither of you spoke.
Instead, you just stood there, staring at each other in the warm porch light. He didn’t even try to laugh it off or take it back so your heart thudded a little harder, unsure what to make of this.
Then, the front door creaked open, and Gram stepped out. “Binnie, you’re back so soon,” she greeted, eyeing him up and down. “Have you had dinner yet?”
“I did,” he answered, stepping back slightly. “I picked up something to eat on my way here.”
Gram huffed. “You should get some rest, then. You must be tired. Why didn’t you just spend the night at your parents’ house? Driving back and forth like that—” She gave him a knowing look, voice lilting with mischief. “It almost seems like you were excited to come home for some reason.”
You caught the implication immediately. Wonbin did too, if the way he smirked was any indication.
“You’re right, Gram,” he said without missing a beat. Then, with a glance at you, he added, “Actually, I was wondering if I could take the reason out for a stroll.”
Gram barely spared him a glance as she waved a hand dismissively. “Do whatever you want.” She turned back toward the house, muttering, “Took you long enough.”
And just like that, she was gone. You, however, were still standing there, completely dumbfounded.
You turned to Wonbin, who was watching you with an all-too-pleased expression. He tilted his head toward the road.
“So? You coming?”
You walked in silence for the first few minutes. You were expecting Wonbin to start the conversation because, obviously, he should be the one making conversation. He should be the one to say something—he was the one who’d all but admitted the long drive home had something to do with you. So you waited, arms crossed, refusing to be the one who cracked first.
“Don’t you have anything to say to me?” he finally asked, leaning down slightly to peek at your face.
You turned away. “No. What would I even say to you?”
Wonbin straightened up, huffing. “I practically spelled it out for you, and you have nothing to say?”
You stopped in your tracks, exhaling sharply as you ran a hand over your nape. “Okay, what the hell is this? How about communicating clearly and more openly like grown adults instead of whatever this is?”
Wonbin turned fully to face you. His expression was unreadable, but his voice was light when he said, “I like you.”
For a second, your mind went completely blank. You opened your mouth, then closed it, then let out a breath. “Are you sure?”
His brows furrowed. “What kind of question is that?”
“I mean—” You gestured vaguely. “It’s not just because of yesterday? Maybe it’s a momentary lapse of judgment. We kissed, and there was…” You hesitated to say it. “...a moment, and now you think you like me because of it.”
Wonbin tilted his head, then asked, “Are you drunk?”
“No.” You shot him a look. “Wonbin, I’m serious.”
He chuckled, but when he spoke again, he was serious. “No, it’s not just because of yesterday. I don’t pull something like that on just anyone. I’ve liked you for a while now.”
“Why?”
He grimaced, like he couldn’t believe you had to ask. “What do you mean why? Because I do. You’re pretty and nice. You’re smart. You’re good with kids, good with elders.” His voice was steady, without hesitation. “I’m not in love with you or anything. Not yet, at least. I just think you’re… amazing. And honestly, I wasn’t planning to act on it.”
You frowned. “Then why are you?”
“Because,” he said, watching you closely, “I think you like me too.”
Your pulse quickened. “No, I don’t,” you lied, shamelessly.
Wonbin’s grin was menacingly confident. “Yes, you do.”
You rolled your eyes and walked ahead, heading straight for the beach. He followed closely behind, undeterred. “Come on, I’m being honest here.”
“Well, what do you want me to do about that?” you asked, not even glancing back.
“Nothing. Just—” He caught up to you and slipped his hand into yours. “At least tell me you heard what I said.”
“I did.”
“So? What do you think?”
You sighed, pulling your hand back. “I haven’t thought about it yet.”
And truly, you hadn’t. Sure, you liked him too—fine, you’d admit that much, at least to yourself. But what were you supposed to do, throw yourself at him on a public beach? Announce it like some kind of press release? You didn’t even have a witty comeback ready, which was somehow the most alarming part of all this. You’d think of something. Eventually. Probably.
That didn’t seem to discourage him, though. If anything, his smile turned triumphant. “So you’re gonna think about it?”
“Even if I do, there’s no guarantee that—”
“It’s alright,” he cut you off, grinning. “I know I can change your mind.”
You raised an eyebrow. “You’re making me want to reject you just to spite you.”
Wonbin laughed, his head tipping back as he did. “You can try, but you wouldn’t want to.”
That made you laugh, too, though you weren’t sure if it was because it was funny or because he was right. Either way, it didn’t matter. You shook your head, exhaling sharply. “You’re really confident, huh?”
Wonbin shrugged. “It’s not confidence. I just know I’m right.”
You scoffed, lightly kicking sand at him. He dodged with a laugh, but you caught the way he was still looking at you—like he already knew what you’d decide.
You weren't sure exactly when Wonbin decided to start his little mission, but once he did, it became impossible to ignore. Maybe it was when he started showing up more often, always finding some excuse to be around. Maybe it was when he stopped waiting to be asked—fixing the latch on your door, carrying things before you could, slipping you an extra slice of fruit without a word.
Or maybe it was the evening on the porch.
You’d been sitting there after a long day, legs stretched out, watching the sky bleed from gold to deep blue, when Wonbin appeared with two cups of tea. He handed you one without a word and sat close enough that your shoulders brushed.
You took a sip, the warmth spreading through you. “Did you make this?”
“I did,” he said, propping himself on his hands. “Gram told me you liked this kind.”
That was the moment you stopped being able to write it all off as him just being naturally charming.
Because if his actions weren’t loud enough, he made sure everyone else knew, too. Not with grand gestures—Wonbin was smoother than that. He simply let people assume what they wanted, and confirmed it with a smile.
“You’re a good kid, Wonbin,” a man at the market told him one day. “I should introduce you to my niece. She’s a lovely girl—smart, well-mannered—”
“Ah, that won’t be necessary,” he said, glancing at you. “I already have someone I like.”
The man’s gaze flickered between you both before he let out a knowing laugh. “Oh, I see. You two make a nice couple.”
Before you could open your mouth to correct him, Wonbin sighed dramatically. “I know, right? But she’s making me work for it.”
The man laughed heartily. “Well, keep at it then. You’ll soften her heart eventually.”
You fled to the next stall before he could make it worse, and it followed you there anyway—a different vendor, the same knowing eyebrow, the same questions, Wonbin sighing about how hard you were making him suffer like it was a genuine hardship and not something he clearly enjoyed.
Even the aunties got in on it. They doted on him the way they always did—so handsome, so polite—before circling, as always, to their nieces and granddaughters.
“You’re not seeing anyone, right, Binnie?”
“No, but I’m trying,” Wonbin replied, nodding in your direction.
The auntie’s eyes twinkled with amusement. “Well, dear, you should consider it. He’s a catch.”
Wonbin turned to you, smirking like that was supposed to impress you. “Hear that? I’m a catch.”
You rolled your eyes and walked off, pretending not to hear the rest of their conversation.
At the café, the barista raised an eyebrow when Wonbin ordered your drink before you could even say it.
“He’s already ordering for you,” Joon mused, sliding the cup across the counter. “Boyfriend privileges?”
Wonbin took the cup and handed it to you without missing a beat. “Not yet, but I’m working on it.”
You swatted his arm. “Oh my god, stop telling people that.”
“What? It’s true.” He glanced back at Joon. “She is making me work for it.”
Joon laughed. “Sounds like you’ve got a shot.”
“I know.” He flashed his friend a grin before steering you toward a table.
But despite all his teasing, despite how easy he made it seem, you could tell he meant it. The way he always lingered close, the way he took things from your hands without asking so you wouldn’t have to carry them, the way he looked at you—warm, steady, and reassuring, eyes twinkling with all the affection he’s so willing to give.
