⌗somethinginthewater — everything to shit once you moved to the big beautiful house , with the lake … that beautiful god forsaken lake… that’s where you met him.
( p. wonbin x fem!reader ) • warnings. siren! wonbin, DARK CONENT manipulation , coercion , murder , mentions of blood , oral sex ( fem. receiving ) , unprotected sex , language 𓄵 word count. 3655 { back to library }
( yeni’s note ). something in the water is literally my favorite song , it’s so damn creepy … but in a good way .
you didn’t expect to become the reclusive crazy girl in the big house who spends her time in the woods by the lake that separates the huge mansion from the rest of the small town — it wasn’t really your fault; it was your parents fault , they moved you here. you were perfectly fine before all this , you had friends and a life — and it all went to shit once you moved to the big beautiful house , with the lake … that beautiful god forsaken lake. that lake where you saw it first — but it wasn’t a it , at least the form it showed you , it was a him.
“hello beautiful.” his voice always showed up first , you were so used to it , it didn’t even make you jump anymore , it made you smile. everyday you waited for him , some days he didn’t show up , but you sat in the grass by the lake and waited each time. “you came.” you spoke , his hand coming up to your cheek. “i did.” he spoke , his voice deep and soft , making your heart swoon each time. caressing your cheek , he smiled. “it’s been a while, hasn't it?” 1 month 20 days 3 hours , the longest he’s ever gone , the longest you’ve ever gone without him — but not without reason , he needed you to miss him , that’s why he didn’t visit for long periods of time , he needed you to feel the him shaped hole in your heart from his absence. that’s how he manipulated you , that’s how he manipulated all of his victims.
wonbin didn’t have a reason for doing what he did. well at first there was a reason — years before the house was built , before the town was built, his family lived in the lake , sirens , hundreds of them , living side by side. they were happy , they lived harmoniously , no need to shapeshift … until the humans came , they built a town over the lake , killing the sirens out of fear. wonbins family lived near the part of the lake where the house now sits , he tried to fight off the humans , but there was too many of them — they killed them all , his entire family , they thought they killed him as well but he was able to get away , he was on his own , left with the heartbreak , watching as they built the mansion , leaving the woods and his lake — it was his lake , and he had to watch as the town's new mayor moved in with his family , and that heartbreak soon turned to anger … anger and hatred.
the mayor at the time had a 19 year old daughter, a quiet girl who spent most of her time alone. it was perfect. wonbin hadn't shifted ever , never needing to. but he pushed himself , and mastered it within days , and that’s all he needed to initiate his plan — using his siren call to lure the girl in , not to kill her , no he didn’t want to kill her , yet… it all happened so fast , the manipulation , the seduction , wonbin infiltrated that girls life , using as means to an end , she fell in love with him , she wanted to show him to her father , but wonbin had a way with his words , telling her that her father and his father were in a feud and they wouldn’t allow them to be together — the poor girl was heartbroken , and that’s what he wanted , her heartbreak would start to turn into anger with every lie he told her. the town noticing how the mayors daughter would spend her days talking in the woods , thinking she was going insane. she couldn’t tell them about wonbin , wonbin forbade her , so people believed it and when it got back to the mayor he couldn’t live with the embarrassment of his eldest daughter — so he decided to get rid of her , send her to a boarding school for girls.
she ran to wonbin sobbing — he didn’t care , no this just made him speed up his revenge because he needed the girl. the mayors estranged daughter gone mad and killed the whole family , mayor left distraught kills himself — that’s what the headlines said , but wonbin knew the whole truth. she did in fact kill her mother and siblings , under wonbins command , she took an axe to the rest of the family , leaving the mayor alone , but not for long. when he returned from business in town that next evening the daughter had long died , wonbin killed her , making it seem like she did it after coming to, out of guilt — the mayor walked into a massacre , wonbin waiting near buy , using his siren call , luring the man to the edge of the lake.
wonbin wanted to face the man who killed the people he loved the most. the mayor stood before him , he knew what wonbin was , he could see the hate in his eyes — the mayor didn’t plead for his life , he dropped to his knees begging him to take the axe his daughter used to end his life , but wonbin , frankly wonbin had already decided how he was going to kill him. that night while his families bodies were growing cold inside the big house , wonbin lured the man into the lake , drowning him in the very lake where he slaughtered his own family.
the next day when discovered, people assumed it was the daughter who did it , and when the mayor returned home , he couldn’t bare it… he took his life. after that wonbin watched as the town mourned his family , walking the town listening to the people cry for him , a murder — all of them murderers , from them on wonbin vowed to never allow anyone to live in that house , anyone who lived there had to die , just like his family did.
that was hundreds of years ago , he learned to adapt to the world , but his anger stayed the same, many families have lived in there , many families have died there , and the ones who got away spent most of their lives trying to explain the siren who drove them mad , which almost always resulted into them being committed. sometimes they didn’t have children , so wonbin would seduce the wife — no pretty adult daughter to manipulate? that didn’t stop wonbin , in fact it’s easier making the town believe the son went crazy bearing the responsibility of the next generation on his shoulders — even the elders weren’t saved , but he didn’t have fun with that , luring them into the woods and drowning them when their children or caretaker was absent , the town chalking it up to a senile old person accidentally falling into the lake
so many moving in , not many moving out and the ones who did sent to an asylum , that scared the town — they couldn’t figure out what was happening in that town , believing the souls of the sirens lingered , so they cut the house from the town , no one was to ever move into the home — wonbin was happy with that , his anger subdued and it remained that way , for another 100 years — that was until you moved in with your family. sweet, beautiful, naive you.
you were different though , and wonbin could tell the moment he laid eyes on you — you looked like his first love , the love that was stolen from him , your eyes shined like hers , your smile made his heart swell with emotions he had felt for hundreds of years. he couldn’t kill you , no , he wanted you — but your parents , they had to go ; the hatred in his heart didn’t fade for them.
it didn’t take much for him to infiltrate your life and consume your every being , your relationship with your parents was already strained , you didn’t approve on moving to the small town , back where you lived you barely had friends , and the ones you did were practically hand picked by your parents — but you loved them , and they loved you despite your parents who controlled your entire life. so when you left them you were heartbroken , you were in a new town living in an obnoxiously huge house that was surrounded by a huge woods , and a large lake — the very lake you met him.
he was so beautiful , his skin looked like it shined in the moonlight , he just appeared one day , you had walked into the woods , it felt like it was calling you — that was wonbin , but you didn’t know that. he scared you , apologizing introducing himself , he lived in a far by house and he liked to walk the woods , and sit but the lake alone , that was a lie. at first you thought it was weird he’d come that far for that , but you enjoyed the company so you eventually got used to it, but that quickly grew into a need for it , thanks to him.
wonbin didn’t want you to just fall in love with him so he could kill your parents , he want you to fall in love with him because he loved you — no he wanted you to be obsessed with him , because he was obsessed with you. you consumed him , he went back into the deep woods where he built a little cabin , close to the lake and all he’d think about is you , he knew he was driving you crazy , but you were him driving insane as well.
the days he didn’t see you it physically pained him , like something was ripped away from him away , but he needed to do this , he needed your parents gone , not just because of his vengeances, but because he needed you — and once he realized he had you it was time for the second step in the sirens plans.
“it’s been a while hasn’t it?”
you nodded , his hand still resting on your cheek. “where have you been.” your eyes wet from the tears that now ran down your cheek. “you left me.” you sobbed , his heart broke seeing you crying because of him , but his lower region stirred in interest , seeing you cry for him. “i need to go away for a while.” he said, bending down in front of you. “it must’ve been terrible without me?” you sniffled , nodding. “they want to leave again.” you said. “i don’t want to leave.” he nodded , unbothered , because you weren’t leaving. “you want to stay with me?” he asked , but he knew the answer , he could see the look in your eyes. “my parents would never let me go, especially with a man they never met.”
“pretty girl didn’t we already talk about that?” he spoke softly , his voice sending you into a trance , you nodded , his gripped your cheeks. “what did i tell you? use your words.” the darkness in his eyes that came out sometimes , immediately softening to not scare you. “what did i tell you , your parents can’t live here , i let them stay here because of you.” he said. “but now i want you all to myself , so their time has come.” you gulped , he was serious. “ca-can’t we just let them leave , and we run away?” his eyes darkened , your eyes widened a bit. “no.” his voice deep. “anyone who lives here dies , i told you that.” he said. “but i don- you said you wanted them dead no?” you had out of anger , they had told you to stay away from the lake , embarrassed that people would talk about seeing you sitting at the lake crying and talking , you vented to wonbin , which now he was using against you. “i did but- so it settled, they have to go.”
“i’ll help you.” he said, straddling your hips , you laid back looking up at him , the wet dirt messing your white dress up , it was the dress you wore everyday when you went to visit him , it was his favorite. “but you have to listen to everything i tell you , okay?” he kissed your neck. “can you listen?” he whispered in your ear , you nodded. “i-i can.” he pulled away , kissing your lips softly , you chased his lips for more. “good girl.” he smiled , caressing your cheek. “tonight.” he said. “they go tonight, by the morning the town will think you’ve already fled town , the town will be too scared to even look for you.” helping you up off the dirty ground. “but you’ll be with me , deep into the woods , remember? like i told you , you’ll be safe in my home — they’ll never do anything to you again.”
“ok-okay , i’ll do it.” you spoke softly , still a little uncertain but you wanted to be with him , it was like you’d die without him , you’d do anything for him. “i’ll do it for you.” “good , it’s darks let’s do it now.”
it was raining hard , and you were soaked. your dressing dirty and dripping wet , tracking dirt as you walked into the huge house. the house was dark , wonbin trailed behind you. “the axe is in that closet.” he pointed , it always stayed there no matter the owner and he was deemed correct when you opened it. “grab it.” he whispered in your ear. “pick it up and feel it.” he kissed your neck. “wo-wonbin.” you whimpered. “not yet.” he said , his hands tracing your waist. “not until you do this and we get away.” his voice , luring you into a trance to kill any doubt. “come on.”
he guided you to your parents room , he knew this house inside and out. “they’re sleeping.” you whispered. “good , your mother won’t feel it if you get it one go,” he said. “now your father… he’ll suffer , he’ll watch as his wife dies out by his daughters hands while he’s begging for his life.” he pushed the door opened , you muddy footprints tracked their white bedroom floors as you got closer and closer , until you were hovering over your mothers sleeping body. “she looks peaceful.” you said , wonbin didn’t care. “lift the axe pretty.” he whispered. “do it fast and she’ll never feel a thing.” you shakingly lifted the axe. “do it.” you close your eyes swinging the axe down then back up , you heard a gasp , opening your eyes. “oh my god.” dropping the axe , staring at your mothers wide eyes , blood pouring from her neck as she stared at you, unable to speak for a second before her eyes closed and she stopped breathing. “i’m gonna be sick.”
“no.” he said grabbing your shoulders. “not until you finish." your dad stirred awake. “what is going on?” he looked down at his wife then to you in horror. “what did you do!” he yelled immediately jumping out of bed , wonbin picked up the axe. “do it.” he handed it to you. “wh-what the fuck!” you held you hands out. “you guys were gonna make me leave , i didn’t want to leave wonbin.” you yelled. “i-i should’ve listened to the townspeople when they said this house drove you crazy , i should’ve listen and had you committed.” you shook your head , turning to the boy. “i-im not crazy , he’s real.” your dads eyes looking at you with fear in his eyes. “there was never a wonbin born in this town.” he said. “wonbin.”
“do it.” the boy couldn’t care less what the man was spouting. “do it now , his heart can no longer beat , they’ll take you away if he does.” the siren whispered behind you. “he’s tricking you , i don’t know what he is , or who he is , but he’s lying.” wonbin glared at the man. “you live in a home built on top of thousands of my family and you call me a liar.” he took the axe from your hands , dropping it. “y-yn please.” your dad begged , you didn’t know what to believe. “wonbin,” you said. “he’s gonna take you from me , you don’t want me to be alone right , i’ll go mad.” he said. “don’t you want to live with me right? by the lake , remember?” he said. “i do.” that’s all wonbin needed , completely pulling you from his trance , he didn’t need it anymore , you’d do anything for him regardless. “then lets go.” you looked at your dad who sat next to your mothers body. “don’t worry , he’ll follow.” he held his hand out , you took and he guided you out the house , whistling a toon as well — you turned around to look out the house to see your dad walking straight into the lake. “wonbin.” you turned grabbing his arm. “don’t worry.” he said. “you’re mines now.”
when he said his house was deep into the woods , he meant it. “you’ll stay here with me , we’ll live by the lake.” he spoke softly. “they won’t come looking for me right?” he shook his head. “the people in this town look away when it comes to accidents in that house , let’s just say it’s a bit cursed.” he said. “cursed how?” “bad people always live there , and something , maybe something they effected when they built it is acting out its revenge.”
“does that make me bad?”
“no, absolutely not , that’s why i had to take you away from them , your parents , they were bad . you were a victim of circumstance.” he said. “but now you don’t have to worry about that.” he said as you both came to a stop in front of his home. “you’re with me now.”
you stepped into the house , it was dark of course. “don’t be afraid.” he said , lighting a bunch of candles. “there’s no need be afraid.” he said , coming behind you. “you’re safe as long as you’re with me.” his hand coming up behind the zipper of your dress , kissing your shoulder as he pulled down the zipper , reigniting the fire in your stomach. “wonbin.” you whimpered , he pulled down the straps of the dress , letting the dress fall to your ankles. “so pretty.” he guided you to the bed. “all fucking mines.” he pushed you down , you sat up , he sunk down to his knees. “i won’t let you go.” holding your leg over his shoulder , his other hand resting on your thigh , as he pulled your panties down , you moaned as you were exposed to him . “you can be as loud as you want here.” kissing your thigh , teasing your cunt with his nose , before you complain he licked a stripe up your slit , sending you into a shock of pleasure. “wonbin!”
he licked your folds messily , his arm locking your leg over he shoulders as he ate with such hunger. “you taste so good.” he muffled against your cunt , wrapping his plump lips around your clit , sucking , you screamed out , tugging at the roots of his hair. “oh my god!” you gasped out , falling back on the bed. “wonbin i’m gonna cum!” he didn’t let up , even feeling you tug at his hair , his nails digging deep into your thigh as you tried to push his head away , he kept going until he felt satisfied , and his hunger was subdued , then he pulled away. “poor angel you’re shaking.” he smiled condescendingly. “it feels good doesn’t it?” you nodded.
his cock was hard in his slacks , as he hovered over you. “you want my cock?” staring at you with those eyes that lured you in the first time. “ye-yes , please fuck me.” he groaned , standing up letting his pants hit the floor. “good girl.” he climbed on top of you , his heavy cock nudging your clit. “you’re so wet.” guiding the base of his length , dragging it down your slit. “fuck.” he groaned , pushing himself inside you , you grabbed his bicep , he smiled down at you as he thrusted deep inside you. “you like that?” you nodded. “deeper.” you moaned , he gave you what you wanted , hold your legs open , fucking deeper inside you. “you’re so wet for me , your pretty pussy is making such pretty noises for me.” he sped up , your moans getting louder and louder , probably scaring the animals away since there weren’t any people.
“you’re clenching so tight around me.” he cursed , bringing his fingers to your clit , rubbing it. “oh my- oh my god i’m gonna cum!” that encouraged him to keep going , both your moans getting higher as you both reached your peaks , you cried out in ecstasty , a flow of curse words leaving his mouth as he came , flooding your insides with his cum. “good girl.” he cooed , slowly pulling out. “did so good for me.” watching his cum leak from your hole. “so good.” kissing your forehead , your eyes drooping. “it’s okay , you go to sleep.” he said. “i will be here when you wake up.”
he could hear the whispers as he walked through the town , he had to practically pull you off him , he had to come into town to get supplies , more food and clothes for you. “she fled in the late night , the dad was found in the lake like the others.” he smiled to himself , listening to the conversation. “so the dad kill his wife and his daughter fled , so you think she’ll come back?” wonbin knew you weren’t , he wasn’t gonna let you.. even if he had to use his siren song. “i doubt it , nothing left here for the poor thing , she probably will end up in an asylum like the other survivors.” the lady said. “they shouldn’t have allowed them to open up the house , the ghost of the sirens isn’t a joke.”
wonbin grabbed his things turning to face the older ladies. “good day ladies.” he smiled , walking away as they murmured about how cute he was — he just kept walking until he got all the way to his cabin where you stood in the lake , the water to your ankles. “you’re back.” you smiled at him , he nodded. “please don’t leave again.” your eyes wet , you must’ve been crying. “i won’t.”
Warnings: Explicit sexual content (unprotected sex), strong language/cussing, pregnancy themes (unexpected), vomiting, crying, angst, reckless decisions, messy emotions, semi-toxic FWB dynamic, mention of avoiding/blocking, raw confrontation, intense kissing, light aftercare
Summary: Y/N and Wonbin have been tangled in a reckless friends-with-benefits arrangement, blurring lines and dropping condoms months ago in the haze of lust. When Y/N discovers she’s pregnant, she cuts him off, determined to protect herself from a love she never believed was real. Wonbin, clueless and aching, thinks she’s just done with him—until a chance encounter exposes the truth. What follows is a messy fight, a desperate confession, and the unraveling of walls built too high. He swears he’s not here because of the baby, but because of her—and for the first time, Y/N has to decide if she believes him.
It always started the same. A knock at your door sometime past midnight, his voice low and husky through the wood, making some weak excuse.
“Left my charger here.”
“Wanted to make sure you weren’t asleep yet.”
“Couldn’t stop thinking about you.”
You’d roll your eyes, mutter something sharp under your breath, but you always opened the door. And the second he stepped inside, it was done—the banter cut short by his mouth on yours, his hands already tugging at your clothes like he’d been starved.
“Fuck, Y/N,” he groaned against your lips, stumbling you backwards until your shoulder blades hit the wall. His knee shoved between your thighs, grinding up, and you gasped even as your nails dug into his hoodie, dragging him closer.
“Then stop coming over,” you hissed against his mouth, trying to sound detached even though your pulse thundered.
“Yeah, right,” he breathed, teeth catching your bottom lip before sucking hard. “You think I can stay away from you? You’re fucking insane.”
The clothes never lasted long. Your shirt yanked up over your head, his sweats shoved down, his hand slipping between your legs only to curse under his breath when he found you already wet.
“God, you’re always ready for me,” he rasped, sliding two fingers inside with ease, curling them until your knees buckled. His mouth latched onto your throat, sucking bruises you’d complain about later, even though you secretly loved them.
“Shut up,” you panted, grinding down against his hand.
“You shut the fuck up,” he growled, lifting you effortlessly, your legs wrapping around his waist as if you were made for this.
The couch creaked under the sudden weight as he dropped you down, hovering over you with eyes blown wide, lips slick and red from your kisses. His cock slid against your slick folds, no barrier, no hesitation. You hadn’t bothered with condoms in months. The heat between you was too consuming, too reckless, and both of you were too thirsty to care.
He pushed in slow at first, and you both groaned at the stretch. He filled you completely, forehead pressed to yours, his hand gripping your jaw tight.
“Look at me,” he demanded, voice wrecked. “Don’t close your eyes. Don’t you fucking hide from me.”
So you did. You looked. And it broke you a little, the intensity in his gaze, the way he fucked into you like he wasn’t just chasing release but chasing you. His thrusts were sharp, deep, your nails clawing down his back, his teeth sinking into your shoulder like he couldn’t get close enough.
When your orgasm ripped through you, your cry muffled against his skin, he followed with a broken moan of your name, spilling inside you, holding you so tight you swore he’d never let go.
And that was how it always ended—your body aching, your chest raw, your mind screaming at you to stop while your heart whispered otherwise.
But you didn’t stop. Not until weeks later, when two pink lines on a stick changed everything.
You avoided him after that. Changed your door code. Blocked his number. Told yourself it was easier this way. Because if you told him, he’d stay out of responsibility. Not love.
But Wonbin never gave up.
Which was why, weeks later, you found him outside your apartment again, knocking hard enough to rattle the hinges.
“Y/N. Open the fucking door.”
You gripped the pharmacy bag tighter, the rattle of pills inside loud in the silence. “Go home, Bin.”
“Not until you tell me what the fuck I did.”
Finally, you cracked the door just enough to slip in and block him. Your face was cool, voice flat. “You didn’t do anything. I just don’t want this anymore.”
His brows shot up, eyes narrowing. “Bullshit.”
“It’s not bullshit. We were just fucking. And I’m done.”
The words landed like glass shattering. He stood there, staring, his throat working. “You don’t mean that.”
“I do.”
He stepped closer, frustration bleeding into desperation. “Say it again.”
“I don’t want you anymore.”
The air between you snapped. His jaw flexed, his fists clenched at his sides, but his eyes—his eyes were already breaking. He moved in, too close, his cologne wrapping around you, and your stomach lurched.
“Back off,” you warned, but the nausea surged. You shoved past him, bolting to the bathroom just in time to vomit.
“Y/N—fuck—” His voice cracked, then he was beside you, holding your hair back, rubbing your back in steady circles.
“Don’t—” you choked, trying to push him away.
“Shut up,” he muttered, not unkindly, hand trembling against your spine. He flushed the toilet, grabbed a towel, pressed it to your mouth. His eyes searched yours, terrified. “You’re… fuck. You’re pregnant, aren’t you?”
Silence was your only answer.
And it broke him. He staggered back, dragging a hand through his hair. “Holy shit.”
“Now you know.” You shoved past him, voice sharp. “Congrats. That’s why I cut you off. So leave.”
But he caught your wrist, desperate. “No. Don’t do this. Don’t shut me out.”
“It’s my body. My choice. You don’t get a say.”
“I’m not trying to take it from you,” he shot back, voice rising. “But I’m not letting you go through this alone. Not when it’s mine too.”
You laughed bitterly, shaking your head. “Don’t act like you suddenly care about me. This was never about feelings.”
He flinched like you’d stabbed him, then stepped forward anyway, voice raw. “Not about feelings? You think I kept crawling back night after night just for sex? You think I sat outside your fucking door for hours because I missed your pussy? No, Y/N. I love you. I’ve loved you, and you never saw it because you’re too busy pretending you don’t need anyone.”
The words cracked something in you. Tears burned hot before you could stop them, spilling down your cheeks. You hated it, hated that he saw you cry, hated that your walls were finally giving out.
“Stop,” you whispered, shaking your head. “Don’t say that. Don’t fucking say that.”
But he was already moving closer, cupping your face in both hands, his thumbs catching your tears even as his own eyes shone. “It’s the truth. And I’ll say it a thousand times until you believe me.”
And then his mouth was on yours—messy, desperate, breaking apart between sobs and gasps. Not a kiss for sex. A kiss like he was begging you to let him in.
When it broke, you were both shaking. His forehead rested on yours, his breath ragged. His hand slid down, pressing lightly, reverently, against your stomach.
“I’m not here because of the baby,” he whispered, voice raw. “I’m here because of you. If you didn’t want this—if you didn’t want me—I’d still love you. I’d still choose you.”
You cried harder then, silent, your body collapsing against his. And for once, you didn’t push him away.
It wasn’t fixed. It wasn’t perfect. But it was real. Messy. Uncertain. And maybe that was enough to start again.
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wonbin walked through the front door all flushed and grinning, his bags dropping next to his feet. he outstretches his arms to you like he couldn’t wait a second longer to feel you. you barely had time to close the door behind him before he was pulling you into his lips were hot and desperate against yours, hands sliding under your t-shirt and roaming like he’d forgotten what your skin felt like.
“missed you,” he murmured, again and again between his kisses. all the while his hurried footsteps led you backwards into the bedroom. “thought about this every single fucking night.”
you tried to talk first. tried to ask him how the last show went, if he’d eaten yet, even if he was tired. instead, every word dissolved in your mouth apart the second his fingers slid into your shorts. he was trembling against you a little from need.
you looked up at him. you could see how his shirt was scrunched at the neck like he was pulling at it, his hair messy and damp with light sweat, eyes locked on you like he couldn’t believe you were real.
“i’m finally here,” he breathed, fingers curling into your waist over your shirt.
“been so long,” he whispered again, forehead pressed to yours. “too long.”
and then he was kissing you again. even deeper, slower, filthier — and it only took a few more seconds for you to fall back onto the freshly washed sheets. his body was heavy over yours, mouth everywhere, hands shaking with the restraint of not just taking you right then and there.
within the next hour, he’s already got you stuffed full of him, one leg hooked over his shoulder, your body pressed deep into the mattress. you were sure he was trying to deeply bury himself inside you.
