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Neteyam x Omatikaya!Reader 16.7k words
I got so insanely carried away, but again, I just cannot write a short story. I also never write smut so stfu (á”â Ì á” ). There will absolutely be mistakes, this isn't entirely proofread, and I cba rn so I'll do it later.
Summary: Duty weighs heavy when the clan expects you to stand shoulder to shoulder with the one youâve spent years convincing everyone you loathe. Your father is the clanâs greatest warrior, closest friend to the Oloâeyktan, and their bond sealed your fates together long before you could draw a bow. You grew up running wild with the Sully children but the flawless eldest son always seemed to shadow your every step and youâve perfected the scowl reserved only for him. The clan believes it and they accept your envy. Everyone except the parents who watch with quiet amusement, because they see what you both still refuse to name. Or in which; youâre the warriorâs daughter, bound by expectation to the perfect future leader you claim to hate. You insist itâs true and everyone believes you. Except, parents always know their children best.
enemies to lovers, holy slowburn, slight soulmates (but not really?), childhood rivals, forced proximity, aged up Neteyem, so much smut!!! as always, my terrible gramma
Your composure is a facade. He knows it.
He knows it because he sees it.
In the way your scowl falters just a fraction as you swirl colorful insults through velvet words and he finally bites back. In the way you push against him when he even attempts to offer his help â because the basket youâre lugging looks absurdly full, and yet you still let him walk you the rest of the way to the village.Â
You snarl at him when he even attempts to correct your bow arm, and it used to make him flush with something sharp and ugly â envy, maybe? â because you didnât have a problem with authority, he knows because you seem to take his fathers criticismâs just fine. When anyone else rectified you, you adjusted.
It was only ever a him problem.
Because when he corrected you, you hissed at him like his correcting hand was tipped with arrowheads and poisonous herbs.Â
You had a problem with Nateyam.
In his youth, he remembered how it would irk him to no end. Because as the firstborn son of the Oloâeyktan, he was meant to carry himself like the leader he would one day become; like an authority the clan respected without question and trusted to guide through rain, fire, or calm alike. Yet the one thing expected of him above all else â the one duty his father never let him forget, was simpler and far more aggravating.
He was supposed to get along with you.
You â the daughter to the clan's most formidable warrior, his fatherâs right hand man. You â who did not listen. Who did not trust him. Who always â always â questioned him. It may as well have been written in the stars by Eywa herself that the two of you were fated to fold neatly together with the same cloth your fatherâs cut for themselves. To be the next leaders of the village. And yet you resisted with every breath possible.
You rebelled, and scowled, and cursed at the mere mention of his name. You made it clear you wanted nothing to do with the Olo'eyktan's first born despite your role, and that made it so exceedingly hard to get along with you. It left his skin flushing that embarrassingly dark purple colour which made his mother chuckle whenever he spoke of you.Â
He tried to make sense of it. Of the way you rolled your eyes at his advice, or scowled when the two of you were paired in training once again and he couldnât recall doing anything wrong. Not really.
You fought as normal children had, argued and competed as two eldest children to high-ranking parents would, but never with anything sharp enough to leave a lasting wound.. Nothing that should have haunted him like this.
However, he wasnât a young boy anymore and time had an ironic way of sanding things down. He noticed what once felt like a raw hatred you wore like a book written in some foreign sky-language, suddenly became much more legible as his years grew to start with a two, almost as if he learned how to annotate his memories of you with the clarity he lacked as a teen.Â
One in particular he remembers most vividly. That evening by the central fire, where you were seated opposite him, and the air still carried the echo of that afternoonâs argument. He sat closest to the basket of ripe utumauti fruits, something he always recalled being your favourite through the years of shared meals, and he remembers the way it sat just beyond your reach on the woven mat.
When you asked for it low and casual, he didnât think twice. Of course he picked it up and of course he leaned forward to pass it, because why would he not? He sat the closest, and both your siblings and his own had been too occupied in animated conversations with each other to notice.
He also remembers the way you had slapped his hand away with a guttural scoff, almost as if he was utterly ridiculous for even offering. The sting on both his knuckles and his pride had his brows furrowing instantly and that familiar anger, the kind only you could kindle so effortlessly, surged hot beneath his skin once more.
But it was only when the soft snickers rose from nearby â his mother and yours, seated side by side and watching the exchange with far too much interest âthat he noticed.
You had still taken the basket.
âHey!â He remembers the way your fathers voice cut from just to the left, âPlay nice.âÂ
And heâd assumed, as always, that your father was less than impressed at his daughterâs rude manners toward the Oloâeyktanâs son. But the reprimand softened almost immediately, chased by a low chuckle that started only after Jake failed to hide a snort of his own beside him.
The two men were already leaning into one another, shoulders touching, Jakeâs head tipped low as one hand, holding a piece of half bitten meat hung limply by his mouth, trying and failing to hide his laughs through a mouthful of food.