Before you know it, three months had passed and the town’s founding anniversary festival came. The celebration took place at the townhall by the beach, with tables stretched across the clearing. The scent of grilled fish and food blended with the salty breeze, and children ran barefoot across the sand, shrieking as they chased each other. It was the kind of gathering that felt timeless, a tradition that was part of the town itself.
You watched from the shade of a large tree, with a cup of warm tea in your hands. The scene before you was lively, familiar now, yet something inside you was restless.
Wonbin was at the center of it all.
You weren’t sure when you lost track of him, but now, across the clearing, you spotted him with a group of aunties fussing over him. One of them reached up to pinch his cheek, scolding him for not eating enough, and he only laughed, throwing an arm around her shoulder and promising to come by for dinner next week. Not far from them, a group of kids tugged at his sleeves, demanding that he join their game. He let them drag him off with a grin, playfully ruffling a boy’s hair as they ran.
He was so at home here. And a strange feeling twisted in your chest as you took it all in—the way people naturally gravitated toward him, the way he moved through the crowd like he belonged, because he did. He had a place here, something his, something permanent.
And you… you were just passing through. A guest in their steady everyday life.
A strong breeze rustled the trees overhead, and you exhaled, as if trying to shake the thoughts away. It shouldn’t matter. You knew from the start that this was temporary, that eventually, you’d have to leave. Which was why the idea of starting something with him felt so selfish.
Across the clearing, Wonbin’s gaze caught yours and the smile that tore across his lips made your heart melt. You smiled back as he chased the kids away and started jogging toward you.
“Why do you look like that?” he asked as soon as he sat next to you.
You blinked. “Like what?”
He carefully grabbed the cup from your hand and took a sip. “Like you’re about to cry.”
You huffed, smiling sheepishly. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Wonbin crouched beside you, resting his forearms on his knees, watching you carefully. “You’re thinking too hard about something,” he said. “What is it?”
“It’s nothing.” You looked away, but he reached out, gently tucking your hair behind your ear.
“You’re a bad liar.”
You sighed. “It’s just… it’s really nice here,” you admitted, gesturing toward the gathering. “You’re really part of this town, aren’t you?”
Wonbin tilted his head. “Of course. I grew up here.”
“Exactly.” You let out a small, self-deprecating laugh. “You belong here, Wonbin. This is your home. And I’m just a guest.”
He studied you for a second, then said, “Is that what this is about?”
You shook your head, but it was unconvincing, even to yourself. Wonbin exhaled, then reached up, lightly flicking your forehead.
You winced. “Ow—what was that for?”
“For the stupid thoughts.” He rested his chin on his hand. “You think just because I’ve lived here longer, that means I belong here more than you?”
“You do, though,” you muttered.
“Maybe.” His gaze softened. “But that doesn’t mean you don’t.”
You opened your mouth, but no words came. Because wasn’t that the problem? No matter how much you loved this town, it wasn’t yours. And if you started something with him, would it really be fair, knowing you’d have to leave eventually?
Wonbin must have sensed your hesitation because his lips curved into a small, knowing smile. “You’re thinking too much.”
“I can’t help it,” you chuckled.
“It’s okay.” He reached for your hand, intertwining his fingers with yours. “Just don’t talk yourself out of liking me.”
Shaking your head with a grin, you said, “I’ll try.”
“Good,” he replied, still holding your hand, thumb brushing absentmindedly against your skin.
You were staring at each other when someone called your name. “Wrap it up, love birds! Come help us with the lanterns,” one of the women called, waving you over to where a group of ladies sat beneath a pavilion.
Wonbin rose to his feet, patting his knees as he said, “Go on, then.”
But before you could pull away, he leaned in to press a quick peck to your cheek. Your skin burned as a chorus of delighted gasps and giggles erupted from the women.
“Oh my,” someone cooed.
You turned to glare at Wonbin but he was already walking away with a satisfied grin. “I’ll see you later,” he said casually like he hadn’t just done that in broad daylight, in front of an entire audience.
You inhaled sharply, willing your face to cool before reluctantly stepping toward the pavilion. It didn’t help that all eyes were on you, their grins making it painfully clear that you were about to be teased the moment you step under that shade.
“Oh, look at her,” one of them started, nudging another. “Her face is all red.”
“About time, don’t you think?” another woman drawled, folding the paper carefully over the frame. “They’ve been at it for weeks now. It’s a wonder why they’re not dating yet.”
“You’re not?” asked one, turning to you with curious eyes.
You blinked, chuckling awkwardly as you sat down. “No. We’re not.”
You glanced around at the lanterns in progress, carefully folded and held together with thin wooden frames. “So how does this work?” you asked, steering the conversation elsewhere.
“Ah, you’ve never done this before?” one of them asked, already making space in front of you. “Here. let me show you.”
“Flying lanterns are part of the festival. Every year, we make these, light them up at night and send them out to sea,” another explained, demonstrating how to fasten the frame together. “Most people make wishes on them before letting them go.”
You nodded, watching her hands. “That’s nice.”
“It is,” she agreed. “Some people write their wishes down, but most just send them off and let fate handle the rest.”
The conversation wandered after that. The women shared stories about past festivals, about childhood memories, about their work, their families. Some had left the town for a time but eventually returned. Others had never left at all and found both their purpose and their love in this small town.
“Isn’t it funny how life works?” one of them mused. “Some of us spend years wanting to leave, only to realize later that there’s nowhere else we’d rather be.”
A few nodded in agreement, their expressions wistful. You listened quietly, fingers tracing the smooth paper of your lantern.
You never thought about staying, not once. This town had been an escape, a peaceful pause in your fast-paced life. But somehow, it kept drawing you in. You used to feel like a visitor passing through, but then there were mornings spent sipping tea with Gram, evenings watching the fishermen return with their catch, and nights when laughter—yours and Wonbin’s—echoed through the town. Eventually, it got to a point where when you looked up, the sky was no longer unfamiliar. The people here weren’t strangers anymore.
And Wonbin…
“You know,” another woman started, glancing at you with a knowing smile, “there’s a popular myth about these lanterns.”
That got your attention. “A myth?”
“It’s probably just that, a myth with no truth to it,” she said lightly, her hands expertly tying a knot, “but it’s been passed down longer than anyone can remember."
"They say that you can make wishes when you send out a lantern, but if you send one with your lover, it’s a wish to stay together forever.”
You smiled, finding it unsurprisingly typical but cute nonetheless. “That’s… romantic.”
“That’s why couples always do it together,” another woman added, grinning. “It’s tradition.”
The first woman turned to you again. “Has Wonbin asked you to send one with him yet?”
You blinked, caught off-guard by the question. Then again, you should have expected the conversation to take this turn. Before you could answer, another woman let out a laugh. “Of course he has! He wouldn’t miss the chance.”
You pressed your lips together, knowing there was no way out of this. If you admitted that Wonbin hadn’t asked, they’d tease him mercilessly. If you denied everything outright, they wouldn’t believe you. So instead, you focused on your lantern, pretending to be engrossed in aligning the edges.
The women continued chatting around you, discussing the upcoming lantern release, while your thoughts drifted.
Wonbin hadn’t asked you to send one with him. Would he?
And if he did… would you say yes?
You waited for him to ask. Maybe it was foolish, but as the day stretched into the night and festivalgoers started making their way to the beach with lanterns in hand, you kept expecting Wonbin to turn to you and say something. An invitation, even a playful one—anything that would suggest he wanted to go together.
But he never did. And somehow, you still ended up going with him. Not that you were expecting to go with someone else.