“missed this pussy so fucking much,” wonbin groans into your neck, voice all hoarse from the last string of orgasms,“you feel how good you squeeze me, baby? it’s like your body missed me too.”
your nails grip and scratch down his back, your thighs trembling uncontrollably. you were already wrecked but wonbin’s not done. not even close. tears brimmed the corners of your eyes from the sheer volume of pleasure you felt.
“so pretty when you cry,” he murmurs, pulling back just enough to see the way your expression twisted, lips glossy with spit and slick. “look at you…dumb little thing. can’t even talk to me, huh?”
you whimper when he slows the pace of his hips, not stopping, but now just dragging his cock painfully slow against every swollen, overstimmed inch of you. he’d already made you come twice. he hadn’t even let you down from the second one before pushing back in, and pushing you to where you were now.
“bin— too much, i can’t—”
“yes you can,” he cuts in, soft but still firm. he wiped a tear from your cheek with his thumb, ever so gently before he grabs your jaw with a tight grip. “you can take it. you’re doing so good, sweetheart. just take me, yeah?”
you nod weakly, or try to at least. your head’s spinning. your body twitches every time his hips roll inside you deep and heavy. he was rocking into you slow enough to make your brain melt but strong enough to have you squirming all the same.
wonbin leans down to your face, licking his way into your mouth like he owns it. then you feel him spit on your tongue and kiss you deeply right after. he groans when you moan into it like you’re already too far gone.
“you don’t need to think, baby,” he whispers, nuzzling his nose against yours. “i got you. just let go. let me fuck you dumb.”
your legs shake even more when he hits that spot again — the one spot that makes your back arch entirely, eyes roll, body tremble, and lips part yet not being able to form any words.
his hands trail down your sides, hips locking you in place when you try to squirm away.
“nuh uh,” he hums, “you said you missed me too, so take it. let me fill you up again. wanna watch it drip out of you after.”
your mouth opens again like you’re gonna protest, but all that comes out this time is a broken whine. your brain’s gone too hazy, the heat pooling in your gut all over again even though you swore you couldn’t come again.
wonbin’s eyes are wild, but soft when he looks down at you. “mmh, that’s it,” he praises, thumb slipping between your lips again. “my pretty little thing. all mine.”
and then he gives it to you harder and faster, no breaks, no room to breathe properly. skin slapping, the slick sound of your pussy making obscene noises each time he thrusts back in, your voice barely even there anymore.
“c’mon, baby. one more,” he growls, leaning down to grab your other leg, swinging it over his shoulder as well, so your thighs fold in tighter. his cock hitting so deep now, you see stars. “make a mess for me. let me ruin you a little more.”
you cry out loudly when your orgasm hits. it was messy, strong, causing tears to freely run down your cheeks, your body twitching like you’re being shocked. and he doesn’t stop. not when your cunt clenches around him, when you sob out his name over and over, and not even when your voice is fades, just a choked out hiccup of sound.
“fuck, you’re so good,” he hisses, grabbing your hips now, holding you down. “pussy’s so fucking good—gonna make me come. gonna fill you up so full, baby, shit—”
he slams into you one last time and groans, low and wrecked, as he spills inside you. hot and thick strings of him, cock still twitching, and you’re trembling under him. your thighs even more slick and soaked and sticky with all of it.
for a second, neither of you move. then wonbin lets himself fall forwards, caging you in with his arms, kissing your pink cheeks as you continue to whimper under him.
“you okay?” he murmurs, all breathless and low. “you still here with me, pretty girl?”
you nod weakly. barely. if he wasn’t watching and staring at you so intently, he wouldn’t have caught it.
he laughs a little, sounding so soft, so sweet after everything. “good. you were so perfect for me, baby...” and he kisses you again like he’s still starving. like he’ll never get enough, even with you utterly ruined beneath him.
“gonna keep you like this all night,” he whispers, still inside you. “messy and warm and full of me.”
synopsis: avoiding wonbin after he’d drunkenly confessed his feelings for you doesn't go too well.
word count: 1k
content warning: fem!reader, swearing
author's note: this was an old drabble inspired off a prompt but i forgot where i got it on tumblr </3 forgive meee!!! enjoy some cheeky wonbin tho
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“Hey— Y/N! Y/N!”
You freeze in your steps, eyes closing from your name being called in an all-too familiar tone.
“Where the hell were you this morning, lady?”
Hearing the harshly spitted words down at the end of the dorm hall, you slowly turn with a swear under your breath.
“Why are you cursing me out at ten in the morning? It’s a Tuesday. Relax.” You put your arms out in surrender.
The brunette gestures his hands out in confusion to your nonchalance, face scrunched in annoyance as he stalks towards you. “You left me hanging this morning at the cafe! I even got your usual disgusting black coffee and you didn’t show.”
Tucking your lips into your mouth, you’re lost on making an excuse. Ever since last Sunday’s dreadful realization of— “Oh fuck, I’m actually developing feelings for this asshat”— you had decidedly bailed on your Tuesday meetups.
Now… yes. It was very rude to bail without saying anything. However, it was all karma now, running into Wonbin at the dorms anyway. Just your luck.
“… You remember me taking my coffee black?”
Even you know your words are meek.
Wonbin is lost, his usual relaxed and sleepy eyes wide. “... That’s what you picked out in what I just said to you?” His eyebrows raise, brain almost producing smoke, trying to figure out why your comment is so off-topic.
Freaking out, you roll your eyes, looking around like you should be anywhere but here at this moment. Your cheeks are warm from confrontation, still blubbering for what to say— especially since Bin looked insanely good right now.
He looks like he just got out of the shower with his dark hair wet, changed into his usual annoying black muscle tee and cargo pants. Seeing as he smelt like cologne and warm steam, you’re assuming he had been to the gym this morning, showered, and then immediately changed and chased you down this hallway.
“Look, I was busy, okay? I forgot about this— project I have to finish up on. And also Sohee convinced me to feed his… fish… before class…”
Wonbin only blinks before slowly smirking. It morphs into a large grin, all toothy from the embarrassment starting to grow on you. It’s written clear as day all over your expression.
“You’re a shit liar, you know that? Always have been. Let me guess, you’ve been thinking about what I said Saturday night.”
He’s irritatingly smug, almost happy to have this effect on you. The worst part was that he wasn’t wrong. It was all you’ve been able to think about.
“Ohhh, that? Your stupid, drunken confession about liking me freshman year? Why would I? It’s just one of your usual crappy jokes.” You wave a hand, glancing off to the side in nerves.
Bin only cocks his head, eyes squinting before taking a step closer. You instinctively move back but Wonbin takes a hold of your elbow, the contact making your heart sing.
“Y/N, that’s not true. Stop lying.”
“I’m not lying,” You scoff, twisting out of his hold. “I just know you hardly take anyone seriously. Why would I have reason to believe you? You’ve practically dated half the girls on this campus since then. It’s been three years too.”
Suddenly, Wonbin’s jaw tightens, serious. Your stomach does a flip at the dark look growing in Bin’s eyes, pupils blown out in emotion.
“Look, I may have been drunk confessing to you, but what I said was true. Now don’t stand here and tell me you feel nothing for me because I know you’ll be lying.”
“You’re… you’re being serious?”
He lets an incredulous scoff, shaking his head. “Yes Y/N, I like you! I don’t know how much more I can spell it out. Who else would be able to handle your daily bullying? Or how to steal my hoodies and stain them to shit? How you inhale half of my fucking food every time we go to the dining hall or—! Even eat all my cereal and take up a drawer in my closet right now? Ugh, you even drink black coffee. I hate that and I hate the smell of it on you. Who does that? That’s vile.”
You can’t help the grin that overtakes your face, hand clutching Wonbin’s while he’s all riled up.
“Okay okay, I’m sorry, alright? I didn’t know. Let me sit on it for a second… jeez.”
You let air out from your mouth, now pressing the back of your hands to your cheeks. The butterflies in your stomach can’t seem to calm down and Bin’s over-looming presence crowding you didn’t help.
Out of nowhere, he speaks up again, bending a little down to get in your face. “Who’d you get your usual coffee with then? You replacing me, hm?”
You choke, looking up. You can tell he’s trying to break the ice and you feel a little better already, snorting.
"If you say that guy in the beanie from the other day, I'll be mad. What's his fuck ass name, again? Sock...? Seok—?"
“Shut up, I can get a coffee with whoever I want. Besides,” You peek at your phone. “Don’t you have class soon, asshat? What are you still doing at the dorm?”
He sees through your facade of trying to avoid this conversation again, grabbing the small of your waist with a smile. With him tugging you closer, it’s harder to hide how fast your heart is beating.
“Say you missed me.”
You narrowly miss Bin’s pinch to your cheek, only glaring with no menace behind it. With a palm placed on his solid chest, you try to calm down at his advances.
"Ugh, no! You’re so cringe, I didn't miss you."
The smile on Wonbin’s handsome features only grows wider.
"Mmm, right. At least look me in the eye when you say that, then I’ll leave it alone."
Of course you can’t seem to make eye contact suddenly.
“Screw you!”
Wonbin’s laugh echoes out as you shove at him, hiding your smile by turning away. By God, was he irritating…
synopsis ᝰ.ᐟ Y/n never expected the quiet boy in their friend group to become the center of every heartbeat. But Wonbin’s soft glances, near-confessions, and the tension of almost-moments begin to unravel something neither of them knows how to name. As jealousy sparks and lines blur, they’re drawn into a slow, fragile pull that feels too real to ignore and too dangerous to admit.
pairing ᝰ.ᐟ student! Wonbin x student! Y/n
genre ᝰ.ᐟangst, fluff, romance
word count ᝰ.ᐟ 48k
author's note ᝰ.ᐟ He just inspires me...
If someone ever asked me when things began, I’d probably say: the moment he said my name like he already cared. Not that I’m dramatic or anything, but Wonbin has that effect on people.
The semester had barely started, and campus was still alive with that hopeful, early-fall energy, warm afternoons, crisp mornings, new notebooks, new chaos. My friends and I were crowded around a wobbly picnic table near the student center, pretending to study and failing miserably.
“…and then Eunseok walked into the wrong lecture hall and sat through a full forty minutes before he realized…” Mira’s voice rose above the chatter.
“I told you that in confidence!” Eunseok protested, reaching for her hand, but she smacked it away playfully.
“You told me because you were proud,” she corrected.
I laughed, flipping a page in my book I definitely wasn’t reading. Mira’s teasing was the soundtrack to our group’s existence. Her laugh was contagious, bright and sharp.
Sena slurped her iced coffee like she was getting paid for sound effects.
“That’s nothing,” she said. “I once walked into a final exam a whole day early.”
“On purpose?” Shotaro asked, eyes wide, pen dangling from his fingers.
“No, Taro,” she sighed. “Not on purpose.”
Jiwon, our resident mom friend, patted her shoulder. “At least you were early for something.”
The boys snickered, and it was all the familiar, chaotic noise I’d grown to love.
But somehow, despite all of that, I still heard when he sat down.
It was quiet, a shift in the air, a soft scrape of a chair.
He always moved like he was careful not to disturb anyone.
Even though the group was buzzing, my body reacted before my mind did: spine straightened, heartbeat lifted, attention tilted toward him like a sunflower chasing light.
He had his usual look: plain white T-shirt under a black zip-up hoodie, black hair falling across his forehead. He pushed it back absently, revealing the warm brown eyes that made me forget every coherent thought I’d ever had.
“Morning,” he said.
Just one word, and my chest forgot how to operate.
“You’re late!” Sungchan declared dramatically.
“I was in the print lab,” Wonbin answered, unfazed. His voice was calm, low — the kind that felt like it slipped under your skin and stayed there.
Mira leaned across the table. “Doing what? Printing your secret love letters?”
For half a second, his eyes flickered toward me.
I pretended to suddenly be very interested in the texture of the picnic table.
“No,” he said simply, but a faint smile tugged at his lips.
And wow. Wow. I should have prepared myself. If Wonbin smiled softly in your general direction, you were finished.
“So, Y/n” Sohee said, snapping her fingers in front of my face, “earth to Y/n?”
“I’m here,” I said quickly.
Jiwon raised an amused eyebrow. “You sure?”
Wonbin looked my way with this gentle puzzlement, like he noticed something the others didn’t. That never helped my ability to breathe.
I tried to play it cool. I failed.
Very badly.
“So, um…” I pointed at his hoodie like it was groundbreaking news. “New?”
It wasn’t. I’d seen him wear it last week.
He blinked, looked down at himself, then back at me. “No.”
A beat. Then his lips curved into a tiny, almost teasing smile.
Right. Great start, Y/n. Absolutely thriving.
Shotaro snorted into his drink.
I retaliated by kicking him lightly under the table, which only made him giggle harder.
The conversation carried on without me needing to participate: Anton talking about a music project, Sena suggesting a group movie night, Mira ranting about a professor, but my attention drifted back to Wonbin as it always did.
He was quiet, listening, nodding at the right moments.
But every so often, his gaze drifted toward me.
Not long enough to make it obvious.
Just long enough to send a soft, warm flutter through my chest.
I didn’t know why he looked at me like that sometimes.
Like I was something worth noticing.
And I definitely didn’t let myself think about it for too long, because if I did, the truth would hit too hard:
I liked him.
Stupidly. Quietly. Completely.
But I was… me. And he was him. Popular. Intimidatingly handsome. Everyone’s favorite mystery.
And I was just trying to pass my classes without tripping in public. So, no; I didn’t let myself hope. Not really.
“Okay, everyone stand up!” Mira announced suddenly, smacking the table.
“Why?” Sungchan groaned.
“Because,” she said, “I want a picture. Come on. Group photo time.”
“Again?” Anton deadpanned.
“Yes,” she said. “My phone storage exists to suffer.”
We shuffled together into a messy cluster. I ended up beside Wonbin, because of course I did; Mira was a menace and liked chaos.
He stepped closer to fit into the frame. I felt heat brush along my arm where our skin touched.
“Ready?” Mira yelled.
“Never,” Sungchan muttered.
The shutter clicked. And again. And again.
Then Wonbin said quietly, too close to my ear, “Your sweater’s slipping.”
Before I could respond, his fingers gently touched my shoulder, adjusting the fabric.
It was the lightest touch.
Barely anything.
But my breath stuttered.
He noticed. I saw it in the brief widen of his eyes before he looked away, his jaw tightening just slightly.
We posed again.
The camera clicked again.
But my brain was still stuck on that fleeting brush of fingers across my skin.
When we sat back down, my heart had finally slowed to something approaching normal.
Until Sena said, “Let’s get lunch. I’m starving.”
Everyone agreed, gathering their bags.
I grabbed mine, slinging it over my shoulder, when I heard someone speak behind me.
“Y/n.”
His voice.
Soft.
Warm.
Too close.
I turned, and there he was.
His hair fell into his eyes again, still slightly messy from the breeze.
He looked at me in that gentle, searching way that made my stomach dip.
“You dropped this,” he said, holding out my bookmark.
“Oh… thank you,” I said, reaching for it.
As my fingers brushed his palm, he didn’t pull his hand back right away.
Not even when I had already taken the bookmark.
His gaze held mine for just a second too long.
A second that felt strangely full.
Charged.
Like a question neither of us knew how to ask.
Then he blinked and stepped back, clearing his throat softly.
“Let’s go,” he said.
And just like that, we walked toward the dining hall with everyone else, but part of me stayed back at that picnic table; stuck in the warmth of his hand, or the softness of his voice, or the tiny, almost invisible moments I kept pretending didn’t mean anything.
Because they couldn’t.
Right?
…Right.
The campus library always smelled the same, like old paper, fresh coffee, and academic panic.
It was my favorite place.
At least, it used to be my favorite place for studying.
Now it had become my favorite place for being quietly destroyed by my own feelings.
That’s what happens when you accidentally develop a crush on someone who didn’t have to do anything to make your heart race. Someone who could just exist near you and suddenly yourft forget how reading worked.
That someone being, obviously, Wonbin.
But I wasn’t supposed to see him today. I had come to the library precisely because I needed a break from the chaos of our friend groups and honestly, a break from myself.
I slid into my usual corner table near the back, pulled out my laptop, opened a Word document, and proceeded to stare blankly at it for five straight minutes.
“Focus,” I whispered to myself.
The library was quiet. Peaceful.
Until it wasn’t.
A shadow fell across my table.
I looked up and nearly forgot how breathing worked.
Wonbin stood in front of me, backpack slung over one shoulder, black hair falling softly over his forehead.
He looked unfairly good in the dim library light.
“…Hi,” he said, voice gentle.
“Hi,” I echoed, too quickly.
He hesitated, thumb brushing the strap of his bag. “Is this seat taken?”
He pointed at the chair beside me - beside, not across.
“Nope,” I said, absolutely not sounding normal.
He pulled the chair out quietly, sliding into it.
Not across. Not diagonal…. but right next to me.
“So,” I said, casual in a way that wasn’t casual at all, “you study here often?”
He shook his head. “Not usually.”
“Oh?” I asked.
His eyes flicked to me. “I wanted to sit somewhere calm today.”
My heartbeat did something stupid.
I didn’t ask if he meant me.
I didn’t need to.
He set his backpack down and pulled out a notebook, then a pair of wired earbuds.
He glanced at me again, then at the table, then back at me.
“Do you want music?” he asked softly.
“What kind?”
He held up his phone, showing a playlist of slow, soft R&B songs.
Oh, come on.
How was anyone supposed to stay composed around him?
“Sure,” I said, somehow managing words.
He untangled the earbuds, then offered one out to me.
The moment I put it in, our shoulders brushed.
A tiny thing, a moment so small it barely existed, but it sent heat curling through my stomach.
Wonbin pretended to be focused on his notebook.
I pretended not to notice how close he sat.
For several minutes, we both worked silently.
But a certain awareness simmered between us — the kind of quiet intensity you could feel under your skin.
Then he leaned closer.
So close I could feel his shoulder pressed against mine.
So close his cologne, clean and warm, drifted around me.
So close that if I turned my head even a little…
My breath hitched.
“What are you working on?” he murmured, voice low from concentration.
“An essay,” I said. “Due tomorrow.”
He hummed softly. “Procrastinating again?”
I narrowed my eyes playfully. “Are you calling me out?”
“You’re easy to read,” he said.
My cheeks warmed. “I didn’t know you paid that much attention.”
He paused mid-note.
Very slowly, he lifted his gaze to me.
“I do,” he said.
A spark shot down my spine.
I looked away first, because of course I did. His words had been too soft, too sincere… and too dangerous.
I buried my face in my screen, typing random nonsense to seem busy.
We studied like that for another twenty minutes, but I didn’t absorb a single word.
How could I?
Every few minutes, he shifted closer without realizing it. His knee brushed mine under the table, and he didn’t move it.
Not immediately.
Not at all, actually.
I could feel his warmth.
And suddenly studying literature theory felt like an Olympic sport.
After a while, he leaned toward my laptop again.
“What is this part supposed to mean?” he asked, reading over my shoulder.
He was close.
Too close.
His cheek brushed my hair, sending a shiver across my skin.
His breath warmed the side of my neck, and I swear my brain briefly disconnected from reality.
I turned slightly and his face was right there.
His eyes dropped to my lips for the quickest, most devastating second.
My heart nearly exploded.
“Oh um” I stammered, forcing myself back against the chair. “It’s uh symbolic… stuff.”
He blinked slowly. “Symbolic… stuff.”
“Very complex,” I said weakly.
A smile tugged at his lips: small, amused, and impossibly soft.
He leaned back finally, giving me air I desperately needed.
“You’re cute when you panic,” he murmured.
My jaw dropped.
I stared at him.
He stared at me.
Then he seemed to realize what he’d just said.
He cleared his throat, eyes shifting away. “I mean um you make… interesting faces when you… you know.”
“Oh.”
I nodded, staring down at my keyboard.
“Oh.”
Cute.
He called me cute.
I wanted to scream into a pillow.
To save myself, I pressed play on the next song. Something slow and melodic filled my earbud, something about wanting someone but not saying it out loud.
Of course.
We kept studying or pretending to and the silence between us grew thicker, heavier.
At one point, he reached for his water bottle, and when he set it down, his fingers brushed mine by accident.
His hand froze.
So did mine.
Neither of us pulled away.
Not for several seconds.
My chest tightened.
His breathing changed; softer, shallower.
His eyes flicked down to our hands, to the way our fingers had barely touched.
Then—
“Y/n?”
My heart jumped. “Yes?”
He looked like he was thinking too hard.
Like he wanted to say something.
But then he swallowed and shook his head.
“Nothing.”
But it wasn’t nothing.
I felt it.
He felt it.
The moment fluttered in the air between us, delicate and fragile.
Wonbin cleared his throat and sat back, pulling the earbud out.
“I should head to class soon,” he said.
“Yeah,” I said, trying not to sound disappointed. “Me too.”
He started packing his things.
I closed my laptop, trying to calm the restless beating in my chest.
We stood at the same time.
And for a moment, we were close again, closer than before.
His gaze flicked over my face, pausing just a second too long at my mouth.
I stepped back.
He didn’t move.
“Y/n,” he said quietly.
“Yes?”
His black hair fell slightly into his eyes, and he didn’t push it back this time. He just looked at me under it, soft and unreadable.
“You don’t have to study alone,” he said. “If you want… I mean… you can sit with me anytime.”
A small warmth bloomed in my chest: bright, unexpected, and dangerously hopeful.
“I’d like that,” I said.
He nodded once, lips curving into something almost shy.
Then he lifted his hood over his messy black hair and walked beside me through the library doors; close, comfortable, and quiet.
I told myself it was nothing.
But the echo of his shoulder brushing mine told me I was lying.
Campus during late afternoons always felt like a dream; golden sunlight, long shadows, laughter bouncing off brick walls. The kind of atmosphere where people fell in love without meaning to.
I wasn’t planning to fall in love that day.
But apparently the universe had other plans.
Wonbin and I were walking out of the humanities building after class. Not together, but close enough that it felt like we were.
He had headphones around his neck, hands in the pockets of his black hoodie, hair slightly messy like he’d been running his hands through it.
He looked tired. Soft. Beautiful in a way that made my stomach flip.
“Did you finish the reading?” I asked, adjusting my bag strap.
He shook his head. “No. I’ll do it later.”
“That’s what you said yesterday,” I teased.
His lips curved, just barely, but it was the kind of smile he only gave to people he was comfortable with.
I shouldn’t have felt special.
But I did.
We were just stepping outside when it happened.
A girl, pretty, confident, perfectly put-together, walked straight up to him.
Wonbin slowed, blinking.
She stood a little too close.
I stepped a little too far away.
“Wonbin?” she said, voice sweet. “Do you have a second?”
He nodded politely. “Sure.”
I tried to look uninterested.
Tried very, very hard.
“Oh god,” I whispered internally. “It’s happening. I’m witnessing an actual living K-drama trope.”
I clutched the strap of my bag, pretending to scroll through my phone.
But I was absolutely listening.
“I’ve… noticed you in class,” the girl said shyly. “And I think you’re really cool. I was wondering if, maybe, you’d want to get coffee sometime?”
I froze.
She confessed.
She confessed.
She confessed.
My heart fell straight through the sidewalk.
Wonbin didn’t answer immediately.
He looked down for a moment, thoughtful.
Then he shook his head gently.
“I’m sorry,” he said, voice soft. “I’m not interested in dating right now.”
Her face fell, but she managed a polite smile. “Oh. Okay. I understand.”
She walked away gracefully.
I tried to breathe normally, but something tight wrapped around my chest anyway.
Wonbin turned back toward me.
“You ready to go?” he asked.
“Yep,” I said brightly.
Way too brightly.
He frowned slightly; not annoyed, but… concerned.
We walked across the courtyard in silence. Students lounged on the grass, couples shared earphones, the sun dipped lower. It was beautiful.
But none of it touched me.
My thoughts spiraled.
She was pretty. And confident. And the kind of girl people like him deserved. The kind I wasn’t.
“Are you okay?” Wonbin asked suddenly.
I blinked. “What? Of course.”
“Hmm.” He didn’t sound convinced.
I kept my eyes ahead. “Why wouldn’t I be?”
“You got quiet.”
“I’m fine.”
He studied my face carefully.
Too carefully.
“You look sad,” he said quietly.
That made me stop walking.
“I don’t look sad,” I insisted.
His eyes softened in a way that hurt more than the confession did.
He stepped in front of me, blocking my path.
“Y/n.”