The nudges of your sister's elbow into your side was the last thing he remembered noticing, sharp and mocking but quickly followed by the look you shot her. It was a silent warning in that strange language heâd never understood as a boy â the one you did with your eyes alone, but one he was now, uncomfortably, starting to. Because you ate your fruit without ceremony, eyes trained forward and stubbornly refusing to drift his way, yet the basket sat firmly in your hands all the same.
That was when Neteyam stopped letting it irk him. When he realised why everyone else around him seemed to find that mean spirit you reserved only for him so humorous, despite his distress. You were composed, yes, but he finally understood why.
Your composure was a lie.Â
And once it stopped irking him, once it settled into something he thought he understood, all the memories of you persistently adorning that scowl that seemed to exist only for him suddenly lost their bite. For a moment he felt like he had maybe started to figure you out.
But recently, something had changed, subtly at first, then all at once. What was once harmless irritation had suddenly sharpened into something more volatile. You didn't just brush him off anymore, you snapped before he'd even opened his mouth, and flinched away the moment he so much as reached to steady the basket. It was as if every breath he took was a disruption, and his presence had become something you could no longer tolerate in silence.
That mean spirit wasn't funny anymore, because now it was relentless.
Which was why, standing across from you now, he didnât brace for your signature fang baring scowl. He expected it in a way that made him sigh with knowing fatigue, and yet a little bit of smugness all the same.
âWhy must you always be so difficult?â The words surfaced in that defeated tone he reserved only for you and your impertinence for him.Â
Your body shifted back and you leaned against your heels to glance over your shoulder at where he stood behind you. You were still kneeling over the stump of braided vines you had been meticulously shredding into winding fibres with your knife.Â
âI am not.â And there it was â that scowl he expected. It twisted your face into that familiar snarl, upper lip curling to flash the set of fangs he saw more than his own. âYou just insist on hovering.â
âWe were sent out here to collect fibre together. You âinsistâ on making it a one man job.â
You didnât look at him again, instead, turning back to the vines where your blade already resumed its steady work, as if his presence were nothing more than a distraction.
âI do not need a partner to cut fibre,â Your response was flat as if it were such an obvious observation, and then you sighed, a long drawn out exhale to yourself. âSo ridiculous.â
The scoff that followed was harsh and hidden under your breath.
Despite its low delivery, the sound didn't slip Neteyamâs ear, and he raised an unassertive brow at what he thought he heard, the corner of his mouth tipping low in confusion. âWhat is?âÂ
His confusion hit you like a sudden gust of wind, and with a growl that spoke as if you couldn't believe he dared asking, you quickly shot up with a whirl, tail whipping fast with a force Neteyam had to step back to avoid. You were facing him completely, now.
âThat our fathers insist on sending us out here together like we are still little children. I do not need a partner and I certainly do not need any partner of mine to be you.â
The words landed harsher than the scowl ever could. For a moment he only stared at you, really observing your features twisted with perplexed anger, yet comically softened by what he could only describe as a pout in your lip. He took in the way your stance squared and the way your grip curled around the knife with agitated force.
You may not think you acted like one, but great mother, you looked like a child right now.
âRight, you are not a child.â He said at last, voice level. âBut maybe our fathers would not feel the need to treat you like one if you stopped acting as one.â
âExcuse me?â
The grip on your knife tightened, handle creaking under the pressure of your grasp that almost splintered the wood. The corner of your mouth twitched up once again in that scowl that bared the top of your right fang to his watchful eyes, and your tone was so even it almost made him falter. Â
Neteyam held his ground, though. And instead, he replied carefully in an attempt to diffuse that constantly building tension just a little.
âYou make an enemy of me in everything we do, as if we havenât been paired together since we were barely old enough to hold a blade. If you wish to be met as an adult, you cannot bare your teeth at every word spoken to you, Fang.â
That age old nickname rolled like honey off his tongue but struck your ears and curdled into venom. Your fists curled so tight your claws bit crescent marks into your palms, and the muscles along your jaw tightened until you felt the throb of it.
Fang. You despised when he called you that. The way he reduced you to nothing but the sneer he so often deserved.
With a slow drawn out breath that carried no warmth, you bared the edge of a laugh that held no humour, letting your mocking reply land bitter and sour on your tongue.
âPerfect Olo'eyktan's son, always so composed and responsible. Maybe I would enjoy my time with you more if Eywa hadnât shaped you so stiff in the tail you forgot how to bend, Tawtute.â
For a heartbeat, the words hung between you like a knocked bowstring waiting to snap with release. Then Neteyamâs jaw tightened, because he always hated when you commented on the human in him, as if it made him less Navi. Less than you.
A Tawtute, a sky-person, as if it were an insult. Spoken like a curse, when all heâd ever done was try to prove it wasnât.
He let the silence stretch a moment longer, before taking one deliberate breath to regulate his reeling thoughts, choosing to ignore your bait. Low hanging fruit as his father would call it.