There was a mini talent show by the beach, with townsfolk participating by singing or dancing. Wonbin had simply taken your hand and led you away from the main stage, settling on a low stone wall far from the noise of the crowd. From where you sat, the music was still within reach but the space around you was quiet.
He left to get food and returned not too long after, making you raise an eyebrow. “That was quick.”
Wonbin handed you a skewer with a smirk. “Don’t ask, just eat.”
You narrowed your eyes at him, but you still took the food. You talked over the hearty food. He complained about how long the lines were, you accused him of cutting them. He neither confirmed nor denied it, only smiled in that way that said maybe I did, maybe I didn’t.
At some point, his gaze drifted to the lantern resting beside you.
“Did you make that?”
You hummed, nodding. “Where’s yours?”
He stretched his legs out, leaning back on his hands. “I don’t need one.”
You glanced at him. “Why not?” You instinctively pushed the lanter away from him. “You are not taking mine.”
He frowned. “Are you saying you don’t want to send one together?”
You stared at him, heat creeping up your cheeks. “WHAT? Why would— Why—W–What are you talking about?”
Wonbin smirked teasingly. “So you already know the myth?”
You blinked but didn’t say anything. He turned his head toward you. “You’re not gonna make me go light one alone, will you?”
You scoffed, feeling annoyed now. “Is this how you’re gonna ask me to light one with you? Surely you can do better.”
“Asking is for people who don’t get what they want.”
You let out an incredulous laugh and rolled your eyes. “Have fun lighting one by yourself then.”
He hummed, seemingly satisfied. For a moment, the conversation paused, the music from a young girl singing a ballad echoed through the cool night air. The warm glow of festival lights flickered over Wonbin’s features as he watched you eat quietly, eyes fixed on the show.
Then, in a quieter voice, he said, “What would you wish for?”
That made you glance at him, looking away just as quickly when you saw the fond look in his eyes. You cleared your throat. “I don’t know. Peace, maybe.”
Wonbin chuckled. “Like world peace? That’s so generic.”
“No. Peace in my own life,” you corrected, scoffing.
He hummed. “That’s not what most people wish for.”
“Yeah? What do most people wish for?”
He leaned back on his hands again, gazing toward the dark sea. “Love, money… fame?” He smirked. “A kiss under the fireworks.”
You chuckled. “That last one sounds oddly specific.”
“Does it?” His tone was light, but his eyes flickered back to you, holding yours for a second too long.
You looked away first, exhaling. “I think peace is a good wish.”
Wonbin didn’t reply right away. “Is that why you left the city?” he asked eventually.
There it was, the question about your life and choices. Somehow, it didn’t feel as jarring as the previous times he tried to bring it up. Maybe because you wanted to tell him this time.
You pressed your lips together before answering, putting the paper plate of food on the ledge beside you. “I got fired for exposing a senior executive who sexually harassed one of my coworkers,” you began.
“Long story short, the company protected him and I got fired. I sued for wrongful termination but my own lawyer told me to back down, saying the fight wasn’t worth it. They were too big and I was too small.”
Wonbin’s expression hardened slightly. “So you gave up?”
“I didn’t at first,” you murmured, chuckling. You were able to laugh about it now. There were days when you couldn’t even swallow anything because of how stressful it was. “But they made sure no one else would hire me. They spread rumors about me. That I leak information to rival companies. None of it was true, but in my field, something like leaking information is a big deal. It was enough to ruin me.”
Wonbin didn’t say anything at first, but his jaw clenched. “That’s bullshit.”
You let out a breath of a laugh. “It was. But I had no choice so I took the settlement and left. I just… I wanted to be somewhere far away. I needed a temporary escape.”
“Temporary?” he echoed.
You glanced at him, only to find him still watching you intently.
You hesitated, fingers curling around the wooden frame of the lantern. You thought about the town, about the people who had unknowingly made space for you in their world. About Wonbin who had secured a place for himself in your heart. And about you who had slowly started to belong here.
“I don’t know,” you admitted. “I think I’m starting to change my mind.”
Wonbin didn’t speak and just watched you, his gaze steady in the lantern-lit dark. Then he leaned in, slowly. You weren’t sure if you moved too, only that suddenly he was too close, his eyes flickering to your lips. His fingers brushed over yours on the cool concrete, squeezing as he continued leaning closer.
And just when your lips were about to meet, a loud boom echoed the air, and the sky erupted into colors.
You were startled, glancing at the sky as fireworks exploded in bursts of gold and red, reflecting in your eyes. Beside you, Wonbin chuckled. “You wished for a kiss under the fireworks, didn’t you?”
You burst out laughing. “No, you did.”
He grinned, jumping down the ledge and nodding toward the crowd gathering by the beach. “Let’s go. They’re starting.”
You scrambled to grab your lantern and get down the wall. But Wonbin was already lifting you by the waist and setting you carefully on your feet. Then with your fingers intertwined, he led you down the sandy path to the beach where people were starting to light their lanterns.
And for the first time since arriving in this town, staying sounded like a really good idea.
The drive up to the pear farm was quiet, but not in a way that felt empty or awkward. Wonbin’s hand was warm against yours, his thumb absentmindedly tracing the back of your palm as he steered with his other hand.
Earlier at the beach, when the lanterns started floating into the sky, he had leaned down to whisper, “The view is better from up the hill.”
And before you could even respond, he was already tugging you toward his truck, grinning like he knew you wouldn’t say no. And you didn’t.
Now, sitting on the rooftop of the warehouse, you could see what he meant. From here, the town stretched below, the coastline shimmering with lanterns drifting over the sea like golden fireflies. It was breathtaking.
For a while, neither of you spoke. It was much quieter than the festival down below. Up here, it felt like the rest of the world had fallen away. Wonbin sat close, one arm over your shoulder as you rested your head against his chest, his heartbeat steady and soothing. You turned your head, wanting to say something, only to find that he was already watching you.
He smiled. “I really, really, like you. You have no idea.”
“Well,” you breathed, smiling back at him. “I really, really, like you too.”
He smirked. “I knew it.”
You rolled your eyes. “Boy, bye,” you muttered, moving to stand up but he stopped you.
“I’m sorry,” he chuckled, looking nowhere near sorry at all. “Don’t go.”
His fingers brushed over your cheek, light at first, as if waiting for you to stop him—but you didn’t. Instead, you nuzzled into the warmth of his hand. The slight furrow of his brows and the affection in his eyes stirred something inside you, igniting some kind of courage that made you reach for his cheek and lean forward to press a soft kiss on his lips.
A quick one. Fleeting but it left a tingling sensation on your lips, itching for more. Something flickered in Wonbin’s eyes before his lips crashed into yours in a slow, searching kiss. It wasn’t hurried or desperate, just deep, lingering, like neither of you wanted to let go. So you didn’t let go.
Wonbin kissed you like he had all the time in the world. His lips moved over yours in a way that made your breath hitch, slow and thorough, like he was memorizing you, savoring the shape of your mouth, the way you sighed against his lips.
Your fingers curled into his shirt, clinging onto him as warmth spread through you. He made a quiet sound when you pulled him closer, one hand slipping down to your waist, the other threading through your hair to tip your head back. The angle deepened the kiss and sent a shiver through you when his tongue pushed into your mouth.
You caught your breath when he pulled back slightly, eyes searching yours, his thumb tracing your jaw. Then, just as easily, his lips were back on yours, softer this time but just as insistent.
You didn’t know how long you stayed like that, only that at some point, you found yourself stepping down from the rooftop, hand in hand with him. The warehouse door creaked as he pushed it open, revealing the dim interior where weeks ago, something had almost happened between you. This time though, you weren’t stopping.
Wonbin glanced at you with an inquiring look in his eyes, as if asking for a confirmation to continue. But you had already made up your mind. You reached for him, and he caught you in his arms with a breathless laugh. Then his lips were on yours again.