Just my name. Soft. Warm. Real.
My chest tightened painfully.
“You don’t have to pretend,” he said.
It was too much.
Too gentle.
Too exactly-what-I-needed-to-hear and exactly-what-I-couldn’t-handle.
I looked away, eyes tracing cracks in the pavement.
“I’m not pretending,” I whispered, even though I was.
He lowered his head slightly, trying to catch my gaze.
“Y/n,” he said again, quieter this time. “Did something I said… or something she said… did it bother you?”
My breath caught.
Oh god.
He noticed.
He noticed me noticing.
“No. Of course not,” I said too fast, too defensively, too everything.
Wonbin’s brows knit together.
He stepped a little closer.
Not enough to touch, but close enough that the air felt strange again: charged, fragile.
“Y/n,” he murmured, “you zoned out. It feels like you’re somewhere far away.”
“I’m just tired,” I lied.
His eyes searched mine.
Dark. Concerned.
Beautiful in a way that made my knees weaken.
Then, so softly I almost didn’t hear it, he said:
“You disappeared for a second. Where did you go?”
And that was it.
The moment carved itself into me.
The sincerity in his voice.
The subtle ache behind the question.
Like he genuinely missed me, even though I hadn’t gone anywhere.
I swallowed hard. “It’s nothing.”
But he didn’t move.
“Did it bother you when she confessed?” he asked quietly.
I froze.
His eyes were on me, steady and unguarded in a way that made my chest ache.
“Why would it bother me?” I said weakly.
His gaze flickered. Confusion, then something else.
“Because you…” he started, then stopped.
“Because I what?” I whispered.
He looked almost… frustrated. Not at me, at himself, like he was trying to find the right words.
“Because you looked…” He paused again, jaw flexing.
“…hurt.”
The breath I’d been holding escaped in a shaky exhale.
“No,” I said softly, forcing a smile. “I’m fine. Really.”
Wonbin’s eyes lingered on my face for a long moment.
I saw the exact second he decided not to push further.
He nodded once. “Okay.”
But he didn’t look convinced.
We started walking again.
The silence between us was different this time: tender, fragile, filled with unspoken things.
A golden leaf drifted down, landing on his shoulder. Without thinking, I reached up and brushed it off.
My fingers grazed his hoodie.
He stopped walking.
And he looked at me in this slow, deliberate way that made my breath vanish.
“Thanks,” he said softly.
I nodded, trying not to drown in the way he was looking at me.
We reached the dorms eventually.
The sky had turned pink and orange, painting him in warm light.
He lingered at the steps, like he wasn’t quite ready to say goodbye.
“You sure you’re okay?” he asked again.
This time, his voice cracked slightly.
It almost broke me.
I forced another smile. “Really. I’m good.”
He didn’t believe me.
But he let it go anyway.
“Night, Y/n,” he said finally.
“Night.”
I walked inside, heart aching, body warm, mind spinning.
That girl had confessed her feelings.
But mine were still tucked quietly in my chest, pressed between the pages of every moment we shared.
Moments he didn’t see the same way.
Moments that meant too much.
I shut my dorm door behind me and leaned against it, exhaling shakily.
I liked him.
Too much.
Too quietly.
Too deeply.
And now?
I wasn’t sure how to protect myself from something that felt this real.
Movie nights with our combined friend groups were always exactly the same: too loud, too chaotic, too many snacks, and someone (usually Sohee) dramatically gasping every ten minutes at something everyone else missed.
But this night felt different.
Maybe because I was still shaken from the confession incident.
Maybe because I hadn’t seen Wonbin much since.
Or maybe because he was currently sitting at the far end of the couch… and still somehow felt too close.
Eunseok had invited everyone over. Mira brought enough snacks for a small army, Sungchan complained about choosing a movie, and Shotaro curled under a blanket like a content cat.
Meanwhile, I retreated to the floor beside the coffee table, pretending to organize the chips so I wouldn’t accidentally stare at Wonbin.
But of course, I did anyway.
He sat quietly, hoodie sleeves pushed to his elbows, black hair falling naturally over his forehead. The soft blue light from the TV flickered across his face, making his features look sharper, deeper. Dangerous.
He wasn’t watching the screen.
He was watching the group.
Then his eyes landed on me.
And for a moment, a tiny, breath-stealing moment, his expression changed.
Softened.
Like he was relieved I was here.
A warm ache pressed against my chest.
I tore my gaze away before my heart exploded.
Halfway through the movie, I quietly stood and slipped into the kitchen for water. My emotions were too loud. And the room felt too small.
The kitchen was dim, only lit by the glow under the cabinets.
Cooler. Quieter.
I leaned against the counter and exhaled slowly.
Then footsteps approached.
I didn’t even need to turn around to know it was him.
Wonbin’s presence had a weight; gentle, warm, unmistakable.
He stepped inside, softly closing the door behind him.
The noise from the living room muffled instantly.
For a second, he just stood there, hands in his pockets, watching me like he was trying to figure something out.
“Hey,” he said finally.
I swallowed. “Hey.”
He stepped closer, not enough to touch, but enough to feel his warmth.
The under-cabinet light painted his features in a soft golden glow. His hair shadowed his eyes, but I could still see their intensity.
“You disappeared,” he said quietly.
“I just needed a drink.”
“That’s not what I meant.”
I looked away, suddenly feeling too exposed.
He took another step toward me.
“Are you avoiding me?” he asked.
“What? No.”
“Y/n.”
There he went again, saying my name like it meant something.
Like I meant something.
I forced a small laugh. “I’m not avoiding you.”
He studied me, eyebrows slightly drawn.
Then, with a soft sigh, he leaned against the counter beside me. Not touching but close enough that our arms were only a few inches apart.
The air between us thickened instantly.
“Was it because of what happened the other day?” he asked.
I stiffened.
“The confession?” he added gently.
I stared straight ahead at the sink. “It’s fine. Really.”
He turned his head slowly toward me.
“You’re not fine,” he said.
My breath caught.
Something in his voice, the quiet certainty, the careful attention, held me still.
“I don’t understand why you think I’d care that much,” I whispered, trying to keep my voice casual.
Wonbin didn’t answer right away.
Instead, he shifted slightly, closing the last bit of space between us until our arms brushed.
Barely.
Softly.
Heat crawled up my skin.
“I notice more than you think,” he said.
My heart thudded painfully.
He looked down at my hand resting on the counter, then at his own, then back at me.
He didn’t reach for me.
But something in his posture said he wanted to.
“I shouldn’t…” he murmured, half to himself.
“Shouldn’t what?” I asked, barely breathing.
Wonbin hesitated.
His jaw tightened slightly.
His eyes flicked to my lips, once, quick, almost imperceptible.
I felt it like a spark.
Instead of answering, he reached past me to grab a glass from the cabinet above.
He had to lean in.
Too close.
Far, far too close.
His chest brushed my arm, his breath fanned across my cheek, and for a moment my whole body froze.
I stared straight ahead, trying not to tremble.
He reached higher, the hem of his hoodie lifting slightly, revealing a small sliver of skin above his waistband.
I looked away so fast I nearly gave myself whiplash.
But he definitely noticed.
He paused, hand still on the glass, and slowly looked down at me.
Our eyes met.
Everything inside me stilled.
The room felt too warm. Too quiet. Too intimate.
“Y/n…” he whispered.
My heart beat so loud I was terrified he could hear it.
“Yes?” It came out barely audible.
He held the glass but didn’t move. His face was only inches from mine now. I could see the tiny flecks of brown in his eyes, the soft curve of his lower lip, the faint rise of his chest with each breath.
For a moment, the air between us tightened, heavy, charged, waiting.
“I…” he started.
My pulse surged.
His gaze dipped again to my mouth, longer this time.
His lips parted like he was about to say something else. Something true. Something dangerous.
I leaned forward without meaning to.
Just a fraction.
Just enough to close some invisible gap.
He noticed.
His breath hitched.
His eyes softened, melted, like he was falling into something he couldn’t stop.
“Y/n,” he whispered again, voice low and warm and trembling with something I didn’t dare name.
And then –
Sungchan’s loud voice blasted from the hallway:
“WONBIN! BRO, WE PAUSED THE MOVIE FOR YOUR BATHROOM BREAK!”
The moment shattered.
Wonbin jerked back slightly, blinking hard like someone waking from a dream.
I slid away from the counter, too quickly, trying to calm my racing heart.
“Oh… sorry,” Wonbin called back, running a hand through his hair.
He exhaled sharply.
Frustrated? Embarrassed?
Both?
Sungchan barged in without warning. “Dude, come on! Mira said if we don’t finish the movie, she’s gonna make us watch a documentary about industrial fishing instead.”
Wonbin’s eye twitched. “I’m coming.”
Sungchan turned to me with a bright smile. “Y/n! You coming too?”
My voice cracked. “Y-yeah. Sure.”
Wonbin didn’t look at Sungchan.
He looked at me.
A long, silent, heavy look.
Like something important had been suspended between us, and he didn’t know how to handle the loss of it.
He opened his mouth slightly, as if to say something.
Then closed it again.
Without another word, he followed Sungchan out.
I stayed in the kitchen for a moment, gripping the counter to steady my shaking legs.
What had just happened?
He had leaned in.
He had looked at me like he wanted…
No.
No, I shouldn’t think like that.
But my body remembered the heat of him.
The closeness.
The near-confession hovering in his voice.
And my heart… my heart was already gone.
When I finally returned to the living room, the lights felt too bright. The group too loud. The space too small.
Wonbin sat back on the couch.
He didn’t look at me.
But every few seconds, his eyes drifted quickly, secretly in my direction.
And every time they did, I felt the ghost of the kitchen moment echo through my skin.
Something had shifted.
Something dangerous.
Something real.
Something I wasn’t ready for… and couldn’t stop wanting.
For two days after the almost-confession—that almost-kiss, almost-something, Wonbin didn’t bring it up.
He was normal.
Perfectly normal.
Too normal.
Which meant I had spent 48 hours replaying every tiny detail of that kitchen moment, wondering if I’d imagined it all. If the light made his eyes look softer. If I’d leaned forward more than I remembered. If he’d really looked at my mouth that long, that intensely.
If he’d wanted to.
I tried not to think about it.
Tried so, so hard.
But today, thinking wasn’t optional.
Not when Hyunwoo walked up to me outside the business building with that easy smile and annoyingly perfect timing.
He was nice. Friendly.
Exactly the type of guy I’d probably be into if I wasn’t already ruined by someone with black hair and quiet eyes.
“Y/n!” Hyunwoo said, waving as he jogged over.
“Oh… hey,” I said, adjusting my backpack.
“I was hoping I’d run into you,” he said. “I still have those notes from class if you want them.”
“That’d be great,” I said, smiling politely. “I really appreciate it.”
He stepped a little closer.
A normal amount.
A friendly amount.
But something about standing near a guy who wasn’t Wonbin suddenly felt… weird.
As Hyunwoo dug through his bag, something in the building’s glass door caught my eye.
A reflection.
Wonbin.
Standing just behind us.
Watching.
He wasn’t doing anything. He wasn’t saying anything.
But the look on his face—
Jesus.
His jaw clenched once.
His eyes flicked from Hyunwoo… to me… then back to Hyunwoo.
I had never seen him look like that.
Like he didn’t know what to do with the emotion running through him.
Hyunwoo handed me the notes with a big grin. “If you ever need help studying, I’m free most afternoons.”
“Oh… thank you,” I said automatically.
Behind him, Wonbin’s posture stiffened.
I felt it.
I felt him.
Hyunwoo added lightly, “Actually, I was going to grab coffee, do you want… ”
“Y/n.”
The voice cut cleanly through the air.
Hyunwoo and I both turned.
Wonbin stood a few feet away, hands in his hoodie pockets, gaze dark and unreadable.
“Uh… hey, man,” Hyunwoo said with a nervous smile. “Didn’t see you there.”
Wonbin nodded once. “Obviously.”
Hyunwoo blinked, confused.
I blinked, very confused.
Wonbin didn’t move.
Didn’t soften.
Didn’t smile.
He just looked at me and said, in a low voice:
“Can we talk?”
Hyunwoo looked between us, eyebrows lifting slightly. “Oh. Sure. I’ll, um, see you later, Y/n.”
“Bye,” I said.
Before the last syllable left my mouth, Wonbin had already turned and walked toward one of the small study alcoves beside the hall.
I followed because… well… how could I not?
When I stepped inside, he shut the door behind us.
Softly.
Not angrily.
But somehow, the soft click felt louder than the movie-night interruption.
He didn’t speak right away.
Just stood there, breathing a little too hard, looking everywhere except at me.
Finally, I said, “Do you… want to talk about something?”
He exhaled through his nose. “Yeah.”
Silence stretched out, tight and warm and suffocating.
Then he said, still not looking at me:
“You didn’t tell me you were close with him.”
“Hyunwoo?” I blinked. “We’re not close. We’re just classmates.”
“You said his name fast.”
I stared at him. “What does that even mean?”
He ran a hand through his black hair, messing it up further.
A sign he was frustrated.
Or trying not to sound frustrated.
“I heard him ask you out.”
“He didn’t ask me out,” I said quickly. “He asked if I wanted to borrow his notes.”
“You don’t borrow notes with that tone,” he muttered.
I blinked. “Wonbin, are you… ”
“Jealous?” he finished for me, voice sharp and quiet.
I froze.
He froze too; eyes widening just a little, like he hadn’t meant to say the word out loud.
A beat passed.
He glanced away, jaw tightening again.
“I’m not jealous,” he said quickly.
A lie.
A terrible lie.
His shoulders were tense.
His breathing uneven.
And he still wasn’t looking at me.
He stepped closer, one step, then another, until the study alcove felt too small, too warm, too something.
I backed up until my legs hit the small table behind me.
His hand came up, hesitated and then rested on the table beside me.
Not touching me.
But close.
Close enough that my breath caught.
“Y/n,” he said softly, but it was a different softness than usual.
A conflicted, raw kind of softness.
“Why does it bother you?” I whispered.
He swallowed hard, eyes finally meeting mine.
“A guy was flirting with you.”
“So?”
“So,” he said, taking another step closer, “you looked like you didn’t mind.”
“I didn’t even notice!”
“You smiled.”
I stared. “I smile at everyone!”
His eyes darkened. “Not like that.”
My pulse jumped.
His other hand came up and pressed against the table beside my waist, boxing me in.
Low wall.
Quiet room.
Just him and me.
Breathing too close.
Looking too hard.
He stood inches away.
His hoodie brushed my arm.
His breath warmed my neck.
This was not normal friend behavior.
“You’re acting weird,” I whispered.
“I am,” he whispered back.
My chest tightened.
His eyes searched mine, slow and intense, like he was trying to read something he didn’t understand.
“Y/n…” His voice lowered, almost pained. “I didn’t like seeing him talk to you.”
“Why?”
He didn’t answer.
Instead, his gaze dropped, deliberately… to my mouth.
My breath hitched.
He heard it.
His eyes flicked up again, something fierce and unspoken in them.
“Why does it matter?” I whispered.
His voice came out rough.
Raw.
“Because I… ”
A loud bang at the door jolted both of us.
“Oh my god!” Sohee shrieked from the hallway. “Who put THE TWO OF YOU in a room together?! You guys okay? You’ve been in there for like twenty minutes!”
I nearly jumped out of my skin.
Wonbin stepped back instantly, running both hands over his face.
“Twenty minutes?!” he whispered harshly. “We were here for two minutes.”
It had not been two minutes.
“Uh… yeah! We’re good!” I squeaked.
Sohee huffed. “You better be. We’re voting on lunch options. Mira said if we don’t vote, she’s choosing for us and she has terrible taste.”
Footsteps faded away.
Silence returned.
Wonbin and I stood a few feet apart, breathing like we’d just sprinted across campus.
He didn’t look at me.
I didn’t look at him.
Everything he almost said still hung heavily in the room, thickening the air.
Finally, he murmured:
“I shouldn’t have said anything.”
The crack in my chest widened.
“Wonbin… ”
He shook his head, already stepping away.
“I’ll… see you later.”
And then he was gone.
Just like that.
Leaving me alone in the alcove, heart racing, mind spinning, body buzzing with everything he didn’t say.
But even without saying it, I knew:
He cared.
More than he wanted to admit.
More than he knew how to handle.
And something inside me whispered… this was only the beginning.
Some days, the universe wakes up and decides:
Yes. Today is the day we emotionally torture Y/n for absolutely no reason.
This was one of those days.
My last class ended at 6 p.m. By the time I stepped outside, the sky had opened up completely.
Sheets of rain poured down, puddles formed instantly, and the wind was doing that sideways-attack thing that made umbrellas practically useless.
Which would’ve been fine.
If I had one.
I stared at the downpour in defeat. “Great. Amazing. Spectacular.”
I checked my bag again, even though I already knew the truth.
No umbrella.
No hoodie.
No hope.
I was contemplating whether pneumonia was worth the walk when a shadow fell over me.
A tall one.
Warm.
Familiar.
“You’ll get sick,” Wonbin said quietly.
I turned around.
He stood just behind me, black umbrella tilted protectively over both of us.
Hair slightly damp from the short walk over.
Hoodie zipped halfway.
Eyes soft.
Too soft.
“Oh,” I breathed. “You’re here.”
His eyebrow lifted slightly. “You say that like I appeared out of thin air.”
“You kind of did,” I muttered.
He gave the smallest smile, the kind he only let slip when he wasn’t thinking too hard.
Without another word, he stepped closer so the umbrella covered me more fully.
The movement was so natural, so instinctive, it hurt.
“Forgot your umbrella?” he asked.
“Maybe.”
“Maybe?” he echoed, amused.
I sighed. “Okay, yes.”
Wonbin looked up at the sky. “It’s not letting up soon.”
“I can just run,” I said, stepping forward.
But his arm shot out, stopping me with a gentle touch to my sleeve.
“Y/n.”
Just my name.
Soft.
Low.
With that hint of… something.
“You’re not running,” he said calmly. “You’ll slip.”
He stepped in front of me, angling the umbrella, and every drop of rain seemed to turn into slow motion.
The soft glow from the streetlamp hit the water on his hair, making it glisten.
Dark strands clung to his forehead.
His lashes looked longer, heavier.
He looked unreal.
I swallowed hard. “You look like a drama hero right now.”
His lips twitched. “Is that bad?”
“It’s distracting.”
He blinked once. Slowly. “For who?”
“For me.”
The silence that followed was electric.
He didn’t smile.
But something in his eyes shifted; like the words hit deeper than I intended.
“Come on,” he said gently. “I’ll walk you.”
We started down the path.
The umbrella wasn’t big enough for both of us, so we walked close.
Too close.
Our arms brushed.
Then brushed again.
The second time, he didn’t move away.
He shifted the umbrella instead, tilting it more toward me, letting his shoulder get rained on.
“You’re getting wet,” I protested.
“It’s fine.”
“It’s not… ”
“It’s fine,” he repeated, voice firmer.
I stopped arguing.
Raindrops hit the edges of the umbrella like soft applause.
After a moment, he said quietly, “Did you talk to Hyunwoo again today?”
My stomach tightened. “No.”
He nodded once, eyes focused ahead, jaw tight.
Possessive.
But trying to hide it.
I bit my lip. “Why do you ask?”
He didn’t answer immediately.
“I just… wondered,” he said at last, voice low.
We turned a corner, the path narrow and crowded with students trying to escape the rain.
Wonbin shifted closer.
His hand grazed mine.
Barely.
A whisper of contact.
But the warmth shot straight through me.
I pulled in a breath. “Wonbin…”
He glanced down. “Hmm?”
“You’re… very close.”
He didn’t move away.
Instead, he asked softly:
“Do you want me to move?”
My throat went dry.
I should say yes.
I should say something logical, self-preserving, normal.
But all that came out was:
“I don’t know.”
He stopped walking.
Just, stopped.
The rain crashed around us, loud and relentless, but under the umbrella it felt quiet.
Like we were in our own private little world.
He turned to face me fully.
Our bodies weren’t touching.
But they were close enough to feel each other’s warmth.
He looked down at me, rainlight catching in his dark eyes. His lashes were wet. His hair dripped slightly onto his hoodie.
He looked undone in a way I’d never seen before.
Soft.
Careful.
Almost vulnerable.
“Y/n,” he whispered, voice barely audible over the rain.
I trembled.
“Yes?”
His gaze fell, slowly, deliberately to my mouth.
My pulse spiked.
He leaned in just a little.
Just enough to make my breath catch.
He wasn’t touching me.
But it felt like his entire presence was.
Something flickered across his face: a mix of frustration, longing, and restraint that made my heart ache.
“I don’t get it,” he murmured.
“Get what?” I asked, breathless.
“Why it bothers me so much.”
My heartbeat stuttered. “What bothers you?”
He exhaled shakily, lowering his head until our foreheads nearly touched.
“When other guys talk to you,” he said softly.
“When they look at you.”
A pause.
“And when you look back.”
My breath left me all at once.
“Wonbin…”
He closed his eyes briefly, jaw tense.
“I don’t want to be this person,” he whispered. “I don’t want to care this much.”
“But you do,” I said, voice barely a breath.
His eyes opened, slow, dark, unbearably warm.
He looked at me like something inside him was cracking open.
“I do.”
The confession wasn’t loud.
Wasn’t dramatic.
It was quiet, raw, truthful.
And it hit harder than anything else.
His hand lifted, hesitated… then brushed a wet strand of hair away from my cheek.
His fingertips grazed my skin.
Soft.
Lingering.
Too gentle to be friendly.
My knees nearly buckled.
He swallowed hard. “Y/n…”
A drop of rain slid off his hair and landed on my lips.
His eyes followed it.
He leaned in.
Slowly.
So slowly I felt every second in my bones.
His nose brushed mine.
Barely.
A whisper of contact.
I forgot how to breathe.
He whispered, “Tell me to stop.”
I couldn’t.
I didn’t want to.
But before anything else could happen, before the moment could tip into something irreversible…
Someone yelled from across the courtyard:
“YO! IS THAT WONBIN UNDER AN UMBRELLA? BRO, WHY YOU LOOK LIKE YOU’RE ABOUT TO KISS SOMEONE?!”
Eunseok.
Of course.
Wonbin flinched back half an inch, eyes closing in sheer agony.
“I’m going to kill him,” he muttered.
Heat flooded my face. I stepped back quickly, heart pounding against my ribs.
Eunseok jogged over, panting dramatically. “Sorry! Didn’t know you were busy flirting.”
“We weren’t… ” I started.
“We weren’t… ” Wonbin said at the exact same time.
We froze.
Eunseok snorted. “Yeah. Totally convincing.”
Wonbin shot him a deadly look.
Eunseok raised his hands. “Okay, okay, relax. I just came to ask if you guys wanna grab dinner.”
Wonbin didn’t take his eyes off me.
Not once.
Not even when he answered, voice quiet and strangely careful:
“Yeah. Dinner.”
But the unspoken words between us were louder than the rain.
Something had happened.
Something real.
Something neither of us could pretend away now.
And as we walked toward the dorms, the umbrella held awkwardly high, Eunseok rambling ahead of us, Wonbin walked close enough that our shoulders brushed again.
But this time? He didn’t move away.
Game night at Eunseok’s apartment always followed the same pattern:
Someone cheats at least once (Sungchan).
Someone screams louder than necessary (Sohee).
Mira threatens to quit the friend group.
Shotaro eats half the snacks.
Anton pretends he’s above the chaos and absolutely isn’t.
But tonight felt different.
Maybe because the rain hadn’t stopped since the umbrella incident.
Maybe because Wonbin kept looking at me like he was remembering it too.
Maybe because I was remembering it too.
The moment he leaned in.
The raindrop on his lips.
His whispered, “I care.”
Yeah. I wasn’t forgetting that anytime this century.
By midnight, half the group had collapsed over each other like exhausted toddlers. Mira and Sohee were curled into one blanket, Sungchan was laying on the floor, and Eunseok had fallen asleep sitting upright against the wall.
I was horizontal on the couch.
Very cozy. Very warm.
And wearing a hoodie that did NOT belong to me.
I didn’t remember putting it on.
But the second I woke; groggy, disoriented, blinking slowly, I realized the heavy black fabric draped over me smelled like cedar, rain, and something that was unmistakably…
Wonbin.
I lifted my head slightly.
He wasn’t on the couch.
He wasn’t asleep with the others.
He was sitting on the floor beside me.
Back resting against the couch edge, long legs stretched out. Head turned slightly toward me. Watching me.
