I was just having a conversation with the wife and it dawned upon me that maybe this is why I can never remember anything! I suppress so much shit and keep trucking right along like the little engine that could. I tried to go see an EAP counselor 2 years ago and it didn’t work out for me because I couldn’t take being listened to! It’s crazy how you try to find someone who will listen to you without any introjections or personal opinions and the moment you find them, it doesn’t feel right! It’s like I gotta help someone else talk through their own problems at the same time as we talk about mine! My family going through a lot but you wouldn’t be able to tell unless you heard it directly from one of us! But that’s just how we roll! #RIPcuzo love you #LGMlife https://www.instagram.com/p/B4LI_AOnF6rRSzc0JKKDQ1kD85poT5CjM0sExM0/?igshid=t01x2z2tklkz