His hands slid down your back, pressing you flush against him. The warmth of his body, and the firmness of his touch was intoxicating. His lips trailed along your jaw, down the line of your throat, lingering at the sensitive spot beneath your ear.
“We can still stop if you’re not sure about this,” he murmured against your skin, his breath warm and teasing.
Your fingers tightened around the fabric of his shirt, already half undone from when you’d tugged at it earlier. “Stopping is the last thing in my mind right now.”
That was all the permission he needed.
His lips were on you again, hungrier this time, as if something had snapped inside him. The restraint he had so carefully held onto unraveled with every touch, every kiss. Your back met the cool surface of a stack of crates, but you barely noticed, too caught up in the way his hands slipped under the hem of your dress, the way he pressed into you like he couldn’t get close enough.
His hands slid higher, slipping beneath the tight band of your bra. The heat of his palm cupped your breast, sending a new wave of warmth through you. His lips left yours to trail lower, nipping at the hollow of your throat before pressing open-mouthed kisses along your collarbone. Your back arched into him before you even realized, his hands tightening at your waist in response.
“Wonbin,” you breathed before you could stop it.
He hummed in response, the sound deep and approving. His fingers brushed along your ribs, teasing the hem of your dress upward, giving you plenty of time to stop him—but you didn’t. Instead, you tugged at his shirt and yanked it from his shoulders.
You could barely see him in the dim light, but you could still make out the smooth lines of his skin, the way his chest rose and fell with each breath, his smooth long hair slightly disheveled from your hands running through it.
Without a word, he lifted you off your feet and kissed you again. Your legs wrapped around his torso, arms around his neck as he walked further into the warehouse and set you down an empty worktable.
The cold surface of the worktable sent a shiver through you, but Wonbin’s hands were warm as they slid along your thighs, pushing them apart just enough to step between them. His gaze darkened as he took you in, his fingers trailing on the bare skin beneath your dress before he pulled it over your head, tossing it somewhere behind him.
“So beautiful,” he murmured, almost absentmindedly, like he was too distracted by you to realize he’d said it aloud.
He leaned in again, capturing your lips in another slow, lingering kiss as his hands worked the clasp of your bra. The second it slipped from your shoulders, he palmed your breasts, thumbs brushing over your nipples in circles. A whimper escaped you, your back arching into him.
He lowered his head, lips parting just before he wrapped them around your nipple, sucking slowly and deeply. The warmth of his mouth sent a sharp jolt of heat through your nerves, pooling low in your stomach.
“Wonbin,” you gasped, thighs tightening around his waist as he switched to the other, his tongue flicking over the sensitive bud before closing his lips around it and sucking again. He groaned, like he was savoring the taste of you, like he couldn’t get enough.
His hands slid down your back, gripping your hips, pressing you firmly against him and there was no mistaking the hard press of his erection through his jeans. The realization sent another wave of heat through you, and you bucked against him without thinking.
He grunted and pulled back just enough to meet your gaze, half-lidded eyes directed at you. “You’re gonna make me lose my mind,” he murmured, voice rough.
You kissed him, messy and eager, before smirking against his lips. “Well, wouldn’t you love it if I did?”
“Oh, fuck you,” he breathed before laying you down the table with urgency.
Your skin prickled with anticipation as you watched him unbuckle his belt. His fingers worked quickly, shoving his jeans and boxers down just enough, freeing himself from the restraints of his clothes.
Your lips parted at the sight of him—hard, flushed, and already leaking at the tip. You felt yourself clench at nothing as he leaned over you again, hands gripping your hips as he pressed himself against the damp fabric between your legs. The friction made you whimper, your thighs trembling around him.
“So sensitive,” he groaned, rolling his hips against yours, dragging himself along your clothed sex. “So soaked too.”
“Please do something about it,” you whispered, tilting your head back as his mouth found your throat, sucking at the supple skin, leaving behind a delightful sting that you knew you’d still see tomorrow.
His hands slipped into the waistband of your underwear, hooking his fingers in the fabric and dragging them down in one swift motion. The cool air against your bare skin made you shiver, but Wonbin was quick to settle between your legs again, his fingers tracing teasingly up your inner thigh.
He paused, gaze flicking up to yours, searching. You knew what he was asking. pulling him down, capturing his lips in a desperate kiss. “I need you,” you whispered in his ear.
Wonbin groaned into your mouth, pressing you deeper into the table as his hands roamed your skin. His fingers trailed lower, brushing against your inner thigh before sliding between your legs. A sharp gasp left you at the first stroke of his fingers. You didn’t bother pretending to be shy, not when he was rubbing delightfully against your clit, not when your hips bucked into his touch on instinct.
Then, just when you thought you couldn’t take any more, he pulled back. You were just about ready to protest but your voice disappeared the second he dropped to his knees.
His hands gripped your thighs, dragging you closer to the edge of the table. He looked up at you, eyes dark with something ravenous.
“Oh—” before you could form a word, his mouth was on you.
The first swipe of his tongue sent a full-body shudder through you. “Wonbin—” His name broke off into a gasp as he sucked your clit.
He hummed, satisfied, as he settled between your thighs like he belonged there, his fingers digging into your hips to keep you still—though that did little to stop the way your legs trembled around him. Then, without warning, he buried his tongue inside you, licking deep, slow, dragging obscene noises from your lips.
Your hands flew to his hair, clutching and pulling when the pleasure became too much, only for him to groan in approval, his grip tightening on you. The sounds—his mouth, your gasps, the heat—filled the empty warehouse, making your tummy coil tighter and tighter with every movement of his tongue.
“Wonbin,” you whimpered, thighs squeezing around his head. “I’m—”
“I know.” His voice was hoarse, breathless, and he didn’t stop—if anything, he doubled down, sucking harder, fingers replacing his tongue, thrusting deep, curling just right until the knot in your stomach came undone.
Your body arched off the table, waves of pleasure crashing through you, leaving you breathless, dazed, trembling beneath him.
Wonbin kissed his way back up your body. He lingered at your boobs, then at you collarbone and your neck, his breath warm as he whispered against your skin, “You’re beautiful like this.”
You barely had the voice to respond, still trembling from the way he’d unraveled you so effortlessly. But when his lips met yours again, you tasted yourself on his tongue, and something about that sent a fresh wave of pleasure through you.
You wrapped your arms around his shoulders, pulling him closer, feeling the warmth of his skin against yours. His forehead rested against yours, his lips brushing yours with every breath.
“Please tell me you want this,” he whispered, his voice low and unsteady. Not because he didn’t know it, but because he needed to hear it.
You cupped his jaw, your thumb brushing over his cheekbone. “I want you, Wonbin.”
His hand slid down your thigh, lifting it higher against his waist as he positioned himself with you, moving slowly. His lips found yours again, swallowing your gasp as he pushed himself in, filling you inch by inch, stretching you in the most delightful way.
He groaned softly into your mouth, his fingers intertwining with yours beside your head as he pushed deeper, until there was no space left between you. He didn’t move right away, just held you, let you feel him, let you adjust to the feeling of him buried inside you.
“You okay?” he murmured, his thumb brushing over your knuckles.
You nodded, breath shaky, overwhelmed by the way he was looking at you—like you were something to be cherished, something to be loved.
Then he started to move slowly, deeply, like he was practicing the clench, like he never wanted to forget the way you felt around him. He kissed you between every thrust, your lips, your cheek, your jaw, anywhere he could reach—his hands never leaving yours.
“You’re trembling.”
You were. From his hands, his mouth, his manhood and the intoxicating euphoria that clouded your head and left you gasping, arching into him, chasing every movement, every moment.