His eyes softened the moment they met mine.
“You’re up,” he whispered.
My voice came out gravelly and small. “How long was I asleep?”
“A while.”
“Did everyone else… ?”
“They knocked out first,” he murmured. “You fell asleep last.”
“And you… stayed here?”
He shrugged like it was obvious.
Like it wasn’t something that would send my heart into meltdown.
“I didn’t want you to be alone,” he said quietly.
Silence wrapped around us.
Soft.
Warm.
Comfortable in a way that made everything inside me ache.
I pushed myself up on my elbows, and the hoodie slipped off my shoulder.
Wonbin’s eyes flickered there for a millisecond before he looked away.
Respectful.
But flustered.
“You… put this on me?” I asked.
He hesitated. “Yeah.”
“Oh.”
I might have stopped breathing for a second.
He lifted a hand, rubbing the back of his neck. “You were shivering.”
I pulled the hoodie tighter around me. “Thank you.”
His lips curved just slightly. “You look cute in it.”
I blinked.
“What?”
His eyes widened, like he hadn’t meant to say that out loud.
He cleared his throat. “Forget it.”
“Um… no?”
He shook his head, refusing to look at me.
So I whispered, “You think I look cute?”
His jaw tightened.
“Wonbin.”
Nothing.
“Wonbin.”
Still nothing.
I leaned over the couch edge, face closer to his. “You’re blushing.”
He stiffened. “No, I’m not.”
“You can’t hide your ears,” I whispered.
His ears were definitely red.
He dragged a hand over his face. “Forget I said anything.”
But the more he tried to act normal, the more obvious it became:
He wasn’t unaffected.
Not even close.
I rested my cheek on the back of the couch cushion, watching him.
In the dim light from the kitchen, he looked softer than usual. Gentle. Tired in the prettiest way. Dark hair falling over his forehead, hoodie sleeves pushed up, long fingers tapping lightly against his knee.
“Why did you stay awake?” I asked quietly.
He looked up at me again.
Slow, deliberate, intentional.
“Because you were asleep… ” he said.
Something flipped inside me.
An entire circus of butterflies suddenly awakened.
“Oh,” I whispered, because my brain had stopped functioning.
He huffed a quiet laugh through his nose, then looked away again.
But the air had shifted.
Closer.
Warmer.
More fragile.
The kind of atmosphere where truth stopped hiding.
I lowered my voice. “Wonbin… about the rain…”
He inhaled sharply.
Yeah. He remembered.
I continued softly, “You almost said something.”
He didn’t move.
I watched his shoulders rise and fall with a slow, controlled breath.
“Y/n…” he murmured.
I bit my lip. “Were you going to kiss me?”
His eyes snapped to mine so fast I felt it in my bones.
Silence.
Too long.
Too loud.
Too telling.
He leaned his head back against the couch, eyes closing briefly.
“Y/n,” he said again, voice rougher, deeper, “you shouldn’t ask me things like that.”
“Why not?”
“Because I don’t know how to answer without making things complicated.”
My heart thudded.
“Wonbin,” I whispered, “you already made things complicated.”
He shifted, turning his body toward me.
Close enough that his knee brushed the couch cushion near my arm.
Close enough that I could see the tiny freckle under his left eye.
Close enough that my breath stilled again.
“Y/n,” he said slowly, “I don’t know what I’m doing.”
“You don’t have to know,” I whispered.
He looked at my mouth.
Very slowly.
“Y/n…”
“Wonbin.”
His breath caught.
We stayed like that, staring, breathing, suspended, until the loud snore from Sungchan broke the silence.
We both flinched.
Wonbin looked away, running a hand through his hair in frustration.
After a moment, he stood to grab a blanket from the armchair. Instead of handing it to me, he set it gently over my legs.
“You should sleep a little more,” he said quietly.
“I’m not tired.”
“You are.”
I shook my head. “I don’t want to sleep.”
“Why?”
“Because then the moment ends.”
The words slipped out without hesitation.
Wonbin froze.
Actually froze.
Then he sat back down beside the couch, closer this time. His knee touched the cushion near my hip, his shoulder brushing the edge.
He didn’t look at me.
But he said softly:
“It doesn’t end.”
A shiver ran through me.
“I don’t understand.”
He slowly turned his palm upward on his knee.
Open. Waiting. For me.
My breath hitched. “Wonbin…”
He didn’t move. Didn’t pressure. Just waited.
So I reached down… my fingers hovered over his.
He swallowed hard.
Then I slid my hand into his. His fingers closed around mine immediately.
Warm.
Gentle.
Intentional.
A real first touch.
Not accidental. Not an almost. Not a “maybe.” A choice.
He exhaled, quiet, shaky, like he’d been holding his breath for an hour.
His thumb brushed my knuckles once.
Slow.
Lingering.
“Y/n,” he whispered, “this is complicated.”
I tightened my grip. “I know.”
His voice dropped even lower. “But I don’t want to stop.”
Neither did I.
We sat like that for a long time; hand in hand, friends asleep around us, rain still tapping faintly at the windows.
Almost a couple.
Not quite.
But closer than ever.
And when he finally whispered, barely audible—
“Don’t fall asleep yet.”
I knew he wasn’t talking about the moment ending. He was talking about us.
It was the kind of Monday that could ruin anyone’s week.
Rain-free this time, thank God, but hotter than my patience.
I was walking across campus after my last class, earbuds in, pretending the world didn’t exist, when I saw her.
Or rather, I saw her.
She.
A girl from Wonbin’s literature class. Mid-length brown hair, oversized glasses, holding a notebook clumsily. She waved at him. Waved. Like they were best friends.
And he… waved back. Smiled. Smiled like he smiles at me when I make an idiot of myself.
I stopped in my tracks.
My chest tightened.
My brain short-circuited.
And my stomach did that twisting, nauseating tumble.
I wanted to walk away.
I wanted to pretend I hadn’t seen anything.
But my feet betrayed me.
I ended up standing behind a tree, pretending to read a text, all while Wonbin laughed lightly, leaning toward her.
“Of course,” she said, giggling at something he said. “You’re too easy to talk to.”
I wanted to scream.
No. I wanted to die.
Because that wasn’t a normal smile. Not the “friendly, college-classmate” smile. That was… soft. Too soft. Too intimate. For her.
I felt the world tilt sideways.
“Hey, Y/n! Wait up!”
And there he was, jogging toward me, bag slung over one shoulder, black hair a little messy. The smile he usually reserved for me was gone. Something serious replaced it.
I blinked at him.
“Uh… hi?” I muttered.
“Why are you walking like… like you just saw a ghost?” he asked, eyebrows furrowed.
I couldn’t speak.
“Because… I… nothing,” I finally managed. Too fast. Too frantic.
“Okay…” he said slowly, clearly confused. “You look weird. Really weird.”
“Am I… weird?” I asked, voice trembling slightly.
He frowned, stepping closer. “You’re acting… different. What’s going on?”
I shook my head. “Nothing. It’s fine. Forget it.”
But he didn’t.
Of course he didn’t.
“You’re lying.”
I froze.
“You are,” he said, calm but insistent. “Tell me what’s wrong.”
I wanted to scream. I wanted to tell him: I just saw you smile at someone else. Someone else! Why do you make me feel like this for months if you can smile at her like that?
But I didn’t.
Instead… I ran.
Because I was pathetic.
I didn’t see him again until after class that evening.
I was sitting in the library, head buried in my laptop, pretending to focus on a paper I didn’t even start. My hands shook a little.
And then he appeared.
Wonbin. With his backpack slung over one shoulder. Eyes sharp, scanning the room until they landed on me.
He didn’t sit.
He didn’t ask.
He just stood there. Watching.
“You’re avoiding me,” he said.
My stomach dropped.
“Excuse me?” I asked, trying to sound casual, which failed miserably.
“You’re avoiding me.” His tone was calm, but there was a dangerous edge underneath. “All day.”
“I… I’m not… ”
“Yes, you are.” He leaned on the table, close enough I could smell the cedar in his hoodie. “And I don’t like it.”
I froze.
He was too close.
The air between us crackled like electricity.
“I… I didn’t…” I stammered.
“You did,” he said softly, but firm enough to make my heart hammer. “And I’m asking you nicely. Y/n. Stop.”
I wanted to laugh. Nervously. Desperately.
“Stop… what?” I asked, trying to keep my voice level.
“Avoiding me. Pretending you don’t care. Pretending you’re fine.”
My breath caught.
“Wonbin…” I whispered.
He sighed, running a hand through his hair. “I know what you’re thinking.”
“What?”
“That girl from my class…” His dark eyes caught mine. Hard. Serious. “I don’t care about her like I care about you.”
My throat went dry.
I couldn’t breathe.
He softened. “Look, Y/n, I’m… I’m stupid sometimes. I’m late realizing things. But you… ” He paused, swallowed hard, and leaned closer. “You mean more to me than I let on. Always have.”
I felt like someone had punched the air out of my lungs.
“You… ” I started.
“Shh,” he said, placing a finger lightly against my lips. “Don’t say it yet.”
I obeyed.
He tilted his head slightly. “Just… let me. Please. Don’t run from me this time.”
“I’m… scared,” I admitted, voice trembling.
“Of me?” His lips quirked up into that soft, mysterious smile.
“Of… losing you,” I whispered.
He froze.
“You’re not losing me,” he said firmly, eyes blazing. “Do you hear me? Not ever. Not to anyone.”
His hand found mine on the table. Warm, insistent. Fingers lacing with mine.
“And stop pretending that you’re not enough,” he said quietly.
I blinked at him. “I… I don’t know if I am… enough… ”
“You are,” he said, voice low, insistent. “And if you don’t believe me yet, I’ll spend every day proving it to you.”
My chest tightened.
His thumb brushed over the back of my hand. Slow. Gentle. Intentional.
And then he leaned closer.
Closer than anyone had a right to, than I’d allowed anyone to be, than anyone ever had been.
I could feel his breath on my cheek. His heartbeat in his chest. His presence pressing against mine.
“Say it,” he whispered.
“Say what?”
“That you want this too. That you’re not pretending with me anymore.”
I swallowed hard. “I… I want this.”
His lips curved into that secretive, soft smile he reserved just for me.
“Good,” he murmured.
He leaned in, brushing his forehead against mine. Not a kiss. Not yet. Just… closeness.
And somehow, that was enough.
For now.
Because finally, after weeks of pretending, avoiding, fearing… finally, we were on the same page.
Finally, he was mine.
The week had been a delicate dance… texting when no one was around, brushing hands just enough to make my stomach flip, stealing glances across the library table. Every touch, every lingering look between Wonbin and me, felt charged with this quiet, private electricity that no one else could see. Until now.
We’d met the group at our usual café spot on a Saturday afternoon. Eunseok and Mira were already deep in a debate about some new drama Mira had binge-watched. Shotaro was juggling a muffin in one hand and his camera in the other, probably plotting to capture the “perfect candid” of us. And Jiwon, ever the mom friend, had two coffees in hand, one of which she plopped down in front of me with a knowing smile.
I slid into the booth across from Wonbin, trying to look casual, but my fingers kept brushing his under the table. His thumb traced tiny circles over mine, subtle enough that no one noticed, but I felt it all the way up to my ears.
“Did you guys see the new horror film?” Shotaro asked, eyes bright behind his glasses.
“Yeah, it was fine,” I muttered, though my attention kept flicking to Wonbin. His gaze found mine almost immediately, and I had to suppress the little shiver that ran down my spine.
Mira nudged me suddenly. “Y/n, who are you texting so much? Don’t lie, I can see that little smirk creeping across your face.”
I froze. Smirk? More like panic. My phone was tucked safely in my pocket. I shot her a nervous smile. “Uh… nobody.”
Before she could argue further, Wonbin leaned slightly toward me, just enough that our knees brushed. He gave me that small, private grin—the one he always reserved just for me.
“Hmm,” Mira said, clearly unconvinced, “that’s what I thought.” She shot a look at the rest of the group. “You two have been acting… weird.”
I tried to laugh it off, but Wonbin squeezed my hand under the table. My stomach did a little flip, and I couldn’t stop the goofy smile from spreading across my face.
Shotaro squinted suspiciously. “Wait. Wait wait wait.” He leaned forward, his voice dropping like he was about to uncover a massive secret. “Are you two… together?”
There was a pause that felt like it lasted a year. My heart was pounding so hard I was sure they could hear it. Wonbin didn’t let go of my hand. Instead, he gave me a small, amused tilt of his head, that soft, teasing look that made my knees feel wobbly.
“Yeah,” he said quietly, letting the word hang in the air, like it belonged to us.
Mira shrieked and practically launched herself across the table, wrapping us both in a chaotic hug. “I knew it! Y/n, you didn’t tell me!”
Eunseok chuckled, shaking his head, and nudged Wonbin. “You sly fox. I see how it is.”
Sungchan leaned back, eyes wide. “Wait… you guys are dating?!”
“Finally,” Sohee added dramatically, hands on her cheeks. “The suspense was killing me!”
Even Jiwon smiled softly, her eyes warm. “I think we all had an inkling, but it’s nice to see you two happy.”
Through all the chaos, Wonbin kept his hand on mine under the table, thumb brushing gently over my knuckles. My heart felt like it might burst. He leaned close just enough that my shoulder brushed his, and I caught the faint scent of cedarwood and soap.
“I guess we can’t hide it anymore,” I whispered, a little breathless.
“Not that I want to,” he murmured back, and my heart nearly stopped.
The group continued to chatter, tease, and laugh, but I barely heard them. I was too busy noticing how he looked at me, the way his eyes softened, the way his smile curved just for me. Finally, for the first time in a long time, I felt completely, undeniably seen.
The campus was quiet that evening, the kind of golden-hour light that made everything feel like it belonged in a photograph. Wonbin and I were walking side by side, each of us carrying a small cup of melting ice cream. The air was crisp, teasing a chill into my cardigan, but I didn’t mind. Not with him next to me.
I stole a glance at him. His black hair was slightly messy from the wind, and a few strands had stuck to his forehead. He looked effortlessly perfect; soft, patient, utterly calm, but for me, it was the small details that mattered. The way his fingers kept brushing against mine, the slight lift of his eyebrows when I said something funny, the quiet way he let me take the lead on small things, like picking our path across campus.
“You know,” I said, laughing softly as a drizzle of melted ice cream threatened my skirt, “I thought this campus had too many cafés, but this one might actually be my favorite.”
He glanced at me, eyes crinkling at the corners as he smiled. “I think I like it more when you’re here.”
I felt my stomach twist in the best possible way. My hand found his fingers lacing together naturally. It was private, but it was ours. And I realized… I no longer questioned if I was enough. Because with him, I just was.
We wandered through the courtyard, leaves crunching beneath our shoes. Every so often, he’d reach over to tuck a strand of hair behind my ear, and I could feel the warmth of his palm lingering just a second too long. I leaned into him, letting the small touches settle into the calm rhythm we’d found.
At one point, he stopped and lifted my hand, pressing a soft, fleeting kiss to my knuckles. “You know,” he murmured, eyes locked on mine, “I’m really glad it’s you.”
I felt my cheeks heat, and I laughed softly, hiding it against his shoulder as he draped his arm around me. “Me too,” I whispered.
We didn’t need more words. We just walked, hand in hand, across the campus grounds, sharing the quiet joy of being together. The city lights blinked on one by one, casting everything in a warm glow. And for the first time, I didn’t question myself, my worth, or what I might be to someone else.
With him, I simply existed, and that was more than enough.
He squeezed my hand gently, and I leaned my head against his shoulder, the world around us fading into the soft, comforting hum of our shared warmth. For the first time, I didn’t want to hide, didn’t want to overthink, didn’t want to pretend. I was here, and so was he. And that was everything.
Escaping the hectic city life, you move to a rural coastal village where a small population of mostly old people lived in peace. It was there that you found peace in your turbulent life and an unexpected connection with Park Wonbin.
Genre: strangers to lovers, slow burn, smut
Pairing: RIIZE Park Wonbin x afab!reader
Warnings: mature themes, explicit sexual content (18+), slow burn-ish. plot with only a little smut (is that a thing? lol), wonbin is misgendered at first
Notes: 19k words. Listening to You Are in Love by Taylor Swift. This was posted as a Jeonghan fic in my other blog, but I first wrote this as a Wonbin fic before I even launched moonriizing. So, yeah... I forgot what I was gonna say, lol. It's been a minute! This fic was long overdue. I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS ONE AS MUCH AS I DID!
Disclaimer: I do not know them, nor claim they would ever in real life behave the way they were portrayed in this fic.
After four hours on the road, you finally passed the sign marking the entrance to the small town. The coastal highway had felt endless. You drove through gentle hills before reaching the heart of the village, where a few modest establishments lined the narrow streets.
You knew what was waiting for you—a small, idyllic town—but even so, the retro charm of the downtown area caught you off guard. It was like a pocket of time frozen in place, with shopfronts displaying modern signs over worn wooden frames. No buildings rose taller than three stories, their colors faded but were still vibrant in the afternoon light.
You drove past the last few storefronts, through rows of homes and wide open fields until you reached the guest house. It looked much like the other houses in the neighborhood—simple and unassuming, save for the bright red roof and the wooden signpost by the gate. You stepped out of your car, looking around and calling out to see if anyone was home but there was no response.
“Is nobody home?” you muttered to yourself.
The gates were open, so you let yourself in, taking a moment to soak in the surroundings. The house had a traditional Korean setup, with a low table outside, a shed of large clay crocks—probably holding kimchi or fermented soybean paste—an outdoor cooking area, and other signs of daily life scattered around.
You were admiring the garden of flowers when the front door swung open, and a petite elderly woman stepped onto the porch, dressed in a floral blouse and loose pants. Her silver hair was neatly pinned back, her sharp eyes scanning you before she broke into a warm smile.
“You must be the city girl,” she said, hands on her hips. “Took you long enough.”
You blinked at her bluntness but relaxed when you caught the teasing glint in her eyes. You then offered an apologetic smile. “I know, I’m sorry. Something came up, so I had to delay for a day. Is the room still available?”
“Of course! We don’t get many guests here. Haven’t had a single one this year until you.” She waved you inside. “Come. I don’t usually take in long-term guests, but I liked the way you spoke on the phone. You seemed polite.”
Inside, the house was warm and lived-in, wooden beams stretching across the ceiling. Something was cooking in the kitchen, filling the space with a savory aroma that made your mouth water.
“You must be starving. You arrived right on time. Lunch is almost ready,” she called from the kitchen.
“Thank you. I’ll just grab my things from the car,” you said, pointing toward the door.
She nodded. “Ah, right. Let me help you with that.”
“No, it’s alright—”
“Binnie!” she called out before you could finish your protest. “Come out and help our guest with her luggage.”
A moment later, a figure appeared at the doorway. Tall and lanky, with dark soft-looking hair trimmed just above the shoulders framing her delicate features—a straight nose, full lips, and sharp, striking eyes with long lashes that would make anyone jealous.
There was something boyish in the way she moved. Her stride was quick and heavy, her clothes were loose and simple. A plaid button-down over a plain white t-shirt, and a pair of dark sweatpants. Not exactly the dainty look you might’ve expected from someone with a face like that, but it suited her.
“Binnie,” the elderly woman called again, motioning to the car outside.
She only hummed in response before stepping down from the porch and heading straight for your trunk. You followed after her, popping the trunk open just as she reached it.
“Thank you,” you said. “I can get the heavier ones,” you offered, out of habit more than anything.
Binnie barely spared you a glance before hauling out your largest suitcase like it weighed nothing. “It’s fine,” she muttered.
You blinked. Okay, strong girl.
A small duffel bag dangled from her other hand as she turned back toward the house, moving easily despite the weight. You had to admit, you were a little relieved to know there was another girl your age in the house. When you were researching this town, you’d been told most of the people who lived here were old and middle-aged. You’d expected to spend most of your time with elderly folks—nice as they were, they didn’t quite offer the same kind of connection. But with Binnie here, at least you’d have someone to talk to.
Shutting the trunk, you grabbed the rest of your bags and followed her inside.
The first three days passed uneventfully. You quickly became familiar with the routine in the house: the sounds of cooking from the kitchen, the fluttering of old curtains in the breeze, and the occasional gathering of the elderly ladies just outside the gates of the guest house. You had been expecting peace, but this was something else entirely—a rare kind of mundanity, where time seemed to stretch and slow down. You loved it more than you had anticipated.
Binnie, the granddaughter of the house, was always present in some way but never fully there. She rarely spoke, her gaze slipping past you instead of meeting your eyes, and she was gone for long stretches of the day. You sometimes wondered where she went—maybe she’s out and about around town, maybe she’s at work, maybe she’s somewhere even quieter than here—but it wasn’t a question you felt the need to ask. It didn’t seem like she would answer if you did, anyway.
When you did cross paths, the interactions were brief. A polite nod from her, a quick greeting from you. Occasionally, you’d catch her in the kitchen, stirring something at the stove, or stepping onto the porch with a towel slung over her shoulder, hair damp from a shower. Once, when you mumbled a sleepy “good morning” while rubbing the sleep from your eyes, you thought you saw the corner of her mouth twitch upward before she disappeared out the door.
You assumed she was just a little shy. Maybe reserved. That was fine with you. It was oddly nice having another soul around who didn’t expect constant conversation, as opposed to her grandmother who seemed to never run out of anything to talk about.
The guest house owner—Gram, as she liked to be called—was warm and thoughtful, though she saw your lack of movement as odd. She often encouraged you to explore, to go into town, to at least take a walk.
“Most people get restless after a day or two,” she said one morning, watching you sip your tea at the low table outside. “You, though, you act like you’ve been waiting your whole life to sit still.”
You grinned. “Honestly, Gram? I have.”
She clicked her tongue, unconvinced. “Binnie, why don’t you take her into town today? Show her around. The store won’t burn down without you for a day.”
At the mention of her name, Binnie, who had been quietly peeling fruit by the water pump, finally glanced at you. Her expression was unreadable, but her head tilted ever so slightly, as if sizing you up. Then, just as quickly, she shrugged. “Sure.”
It wasn’t exactly an enthusiastic invitation, and you didn’t want to force her into doing anything just because her grandma asked her to. “Thanks, Gram, but I swear, I’m fine. I’m enjoying myself.”
Gram sighed, shaking her head. “If you say so. But if you change your mind, just tell Bin.”
You nodded, and across the table, Binnie met your gaze again, her lips pressing into something like a faint smile before she went back to peeling.
Still, Gram refused to let you be completely idle. Every day, she gave you a small task—flipping sun-dried herbs at noon, covering them before sunset. It wasn’t much, but it made you feel like a part of the household rather than just a passing guest.
Binnie never commented on your meandering presence in the house. Sometimes, she’d walk past you on the way out, sometimes you’d catch sight of her returning in the late afternoon, looking effortlessly graceful yet somehow boyish in the way she moved.
As the days passed, little things about Binnie started catching your attention—details that didn’t quite match the soft-spoken, delicate image you’d formed of her at first. Her voice, though quiet, had a very low, steady timbre, almost deep. Occasionally, she’d roll her shoulders or rub the back of her neck in a way that felt oddly... rugged. There was something in the way she leaned against doorframes too, hands stuffed in her pockets, with a relaxed posture. And yet, she still looked as graceful as ever, with the wind blowing her dark hair soft against her skin, her features almost too pretty.
The contrast was interesting, but you didn’t think much of it. So what if she was a little rough around the edges? Plenty of girls had tomboyish sides.
Strong, you thought idly one afternoon, watching her haul in a sack of something from outside. Strong for someone so pretty.
She wasn’t unfriendly, but she wasn’t exactly inviting either. It wasn’t awkward, though. If anything, it suited the peacefulness of the guest house. You weren’t looking for company, and Binnie didn’t seem eager to offer it. But of course, living together would make people grow closer.
One morning, you found yourself at the kitchen table, lazily flipping through a magazine Gram had left lying around. Binnie stood by the sink, rinsing a handful of freshly picked persimmons.
“Do you eat these?” she asked, her voice low and steady as usual.
You looked up. It was the first time she’d spoken to you without it being a response to something you said first. “I like them, but I never really had them fresh like that,” you admitted.
She grabbed a towel and started drying one. “They taste better chilled.”
“Oh?” You watched as she set a few aside and placed the rest in the fridge. “Is there a difference?”
She shrugged, placing one on the table in front of you. “Try it later.”
After that, you noticed other little things.
