May 16, 2019
Saying our goodbyes to one of my closest friends hopefully today you're watching and smiling down on us we miss you bro #ripcarlos #ip #popping #hiphop #dance #ukdancer https://www.instagram.com/p/BxhWe8FgAc7/?igshid=17sb49865q40j
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Saying our goodbyes to one of my closest friends hopefully today you're watching and smiling down on us we miss you bro #ripcarlos #ip #popping #hiphop #dance #ukdancer https://www.instagram.com/p/BxhWe8FgAc7/?igshid=17sb49865q40j
Another year passes, words will never be enough to describe the impact you left in my life or everyone in our group of friends, our own family. Always thinking of you and the memories we made. Keep keepin’ an eye out for us and I’ll see you on the other side when the time comes brother. #11years #ripcarlos #bestfriend (at Austin, Texas)
Fuck the Violence
Apparently in my Little Town in New Mexico it's okay for People to use violence as a way to get anger out, unfortunately it has happened again where two Teens start Fighting and one Is Killed. Where does this end, why does it resort to this? Do people ever think "hey this was someone's kid/parent " And yet another teen boy stabbed and killed during a Fight. It's Fucking Bullshit.
Tomorrow.
So my ex girlfriend is coming over tomorrow, I honestly don't know how to feel about her. It's just awkward now, like she wants to still be my friend after everything she put me through, it's like you made me fall for you and then you like tease me and I fall for it and just get the fuck please.
Carlos' viewing is also tomorrow, I don't think I'm emotionally strong enough to be there, I would love to see him one last time though, and give my condolences to his parents. I can barely go into our 7th period without crying, knowing he's not there anymore. I just... can't. Yesterday at the candlelight vigil, I cried so hard, it was unbelievable. I really miss him, more than I thought I would, but his smile would lighten the whole room and now, we have no one to do that. Everyone's unanswered question is why did he do it? No one knows. I just wish I could've been there to stop him. I just.. am so scared to how I'm going to react.
Jags never forgotten! #ripcarlos #ripomar 💛 (Taken with instagram)