And when he finally whispered your name like a prayer, you knew you were completely, utterly lost in him.
Neither of you said much on the ride home, still giddy about what had just happened but too shy to talk about it. He kept one hand on the wheel, the other holding yours, as he hummed quietly with the music from the stereo. The cool night air slipped in through the open window, carrying the faint echoes of the festival, but here, in the car, it was just the two of you.
The guest house was dark when you arrived, Gram still out enjoying the festival somewhere. You half expected Wonbin to go back to his room, but you knew he’d follow you inside yours.
“Wanna shower together?” he asked, hugging you from behind and kissing the side of your head.
You huffed a quiet laugh. “I think I’ll go by myself.”
“Oh, come on. Just say yes,” he whined, burying his face in the crook of your neck. “Please?”
You chuckled, shaking your head. “Fine.” He was quick to tug you down the hall and into the bathroom.
In the bathroom, steam floated in the air as warm water cascaded over your shoulders. Wonbin stood behind you, arms wrapped loosely around your waist. He reached for the soap, lathering it between his palms before smoothing it over your shoulders, down your arms, his touch more soothing than teasing.
His fingers traced along your spine, his lips brushing over the back of your neck before he whispered, “Don’t get turned on. We’re just taking a bath.”
You smacked his chest, laughing as you took the soap from his hand. “Turn around.”
Like an obedient puppy, he did as he was told and you lathered the soap against his back. For a long moment, you just stood there, quietly helping each other wash up.
As you were running your fingers into his hair, Wonbin said, “You keep touching me like that, and we’re never getting out of here.”
You scoffed. “Take your mind out of the gutter.”
He grabbed your wrists gently, making you pause. “Okay, I hope you know that’s too much to ask when you’re standing here naked with me.”
“Oh my god, you’re the insatiable type, aren’t you?” you asked, shaking your head as you wriggled your hands free from his grip.
Wonbin only grinned. “Baby, every man with a working penis is insatiable.”
You scoffed, flicking water at him. “That’s so insightful. Thanks,” you said with a deadpan expression.
He smirked. “I like to think I’m a man of wisdom.”
“You’re a menace. That’s what you are.”
“Yeah? And yet, here you are. Naked again. With me.”
You rolled your eyes playfully. “Obviously, I have bad judgment.”
“Mm. Bad judgment is agreeing to shower with me and expecting nothing to happen.” He reached for your waist, pulling you close and peppering your face with kisses.
You shoved him under the water, laughing as you said, “Cut it out.”
He slicked his hair back, letting the water rinse the soap away. “I always knew you liked me too much,” he teased, pressing a kiss to your shoulder before tugging you back under the spray.
You rolled your eyes but didn’t pull away when he reached for the loofah, running it down your arm with care. For all his teasing, he took his time with you, washing your skin with gentle strokes, like he enjoyed the act itself, not just the excuse to touch you.
At some point, his fingers found yours under the water, linking them together. You looked up to find him watching you. He didn’t say anything—he didn’t need to. The silence, the warmth, the feeling of standing here with him in the warm light of the bathroom, it was enough.
Steam was still in the air as you stood side by side in front of the bathroom mirror, you wrapped in a towel and him shirtless with gray sweatpants. You reached for your moisturizer while Wonbin lazily brushed his teeth, watching you through the mirror.
“I saw a house for sale near the pear farm the other day,” you said casually, dabbing the product on your skin.
Wonbin hummed, dipping his head down the sink to rinse his mouth. “Oh yeah?”
You nodded. “It’s nice. Small, but cozy. Has a garden.”
“I know that one. Nice house. The owners moved abroad with their daughter.” He wiped his mouth with a towel.
“Do you know how much they’re selling it for?”
He capped his toothbrush and turned to face you fully. “Should be affordable. Real estate isn’t too expensive around here. Why? You interested?”
“Maybe,” you replied, shrugging.
He made a thoughtful sound, turning back to the mirror. “I won’t move in with you unless you marry me first.”
You snorted. “Don’t we technically live together already?”
“This is a guest house. That’s different,” he countered. “Buying a house is serious. I like you a lot, but I won’t spend money on a house unless we’re official official.”
Rolling your eyes, you turned to him. “I have my own money, you know. I’ll buy the house myself.”
“Fine, fine.” He held up both hands in mock surrender, though the smirk didn’t budge. “I admire a strong, independent woman. Still not moving in unless you marry me, though.”
“I didn’t say I was gonna live there with you,” you said, packing your skincare products back into your pouch.
He considered this, tilting his head like he was negotiating down. “Okay. Engaged, then. Minimum.”
“I didn’t say that either.”
“A key, at least?” He was already reaching for the towel again, still toweling off his hands, still wearing that same grin, like the bit hadn’t caught up with him yet. “If you’re living in that house, I should get a key.”
He turned back to the sink, humming to himself, pleased with his own logic—
—and froze. The bathroom went quiet except for the steady trickle of water against porcelain. Slowly, he turned back to you, his brows knitting in realization, the smirk still hanging there a second too long before it finally dropped.
“Wait a minute…”
You didn’t say anything, just shrugged. His eyes widened, and he straightened, covering his mouth in mock shock. “You’re staying?”
“I’m considering it.” You walked out of the bathroom, and as expected, Wonbin was right behind you. “There’s a few things I can do if I settle down here. I could open a shop or something. Take up teaching or do marketing consults for the pear farm. I don’t see why not.”
You turned to find him still staring at you, hand over his mouth like he couldn’t believe what he’d just heard. You stopped walking.
“Seriously?” you deadpanned, hands on your waist.
He ignored you, blinking a few times before asking again, “You’re staying?”
You chuckled. “Yeah. I’m—”
Before you could say anything else, Wonbin pulled you into a tight hug. He let out a breathy laugh against your hair, one hand sliding up to the nape of your neck.
You smiled, wrapping your arms around him too. You hadn’t expected it to be such a simple decision, in the end. You thought of the shell that little boy had once pressed into your hands, insisting it was the best one he’d found. You thought of Gram’s tea, made just the way you liked it before you’d even known there was a way you liked it. You thought of the vendors who’d talked you into stalls you didn't need to enter, of aunties who called you dear before they knew your name, of a hundred small kindnesses you’d mistaken, at first, for the ordinary politeness of strangers.
Maybe you’d known for a while. Maybe you’d been staying long before you admitted it to yourself. Maybe your doubts were just the shadows of a past self trying to resist the peace you had found here.
You hugged him a little tighter, pressing your face into his shoulder. Wonbin pulled back just enough to meet your gaze, his lips lifting into a mischievous smile.
“Let’s get married before you change your mind.”
You scoffed, patting his chest. “Slow down there, Romeo.”
And just like that, you were walking into a new phase in your life. Something slower, more mundane but steadier, and uneventful in the best way. It might have seemed too soon to say, but deep down, you knew you’d never regret choosing this life.
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remembering a boy from your childhood during a three-day summer trip, you return to the same camp from 16 years ago hoping to piece together the memories.
growing up, you had your fair share of friends. you were the kind of kid who'd wave at strangers and start conversations on the swings. outgoing, chatty, always the first to suggest a game of tag or hide and seek. the neighborhood kids adored you. some even called you the "mayor" of your street. at one point or another, nearly all of them had been your playmate, even if just for a single afternoon.
you don’t really remember much before the age of eight, except for one kid.
you were five when your parents took you camping to a forested site hours away from the city. a trip that was supposed to be ordinary, just a short weekend surrounded by pine trees and buzzing cicadas. the campsite had the smell of firewood and damp grass, and the lake glimmered under the summer sun. that was when you met a boy who changed everything, even if you wouldn’t remember it clearly for years.
he was around your age, with chubby cheeks and grass stains on his shorts. his hair stuck out in funny places like he had been rolling on the ground.