When you forgot your slippers outside one evening, you found them neatly placed by the door the next morning. The first time you struggled to lift one of Gram’s large water jugs, Binnie walked past, muttered, “You’ll hurt your back,” and hoisted it up with ease before you could protest.
“Thanks,” you said, surprised.
Gradually, your paths started crossing more. If she was already outside when you went to dry the herbs, she’d sit nearby, scrolling through her phone or looking up at the sky seemingly deep in thought while you worked. If you ended up in the kitchen at the same time, she’d slide you a cup of whatever she was drinking without a word.
The conversations stretched a little longer, too. One weekend morning, you found her on the porch, sitting quietly under the sun. Without thinking, you sat beside her, stretching your legs out and basking in the sunshine.
“Gram says you haven’t gone to the beach yet,” she said.
You chuckled lightly. “Yeah. At this point, I think she’s pissed. She’s been trying to get me out of the house since day one and I haven’t moved anywhere farther than the gate.”
Binnie nodded with a smile, eyes still on the road. “She’s not used to people who like sitting still.”
“I did notice that, yes.”
You talked about the weather, the best place to buy snacks in town, how the local stray cats had more attitude than city ones. They weren’t deep conversations, but they were comfortable.
Binnie still wasn’t overly talkative, but she started meeting your eyes more, responding with more than just a nod. And sometimes, when she thought you weren’t paying attention, you’d catch a small, amused smile on her lips.
It wasn’t much, but you were getting used to each other.
On a cool Saturday afternoon, you sat cross-legged at the low wooden table outside, with a basket of vegetables sitting between you and Binnie. Gram had roped the both of you into helping with dinner, which, in her words, “would taste better with young hands working on it.”
You didn’t mind. It gave you something to do.
Binnie, across from you, was peeling potatoes efficiently. You, on the other hand, were going slower, carefully stripping the skin from each one with a small knife.
“Have you always lived here?” you asked. You had been talking about random stuff up until this point.
Binnie didn’t look up from her task. “Mostly.”
“What? Like, since birth?”
“Maybe,” she said, lips twitching.
You gave her a flat look. “That’s not a real answer.”
She considered for a second before finally saying, “I wasn’t born here, but I grew up here. I left a few years ago, but I came back.”
You nodded, filing that away. “Where did you go?”
She flipped a potato in her hand. “Seoul.”
“You lived there?”
“For a bit.”
“You’re very specific,” you said dryly.
She smirked. “You ask a lot of questions.”
“Of course. I have to know who I’m living with.”
“Mm.” She switched to peeling carrots. “You’re right. You do have to know who you’re living with. That’s fair, isn’t it?”
You rolled a potato in your hands. “I feel like I just set myself up.”
Binnie shot you an amused glance. “Why’d you come here?”
You shrugged, totally expecting that question to come up. “I wanted a change of pace.”
“That’s not a real answer.”
“The specifics are boring,” you said through gritted teeth, unwilling to divulge anything.
She peeled another strip from the carrot. “Fine, then. Why here of all places?”
You shrugged again. This time, you genuinely didn’t have any other answer other than; “It looked pretty in the catalogue.”
She let out a small huff of laughter. “Fair enough.”
For a while, neither of you spoke, just continuing your own work. The sun had started to dip lower in the horizon, and you were realizing once again how perfectly fitting it was that this guest house was called, The Sunset House.
“What do you do all day, anyway?” you asked, breaking the comfortable quiet. “I always see you coming and going, but you never say where you’re headed.”
Binnie hummed. “You never asked. Didn’t think you’d be curious.”
“Oh, I was curious but I wasn’t gonna ask. I was waiting for you to tell me yourself when you’re ready.”
That seemed to amuse her, if the way she snorted was any indication. “It’s nothing special like you’re making it sound like. There’s a convenience store downtown, I work there.”
You nodded. “Work? I didn’t think you were working.” you teased.
She snorted. “I have my own money and I know how to work for my meals.”
“I respect that,” you chimed, nodding in acknowledgment. Binnie simply shrugged and you were both quiet for a while.
Then you said, “Okay, but I have a real question.” Binnie looked up, waiting for you to continue. “What’s your skincare routine?”
She blinked at you, clearly caught off guard. “My what?”
“You have really nice skin,” you said matter-of-factly. “Like, it’s annoyingly flawless. I need to know what you’re using.”
She chuckled. “I just use whatever’s around.”
You frowned. “Liar.”
“It’s the truth,” she said, looking far too entertained.
“No fancy routine? No expensive products?”
“Nope.”
You narrowed your eyes at her, but she just kept peeling, smug as ever. You huffed. “This is so unfair. Your skin is prettier than mine and I have like, a ten-step skincare routine.”
“Sounds like a you problem.”
You grabbed a potato and chucked it at her arm. She caught it easily, laughing even as she shook her head. The conversation continued, flowing from one topic to another with no real direction—small questions, half-answers, and the occasional amused remark. It wasn’t deep, but it didn’t need to be.
By the time you finished, the basket of peeled vegetables was full, the sun had disappeared, and you had learned just enough about Binnie to know there was still more to figure out.
It was hard to ignore the nagging thought in your head ever since you arrived in town. While you tried to brush it off, convincing yourself that you deserved this break from your turbulent city life, the anxiety that you should be doing something more productive lingered in the back of your mind.
It was probably because your mind and body were so used to being on high alert all the time, functioning at full capacity every day for the last several years that you start getting anxious when you’re not doing anything and just relaxing. You could feel an odd sense of suspicion, nagging at the back of your mind like, “Shouldn’t you be doing something?”
Watering Gram’s garden plants was enough to push away all these thoughts, though.
As you stood under the gentle heat of the morning sun, you maneuvered the hose expertly, a result of doing the chore every day for the last few weeks. You let out a slow breath, feeling oddly content with the simplicity of it.
“Are you watering the plants or drowning them?”
You startled as Gram’s voice rang out. Turning, you found her watching you with a hand on her hip. “Come here,” she said, beckoning you over to the low wooden table. “I have a better use for those hands.”
You shut off the water and wandered over, only to be greeted with a rice cake shoved into your hand. “Would you like to come to the beach today?” she asked.
“The beach?”
“This woman moved here two months ago, Seola, very lovely. She’s a teacher at the daycare center. She arranged a picnic with the elderly and the children today.” Gram gave you a pointed look as she patted your hand. “You should come. You need to socialize with someone your age before you forget how to hold a conversation.”
Before you could respond, Binnie stepped out onto the porch in her usual shirt-over-tee combo and denim jeans, brushing her hair back with her hand, she slung a bag over her shoulder, acknowledging you with a brief nod before passing by.
“Gram, I’m off,” he said.
“Alright, see you later,” Gram replied. She waved him off before giving you another look. “Bin will be there too, so you don’t have to worry about being around people you don’t know.”
Not that you needed much convincing. You had already planned to explore town today anyway. You finally had enough of the idle days, and you were now ready to see and experience the quaint charm of this small town.
So at noon, just before lunchtime, you drove to the beachside with Gram, the car packed with the food she had heartily prepared all morning.
The beach was lively with old and young voices, laughter, conversation, and the sound of waves rolling against the shore. You helped Gram set up the food, spreading it out on the picnic blankets as she introduced you to the small group already gathered there—a few elderly folks, some parents, and a handful of kids darting around with beach toys and shells. It felt like stepping into a family reunion, where everyone knew each other and shared years of memories you could only imagine.
Gram introduced you as a temporary resident. “She’ll be here for six months,” she explained, smiling as curious eyes turned your way. “Let’s all be nice to her. She’s from the big city.”
“Ah, so that’s why you look so pale,” an older woman teased, squinting at you. “You need some sun on you, dear.”
“She should eat more, too,” another one chimed in, eyeing you like she was already planning to pile food onto your plate.
“You’ll love it here,” one of the older women assured you. “Life moves slow, but there’s always something to do if you know where to look.”
Another joined in with a chuckle. “A bit of gossip now and then, a trip to the market, a walk by the coast… it doesn’t take much to stay busy here!”
They were warm, welcoming, and funny, and their playful remarks had the same lightheartedness as Gram’s. You found yourself smiling more than expected, caught up in their conversation as they asked about your stay. You also met Seola, the new daycare teacher who moved to town just two months ago. She was the same age as you were, and you felt a sense of kinship with her as someone who came from the big city yourself.
At one point, a little boy ran up to you out of nowhere, his face bright with excitement as he held out a shell. “Check this out!”
You knelt down, taking the shell from his hands to admire it. “Wow, this is a pretty one,” you said, humoring his enthusiasm. He beamed, launching into a detailed explanation of why it was superior to all the others. You nodded along, half-listening—until something just past his shoulder caught your eye.
Out by the water, Binnie emerged from the waves, hands pushing through his soaked hair, slicking it back from his face. Droplets clung to his skin, sliding down sharp cheekbones and along the lines of his jaw. You blinked, something about the sight snagging on a thought you couldn’t quite place.
Then he stepped fully onto the shore, reached for the hem of his wet shirt, and pulled it over his head. And your mind went blank.
Time seemed to slow as your eyes registered the defined shoulders, the abs, the arms that clearly belonged to someone used to physical labor. The sunlight played across his skin, highlighting every line and shadow. You couldn’t move. You couldn’t speak. All you could do was stare.
Binnie wasn’t just “a little masculine”. Binnie wasn’t just oddly strong. Binnie… was a man.
Your breath caught in your throat, and an unexpected heat rose to your cheeks. The little boy in front of you was still talking, but you couldn’t hear a word of it anymore.
How could you have missed this? It was as if every little sign from the past several days were suddenly lining up like pieces of a puzzle. The deeper voice, the way he carried himself, the fact that he had never once actually referred to himself as a girl.
And then there were also the times Gram had mentioned her grandson—the one you thought you haven’t met yet, you had been living with him all along. He had never corrected you. And you? You had been so sure—so certain you knew exactly who you were living with.
As you stood there, still absorbing the shock, two teenage girls approached you excitedly.
“What’s it like living with Wonbin?” one of them asked, practically bouncing on her toes.
“Who?” The name threw you off entirely.
“Park Wonbin,” the other girl chimed in, as if it were obvious. “You’re staying at Gram’s guest house, right? Isn’t he amazing? He’s like the pride of our town.”
Wonbin. The name sounded foreign to you, yet as you watched him crouch down to help one of the kids collect shells, it suddenly seemed to fit him perfectly.
“I thought his name was Binnie?” you asked, though the moment the words left your mouth, you realized how foolish they sounded. Binnie wasn’t his name. It was obviously a nickname, something his grandmother must have been affectionately calling him.
The girls giggled, exchanging amused glances. “That’s just what the grandmas call him.”
One of them leaned in, lowering her voice like she was sharing a juicy secret. “He’s kind of famous, you know? We run a fan page for him—it’s almost 100k followers.”
Wonbin. Wonbin. Park Wonbin.
You blinked, still grappling with the idea that the quiet, elusive Binnie was actually Wonbin, the town’s golden boy. Before you could think of what to say, Gram’s voice called out, interrupting the conversation.
“Lunch is ready! Come here and eat!”
The girls scampered off toward the other direction, giggling about something you couldn’t quite catch. You saw them practically shout a greeting at Wonbin before bursting into a fit of giggles and running further away.
You turned toward the picnic mat, your thoughts still spinning.
“Kids! Binnie!” Gram called again, waving him over. “Come on, let’s eat!”
Wonbin straightened, brushing sand from his hands before jogging up the beach. The sunlight glinted off his skin, drawing your gaze before you could stop yourself. Heat crept up your neck again.
He reached the mat and, without hesitation, plopped down next to you, his damp hair falling casually over his shoulder.
“You’re here too,” he said, smiling at you before grabbing a bottle of water. He seemed completely at ease, oblivious to the turmoil running through your mind. You could only offer a forced smile.
Lunch was a lively affair, the mat spread under the shade of a large tree, bowls and plates of food passed around as conversations overlapped. The elders were particularly chatty, most of their attention—unsurprisingly—focused on Wonbin.
“You know, our Binnie here was top of his class in university,” one of the grandmothers boasted, nudging the woman beside her. “Always so clever.”
“And so hardworking,” another added, her tone exaggerated in a way that felt suspiciously rehearsed. “Had all sorts of offers after graduation. He even worked in Seoul for a bit.”
“Yeah, I did hear he was… golden,” Seola, the teacher, said with an obvious tone of feigned interest. It looked as though this wasn’t the first time she was hearing it.
You, on the other hand, narrowed your eyes slightly. There was something oddly deliberate about how they were talking about him, as if… as if they were trying to sell him. You caught the way Seola glared at Wonbin as if begging him to make them stop.
Binnie–or, err—Wonbin, sitting beside you, seemed completely unfazed. He took a sip of water, then casually met your gaze. “What are you thinking so hard about?”
You blinked, realizing that you had been staring. “I was just wondering why they’re talking about you like you’re a prized cow.”
Wonbin nearly choked on his drink, turning away with a cough. Beside him, one of the elders clapped her hands together, unaware of your remark. “And! He’s very good with children,” she announced, nodding toward the group of kids playing nearby. “They all adore him.”
Seola chuckled. “That’s rare. Most guys aren’t patient enough with kids.”
“Exactly!” The older woman beamed. “That’s why any girl would be lucky to have him.”
Your eyes flickered to Wonbin, curious as to how he’d react, but he was busy picking the green onions out of his soup. As if this whole matchmaking attempt had nothing to do with him.
You stifled a laugh. “You seem very popular, Wonbin.”
“Mm,” he hummed in agreement, looking at you. “Are you convinced?”
“What?”
“That I’m a catch.” He tilted his head, the corner of his lips twitching up just slightly.
Your chopsticks hovered over your plate. The way he said it was so casual, but something about his tone made your stomach flutter.
You masked it with an eye-roll. “I don’t know. You don’t seem all that impressive to me.”
Gram clicked her tongue, shaking her head as she picked up a piece of grilled fish and placed it onto your plate. “Clearly, you need to spend more time with him.”
“Gram?” you questioned, genuinely perplexed by the insinuation in her tone.
The lunch continued in the same direction, the elders throwing more praises, Seola responding with polite interest, and Wonbin humoring them without ever actually engaging. It was almost funny how unfazed he was—until you caught a few of the older women exchanging glances as if they were mentally taking notes on how both you and Seola were responding.
Oh god. They weren’t just selling Wonbin. They were matchmaking him.
You needed some air.
You slipped away from the group, stepping onto the shore where the waves lapped at your feet. The realization of the past hour was still in your mind—not just about the elders’ intentions but also the fact that your whole perception of Wonbin had shattered today, and you didn't know what to do with that yet.
You needed a minute. Just one minute to figure out how to act normal again. Of course, that was when he appeared beside you. “Escaping?” asked Wonbin, grinning.
You glanced at him, and immediately regretted it—he was still very shirtless and very ‘not-a-girl’. The image of him getting out of the water was still too fresh and unhelpfully vivid. “You too?”
“Sort of.” Wonbin fell into step beside you, hands in his pockets, letting the wind ruffle his damp hair. “Figured you’d need company.”
You didn’t answer right away. The sand was cool and uneven under your feet, and you focused on that instead of the question sitting in your throat. He didn’t fill the silence either, he just walked, patient in that infuriating way he always was.
You opened your mouth twice before anything came out.
“Can I ask you something?” you finally said. “And you have to promise not to make it weirder than it already is.”
He raised an eyebrow. “That’s a bad start.”
“Wonbin.”
His steps faltered, surprised for some reason. You paused too, long enough to hear him say, “So you knew my name but kept calling me Binnie like the old ladies?”
You rolled your eyes and continued walking. “That’s exactly what I want to talk to you about.”
Wonbin followed. “Alright. I promise not to make it weird,” he said. Though the corner of his mouth was already twitching, like he suspected this would be worth breaking that promise for.
You dragged in a breath. “Why didn’t you tell me you were a guy?”
This time, he didn’t just stop walking, his whole body seemed to have short-circuited mid-step. “What?”
“The whole time.” You weren’t looking at him anymore, eyes fixed hard on the waterline. “I thought you were a girl. Maybe a little masculine, rough around the edges, but a girl. I’ve been calling you 'Binnie' this whole time and that’s not even your real name and you just—never said anything.”
Silence. You risked a glance. His expression had gone somewhere past confusion, into something almost stricken. “Wait.” He turned to face you fully now, brows knitted so hard it looked painful. “You thought I was a girl?”
“A very beautiful girl,” you confessed, feeling heat crawl up your neck.
He dragged a hand down his face. A short, disbelieving laugh escaped him, like it had been startled out of his chest. “How? How does that even—”
“Don’t blame me.” You crossed your arms, mostly to have somewhere to put your hands. “You’re the one walking around looking like a fairy every day.”
“For weeks?”
You had no response to that, so you settled for glaring at the ocean instead.
He was quiet for a moment, and you braced yourself for it to be the bad kind of quiet—the kind where he was recalculating every conversation you’d ever had, every time you must have said something humiliating without knowing it. Your stomach dropped at the thought.
But when you dared to look at him again, his shoulders had started shaking. Not with anger. With something closer to helpless, disbelieving laughter, the kind that seemed to catch him off guard as much as it did you.
“Oh my god,” he said, mostly to himself. “Oh my god.”
“It’s not that funny.”
“It is a little funny.” He shook his head, still huffing out small laughs, like he couldn’t quite stop them. “You really just—decided. And ran with it.”
You scoffed. “I’m done talking about this.”
You turned to leave and Wonbin followed. You’d expected him to keep talking about it, but he didn’t. He just continued laughing heartily beside you.
You walked in silence after that, waves curling cool around your ankles, the voices from the group fading further behind you. Every so often you caught him glancing sideways at you, like he was still turning the whole thing over, still not quite done being stunned by it.
Finally, he exhaled, shaking his head one more time. “Park Wonbin. A girl.”
“I’d say I’m sorry,” you offered, “but—”
“But you’re not.”
“Not even a little.”
He let out a sharp laugh—different from before, less shock now and more something warmer underneath it. You had the distinct feeling this was not something he was going to let go of anytime soon.
The next morning, Wonbin was heading downtown for an errand, and Gram suggested you go with him. “You should get out more,” she said, nudging your arm. “Let Bin show you around. It’ll be good for you.”
You didn’t see a reason to refuse. The town was still unfamiliar, and a trip to the market sounded more productive than another slow morning at the guest house. Plus, you figured you might as well start your car after letting it sit idle for so long.
Which was how you found yourself in the passenger seat, watching as Wonbin adjusted the mirrors before smoothly pulling out onto the road. He drove leisurely, one hand resting on the wheel, his other elbow propped against the window.
By the time you reached the market, the streets were busy. Stalls lined the sidewalks, vendors calling out to passersby, with the scent of fresh produce, grilled food, and sweet treats. Wonbin was greeted warmly at every turn, engaging in small talks with vendors who seemed genuinely happy to see him. He was polite, smiling when an elderly woman at a vegetable stand patted his arm and called him “our handsome Wonbin.”
Then she turned to you. “And who is this?” she asked with a teasing smile. “Have you finally brought a girlfriend home, Binnie?”
Before you could react, Wonbin laughed. “She’s not my girlfriend, but she wished she was.”
“No, I don’t!” you exclaimed.
“No need to be shy, dear,” the vendor said, grinning. “If I were a few decades younger, I’d wish I was his girlfriend too.”
You groaned while Wonbin bit back a laugh, handing over the money before gently steering you away.
“I can’t believe you have fans in every age group,” you scoffed.
“Well, it’s a small town,” he replied, chuckling.
After finishing the errand, Wonbin led you to a small café tucked between two shops. The place had a cozy charm—wooden tables, hanging plants, and an old vinyl player in the corner playing soft jazz.
A man behind the counter beamed when he saw him. “Hey man. How’s it going?”
“Hi, Joon. I’ll have the usual,” he greeted, then turned to you. “You?”
You looked up at the menu hanging overhead, wondering what to order or if you wanted coffee at all.
Joon’s gaze flicked to you. “This must be the pretty guest Gram was talking about.”
You glanced at him, curious. Wonbin waved a hand. “Yeah. She doesn’t get out much. I’m showing her around town.”
“You should come more often. We make the best coffee in town,” Joon said proudly. “Not that there are any other coffee shops around,” he added, chuckling. “What can I get you?”
“Uh, I’ll have what he’s having,” you said, smiling politely at him.
“Coming right up!”
Wonbin led you to a vacant table by the window. “You come here often?” you asked.
“Now and then.” He pulled out a chair and sat across from you, resting his forearm against the table. “The owner, Joon’s mom, used to sneak me free pastries when I was a kid. I feel obligated to keep giving her business.”
Your lips quirked up. “Bribed into loyalty. Classic.”
He just laughed, watching you for a moment before asking, “What do you think of the town so far?”
You thought about it and then shrugged. “It’s charming and peaceful. Everyone seems to know each other. It’s kind of nice.”
He hummed, stirring his drink lazily. “It has its charms.”
“Well, they seem to adore you,” you noted.
He shrugged. “I’m very likeable,” he said smugly, making you laugh.
Minutes later, Joon set two iced drinks on your table before slipping away. You took a sip and raised a brow. “Oh, this is sweet. Vanilla latte?”
Wonbin nodded. “Decaf. You don’t like sweets?”
“I do,” you admitted. “But I didn’t peg you as the type.”
Wonbin took a sip of his own drink. “And what type did you think I was?”
You tilted your head, pretending to analyze him. “Black coffee. No sugar. Maybe a shot of espresso if you’re feeling adventurous.”
He gave you an unimpressed look. “Do I look like I hate myself?”
You laughed. “No, but,” you shrugged, making him smirk.
“I’ll have you know I like nice things. Why would I suffer through bitter coffee when I could enjoy this?” He lifted his drink in emphasis.
You smirked. “So you have a sweet tooth.”
“Does it bother you?”
“Do you care what I think of you?” you asked back, narrowing your eyes playfully.
Wonbin just took his drink and looked out of the window, ignoring your question entirely. You didn’t press, enjoying the coffee instead and the nice ambience of the cafe.
Before heading home, Wonbin made one last stop at the grocery store. It was bigger than you expected, with stocked shelves and a steady flow of customers.
“You work here?” you asked as you followed him inside.
He nodded. “I own it…” He paused, thinking for a second. “Well, not really. It was my grandpa’s. After he passed, someone had to take over.”
You paused, surprised. “I’m sorry. Is that why you came back?”
Wonbin didn’t answer right away. He picked up a basket, taking his time as he strolled past the produce section. “You could say that,” he said eventually, picking up a pear and examining it. “I came back because Gram would be lonely by herself. She’s old now, someone has to be here and make sure she’s alright.”
You glanced at him, noting how his expression didn’t change, but something about his voice softened.
“She still works at the pear farm,” he added, shaking his head fondly. “She said she’d go crazy if she had nothing to do, so someone has to be around to make sure she doesn’t overdo it.”
Hearing that made you feel like you understood them both a little more. The quiet life they had here, the small routines that kept them moving forward—it all made sense now. You became more curious about them, but you didn’t want to pry, so instead of asking, you just took what he told you and left it at that.
As you trailed behind him, your gaze landed on the skincare aisle. “Alright, spill. Which one is it?”
Wonbin followed your line of sight, then let out a dramatic sigh. “Are you still on this?”
“You’re ridiculously pretty,” you said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. “It’s only fair that I find out how.”
He gave you an unimpressed look, then reached out, grabbed a random product, and handed it to you. “Here.”
You examined the label. “This is a body wash.”
“Exactly.”
You narrowed your eyes. “You’re lying.”
He smirked. “You’ll never know.”
“And if I sneak into your bathroom later?”
He stuck his tongue in his cheek, then smirked before saying, “I guess I'll see you there, then. I take really long showers at night, you see.”
You blinked rapidly, surprised at the sudden turn of the conversation. Clearing your throat, you put the bottle back and turned away. “Fine. Keep your secrets.”
The days that followed were more eventful than the previous ones. You still helped Gram around the guesthouse, still found time to sit outside with her in the afternoons, listening to the occasional stories she decided to share. But now, there was something different about your days—Wonbin.
He wasn’t just around anymore. He was in your space, in your routine, slipping into your life as if he had always been there. Like how he took it upon himself to be your unofficial tour guide, showing up outside the guesthouse just as you were about to head out.
“Where are you going?” he’d ask.
“I’m not sure, but I’m going around town again today,” you’d say, tossing your bag over your shoulder.
His eyes would glint with amusement. “You’ll get lost.”
“No, I won’t.”