"hi," he shyly approached when he saw you standing by your parents' tent. "i like your shoes."
you blinked down at your pink sneakers, confused. "they got wet."
"that’s okay. mine are dirty."
he held out a rock with a shiny stripe in the middle. "this is for you. it looks like candy but it’s not. i found it by the river."
you nodded solemnly and took the rock like it was treasure. and from that moment, you were inseparable.
you ran around the campsite, chasing butterflies and pretending the trees were giant towers. you dug for pretend treasures, you played hide and seek, though you always gave away your hiding spot by giggling. you climbed the same stump over and over like it was a castle.
when your parents sat down by the fire to talk and laugh, the two of you built a tiny fort out of sticks and pretended it was a bakery. you made mud-pies and "soup" with leaves and pine needles, serving them to your parents.
on the second day, he grabbed your hand and tugged you toward the flower-dotted clearing near the edge of the forest.
"let’s play wedding," he said, eyes wide with excitement.
"what's a wedding?" you asked, blinking.
"it’s when you get married and be friends forever and eat cake."
you paused, then smiled. "okay, but i wanna wear a dress."
"you can pretend," he said, and gave you a little flower—a forget-me-not—clumsily plucked from the grass. he connected it and pushed it gently onto your pinky.
"this is your ring. it’s magic, so you gotta keep it safe."
you held it up like it was made of diamonds. "now we’re married?"
he nodded seriously. "yes, i’m the prince and you're the princess."
he picked up a stick from the ground, not too long, with a bend at the end and held it up like a wand. "we're married now," he declared, puffing out his chest. "the spell is complete!"
"what kind of spell?" you asked, eyes wide.
"a forever spell," he said, matter-of-factly. "so we can be best friends and play every day."
he tapped your shoulder with the stick like he was knighting you. you giggled and grabbed a twig of your own, mimicking his movements.
"and now i crown you king of mud pies," you said.
he burst out laughing. "then you're the queen of tree forts!"
you both laughed so hard you ended up collapsing into the grass, side by side, staring up at the patches of blue sky peeking through the branches. a dragon-shaped cloud drifted by, and you pointed at it at the same time.
"jinx!" he yelled.
and then you raced to see who could reach the stump first, already forgetting who won last time.
that night, you sat beside him by the campfire. he gave you the last marshmallow.
but by the third morning, his family had packed up early. you remember waking to find their tent gone, only an empty space left behind. no goodbye. just the smell of burnt logs and the forget-me-not still tucked under your pillow.
after that you never asked your parents about him. not once. you only mentioned the campsite again when you turned eight, asking if you’d ever go back there someday. but when a new campsite opened closer to the town, just minutes away, your dad chose that instead. you never returned to that faraway forest again. you even forgot what it looked like, or what it was called.
life went on.
sixteen years passed. you were now in your third year of university. childhood felt like another lifetime, buried beneath the noise of lectures, parties, and leaving your hometown behind. you weren’t sure whether to visit your parents this summer, especially with friends inviting you on a beach trip. but in the end, something pulled you back.
it had been a year since you last saw your family, so you booked the trip home.
and that one decision , that small, almost random choice would change your life more than you could ever imagine.
the cab slowed at the familiar street. your parents' house stood there just as you remembered: a cozy craftsman-style bungalow painted in a warm, earthy yellow, with white trimming that caught the sunlight. it wasn’t grand, but it had the kind of comfort that hugged you before you even stepped inside.
you reached for the neatly folded cash, handed it to the driver, then stepped out with your single luggage and backpack in tow.
climbing the porch stairs, you opened the door slowly and peeked around the living room. there, by the kitchen counter, were your parents, sipping coffee and talking.
"i’m home!" you called out, voice rising with excitement.
your mom turned first, eyes lighting up as she put down her mug. "wen, sweetheart!"
your dad stood, grinning, as both of them pulled you into a hug. your mom cradling your face and your dad giving your back a pat so strong it knocked a laugh out of you.
"we didn’t think you’d come home this summer," your mom beamed. "we missed you."
"i missed you too," you said, pouting a little as your dad took your backpack and wheeled your luggage upstairs.
"come on now," your mom said, already walking back to the kitchen. "you’re just in time. we made breakfast."
you followed her, the scent of eggs and toast filling your nose, the warm kitchen light casting a soft glow over the countertops. you began to talk. about classes, your professors, the annoying group project that never ended, but somewhere in the back of your mind, the memory of that boy hung around.
soon enough, you and your parents had gathered around a peaceful dinner table. the clink of utensils and warm scent of seasoned steak filled the space as laughter passed easily between you and your dad, your conversations ranged from random stories to summer vacation plans.
"how about another camping trip?" your dad suggested, chewing thoughtfully on a piece of steak.
you shrugged at first, nonchalant. but then a vague memory stirred—of trees towering above your five-year-old self, of pine needles on your shoes, and a quiet little boy who'd once been your entire world in two short days.
"in that old campsite?" you looked up from your plate, browa lifted.
your dad shook his head, eyes still on the steak he was slicing. "nope. i meant the usual site, just a few minutes away."
you pouted a little without realizing, pushing peas to one side of your plate, then corns to the other. your parents exchanged quick, knowing glances.
"why?" your mom asked with a playful smirk. "do you want to go back there?"
you narrowed your eyes at her. "no, i'm just curious. we only went once."
"you know," your dad said, a grin tugging at his lips, "when we first and last went to that campsite, you were five. this small." he gestured with both hands beside him, chuckling. "there was this boy your age. he was the son of the couple in the tent next to ours. you two were like two peas in a pod!"
"oh, you even played weddings!" your mom added with a laugh, leaning back in her chair and dabbing her mouth with a napkin.
you listened, smiling as the memories slowly began piecing themselves together— images of flower crowns, tiny feet running across crunchy leaves, and a shy boy with black clothes and quiet voice.
"really?" you asked, leaning forward with interest.
"really," your dad nodded. "and the boy even gave you—what's it called again?"
"myosotis," your mom answered. "forget-me-nots. he put one on your finger like a ring."
you couldn't help the small laugh that left your lips. "that's actually kind of sweet."
just as you were about to say more, your mom's face lit up as something clicked in her head. she stood up with a sudden spark of excitement. "oh! we figured you'd eventually ask about it when you got older, so…"
she walked over to the living room and opened one of the cabinets near the back. you turned slightly in your chair, watching her rummage through the rear shelves until she pulled out a small wooden box. she brought it back and placed it gently on the table.
"we had one flower preserved in resin," she said, flipping open the lid.
inside was a silver ring. at the center was a smooth resin dome, and nestled perfectly inside was a single blue forget-me-not.
your eyes widened as she placed it into your palm. "thank you!" you grinned, slipping the ring onto your finger. it was adjustable, and it fit just right.
you held your hand up, admiring the little flower frozen in time. "this is really pretty."
"told you," your mom said, giving your dad a nod as they both watched your reaction.
as you closed the box and placed it beside your plate, you suddenly remembered what you meant to ask earlier.
"by the way… what was the name of that campsite?"
"camp windlow," your dad replied.
you hesitated, then asked, "mind if i spend a day there?"
they both nodded without hesitation.
"go on," your mom said. "just don't forget to come home and spend the rest of summer with us."
you smiled, feeling the ring on your finger—light, and comfortable. "i won't."
the next morning, you got up early, only to find your father already awake in the kitchen, sipping coffee and flipping through the newspaper. you had planned on taking a cab, but the moment he spotted your packed bag, he stood from his seat with a familiar look that said "you're not wasting money when i have a perfectly working car."
so instead, you found yourself in the passenger seat with one large bag, a singular tent, a portable table, and just enough food for a night. your dad drove you through the winding, tree-lined roads until you reached the trail entrance. he pulled over by the wooden gate and waved you off with a smile as you stepped out.