But you always did. Turning one too many corners in the winding streets, ending up somewhere you hadn’t planned. And somehow, Wonbin was always there, lounging by a store or leaning against a wall like he’d been waiting for you the whole time.
“You have a terrible sense of direction,” he’d say, grinning.
“Well, you have too much free time,” you’d shoot back, but you never minded when he fell into step beside you.
He took you everywhere. To the best lookout point in town, where the cliffs met the endless blue of the sea. To the hills, where wildflowers bloomed in untamed clusters, swaying lazily under the afternoon sun. To the pear farm, where you met Gram’s friends—hardworking women who took one look at you and started teasing.
“She’s the one staying at the guesthouse?” one of them asked Wonbin, squinting at you. “You’re showing her around, aren’t you?”
“Something like that,” Wonbin replied, glancing your way with a smirk.
“Ah, what a handsome pair,” the woman sighed dramatically. “You look great together. You’d make the most beautiful babies.”
You choked on your own breath while Wonbin just laughed, handing you a pear like nothing happened.
There was also the day he dragged you onto a boat. It wasn’t planned. You had only gone to the dock to look around, but Wonbin had other ideas.
“Ever gone boating?” he asked.
You eyed him warily. “No.”
“Great.” That was your only warning before he pulled you toward a small boat, casually untying it from the dock.
“Wait—what if I get seasick?” you protested.
“You won’t.”
“How do you know?”
“We’ll find out when we get there,” he chuckled, offering a hand to help you board the boat.
You hesitated, but you took his hand anyway. He had never done anything to disappoint you so far, so you trusted him. And despite your initial wariness, you had to admit—it was nice. The air was crisp, the water was calm, the reefs below were beautiful, and the silence between you was comforting.
At one point, Wonbin leaned back against the bow of the boat, stretching his arms before making a pillow of his hands. “You like it here, don’t you?”
You glanced at him. “I do.”
He grinned. “I’d bet fifty bucks you'll never leave.”
You scoffed. “Never leaving is a stretch. Maybe I’d never want to, but I will anyway because I have to.”
Wonbin flashed a mischievous smile as if you had just challenged him. “A hundred, then. You will never want to leave, and you never will. You’ll fall in love with a very eligible and very charming man, get married and have beautiful babies. Then you’ll spend your life with him in this beautiful town.”
You furrowed your brows, then stared at him skeptically like you couldn't believe he just said that. Wonbin’s grin never wavered.
“Looks like you’ve been watching too much TV with the ladies. You’re starting to cook up very unrealistic storylines.”
“What’s so unrealistic about that?”
“The whole thing,” you retorted, scoffing. “Especially the ‘very eligible and very charming man’ part.”
“Okay, so bet,” he challenged. “Since you're so confident that I'm wrong.”
You rolled your eyes. “You're ridiculous.”
“Are you gonna play or not?”
“No,” you replied without missing a beat. “I don’t need to prove anything to you.”
Wonbin sighed nonchalantly, leaning back down. “Fine. But I know I’m right.”
You didn't say anything to that. Was he right? About falling in love and getting married? Oh, no, he's wrong about that.
But what about leaving this place? You weren’t sure. You knew you will eventually, but the thought of leaving this wonderful place hasn't crossed your mind yet.
More importantly, you weren't sure when it happened, but somewhere between juicy pears and getting lost in town, between late afternoon coffees and spontaneous boat rides, you had started to enjoy his company. And maybe he had started to enjoy yours, too.
That afternoon, as you and Wonbin strolled back home, he glanced at you and asked, “Are you free tonight?”
You arched a brow. As if he doesn’t already know the answer to that, right? “Why?”
“It’s Joon’s birthday,” he said. “He’s having a small party at the café. Just us and some friends. He invited you too.”
You hesitated. “He did?”
Wonbin smirked. “He mentioned it the other day. Did you forget?”
You did remember Joon casually saying something about it, but you hadn’t thought much of it at the time. A small celebration at the café didn’t sound bad, and truthfully, you weren’t opposed to seeing other people your age, too. Most of the people you’d seen around were old enough to be your grandparents.
“Alright,” you said. “I’ll come.”
“Good. We can go together.”
Later that evening, you followed Wonbin to the café, which was livelier than usual. Warm lights glowed from the ceilings, the scent of coffee still permeating the air though none of it was being served now. All you could see on the table were bottles of soju and beer, spicy and fried food, and a cake sitting at the center.
The small space had been rearranged to fit a gathering, with a handful of tables pushed together. A few people were already there, chatting, laughing, clinking glasses. Most of them seemed around your age, and it didn’t take long to notice that many of them were couples.
“Wonbinnie hyung!” Joon’s voice rang out the moment you stepped inside. He grinned, wiping his hands on a towel before pulling him into a quick hug. Then he turned to you. “And look who actually came. Finally.”
You scoffed. “Happy birthday, Joon. And I do go outside, you know.”
“Only because Wonbin drags you everywhere,” he teased, earning a snicker from Wonbin himself. “Come in. Let me introduce you to everyone.”
You met a few of Wonbin’s friends. You barely remembered their names, but it didn’t take long to notice that most of them had grown up together—and many had ended up marrying each other. Seola was also there, curled up beside a guy, her arm draped lazily over his.
“I’m glad you came,” she said. “Joon said he invited you, but I wasn’t sure if you’d actually show.”
You shrugged. “Figured I should experience the town’s nightlife at least once.”
Seola laughed. “This is about as lively as it gets.” She leaned in conspiratorially. “So, you and Wonbin, huh?”
You rolled your eyes. “Not this again.”
“What? You don’t like him?”
“He’s fine, but he annoys me a lot.”
She laughed. “That’s how you know he likes you.”
Before you could protest, Joon clapped his hands together. “Alright, drinks are on me tonight. Eat, drink, have fun!”
“Happy birthday, Joon!”
The evening unraveled in a blur. There was food, laughter, and lots of conversation. At some point, someone turned on music, and people started to sway along. Wonbin stuck to your side for most of the night, occasionally teasing you, occasionally offering you bites of his cake as if you didn’t have your own. You didn’t realize how late it had gotten until a few guests started nodding off in their seats, the conversations had grown louder, and the laughter became more unrestrained over the clinking of bottles and half-finished drinks.
Joon was already passed out on the table by the time you and Wonbin decided to leave. His friends—still rowdy despite the late hour—bid you both a noisy farewell, slurring words and waving exaggeratedly as they walked you out the café doors.
The night air greeted you like a sigh of relief, cool against your warmed skin. You stretched your arms above your head, exhaling contentedly. “It’s nice out.”
Wonbin hummed in agreement, stuffing his hands into his pockets as the two of you strolled down the quiet village road. “Yeah. I should thank you for coming tonight. Because of you, I wasn’t assigned to take care of Joon. He gets drunk so quickly and I have to clean up after him most of the time.”
You laughed, tilting your head toward him. “You’re welcome? I guess? I thought he could hold his liquor because he kept insisting he could outdrink everyone.”
“Well, he’s also the best liar among all of my friends too, so…” he replied, making you chuckle. The alcohol had settled pleasantly in your system, making it easy to laugh at whatever nonsense he spewed.
“You held your liquor pretty well,” he remarked, side-eyeing you with a smirk.
You grinned. “I have a high tolerance.”
“Almost as high as mine.”
“Almost?” You scoffed. “I was drinking at your pace all night, and I’m still standing. Do you see me stumbling into ditches or tripping over my own feet?”
Wonbin smirked, challenging. “Well, not yet.”
You gasped, feigning offence. Eager to prove him wrong, you stepped ahead, turning to walk backward easily. Arms spread wide, you gave him a smug grin. “Look at that. Not tripping.”
That made him laugh and shake his head fondly as he beckoned you back to his side. “Alright, fine. You can walk.”
“I’m not even drunk at all,” you said, falling into step beside him.
“Yeah? How’s your balance?” he asked, just before his shoulder knocked into yours.
You stumbled a step but caught yourself with a huff. Fine—if that was how he wanted to play it. You leaned into your next stride and nudged him back, harder than necessary. He barely swayed, the smug smile on his lips not budging either, and came back with a shoulder nudge that nearly sent you sideways for real this time.
“Oh, it’s like that?” You planted both hands against his side and shoved with everything you had.
He didn’t move an inch. Of course he didn’t—all that broad-shouldered, easy strength probably came standard with the whole town-golden-boy package, unfairly.
You were still bracing to shove him again when he moved first, closing whatever distance was left and catching you by the shoulders instead, pulling you flush against him.
The sudden closeness sent a jolt through you—not from surprise, but from the solid warmth of him, the faint smell of his skin, close enough that you could feel him breathing.
And you didn’t pull away.
Maybe it was the alcohol making you more uninhibited, or maybe you simply wanted this too. You weren’t sure, but you didn’t want to think about it too much.
Neither of you spoke,as you both continued walking. His hands remained firm on your shoulders, like it wasn’t anything out of the ordinary. And you basked in the warmth of it, not even noticing that you were gradually leaning closer against him.
But then a sharp bark split through the silence, making you both flinch and pause. Your heart was picking up pace, already expecting what you were about to find as soon as you glance over your shoulder.
And there it was. A dog, standing behind a fence nearby, watching you both with bloodshot eyes, still growling slightly. You held your breath, staring back at it. Then it barked once more, and you squealed.
“Run,” said Wonbin, but you were already bolting.
The two of you raced through the empty streets, feet pounding against the road, breathless laughter echoing into the night. He nearly overtook you, but you darted ahead at the last second, reaching the guesthouse gate just before he did.
Panting, you turned to gloat—only to freeze when you realized how close he had stopped. Face-to-face, no, face-to-chest with Wonbin, who was also catching his breath. You stood there, chest rising and falling, staring at each other in the dim glow of the streetlamp.
He looked ethereal under the yellow light, his hair slightly tousled from the wind, his lips parted as he exhaled. There was something almost dreamlike about the way he gazed at you, his eyes dark and unreadable, as if he were seeing something in you he hadn’t before.
The cool night air did nothing to ease the heat creeping up your skin. You were still drunk, or maybe just lightheaded from the run, but it was hard to focus on anything except how close he was—how easily he could reach for you if he wanted to.
“You’re staring,” he murmured.
Maybe you were. But you were also a little drunk. And he was very, very handsome.
So you said it. “You’re so handsome.”
This wasn’t the first time you’d told him that, but this time, he didn’t laugh like he usually did. Instead, he stared at you with a soft expression on his face. Then, slowly, his eyes dipped lower, stopping on your lips. You did the same, your eyes landing on his plump lips, so pretty, so inviting.
For the first time, the thought crossed your mind.
What would it feel like to kiss him?
Would he be slow about it, teasing? Would he pull you in lazily, like it wasn’t anything special? Or would it be something else—something that would leave you breathless and light-headed?
“We should get inside,” he said, eyes still fixed on your lips.
You nodded. But neither of you moved. He didn’t touch you, but you felt it anyway—the intensity of his gaze, the way he stared at your lips.
Would he kiss you if you leaned in first? The thought was dangerous. But you couldn’t help it, not when he looked at you like that, like he was thinking the same thing.
Wonbin exhaled deeply, like he had just come to a decision. He took a slow step toward you to close the distance and your entire body awoke with anticipation. Just as he was about to reach for your face, the gate rattled loudly.
Both of you jumped as it swung open, revealing a very awake, very confused Gram. “What are you two doing standing there?” she asked, peering at you both suspiciously.
Wonbin, ever the smooth talker, recovered first. “We were just about to go inside, Gram.”
Gram squinted at him before clicking her tongue. “If you’re gonna flirt with our guest, at least do it inside where it’s warm.”
Your face heated instantly. “We weren’t—”
“Mm-hmm,” she cut you off, unimpressed. “Come on in, it’s late.”
She turned, leaving the gate open for you to follow. You swallowed, glancing back at Wonbin who was watching you with a knowing glint in his eyes. Then, with a slight smirk, he gestured toward the door.
“After you,” he murmured.
You weren’t entirely sure what had just happened between you. But you had a feeling it wasn’t nothing.
You had barely finished setting down Gram’s breakfast tray when she sighed and pressed the back of her hand to her forehead. “I swear, I feel fine,” she insisted, but the slight rasp in her voice and the warm touch of her skin told a different story.
“Gram, you have a fever.”
She waved a dismissive hand. “A slight fever never kills anyone.”
“Should I take you to a clinic?” you asked, but she shook her head.
“No need. I just need some rest,” she said, patting your hand. At that moment, Gram’s friends arrived with hearty chatter and warm smiles.
“How are you feeling?” one of them asked, squinting at Gram sprawled on the couch.
“I’m fine, but I’m worried about Binnie. He’s at the farm handling the inventory today, but it’s too much for one person,” Gram said, sighing almost too dramatically.
“Oh no, the poor boy,” said another who turned to you with a suspicious grin on her lips. “You should go help him.”
Another grandma agreed. “Oh, my. Yes, dear. You should.”
You hesitated. “I don’t wanna leave Gram alone—”
“She won’t be alone. We’re here,” said another, already nudging you out of the way.
“Go on, dear. Fret not. We’ll take care of her. We’ll make her soup.”
“She’ll be fine. You think we don’t know how to take care of one of our own?”
You hesitated, looking back at Gram, but she only chuckled weakly. “Go on. You’ll be more useful there than fussing over me.”
So you went. Wonbin looked genuinely surprised when you arrived at the farm. He was sitting on a crate with a clipboard in one hand and a pen on the other. He took one look at you and cocked his head.
“Hi. What are you doing here? How’s Gram?”
“She’s fine, her friends came over. She sent me here to help,” you said, brushing past him. “Said you had too much to do alone.”
Wonbin snorted. “Did she now?” He leaned back, arms crossed. “Was it her or the other women?”
You frowned. “Um, all of them? Why does it matter?”
He smirked. “You’ve been tricked.”
“Tricked?”
“They’ve been trying to marry me off for years. This is exactly the kind of thing they’d do. Trick a poor, unsuspecting woman into spending time alone with me."
“Excuse me?” You blinked, thrown off. “And you just… let them?”
“They mean well. Just desperate to see me settled. Been at it for about four years now. And there’s not much I can do.” He shrugged, tapping the pen against the clipboard. “Besides, it doesn’t happen often. There aren’t that many women around my age who are still single. So when someone new shows up, they start getting ideas. Poor Seola kept getting baited on her first week here.”
That sent a rush of heat up your neck. You looked away, pretending to inspect the baskets of pears stacked nearby. “Well, sorry to disappoint them, but I’m only here to help.”
“Right,” he said, his voice laced with something teasing. “Strictly business.”
You nodded, clearing your throat. “Strictly business.”
“You’re not here thinking about how you almost kissed me a few nights ago.”
“Excuse me?” you gasped, indignant. You pointed a finger at him. “You almost kissed—” then pointed the finger at your chest— “me. Get your facts straight!”
Wonbin chuckled but didn’t push it further. Instead, he handed you a clipboard and gestured toward the stacks of wooden crates. “If you insist on helping, you can double-check these counts while I finish up the rest.”
You huffed but took the clipboard anyway, moving toward the crates while he returned to his own work. The quiet stretched between you—not uncomfortable, but filled with a hyper-awareness that had been there for days now, ever since that one drunken moment outside the guest house.
You focused on counting and scribbling notes, but every so often, you caught glimpses of Wonbin moving nearby. He worked with efficiency, sleeves rolled up, hands deftly sorting through the inventory. The sunlight filtering through the trees left patterns over his skin, making him look almost too picturesque for a man just organizing pears.
At one point, you were so absorbed in pretending not to be aware of him that you lost your footing, nearly stumbling over a crate. Wonbin glanced up from where he was standing, just as you had steadied yourself.
“Careful,” he said, smirking. “Wouldn’t want Gram’s ‘strictly business’ helper to break something.”
You shot him a glare. “I tripped over a crate. Nothing to break here.”
He smirked. “Still, I’d be devastated if you got hurt on my watch. What would the old ladies say? Probably accuse me of mistreating my future wife.”
You groaned. “Can you not bringing that up?”
“Why? Does it bother you?”
Yes. Maybe. A little. You weren’t sure. But instead of answering, you tossed a pear at him. He caught it effortlessly, turning it over in his hand.
“You’re very defensive,” he mused, biting into the pear.
“I am. And I'm not ashamed of it,” you shot back, before returning to your clipboard.
The work continued. He teased you every now and then and you’d retort but mostly tried to drown him out. By the time you finished your part of the task, you felt the kind of exhaustion that wasn’t just physical.
Wonbin stretched, rolling out his shoulders. “I think that’s good for today.”
“Great,” you said, setting down your clipboard. “Then I’ll—”
Before you could finish, rain started falling. It was so sudden that you both stood there for a second, blinking up at the sky as the cool droplets hit your skin. Soon, you realized it wasn’t stopping, and Wonbin nudged your arm.
“Run to the warehouse,” he said, pointing to the warehouse which looked so far away. “Go,” he repeated, and you started running.
You reached it in no time, but not without getting soaked. Inside, the space was dry, the scent of cardboard boxes and ripened pears filling the air. You wrapped your arms around yourself, shaking off the water clinging to your skin. Wonbin leaned against the doorway, watching the rain with furrowed brows.
He glanced at you a few moments later. “You okay?”
“Yeah,” you replied, rubbing your arms. “The weather was so nice today. I didn’t think it would rain.”
“Well, the weather likes to be unpredictable sometimes,” he said, gaze drifting over you before he reached for something on a nearby shelf—a folded blanket. He tossed it over your shoulders without a word.
You blinked. “Where did that come from?”
“Emergency stash,” he said simply. “Most of the workers here are old women. They prepare for anything and everything.”
“Thanks,” you mumbled, pulling it tighter around yourself.
Wonbin just hummed, still watching the rain. And for a while, neither of you spoke. The world outside was misty and gray, but in here, it was warm and quiet. The warehouse was fairly large, but the space between you felt small. And it may be because the place was packed with endless crates of pears and shelves of pear products.
You weren’t sure how long you stood like that before he turned toward you fully, head tilting slightly as he studied you.
“You really don’t mind being here, do you?” he mused.
You frowned. “Well, I didn’t but if I had known it would rain, I wouldn’t have come up here at all.”
He chuckled. “No, I meant in this town. At the guesthouse. Helping out on some pear farm.”
You thought about it, about the slow mornings, the sense of peace you’d been trying to chase, the way you’d felt so much more at ease these days.
“I don’t mind,” you admitted, leaning back against the wall. “It’s… nice. No deadlines to chase. No stuck-up superiors breathing down my neck. No endless stack of workload to bury my face in.” You sighed in relief, smiling absentmindedly. “It’s really nice.”
“What happened?” he asked, joining you in your corner. “Back in the city?”
“It’s nothing,” you shrugged. “I’m just taking a break from corporate life.”
“I see,” he replied, unconvinced but knew better than press for answers you weren’t ready to share.
The rain was coming down harder now, drumming against the roof of the warehouse and soaking the ground outside. You could hear the soft trickle of water running off the edges of the roof, pooling into the dirt. The crates of pears sat forgotten outside, and you wondered if they’d be fine, though seeing Wonbin not worrying about it made you assume they would be.
You noticed how Wonbin shivered slightly, damp clothes clinging to his skin. “Cold?” you asked.
He shook his head, but you could tell he was lying. You scooted closer to him and draped the blanket over his shoulder, too. It was then that you realized that it was a small blanket, just enough to wrap around you but too small for the two of you.
Wonbin chuckled. “Thanks, but I don’t think this is helping.”
“Right?” you replied, chuckling.
He shifted slightly, lifting one arm and draping it over your shoulder. You hesitated at first, but you let him pull you closer, letting the warmth of his body seep into yours. He rubbed your arm with his hand, squeezing gently in an attempt to fight the cold against your skin. It worked, though not well enough.
“How long do you think this rain will last?” you asked, slowly leaning against his chest.
Wonbin hummed, and you felt his chest vibrate. “Not too long, I think. An hour at most. Maybe half.”
“My car is just down the hill. I should have driven it all the way up here,” you sighed, closing your eyes.
“You didn’t know this would happen,” he said, rubbing your shoulder. “Did you see my truck down there? I didn’t drive up, too.”
You chuckled, pulling away to look at him. You were gonna say something, but the way he was looking at you made you hold your breath.
His gaze was steady, searching, as if something was fascinating about your face. He didn’t move, didn’t say anything. He just looked, and something about it sent a slow, burning heat in your chest. Your gaze drifted lower. His lips were slightly parted, and you knew—just as you had known that night outside the guesthouse—that this was going to happen.
You weren’t sure who moved first. One moment, there was space between you; the next, Wonbin was leaning in, and your fingers had curled against the fabric of his shirt. His lips met yours. A slow, quick peck. Barely a kiss at all—just a taste. But then you exhaled, and he was kissing you again, properly this time.
Soft and lingering like he was savoring the moment, like he had thought about it and now that it was happening, he didn’t want to rush. His lips were warm, even with the cold outside. You responded without thinking, tilting your head, pressing closer. Your fingers tightened in his shirt. He hummed against your lips, low and pleased, his other hand finding the small of your back and pressing you closer. The blanket slipped from your shoulders, but you barely noticed.
Wonbin angled his head, his hand sliding up to your jaw, thumb stroking just under your ear. His tongue brushed against yours, coaxing you into parting for him. A quiet sound escaped you, something between a sigh and a gasp, and that was all it took for him to press you back against wall, his body flush against yours.
The heat between you burned hotter than the cold rain. His hands roamed, brushing over the curve of your hips, slipping under the hem of your shirt to find the warmth of your skin. You gasped against his mouth at the sensation, fingers tightening in his shirt.
He took that as encouragement. His lips left yours only to trail lower, to your jaw, and down to your neck. You shivered—not from the cold, but from the way he touched you. Your own hands moved, pushing beneath his damp shirt, palms pressing against his stomach. He let out a quiet, surprised laugh before he kissed you again, deeper, hungrier.
The rain outside blurred into nothing. It was just him. His lips, his hands, the heat of him against you. But then, he stopped, pulling away just enough to look at you. His fingers flexed against your waist, as if holding himself back.
He pressed his forehead against yours, exhaling sharply as he asked, “Is this okay?”
The words sent a jolt through you, cutting through the haze of heat and desire clouding your thoughts. Your pulse pounded in your ears, and for the first time since kissing him, you could hear the rain again—the steady downpour, the distant rumble of thunder.
Reality came crashing in, making you pull back slightly with a shaky breath. Your hands gripping his shirt loosened. His gaze searched yours, unreadable but patient. He was waiting.
“I…” You swallowed, looking away. “We shouldn’t.”
There was a second of silence, Wonbin’s hand leaving your waist and reaching up to tuck stray strands of hair behind your ear. Then he planted a soft kiss on your forehead and said, “Okay.”
You weren’t sure if the cold you felt now was from the rain or from something else entirely. But it was gone as soon as he pulled you into a hug.
“But we can do this, right?”
You chuckled lightly, closing your eyes and basking in his warmth. “Yeah,” you replied, wrapping your arms around him too. “Yeah, we can.”
You tossed and turned all night, replaying every moment at the warehouse. The way his lips felt against yours, the way he touched you with veneration, the addicting heat that had consumed you. All of it.
It was just the heat of the moment, you told yourself. Just a fleeting lapse of judgment, nothing more. But the longer you lay there, the more you realized you were lying.
You wanted it. You liked it. And you liked Wonbin.
It wasn’t just your imagination. You didn’t imagine the way your heart raced when he kissed you. You didn’t imagine the sparks of pleasure dancing on your skin when he touched you. You didn’t imagine the way you melted in his arms when he held you close until the rain stopped.
You were still trying to come to terms with it when you heard faint voices outside. Curious, you pushed yourself up and peered through the window.
Outside, it was the early hours of dawn. In the dim dawn light, Wonbin stood with Gram by the shed, lifting the lids off large clay crocks. Even though you couldn’t hear them, it wasn’t hard to guess what they were doing—Gram was transferring kimchi into a large container, with Wonbin helping her.
As if sensing your gaze, he suddenly glanced up and caught you watching. You froze when his gaze met yours. But Wonbin just smiled and raised a hand in a lazy wave, which you returned sheepishly.
Then he sent kisses your way, gestured that it was still too early, and mouthed that you should go back to sleep. Clearly, he had no idea you hadn’t slept a wink yet.
You huffed but nodded anyway, and just as you pulled back from the window, you heard Gram say something. Wonbin turned to her, his head tilting in mock innocence, and you could imagine her scolding him for slacking off. Smiling to yourself, you shut your window and crawled back into bed.