"call me if anything," he said as you nodded. waving before driving away.
you turned toward the gate. it stood quietly in the midst of trees, like a threshold between now and then. off to the side, an old but well-maintained wooden sign read: camp windlow trail
you noticed a bus parked nearby, likely for a group of students already at the site. you gave it a passing glance before starting up the trail. it was a short hike. just a few minutes, and then you saw it another wooden sign greeted you at the clearing, nailed to a tree: welcome to camp windlow
the space opened up into a cozy camp ground, surrounded by cabins and a cluster of trees. off to the side near the entrance was an old camper van with a sign hanging beneath a shaded awning: camp host.
you made your way to the rv’s side window. the soft crunch of leaves beneath your shoes was the only sound. you tapped the small bell on the built-in counter and tiptoed to peek through the screen, but the space inside looked empty.
just as you were about to turn around, you caught movement in your peripheral. a tall guy near one of the cabins—mid-conversation with a student—looked in your direction. he said something to the student, nodded, then jogged toward you.
"good afternoon, miss. welcome to camp windlow," he greeted with a small nod.
his dark, tousled hair fell over his forehead, framing gentle features. his eyes had that warm, sleepy crescent shape when he smiled. he wore a loose, off-white baseball jersey with thin black pinstripes, and beneath it, the collar of a black shirt peeked out.
"hi, uh—yes. are you the camp host?" you asked.
"yes, miss. sorry i wasn’t at the station. some students needed help with their cabins. i’m the only volunteer on duty today," he said, voice soft and low like it could disappear if you weren’t listening close enough.
you gave a small nod. you had more to ask, but decided to keep it simple. "i just wanted to check where i can set my tent up. i’m not renting a cabin."
"got it," he said, then gestured ahead for you to follow. "come on, i’ll show you the tent area."
you followed him past the cabins, toward a grassy clearing beneath tall trees. the space was flat and quiet, the sunlight filtering through the canopy tree above. you could see the river nearby, shimmering under the noon, and a small wooden shed sat near its edge.
"you can pitch your tent here. it’s a good spot. but let me know if you’d prefer somewhere else," he offered, pausing to look back at you.
"no, actually this is great already," you said, giving a casual wave of your hand.
"cool," he smiled, continuing. "there’s a water pump near the cabins if you need it. just a heads up—no wandering after nine."
you nodded, noting the direction he pointed in.
"thank you," you said.
"how many days will you be camping?" he asked.
"just a day."
"alright. i’ll log you in real quick so i know you’re out here," he said, turning toward the rv. then he paused, glancing back. "oh- and your full name?"
"wendelin hale." you replied.
he blinked, as if a bulb went off in his head before nodding, jogging back toward the camper van.
you dropped your bag down and took a breath, turning to look at the view of the river. it was quiet and beautiful. familiar in some way. you looked around, piecing together scattered memories, smiling to yourself in recognition. this might’ve been the exact spot where your parents had pitched the tent years ago. across from it was probably where the boy’s family stayed. and in that nearby park space where the two of you had played wedding.
you chuckled softly and wandered closer, tapping your hand against the trees as you passed, letting your fingers graze the bark like an old habit.
when you turned back toward your spot, you caught the camp host looking up from the logbook through the rv’s side window. he glanced at you. you smiled politely, and he returned it before lowering his gaze back to the page.
he looked out toward the area you’d just visited, staring for a moment with a knowing smile. then, he went back to work.
you unzipped your bag and pulled out the tent, sighing as you knelt by it. it had been years, and you barely remembered how to set it up. you fiddled with the poles and fabric, trying to recall the steps, but it quickly turned into a mess.
from the rv, the man noticed you struggle. he stepped out and jogged over.
"need help with that?" he asked.
you gave him an embarrassed smile and nodded. "yes please."
he smiled back and knelt beside the tangled tent, hands moving skillfully.
"i'm guessing this is your first time camping alone?" he said as he worked, not looking up.
"yeah, just a day of trip down memory lane," you replied, watching him work, trying to learn.
"places like this can really hold onto the kind of memories you want to relive," he said, echoing your thoughts.
"deep talk," you said with a faint smile.
before you knew it, the tent was standing, sleek and sturdy, a perfect black triangle in front of you.
"well, i could say i’m also here for a memory lane trip," he said, standing and dusting off his trousers. "there you go."
you nodded, impressed. "thank you."
"of course. miss hale, right?"
"yes," you replied, smiling. "but no need for formalities."
"just trying to stay professional."
"okay... sir—?"
"lee," he said. "anton lee."
"alright, sir lee," you chuckled.
anton smiled at that, then looked at you more closely. "you seem socially entertaining for someone camping solo."
you shrugged as you started setting up your small foldable table. "not really. i just prefer solo trips like this so i can unwind peacefully."
"fair," anton said, nodding. he stepped closer and unzipped the tent door, folding it up neatly to keep it open. "want help with the rest?"
"yes, thank you."
he helped you with your things in silence, arranging everything carefully. after a moment, you spoke again.
"you mentioned you’re here just for a quick nostalgia trip?"
"yeah, well… i figured i could also volunteer for the summer. extra credits for uni, you know," anton replied.
"oh, so you’re a student?"
"yup. just like those people over there." he nodded toward the cabins where students were busy setting up for camp. "and you?"
"i’m in uni too," you said.
"cool! just around here?" he asked as you both kept working on your setup.
"not exactly. my hometown’s a small town somewhere around here in oregon, but i study in portland. five hours away."
"you sound pretty established," anton smiled.
"not really," you shrugged, standing once you were finished setting up, noticing anton was done too. "still stuck here in the same state."
"hey, at least it’s something," anton said as he walked toward the riverside. you followed him, and together you sat in the open wooden shed.
"so, what about you?" you asked.
"really complicated," anton chuckled. "my hometown’s all the way in new jersey."
"that’s basically a plane ride away," you gasped. "how’d you end up here?"
"like i said, complicated. i just got back here after many years. i also decided to study around portland."
"and you volunteered as a camp host here." you laughed.
"obviously," anton nodded. "you know, you kind of seem familiar."
you looked at him, that same strange feeling rising inside you too. "yeah, you do too."
"what’s your name again? wendelin?"
"mhm, why?"
"nothing, just… i used to know someone with a similar name. well, not exactly the same, but she's called wen."
"that could be wendy or something else. wen’s a common nickname."
"i know."
"so, you think i seem familiar just because of my name?"
"maybe?" anton shrugged.
"well, you seem familiar too, somehow," you said, watching him, waiting to see if he wanted you to explain. "the first time i came here, i was about five," you started. "i had a friend, but i don’t remember his name."
"was it a girl?" anton asked.
"no, no." you shook your head, smiling at the memory. "we used to play a lot around here. we even played wedding. it’s cute but also kind of embarrassing. my parents teased me for it."
you looked down at your hand, twisting the ring on your finger.
anton noticed. "he gave me a forget-me-not flower ring. my mom even had it preserved in resin," you explained, showing it to him.
"eerie. i remember having the same memory," he said. "same place, same story. that’s why i came back here, to volunteer this summer."
"if i didn’t know your name, i’d swear that boy was you," you chuckled. "but i don’t think i ever heard the name anton back then."
"i get that," he smiled. after a pause, anton looked at you with a spark in his eyes.
"is it chanyoung?"
and as if remembering a song you've been searching for your entire life, it clicked in your head.