As expected, you woke up late the next morning. It was almost noon, but it was the weekend, so you knew Wonbin and Gram would be home all day. But he was nowhere to be seen.
Gram told you over lunch that he had gone to the city to visit his parents. You only nodded in response, pretending it didn’t affect you. But as the day stretched on, you found yourself missing him.
Which was stupid.
He was just a guy—a good-looking guy, yes, but that didn’t mean anything. Good-looking guys had a way of making you think you liked them when you really didn’t. Besides, liking Wonbin wasn’t part of the plan. You had come here for peace and quiet—to breathe and to heal, not to get swept up in whatever this was.
So you spent the day distracting yourself—helping Gram in the kitchen, reading in the shade, taking a walk along the shore. Anything to push thoughts of him away. The more you did, the more you convinced yourself that you didn’t like him that much.
You weren’t that attached to him. You didn’t care that he wasn’t around, didn’t notice the way the day felt quieter without him. You weren’t thinking about the way he always leaned too close when he talked or how he made even the dullest moments entertaining.
Would he be back today? Tomorrow? Would he have texted you if you had exchanged numbers?
Stop it. This wasn’t you. You didn’t get flustered over a guy. You didn’t sit around waiting like some lovesick idiot. You were better than this.
You were fine. Your thoughts kept circling back to him, but you were fine. You just needed to reset. Get a good night’s sleep. Tomorrow, you’d be back to normal.
So you sat outside on the porch after dinner, telling yourself you weren’t waiting for him. You were just enjoying the evening air after a hearty meal. You weren’t glancing at the road every few minutes. You weren’t hoping he’d arrive before you ran out of reasons to stay outside.
Then, as if answering an unspoken wish, Wonbin’s pickup came rolling into view, kicking up dust along the quiet road. The second you saw it, the day seemed brighter, and your heart felt lighter, warmer.
Oh.
So this was it. This was what it felt like to really like someone.
Wonbin parked his truck and hopped out, already smiling from ear to ear as he walked over to where you were sitting on the porch. “Waiting for me?” he asked, opening his arms as if he was waiting for you to jump into them.
You scoffed, crossing your arms defensively. “No. I’m just getting some air.”
Wonbin raised his brows. “You could’ve just lied and said you were. You’re hurting my feelings here.”
“I— what?”
He sighed, pouting. “I’m hurt because you’d been on my mind all day, and I couldn’t wait to come home and see you again.”
You blinked, suddenly feeling too warm despite the cool night air. The way he said it so smoothly, so easily, like it was just a simple fact, left you scrambling for a response. But nothing came.
Neither of you spoke.
Instead, you just stood there, staring at each other in the warm porch light. He didn’t even try to laugh it off or take it back so your heart thudded a little harder, unsure what to make of this.
Then, the front door creaked open, and Gram stepped out. “Binnie, you’re back so soon,” she greeted, eyeing him up and down. “Have you had dinner yet?”
“I did,” he answered, stepping back slightly. “I picked up something to eat on my way here.”
Gram huffed. “You should get some rest, then. You must be tired. Why didn’t you just spend the night at your parents’ house? Driving back and forth like that—” She gave him a knowing look, voice lilting with mischief. “It almost seems like you were excited to come home for some reason.”
You caught the implication immediately. Wonbin did too, if the way he smirked was any indication.
“You’re right, Gram,” he said without missing a beat. Then, with a glance at you, he added, “Actually, I was wondering if I could take the reason out for a stroll.”
Gram barely spared him a glance as she waved a hand dismissively. “Do whatever you want.” She turned back toward the house, muttering, “Took you long enough.”
And just like that, she was gone. You, however, were still standing there, completely dumbfounded.
You turned to Wonbin, who was watching you with an all-too-pleased expression. He tilted his head toward the road.
“So? You coming?”
You walked in silence for the first few minutes. You were expecting Wonbin to start the conversation because, obviously, he should be the one making conversation. He should be the one to say something—he was the one who’d all but admitted the long drive home had something to do with you. So you waited, arms crossed, refusing to be the one who cracked first.
“Don’t you have anything to say to me?” he finally asked, leaning down slightly to peek at your face.
You turned away. “No. What would I even say to you?”
Wonbin straightened up, huffing. “I practically spelled it out for you, and you have nothing to say?”
You stopped in your tracks, exhaling sharply as you ran a hand over your nape. “Okay, what the hell is this? How about communicating clearly and more openly like grown adults instead of whatever this is?”
Wonbin turned fully to face you. His expression was unreadable, but his voice was light when he said, “I like you.”
For a second, your mind went completely blank. You opened your mouth, then closed it, then let out a breath. “Are you sure?”
His brows furrowed. “What kind of question is that?”
“I mean—” You gestured vaguely. “It’s not just because of yesterday? Maybe it’s a momentary lapse of judgment. We kissed, and there was…” You hesitated to say it. “...a moment, and now you think you like me because of it.”
Wonbin tilted his head, then asked, “Are you drunk?”
“No.” You shot him a look. “Wonbin, I’m serious.”
He chuckled, but when he spoke again, he was serious. “No, it’s not just because of yesterday. I don’t pull something like that on just anyone. I’ve liked you for a while now.”
“Why?”
He grimaced, like he couldn’t believe you had to ask. “What do you mean why? Because I do. You’re pretty and nice. You’re smart. You’re good with kids, good with elders.” His voice was steady, without hesitation. “I’m not in love with you or anything. Not yet, at least. I just think you’re… amazing. And honestly, I wasn’t planning to act on it.”
You frowned. “Then why are you?”
“Because,” he said, watching you closely, “I think you like me too.”
Your pulse quickened. “No, I don’t,” you lied, shamelessly.
Wonbin’s grin was menacingly confident. “Yes, you do.”
You rolled your eyes and walked ahead, heading straight for the beach. He followed closely behind, undeterred. “Come on, I’m being honest here.”
“Well, what do you want me to do about that?” you asked, not even glancing back.
“Nothing. Just—” He caught up to you and slipped his hand into yours. “At least tell me you heard what I said.”
“I did.”
“So? What do you think?”
You sighed, pulling your hand back. “I haven’t thought about it yet.”
And truly, you hadn’t. Sure, you liked him too—fine, you’d admit that much, at least to yourself. But what were you supposed to do, throw yourself at him on a public beach? Announce it like some kind of press release? You didn’t even have a witty comeback ready, which was somehow the most alarming part of all this. You’d think of something. Eventually. Probably.
That didn’t seem to discourage him, though. If anything, his smile turned triumphant. “So you’re gonna think about it?”
“Even if I do, there’s no guarantee that—”
“It’s alright,” he cut you off, grinning. “I know I can change your mind.”
You raised an eyebrow. “You’re making me want to reject you just to spite you.”
Wonbin laughed, his head tipping back as he did. “You can try, but you wouldn’t want to.”
That made you laugh, too, though you weren’t sure if it was because it was funny or because he was right. Either way, it didn’t matter. You shook your head, exhaling sharply. “You’re really confident, huh?”
Wonbin shrugged. “It’s not confidence. I just know I’m right.”
You scoffed, lightly kicking sand at him. He dodged with a laugh, but you caught the way he was still looking at you—like he already knew what you’d decide.
You weren't sure exactly when Wonbin decided to start his little mission, but once he did, it became impossible to ignore. Maybe it was when he started showing up more often, always finding some excuse to be around. Maybe it was when he stopped waiting to be asked—fixing the latch on your door, carrying things before you could, slipping you an extra slice of fruit without a word.
Or maybe it was the evening on the porch.
You’d been sitting there after a long day, legs stretched out, watching the sky bleed from gold to deep blue, when Wonbin appeared with two cups of tea. He handed you one without a word and sat close enough that your shoulders brushed.
You took a sip, the warmth spreading through you. “Did you make this?”
“I did,” he said, propping himself on his hands. “Gram told me you liked this kind.”
That was the moment you stopped being able to write it all off as him just being naturally charming.
Because if his actions weren’t loud enough, he made sure everyone else knew, too. Not with grand gestures—Wonbin was smoother than that. He simply let people assume what they wanted, and confirmed it with a smile.
“You’re a good kid, Wonbin,” a man at the market told him one day. “I should introduce you to my niece. She’s a lovely girl—smart, well-mannered—”
“Ah, that won’t be necessary,” he said, glancing at you. “I already have someone I like.”
The man’s gaze flickered between you both before he let out a knowing laugh. “Oh, I see. You two make a nice couple.”
Before you could open your mouth to correct him, Wonbin sighed dramatically. “I know, right? But she’s making me work for it.”
The man laughed heartily. “Well, keep at it then. You’ll soften her heart eventually.”
You fled to the next stall before he could make it worse, and it followed you there anyway—a different vendor, the same knowing eyebrow, the same questions, Wonbin sighing about how hard you were making him suffer like it was a genuine hardship and not something he clearly enjoyed.
Even the aunties got in on it. They doted on him the way they always did—so handsome, so polite—before circling, as always, to their nieces and granddaughters.
“You’re not seeing anyone, right, Binnie?”
“No, but I’m trying,” Wonbin replied, nodding in your direction.
The auntie’s eyes twinkled with amusement. “Well, dear, you should consider it. He’s a catch.”
Wonbin turned to you, smirking like that was supposed to impress you. “Hear that? I’m a catch.”
You rolled your eyes and walked off, pretending not to hear the rest of their conversation.
At the café, the barista raised an eyebrow when Wonbin ordered your drink before you could even say it.
“He’s already ordering for you,” Joon mused, sliding the cup across the counter. “Boyfriend privileges?”
Wonbin took the cup and handed it to you without missing a beat. “Not yet, but I’m working on it.”
You swatted his arm. “Oh my god, stop telling people that.”
“What? It’s true.” He glanced back at Joon. “She is making me work for it.”
Joon laughed. “Sounds like you’ve got a shot.”
“I know.” He flashed his friend a grin before steering you toward a table.
But despite all his teasing, despite how easy he made it seem, you could tell he meant it. The way he always lingered close, the way he took things from your hands without asking so you wouldn’t have to carry them, the way he looked at you—warm, steady, and reassuring, eyes twinkling with all the affection he’s so willing to give.
Before you know it, three months had passed and the town’s founding anniversary festival came. The celebration took place at the townhall by the beach, with tables stretched across the clearing. The scent of grilled fish and food blended with the salty breeze, and children ran barefoot across the sand, shrieking as they chased each other. It was the kind of gathering that felt timeless, a tradition that was part of the town itself.
You watched from the shade of a large tree, with a cup of warm tea in your hands. The scene before you was lively, familiar now, yet something inside you was restless.
Wonbin was at the center of it all.
You weren’t sure when you lost track of him, but now, across the clearing, you spotted him with a group of aunties fussing over him. One of them reached up to pinch his cheek, scolding him for not eating enough, and he only laughed, throwing an arm around her shoulder and promising to come by for dinner next week. Not far from them, a group of kids tugged at his sleeves, demanding that he join their game. He let them drag him off with a grin, playfully ruffling a boy’s hair as they ran.
He was so at home here. And a strange feeling twisted in your chest as you took it all in—the way people naturally gravitated toward him, the way he moved through the crowd like he belonged, because he did. He had a place here, something his, something permanent.
And you… you were just passing through. A guest in their steady everyday life.
A strong breeze rustled the trees overhead, and you exhaled, as if trying to shake the thoughts away. It shouldn’t matter. You knew from the start that this was temporary, that eventually, you’d have to leave. Which was why the idea of starting something with him felt so selfish.
Across the clearing, Wonbin’s gaze caught yours and the smile that tore across his lips made your heart melt. You smiled back as he chased the kids away and started jogging toward you.
“Why do you look like that?” he asked as soon as he sat next to you.
You blinked. “Like what?”
He carefully grabbed the cup from your hand and took a sip. “Like you’re about to cry.”
You huffed, smiling sheepishly. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Wonbin crouched beside you, resting his forearms on his knees, watching you carefully. “You’re thinking too hard about something,” he said. “What is it?”
“It’s nothing.” You looked away, but he reached out, gently tucking your hair behind your ear.
“You’re a bad liar.”
You sighed. “It’s just… it’s really nice here,” you admitted, gesturing toward the gathering. “You’re really part of this town, aren’t you?”
Wonbin tilted his head. “Of course. I grew up here.”
“Exactly.” You let out a small, self-deprecating laugh. “You belong here, Wonbin. This is your home. And I’m just a guest.”
He studied you for a second, then said, “Is that what this is about?”
You shook your head, but it was unconvincing, even to yourself. Wonbin exhaled, then reached up, lightly flicking your forehead.
You winced. “Ow—what was that for?”
“For the stupid thoughts.” He rested his chin on his hand. “You think just because I’ve lived here longer, that means I belong here more than you?”
“You do, though,” you muttered.
“Maybe.” His gaze softened. “But that doesn’t mean you don’t.”
You opened your mouth, but no words came. Because wasn’t that the problem? No matter how much you loved this town, it wasn’t yours. And if you started something with him, would it really be fair, knowing you’d have to leave eventually?
Wonbin must have sensed your hesitation because his lips curved into a small, knowing smile. “You’re thinking too much.”
“I can’t help it,” you chuckled.
“It’s okay.” He reached for your hand, intertwining his fingers with yours. “Just don’t talk yourself out of liking me.”
Shaking your head with a grin, you said, “I’ll try.”
“Good,” he replied, still holding your hand, thumb brushing absentmindedly against your skin.
You were staring at each other when someone called your name. “Wrap it up, love birds! Come help us with the lanterns,” one of the women called, waving you over to where a group of ladies sat beneath a pavilion.
Wonbin rose to his feet, patting his knees as he said, “Go on, then.”
But before you could pull away, he leaned in to press a quick peck to your cheek. Your skin burned as a chorus of delighted gasps and giggles erupted from the women.
“Oh my,” someone cooed.
You turned to glare at Wonbin but he was already walking away with a satisfied grin. “I’ll see you later,” he said casually like he hadn’t just done that in broad daylight, in front of an entire audience.
You inhaled sharply, willing your face to cool before reluctantly stepping toward the pavilion. It didn’t help that all eyes were on you, their grins making it painfully clear that you were about to be teased the moment you step under that shade.
“Oh, look at her,” one of them started, nudging another. “Her face is all red.”
“About time, don’t you think?” another woman drawled, folding the paper carefully over the frame. “They’ve been at it for weeks now. It’s a wonder why they’re not dating yet.”
“You’re not?” asked one, turning to you with curious eyes.
You blinked, chuckling awkwardly as you sat down. “No. We’re not.”
You glanced around at the lanterns in progress, carefully folded and held together with thin wooden frames. “So how does this work?” you asked, steering the conversation elsewhere.
“Ah, you’ve never done this before?” one of them asked, already making space in front of you. “Here. let me show you.”
“Flying lanterns are part of the festival. Every year, we make these, light them up at night and send them out to sea,” another explained, demonstrating how to fasten the frame together. “Most people make wishes on them before letting them go.”
You nodded, watching her hands. “That’s nice.”
“It is,” she agreed. “Some people write their wishes down, but most just send them off and let fate handle the rest.”
The conversation wandered after that. The women shared stories about past festivals, about childhood memories, about their work, their families. Some had left the town for a time but eventually returned. Others had never left at all and found both their purpose and their love in this small town.
“Isn’t it funny how life works?” one of them mused. “Some of us spend years wanting to leave, only to realize later that there’s nowhere else we’d rather be.”
A few nodded in agreement, their expressions wistful. You listened quietly, fingers tracing the smooth paper of your lantern.
You never thought about staying, not once. This town had been an escape, a peaceful pause in your fast-paced life. But somehow, it kept drawing you in. You used to feel like a visitor passing through, but then there were mornings spent sipping tea with Gram, evenings watching the fishermen return with their catch, and nights when laughter—yours and Wonbin’s—echoed through the town. Eventually, it got to a point where when you looked up, the sky was no longer unfamiliar. The people here weren’t strangers anymore.
And Wonbin…
“You know,” another woman started, glancing at you with a knowing smile, “there’s a popular myth about these lanterns.”
That got your attention. “A myth?”
“It’s probably just that, a myth with no truth to it,” she said lightly, her hands expertly tying a knot, “but it’s been passed down longer than anyone can remember."
"They say that you can make wishes when you send out a lantern, but if you send one with your lover, it’s a wish to stay together forever.”
You smiled, finding it unsurprisingly typical but cute nonetheless. “That’s… romantic.”
“That’s why couples always do it together,” another woman added, grinning. “It’s tradition.”
The first woman turned to you again. “Has Wonbin asked you to send one with him yet?”
You blinked, caught off-guard by the question. Then again, you should have expected the conversation to take this turn. Before you could answer, another woman let out a laugh. “Of course he has! He wouldn’t miss the chance.”
You pressed your lips together, knowing there was no way out of this. If you admitted that Wonbin hadn’t asked, they’d tease him mercilessly. If you denied everything outright, they wouldn’t believe you. So instead, you focused on your lantern, pretending to be engrossed in aligning the edges.
The women continued chatting around you, discussing the upcoming lantern release, while your thoughts drifted.
Wonbin hadn’t asked you to send one with him. Would he?
And if he did… would you say yes?
You waited for him to ask. Maybe it was foolish, but as the day stretched into the night and festivalgoers started making their way to the beach with lanterns in hand, you kept expecting Wonbin to turn to you and say something. An invitation, even a playful one—anything that would suggest he wanted to go together.
But he never did. And somehow, you still ended up going with him. Not that you were expecting to go with someone else.
There was a mini talent show by the beach, with townsfolk participating by singing or dancing. Wonbin had simply taken your hand and led you away from the main stage, settling on a low stone wall far from the noise of the crowd. From where you sat, the music was still within reach but the space around you was quiet.
He left to get food and returned not too long after, making you raise an eyebrow. “That was quick.”
Wonbin handed you a skewer with a smirk. “Don’t ask, just eat.”
You narrowed your eyes at him, but you still took the food. You talked over the hearty food. He complained about how long the lines were, you accused him of cutting them. He neither confirmed nor denied it, only smiled in that way that said maybe I did, maybe I didn’t.
At some point, his gaze drifted to the lantern resting beside you.
“Did you make that?”
You hummed, nodding. “Where’s yours?”
He stretched his legs out, leaning back on his hands. “I don’t need one.”
You glanced at him. “Why not?” You instinctively pushed the lanter away from him. “You are not taking mine.”
He frowned. “Are you saying you don’t want to send one together?”
You stared at him, heat creeping up your cheeks. “WHAT? Why would— Why—W–What are you talking about?”
Wonbin smirked teasingly. “So you already know the myth?”
You blinked but didn’t say anything. He turned his head toward you. “You’re not gonna make me go light one alone, will you?”
You scoffed, feeling annoyed now. “Is this how you’re gonna ask me to light one with you? Surely you can do better.”
“Asking is for people who don’t get what they want.”
You let out an incredulous laugh and rolled your eyes. “Have fun lighting one by yourself then.”
He hummed, seemingly satisfied. For a moment, the conversation paused, the music from a young girl singing a ballad echoed through the cool night air. The warm glow of festival lights flickered over Wonbin’s features as he watched you eat quietly, eyes fixed on the show.
Then, in a quieter voice, he said, “What would you wish for?”
That made you glance at him, looking away just as quickly when you saw the fond look in his eyes. You cleared your throat. “I don’t know. Peace, maybe.”
Wonbin chuckled. “Like world peace? That’s so generic.”
“No. Peace in my own life,” you corrected, scoffing.
He hummed. “That’s not what most people wish for.”
“Yeah? What do most people wish for?”
He leaned back on his hands again, gazing toward the dark sea. “Love, money… fame?” He smirked. “A kiss under the fireworks.”
You chuckled. “That last one sounds oddly specific.”
“Does it?” His tone was light, but his eyes flickered back to you, holding yours for a second too long.
You looked away first, exhaling. “I think peace is a good wish.”
Wonbin didn’t reply right away. “Is that why you left the city?” he asked eventually.
There it was, the question about your life and choices. Somehow, it didn’t feel as jarring as the previous times he tried to bring it up. Maybe because you wanted to tell him this time.
You pressed your lips together before answering, putting the paper plate of food on the ledge beside you. “I got fired for exposing a senior executive who sexually harassed one of my coworkers,” you began.
“Long story short, the company protected him and I got fired. I sued for wrongful termination but my own lawyer told me to back down, saying the fight wasn’t worth it. They were too big and I was too small.”
Wonbin’s expression hardened slightly. “So you gave up?”
“I didn’t at first,” you murmured, chuckling. You were able to laugh about it now. There were days when you couldn’t even swallow anything because of how stressful it was. “But they made sure no one else would hire me. They spread rumors about me. That I leak information to rival companies. None of it was true, but in my field, something like leaking information is a big deal. It was enough to ruin me.”
Wonbin didn’t say anything at first, but his jaw clenched. “That’s bullshit.”
You let out a breath of a laugh. “It was. But I had no choice so I took the settlement and left. I just… I wanted to be somewhere far away. I needed a temporary escape.”
“Temporary?” he echoed.
You glanced at him, only to find him still watching you intently.
You hesitated, fingers curling around the wooden frame of the lantern. You thought about the town, about the people who had unknowingly made space for you in their world. About Wonbin who had secured a place for himself in your heart. And about you who had slowly started to belong here.
“I don’t know,” you admitted. “I think I’m starting to change my mind.”
Wonbin didn’t speak and just watched you, his gaze steady in the lantern-lit dark. Then he leaned in, slowly. You weren’t sure if you moved too, only that suddenly he was too close, his eyes flickering to your lips. His fingers brushed over yours on the cool concrete, squeezing as he continued leaning closer.
And just when your lips were about to meet, a loud boom echoed the air, and the sky erupted into colors.
You were startled, glancing at the sky as fireworks exploded in bursts of gold and red, reflecting in your eyes. Beside you, Wonbin chuckled. “You wished for a kiss under the fireworks, didn’t you?”
You burst out laughing. “No, you did.”
He grinned, jumping down the ledge and nodding toward the crowd gathering by the beach. “Let’s go. They’re starting.”
You scrambled to grab your lantern and get down the wall. But Wonbin was already lifting you by the waist and setting you carefully on your feet. Then with your fingers intertwined, he led you down the sandy path to the beach where people were starting to light their lanterns.
And for the first time since arriving in this town, staying sounded like a really good idea.
The drive up to the pear farm was quiet, but not in a way that felt empty or awkward. Wonbin’s hand was warm against yours, his thumb absentmindedly tracing the back of your palm as he steered with his other hand.
Earlier at the beach, when the lanterns started floating into the sky, he had leaned down to whisper, “The view is better from up the hill.”
And before you could even respond, he was already tugging you toward his truck, grinning like he knew you wouldn’t say no. And you didn’t.
Now, sitting on the rooftop of the warehouse, you could see what he meant. From here, the town stretched below, the coastline shimmering with lanterns drifting over the sea like golden fireflies. It was breathtaking.
For a while, neither of you spoke. It was much quieter than the festival down below. Up here, it felt like the rest of the world had fallen away. Wonbin sat close, one arm over your shoulder as you rested your head against his chest, his heartbeat steady and soothing. You turned your head, wanting to say something, only to find that he was already watching you.
He smiled. “I really, really, like you. You have no idea.”
“Well,” you breathed, smiling back at him. “I really, really, like you too.”
He smirked. “I knew it.”
You rolled your eyes. “Boy, bye,” you muttered, moving to stand up but he stopped you.
“I’m sorry,” he chuckled, looking nowhere near sorry at all. “Don’t go.”
His fingers brushed over your cheek, light at first, as if waiting for you to stop him—but you didn’t. Instead, you nuzzled into the warmth of his hand. The slight furrow of his brows and the affection in his eyes stirred something inside you, igniting some kind of courage that made you reach for his cheek and lean forward to press a soft kiss on his lips.
A quick one. Fleeting but it left a tingling sensation on your lips, itching for more. Something flickered in Wonbin’s eyes before his lips crashed into yours in a slow, searching kiss. It wasn’t hurried or desperate, just deep, lingering, like neither of you wanted to let go. So you didn’t let go.
Wonbin kissed you like he had all the time in the world. His lips moved over yours in a way that made your breath hitch, slow and thorough, like he was memorizing you, savoring the shape of your mouth, the way you sighed against his lips.
Your fingers curled into his shirt, clinging onto him as warmth spread through you. He made a quiet sound when you pulled him closer, one hand slipping down to your waist, the other threading through your hair to tip your head back. The angle deepened the kiss and sent a shiver through you when his tongue pushed into your mouth.