"chanyoung-ah, come here! it's time to eat!"
her mom's voice echoed in your memory. you could see him—five years old, turning to wave at you. his small feet kicked up dust as he jogged across the field to his mother’s table, where bowls of food are laid.
"come!" his mom then called out to you, her warm smile beaming under the shade of the pine trees. "wen? do you want to come over and eat with chanyoung?"
you’d nodded excitedly, cradling the bowl of leaf soup in both hands as you placed it carefully down by the tree where you’d been playing, then ran toward them with light steps.
you stared out at the river, its surface glinting under the sun. you smiled to yourself. a wide, happy, almost disbelieving smile, as your eyes visibly brightened up in recognition.
"chanyoung!" you beamed at him as he did too, his eyes crinkling with that same lighthearted smile. "since when were you anton?"
anton let out a chuckle, the corners of his lips curling into a smile that made your heart slightly jump. he glanced at you briefly before turning his gaze back toward the river ahead, hands resting loosely in his pockets.
"well, when we settled here in the u.s., i had to go for an english name. so, i pretty much went by my english name my entire life outside our house."
"i would've... never remembered." your voice came out quiet.
"that's on me," he replied with a smile. "it's nice to meet you again, wen. i kind of had a hunch when you started wandering off to specific spots here earlier."
you smiled to yourself, looking down shyly, hiding the stupid grin spreading across your face. you swung your feet a little from your seat, your heels lightly tapping the wooden platform beneath.
"so, that’s why you looked familiar. you still kinda look the same as when we were kids," you said, grinning up at him.
"well, you changed. your hair used to be some kind of lighter blonde and now you’re brunette," he pointed out. "but your eyes are still the same pretty shade of hazel."
"you remember that?" you turned to him, surprised, trying to keep your tone from sounding too delighted.
"of course." anton sighed before hopping off the seat. "you wanna walk around?"
you hummed and then nodded, hopping off your seat too. leaves crunched beneath your shoes as the two of you wandered off, the camp fading behind you as you stepped deeper into the quieter parts of the grounds.
you and anton walked around the wide area, the soft rustle of wind through tall grass and tree branches filling the silence between your conversations. every step brought you to an old spot. you even unlocked more memory you've completely forgotten. thanks to anton, who seemingly had remembered everything.
"that’s where you scratched your knee," anton said, pointing toward the root of a large tree, half-exposed in the dirt. "you tripped there. i thought you were gonna cry but you laughed."
you furrowed your brows for a moment, but then a smile bloomed across your face. the picture came back to you—your five-year-old self giggling with a scraped knee and grass in your hair.
"wow, you remembered again?"
"of course," anton nodded, walking beside you, relaxed. "i considered you as someone important in my life. you were also my first friend back then. i never really interacted with anyone as a kid, but you didn't scare me, and i found a friend in you."
your heart warmed at anton’s words. you looked down for a moment, suddenly feeling a little guilty. not for forgetting completely, but for remembering less than he did.
"i’m sorry i couldn't remember a lot," you said.
"don’t be sorry for anything." he waved his hands dismissively, his voice light. "if anything, i should be sorry for suddenly leaving."
you turned your head slightly toward him, curious.
"we were five and things happen," he continued. "the babysitter of my younger brother who's a baby that time called my parents that day, saying he got sick and was hospitalized. so we had to go back home earlier than we planned to."
"that’s okay. i understand." you paused, then looked up at him with a smile that tried to push away the lingering guilt. "well, at least we’re here now again, right?"
anton looked at you with soft eyes, his expression calm before nodding.
"i hope i don't come off as weird but—" anton paused, stopping beside the path. his voice dropped to a murmur. "i feel... unexplainably comforted. happy, even. you're the reason i came back here."
you looked at him closely, eyes searching. his gaze never left yours.
"why?" you asked. "is it really that important to you?"
you waited for an answer, but instead, anton simply exhaled softly through his nose and offered a lopsided smile. "it's almost sunset," he said, glancing toward the golden sky. "you shouldn't miss the view from your spot." then, without another word, he turned and walked back toward the main site.
that evening, the two of you sat on the log seat beside the crackling campfire. a few snacks between you, and hours spent sharing stories from your shared childhood. you told each other what life had become. he shared that he'd taken up swimming in university, dabbled in instruments, and, at his core, remained the same introverted boy you remembered.
anton didn't seem surprised when you told him you'd become an art major and that you had a decent circle of friends.
"i always knew you'd be an artist. you used to draw cool things for me, remember?" he paused, his voice tinged with nostalgia. "i still have them, actually. my parents kept a box of my things. your drawings are in there."
as the night wore on, you realized how naturally your bond had rekindled. anton had always been interesting and it became clear that the years hadn't eroded what once connected you. you both laughed, talked, and forgot about the time.
you looked at him with guilt simmering behind your words. "i hope you don't think i saw you as someone unimportant."
anton smiled gently, reaching out to pat your shoulder. "i never did. because if you did think of me as someone unremarkable in your life, you wouldn’t have bothered coming back here..." he then nodded toward your hand. "...or wearing that flower ring again."
"and..." he spoke again, but then hesitated, as if something weighed on his chest. "and it's getting late," he said instead, standing up. "i should head back to the van."
you didn't push as you just nodded. "do you want to exchange contacts?" you offered, standing up as well.
"that'd be nice," he said, pulling out his phone. you exchanged numbers, and the night passe from there.
in the morning, you got up early. students were already busy around the campsite as you sipped on a warm coffee. you looked over at the van and saw anton setting up his things. you smiled at each other.
"good morning!" you called out.
"good morning," he called back. but you didn't hear him. you only saw the shape of the words on his lips. you smiled anyway and went on with your day.
anton went to his daily morning work, while you joined a group for exercise. later, you packed everything up. new clothes on, your tent dismantled and tucked back into your tent bag. it was time to leave.
anton approached, his morning work done. "leaving already, i guess?"
"yeah," you smiled tight-lipped, slightly disappointed. "told my parents i'd only be out for a day. my dad's picking me up too."
anton nodded in understanding. "i already have your number, so i don't think there's anything to be sad about."
he helped with your bags until your phone buzzed with a notification from your dad—he was near.
"i should get going," you said, sliding your phone into your jeans pocket.
"i'll walk you down," anton offered.
he lifted your tent bag and your folded table while you carried your own backpack. the walk down the trail was peaceful, though the thought of saying goodbye made your chest feel heavy.
by the roadside, anton carefully set down your things in front of you.
"let's keep in touch," you said.
"sounds nice," he replied. a second of silence followed. then, he spoke again.
"and—it is. it is that important to me because you promised me, and i held onto that."
you blinked, confused, watching as anton smile.
"you've forgotten," he said. "but the evening before the morning we left, you told me something by the riverside."
he looked down briefly, then up at you again.
"you promised that you'd see me again. that we'd be friends forever—because we're married."
anton laughed a little.
"and... i'm happy you didn't break it even though you forgot about it."
the memory then struck you like a spark to dry wood. your small pinky held out to his.
"when we get home, i’ll see you again no matter what. because if we’re married, we’ll forever be friends."
the memory clicked into place like the last puzzle piece in a long-lost picture.
"i remember now," you said. smiling warmly back at anton.
then, a white car approached from the distance, pulling up just then. your dad rolled the window down, eyes landing on the two of you with a knowing, content smile as if he had seen this coming.
"did i make you wait?" he asked.
"just in time," you replied, opening the backseat door as anton helped load your things.
you then turned to him once more.
"i won't say goodbye."
"yeah. i won't, too," he said with a small smile. then, anton pulled you into a warm hug before letting go.
you opened the front seat door and got in. just before it closed, anton stepped forward.
"wen," he said, as you looked at him through the open window.