You caught your breath when he pulled back slightly, eyes searching yours, his thumb tracing your jaw. Then, just as easily, his lips were back on yours, softer this time but just as insistent.
You didn’t know how long you stayed like that, only that at some point, you found yourself stepping down from the rooftop, hand in hand with him. The warehouse door creaked as he pushed it open, revealing the dim interior where weeks ago, something had almost happened between you. This time though, you weren’t stopping.
Wonbin glanced at you with an inquiring look in his eyes, as if asking for a confirmation to continue. But you had already made up your mind. You reached for him, and he caught you in his arms with a breathless laugh. Then his lips were on yours again.
His hands slid down your back, pressing you flush against him. The warmth of his body, and the firmness of his touch was intoxicating. His lips trailed along your jaw, down the line of your throat, lingering at the sensitive spot beneath your ear.
“We can still stop if you’re not sure about this,” he murmured against your skin, his breath warm and teasing.
Your fingers tightened around the fabric of his shirt, already half undone from when you’d tugged at it earlier. “Stopping is the last thing in my mind right now.”
That was all the permission he needed.
His lips were on you again, hungrier this time, as if something had snapped inside him. The restraint he had so carefully held onto unraveled with every touch, every kiss. Your back met the cool surface of a stack of crates, but you barely noticed, too caught up in the way his hands slipped under the hem of your dress, the way he pressed into you like he couldn’t get close enough.
His hands slid higher, slipping beneath the tight band of your bra. The heat of his palm cupped your breast, sending a new wave of warmth through you. His lips left yours to trail lower, nipping at the hollow of your throat before pressing open-mouthed kisses along your collarbone. Your back arched into him before you even realized, his hands tightening at your waist in response.
“Wonbin,” you breathed before you could stop it.
He hummed in response, the sound deep and approving. His fingers brushed along your ribs, teasing the hem of your dress upward, giving you plenty of time to stop him—but you didn’t. Instead, you tugged at his shirt and yanked it from his shoulders.
You could barely see him in the dim light, but you could still make out the smooth lines of his skin, the way his chest rose and fell with each breath, his smooth long hair slightly disheveled from your hands running through it.
Without a word, he lifted you off your feet and kissed you again. Your legs wrapped around his torso, arms around his neck as he walked further into the warehouse and set you down an empty worktable.
The cold surface of the worktable sent a shiver through you, but Wonbin’s hands were warm as they slid along your thighs, pushing them apart just enough to step between them. His gaze darkened as he took you in, his fingers trailing on the bare skin beneath your dress before he pulled it over your head, tossing it somewhere behind him.
“So beautiful,” he murmured, almost absentmindedly, like he was too distracted by you to realize he’d said it aloud.
He leaned in again, capturing your lips in another slow, lingering kiss as his hands worked the clasp of your bra. The second it slipped from your shoulders, he palmed your breasts, thumbs brushing over your nipples in circles. A whimper escaped you, your back arching into him.
He lowered his head, lips parting just before he wrapped them around your nipple, sucking slowly and deeply. The warmth of his mouth sent a sharp jolt of heat through your nerves, pooling low in your stomach.
“Wonbin,” you gasped, thighs tightening around his waist as he switched to the other, his tongue flicking over the sensitive bud before closing his lips around it and sucking again. He groaned, like he was savoring the taste of you, like he couldn’t get enough.
His hands slid down your back, gripping your hips, pressing you firmly against him and there was no mistaking the hard press of his erection through his jeans. The realization sent another wave of heat through you, and you bucked against him without thinking.
He grunted and pulled back just enough to meet your gaze, half-lidded eyes directed at you. “You’re gonna make me lose my mind,” he murmured, voice rough.
You kissed him, messy and eager, before smirking against his lips. “Well, wouldn’t you love it if I did?”
“Oh, fuck you,” he breathed before laying you down the table with urgency.
Your skin prickled with anticipation as you watched him unbuckle his belt. His fingers worked quickly, shoving his jeans and boxers down just enough, freeing himself from the restraints of his clothes.
Your lips parted at the sight of him—hard, flushed, and already leaking at the tip. You felt yourself clench at nothing as he leaned over you again, hands gripping your hips as he pressed himself against the damp fabric between your legs. The friction made you whimper, your thighs trembling around him.
“So sensitive,” he groaned, rolling his hips against yours, dragging himself along your clothed sex. “So soaked too.”
“Please do something about it,” you whispered, tilting your head back as his mouth found your throat, sucking at the supple skin, leaving behind a delightful sting that you knew you’d still see tomorrow.
His hands slipped into the waistband of your underwear, hooking his fingers in the fabric and dragging them down in one swift motion. The cool air against your bare skin made you shiver, but Wonbin was quick to settle between your legs again, his fingers tracing teasingly up your inner thigh.
He paused, gaze flicking up to yours, searching. You knew what he was asking. pulling him down, capturing his lips in a desperate kiss. “I need you,” you whispered in his ear.
Wonbin groaned into your mouth, pressing you deeper into the table as his hands roamed your skin. His fingers trailed lower, brushing against your inner thigh before sliding between your legs. A sharp gasp left you at the first stroke of his fingers. You didn’t bother pretending to be shy, not when he was rubbing delightfully against your clit, not when your hips bucked into his touch on instinct.
Then, just when you thought you couldn’t take any more, he pulled back. You were just about ready to protest but your voice disappeared the second he dropped to his knees.
His hands gripped your thighs, dragging you closer to the edge of the table. He looked up at you, eyes dark with something ravenous.
“Oh—” before you could form a word, his mouth was on you.
The first swipe of his tongue sent a full-body shudder through you. “Wonbin—” His name broke off into a gasp as he sucked your clit.
He hummed, satisfied, as he settled between your thighs like he belonged there, his fingers digging into your hips to keep you still—though that did little to stop the way your legs trembled around him. Then, without warning, he buried his tongue inside you, licking deep, slow, dragging obscene noises from your lips.
Your hands flew to his hair, clutching and pulling when the pleasure became too much, only for him to groan in approval, his grip tightening on you. The sounds—his mouth, your gasps, the heat—filled the empty warehouse, making your tummy coil tighter and tighter with every movement of his tongue.
“Wonbin,” you whimpered, thighs squeezing around his head. “I’m—”
“I know.” His voice was hoarse, breathless, and he didn’t stop—if anything, he doubled down, sucking harder, fingers replacing his tongue, thrusting deep, curling just right until the knot in your stomach came undone.
Your body arched off the table, waves of pleasure crashing through you, leaving you breathless, dazed, trembling beneath him.
Wonbin kissed his way back up your body. He lingered at your boobs, then at you collarbone and your neck, his breath warm as he whispered against your skin, “You’re beautiful like this.”
You barely had the voice to respond, still trembling from the way he’d unraveled you so effortlessly. But when his lips met yours again, you tasted yourself on his tongue, and something about that sent a fresh wave of pleasure through you.
You wrapped your arms around his shoulders, pulling him closer, feeling the warmth of his skin against yours. His forehead rested against yours, his lips brushing yours with every breath.
“Please tell me you want this,” he whispered, his voice low and unsteady. Not because he didn’t know it, but because he needed to hear it.
You cupped his jaw, your thumb brushing over his cheekbone. “I want you, Wonbin.”
His hand slid down your thigh, lifting it higher against his waist as he positioned himself with you, moving slowly. His lips found yours again, swallowing your gasp as he pushed himself in, filling you inch by inch, stretching you in the most delightful way.
He groaned softly into your mouth, his fingers intertwining with yours beside your head as he pushed deeper, until there was no space left between you. He didn’t move right away, just held you, let you feel him, let you adjust to the feeling of him buried inside you.
“You okay?” he murmured, his thumb brushing over your knuckles.
You nodded, breath shaky, overwhelmed by the way he was looking at you—like you were something to be cherished, something to be loved.
Then he started to move slowly, deeply, like he was practicing the clench, like he never wanted to forget the way you felt around him. He kissed you between every thrust, your lips, your cheek, your jaw, anywhere he could reach—his hands never leaving yours.
“You’re trembling.”
You were. From his hands, his mouth, his manhood and the intoxicating euphoria that clouded your head and left you gasping, arching into him, chasing every movement, every moment.
And when he finally whispered your name like a prayer, you knew you were completely, utterly lost in him.
Neither of you said much on the ride home, still giddy about what had just happened but too shy to talk about it. He kept one hand on the wheel, the other holding yours, as he hummed quietly with the music from the stereo. The cool night air slipped in through the open window, carrying the faint echoes of the festival, but here, in the car, it was just the two of you.
The guest house was dark when you arrived, Gram still out enjoying the festival somewhere. You half expected Wonbin to go back to his room, but you knew he’d follow you inside yours.
“Wanna shower together?” he asked, hugging you from behind and kissing the side of your head.
You huffed a quiet laugh. “I think I’ll go by myself.”
“Oh, come on. Just say yes,” he whined, burying his face in the crook of your neck. “Please?”
You chuckled, shaking your head. “Fine.” He was quick to tug you down the hall and into the bathroom.
In the bathroom, steam floated in the air as warm water cascaded over your shoulders. Wonbin stood behind you, arms wrapped loosely around your waist. He reached for the soap, lathering it between his palms before smoothing it over your shoulders, down your arms, his touch more soothing than teasing.
His fingers traced along your spine, his lips brushing over the back of your neck before he whispered, “Don’t get turned on. We’re just taking a bath.”
You smacked his chest, laughing as you took the soap from his hand. “Turn around.”
Like an obedient puppy, he did as he was told and you lathered the soap against his back. For a long moment, you just stood there, quietly helping each other wash up.
As you were running your fingers into his hair, Wonbin said, “You keep touching me like that, and we’re never getting out of here.”
You scoffed. “Take your mind out of the gutter.”
He grabbed your wrists gently, making you pause. “Okay, I hope you know that’s too much to ask when you’re standing here naked with me.”
“Oh my god, you’re the insatiable type, aren’t you?” you asked, shaking your head as you wriggled your hands free from his grip.
Wonbin only grinned. “Baby, every man with a working penis is insatiable.”
You scoffed, flicking water at him. “That’s so insightful. Thanks,” you said with a deadpan expression.
He smirked. “I like to think I’m a man of wisdom.”
“You’re a menace. That’s what you are.”
“Yeah? And yet, here you are. Naked again. With me.”
You rolled your eyes playfully. “Obviously, I have bad judgment.”
“Mm. Bad judgment is agreeing to shower with me and expecting nothing to happen.” He reached for your waist, pulling you close and peppering your face with kisses.
You shoved him under the water, laughing as you said, “Cut it out.”
He slicked his hair back, letting the water rinse the soap away. “I always knew you liked me too much,” he teased, pressing a kiss to your shoulder before tugging you back under the spray.
You rolled your eyes but didn’t pull away when he reached for the loofah, running it down your arm with care. For all his teasing, he took his time with you, washing your skin with gentle strokes, like he enjoyed the act itself, not just the excuse to touch you.
At some point, his fingers found yours under the water, linking them together. You looked up to find him watching you. He didn’t say anything—he didn’t need to. The silence, the warmth, the feeling of standing here with him in the warm light of the bathroom, it was enough.
Steam was still in the air as you stood side by side in front of the bathroom mirror, you wrapped in a towel and him shirtless with gray sweatpants. You reached for your moisturizer while Wonbin lazily brushed his teeth, watching you through the mirror.
“I saw a house for sale near the pear farm the other day,” you said casually, dabbing the product on your skin.
Wonbin hummed, dipping his head down the sink to rinse his mouth. “Oh yeah?”
You nodded. “It’s nice. Small, but cozy. Has a garden.”
“I know that one. Nice house. The owners moved abroad with their daughter.” He wiped his mouth with a towel.
“Do you know how much they’re selling it for?”
He capped his toothbrush and turned to face you fully. “Should be affordable. Real estate isn’t too expensive around here. Why? You interested?”
“Maybe,” you replied, shrugging.
He made a thoughtful sound, turning back to the mirror. “I won’t move in with you unless you marry me first.”
You snorted. “Don’t we technically live together already?”
“This is a guest house. That’s different,” he countered. “Buying a house is serious. I like you a lot, but I won’t spend money on a house unless we’re official official.”
Rolling your eyes, you turned to him. “I have my own money, you know. I’ll buy the house myself.”
“Fine, fine.” He held up both hands in mock surrender, though the smirk didn’t budge. “I admire a strong, independent woman. Still not moving in unless you marry me, though.”
“I didn’t say I was gonna live there with you,” you said, packing your skincare products back into your pouch.
He considered this, tilting his head like he was negotiating down. “Okay. Engaged, then. Minimum.”
“I didn’t say that either.”
“A key, at least?” He was already reaching for the towel again, still toweling off his hands, still wearing that same grin, like the bit hadn’t caught up with him yet. “If you’re living in that house, I should get a key.”
He turned back to the sink, humming to himself, pleased with his own logic—
—and froze. The bathroom went quiet except for the steady trickle of water against porcelain. Slowly, he turned back to you, his brows knitting in realization, the smirk still hanging there a second too long before it finally dropped.
“Wait a minute…”
You didn’t say anything, just shrugged. His eyes widened, and he straightened, covering his mouth in mock shock. “You’re staying?”
“I’m considering it.” You walked out of the bathroom, and as expected, Wonbin was right behind you. “There’s a few things I can do if I settle down here. I could open a shop or something. Take up teaching or do marketing consults for the pear farm. I don’t see why not.”
You turned to find him still staring at you, hand over his mouth like he couldn’t believe what he’d just heard. You stopped walking.
“Seriously?” you deadpanned, hands on your waist.
He ignored you, blinking a few times before asking again, “You’re staying?”
You chuckled. “Yeah. I’m—”
Before you could say anything else, Wonbin pulled you into a tight hug. He let out a breathy laugh against your hair, one hand sliding up to the nape of your neck.
You smiled, wrapping your arms around him too. You hadn’t expected it to be such a simple decision, in the end. You thought of the shell that little boy had once pressed into your hands, insisting it was the best one he’d found. You thought of Gram’s tea, made just the way you liked it before you’d even known there was a way you liked it. You thought of the vendors who’d talked you into stalls you didn't need to enter, of aunties who called you dear before they knew your name, of a hundred small kindnesses you’d mistaken, at first, for the ordinary politeness of strangers.
Maybe you’d known for a while. Maybe you’d been staying long before you admitted it to yourself. Maybe your doubts were just the shadows of a past self trying to resist the peace you had found here.
You hugged him a little tighter, pressing your face into his shoulder. Wonbin pulled back just enough to meet your gaze, his lips lifting into a mischievous smile.
“Let’s get married before you change your mind.”
You scoffed, patting his chest. “Slow down there, Romeo.”
And just like that, you were walking into a new phase in your life. Something slower, more mundane but steadier, and uneventful in the best way. It might have seemed too soon to say, but deep down, you knew you’d never regret choosing this life.
genre: smut
synopsis: maybe teasing him wasn't so bad after all...
warnings: exhibitionism, degradation, choking, public sex, humiliation kink, jealousy kink, anal
pairing: bf!wonbin x fem!reader
wc: 1.9k
You should have known things would go sideways the moment Leo leaned across your desk after history seminar and said, “Want to study together later? I could use someone who actually paid attention.”
“Sure,” you answered before thinking twice. You liked Leo. He was easy to work with and even easier to talk to.
Too easy, apparently.
Because the second the words left your mouth, you felt Wonbin’s stare burn into the side of your neck.
“Study?” he asked, voice casual in the way a held blade is casual.
Leo nodded. “Yeah. The Crusades essay is killing me. Thought we could go over notes.”
You gave Wonbin a look, silently begging him not to make it weird. “It’s just for an hour.”
Wonbin didn’t even pretend to play it cool. “Then I’m coming too.”
Leo laughed nervously, like he didn’t realize he’d accidentally stepped into a landmine. “Sure, man. The more the merrier.”
But Wonbin didn’t laugh. He just slipped his hand into yours, holding on tight enough that you felt the warning in it. You whispered, “You don’t have to come.”
“I do,” he said. “I’ve seen the way he looks at you.”
“You’re overreacting.”
“I’m reacting,” he corrected quietly. “There’s a difference.”
And even though you rolled your eyes, you didn’t argue. Because you knew exactly how this would go. You’d meet in the library. Leo would bring neat, color-coded notes. And Wonbin would sit so close his jealousy would have its own gravity.
Which is exactly how you ended up here.
The quiet of the library was a heavy blanket, broken only by the soft scratch of your pencil and the occasional rustle of a turned page. You could feel the heat of Wonbin’s thigh against yours under the small wooden table, a steady, possessive burn. His focus was a physical thing, a tight coil of concentration directed at his economics textbook. You, however, had finished your work twenty minutes ago.
Your study partner, Leo from your history seminar, grinned as he slid his notes toward you. “Think that covers the Crusades well enough?”
You leaned forward, giving him a bright, appreciative smile, your voice a hushed, friendly murmur. “It’s perfect, Leo. Seriously, you saved me.”
A low, guttural sound came from your left. You didn’t need to look to know Wonbin’s jaw was tight, his knuckles probably white where he gripped his pen. You could feel the shift in his energy, the quiet air turning sharp and electric.
Leo, oblivious, chuckled. “Anytime. Maybe we can—”
“We’re done here.” Wonbin’s voice was a low, flat command, devoid of its usual warmth. He closed his book with a definitive snap that echoed in the silent aisle.
“Oh, uh, sure man,” Leo stammered, quickly gathering his things and offering you a faint, confused wave before retreating.
You turned to Wonbin, a fake, innocent pout on your lips. “What was that for? He was just being nice.”
His hand closed around your wrist, his grip not painful but unbreakable, a brand of intent. His dark eyes were narrowed, a storm brewing behind them. “Nice?” he whispered, the word a venomous, silken threat. “You were smiling at him like he’d just given you the world, not a scribbled note on dead centuries.”
He stood, pulling you up with him. “We need to have a talk. Now.”
He didn’t give you a chance to respond, leading you—practically dragging you—deeper into the maze of shelves, away from the open study areas, into the dim, dusty silence of the ancient history section. The air smelled of old paper and forgotten things. He backed you into the deepest, most shadowy corner, his body caging you against the cool metal shelves.
“What do you think you’re doing?” you breathed, a genuine tremor of anticipation mixing with your feigned protest.
His face was inches from yours, his breath hot on your lips. “Reminding you who you belong to.” His free hand came up, his fingers curling lightly, so lightly, around your throat. Not squeezing. Just holding. A promise. A threat. Your pulse hammered against his palm, a frantic bird trapped in a gentle cage. “That smile is mine. Those little breaths you’re trying to hide… they’re mine. Every single part of you is mine to witness, and mine alone.”
His thumb stroked the line of your jaw, a mocking caress. “You liked that, didn’t you? Letting him look. Letting him think he had a chance. You little tease.” His voice dropped even further, a rough, gritty whisper that slid straight through your core. “Did it make you wet? Thinking about him watching while I put you in your place?”
You swallowed, the motion restricted by his gentle hold. “Babe, someone could—”
“Let them,” he growled, and his mouth crashed down on yours. It wasn’t a kiss of affection; it was a claiming. Hard, demanding, all teeth and possession. You moaned into it, your hands coming up to clutch at his shoulders as your knees went weak.
He broke the kiss, his own breathing ragged. His hand left your throat, sliding down to the button of your jeans. His eyes never left yours as he popped it open, then dragged the zipper down. The sound was obscenely loud in the silence. He hooked his fingers into the waistband of your jeans and your panties, yanking them down to your thighs in one sharp motion. The cool library air kissed your exposed skin, raising goosebumps.
“Turn around,” he ordered, his voice thick. “Put your hands on the shelf.”
You obeyed, your heart slamming against your ribs. The worn leather of his belt brushed the backs of your thighs as you bent over, presenting yourself to him in the shadowy aisle. You heard the rasp of his own zipper, the rustle of clothing.
“Look at you,” he whispered, his hands spreading your cheeks apart, exposing you completely. “So pretty and pink. Already shiny for me. Did that pathetic smile really get you this worked up?” He traced a single finger through your slickness, gathering the wetness that proved his point, and you shuddered, pushing back against his hand. “So desperate.”
You felt the broad, flared head of his cock press against your entrance, not pushing in, just resting there, a heavy, insistent pressure. He was thick, the prominent vein on the underside pulsing against your sensitive flesh. He leaned over you, his chest against your back, his lips at your ear.
“You want this?” he murmured, his voice a dark caress. “You want me to fuck you right here where anyone could walk by and see what a greedy little thing you are? See how you drip for me?”
“Yes,” you gasped, the word torn from you.
“Yes, what?”
“Yes, please, Wonbin.”
He rewarded you by sinking into you in one smooth, relentless motion. The stretch was immense, breathtaking, forcing a choked cry from your throat that he swallowed with another brutal kiss. He filled you utterly, the thick length of him rubbing against every sensitive inch inside you. He held himself there, buried to the hilt, letting you feel the full, overwhelming sensation of being taken.
Then he began to move.
His thrusts were not gentle. They were deep, punishing, each one driving the air from your lungs. The sound of skin meeting skin, of his body slapping against yours, was muffled by the shelves but sounded deafening to your ears. You bit your lip to keep from screaming, the metallic taste of blood a sharp tang on your tongue. Your breasts, free from your bra, swung heavily with each powerful drive forward, the nipples hard and aching.
“This is what you needed, wasn’t it?” he grunted, his hands gripping your hips hard enough to leave bruises, his pace intensifying. “You couldn’t just sit there and be good. You had to push. You had to make me remind you.”
You could only moan in response, your world narrowing to the feeling of him pistoning into you, the rough fabric of his jeans against your bare thighs, the terrifying, exhilarating risk of discovery. Your fingers scrambled for purchase on the dusty shelf.
One of his hands left your hip and snaked around your front, his fingers finding your swollen, throbbing clit. The contact was electric, a direct jolt of pleasure that made you see stars. He rubbed tight, frantic circles there, his rhythm on your clit matching the deep, pounding rhythm of his thrusts.
“You’re going to cum,” he commanded into your ear, his voice ragged with his own nearing release. “You’re going to cum all over my cock while I fuck you in this library. Let everyone hear what a good, owned girl you are.”
The dual sensations were too much. The deep, internal pressure and the frantic, external stimulation converged into a cataclysm. Your orgasm didn't crest; it detonated. A white-hot wave of pure, shattering pleasure erupted from your core, radiating out until your very fingertips tingled with it. Your inner muscles clamped down on him, gripping and milking his shaft in rhythmic, uncontrollable pulses. A silent scream was locked in your throat as your body convulsed around him, your vision spotting at the edges.
The violent clenching of your body around his length was the final push he needed. With a guttural, choked gasp, he buried himself as deep as he could go. You felt the hot, sudden rush of his release flood you, pulse after thick, claiming pulse painting your inner walls. He held you there, impaled, as he emptied himself inside you, his own body trembling with the force of it.
For a long moment, the only sound was your ragged, synced breathing. He slumped over you, his forehead resting between your shoulder blades, his softening cock still nestled within your sensitive, twitching depths.
Slowly, carefully, he pulled out. A hot trickle of his release immediately escaped down your inner thigh. He turned you around to face him, his eyes dark and sated, but still blazing with a possessive fire. He captured your mouth in a kiss that was surprisingly soft, almost tender, a stark contrast to the fierce claiming of before.
He leaned his forehead against yours, his voice a husky, satisfied whisper. “You’re mine,” he murmured, the words a low growl that reverberated through your chest. His hands slid up to cradle your face, thumbs brushing over your flushed cheeks with a gentleness that contrasted sharply with the raw intensity of what had just transpired. “Every smile, every breath, every moan—it all belongs to me.”
“Tell me you understand. Tell me you know who you belong to.”
“You,” you gasped, your voice breaking. “I belong to you.”
He smiled then, a slow, predatory curve of his lips that made your stomach flip. “Good girl,” he murmured, his hands sliding down to grip your hips once more. He pressed a kiss to your forehead, a rare display of tenderness that somehow felt more possessive than anything else he’d done. “Now let’s get out of here before someone sees.”
The promise in his words sent another wave of heat through you, but before you could respond, he was already straightening your clothes with practiced efficiency. His touch was firm but gentle, a silent reminder that even in moments of care, he was in control. As he guided you out of the shadowy aisle and back into the library’s main area, you couldn’t help but glance over your shoulder one last time. The memory of what had just happened lingered in the air like a secret, binding you to him even tighter than before. And you knew, without a doubt, that this was only the beginning.