âYou forget how many times that stiffness kept you from getting hurt.â
You turned back toward the vines with a scoff, knife biting down harder than before. The fibres split unevenly, curling away beneath the force of your hands. âI do not need to be helped by someone who can barely hold their bow arm high enough to knock an arrow. I do not listen to you.â
âYes,â Neteyam scoffed a humorless laugh, âyou never do.â
He sank down into a squat then as well, finally turning his attention to the pile of finished fibres you had shoved aside. His hands were quick to gather a few filaments between his pointer and thumb, testing the strands between the fingers as he twisted the two together, before giving them a short, sharp tug. They held for one, and held for another as he stretched them further, then finally faltered with a snap as he pulled them taught enough.
His mouth twitched down.Â
âYou cut angry,â He observed with a growl. âUneven. Wasteful.â
You spun once more, this time in your squatted position to meet him at eye level, the knife still gripped between your four fingers almost as a threat. âYou waste them with your stupidity! Of course they break when you only weave two fibres!â
âThey need to be thick enough for bowstrings, to hold knocked arrows in new bows.â He countered.Â
You sneered with a slight hiss, leaning further into him. âThen donât use them.â
âOh no, I will.â He smirked, as he finally began his job, looping the fibres together, securing them with practiced ease. âSomeone has to make sure we donât come back empty-handed.â
You shot him a glare. âI said I do not need your-â
âYou do not need my help,â He finished for you, clearly way too amused now. âI know. You have said it at least five times since we left the clearing.âÂ
He leant closer as he spoke, not directly into your space, but just enough that you had to shift your stance to keep working without him intruding. His looming shadow falling over the stump you worked on, over your hands and the blade that suddenly seemed to falter under a different kind of pressure now.
âAnd yet,â he continued, eyes never leaving the strands as he calmly coiled the fibres, âyou keep cutting while I bind. Funny how that works.â
You stopped your movements, sending him a glare out the side of your eye, one that had your lashes feeling heavy and jaw slightly agape.
âGet out of my way.â You spat, but it was as if you couldnât convey the weight of anger you meant to land. Your tone was weak and almost a little desperate.
âYou always rush when you are angry,â he ignored your demand - if it could even be called that - with a tone that was almost conversational. âYour tail gives you away.â
Your eyes flashed with the realisation that he had even been looking long enough to notice your tells, and your cheeks suddenly flared with something warm and hot that turned you purple.
âStop watching me, Tawtute.â This time your voice really did sound desperate.
âI canât. You make it difficult.âÂ
You were close enough to see the faint curve of that infuriating smile he loved to wear, and to feel the heat of him radiating that smug confidence he wore like a headpiece.
Years of success at keeping him as far away as one could be from someone they worked with on a near daily basis, you felt had suddenly dwindled into an endless array of interactions where he always managed to dominate the conversation. Reduced to this. To the way he always stood too close now, and spoke too smugly, as if he had suddenly decided that he finally had you all figured out.
Despite your lack of response, he broke the silence, voice dipping just enough to grate, âYou know, for someone who insists she doesnât listen to me, you react an awful lot when I speak.â
âBecause you are provoking me!â You snapped in a low growl.Â
âYou glare like you are about to strike me." He replied, entirely too amused.
âLucky I am working, because you would deserve it if I did.â The words landed like a pathetic cry, and suddenly it felt like you were deficient of every insult you had ever known, reduced to the same childish fury youâd sworn youâd outgrown.
âOh are you? Would not have guessed, with the way you are looking at me like a Yerik in the firelight.âÂ
Eywa, if you didnât look angry before.
âNeteyam!â
This time, you hissed it like a venomous mantra, fangs bared and legs snapping up to your full height as you leaned into his space, close enough to let the words bite the air. Your ears pinned sharp against your braids, and his jaw set as he met your glare without yielding, tension pulling tight between you like that drawn bowstringâ
âOh good, youâre fighting again.â
A sudden unexpected third voice had both your heads spinning towards the break in the clearing just a few yards East, where a very unimpressed Loâak tread carelessly down the path with a barely-contained giggling Kiri besides him. Kiri moved with a balled fist pressed against her pursed mouth, supported by an arm crossed along her chest in an attempt to hide her amusement.Â
âItâs more like flirting again.â The words Kiri muttered were small and meek but Eywa, if they didnât hit large.
Both you and Neteyam froze at the intrusion, then stilled at the implication, a beat passing before you each stepped back in the same beat of time. He rose to his feet far too quickly besides you, your eyes blown wide in something too closely resembling horror, while Neteyam merely rolled his, tired and resigned, straightening back into the perfect son like it was second nature once more.Â
âStop being a skxawng, Loâakâ.â
ââWe are not flirting, Kiri.âÂ
The words collided in the air, yours to Kiri a hiss and his to Loâak a sigh, overlapping with a defensive tilt that had the other two chuckling harder.
Loâakâs mouth twitched. âWow." He stated. âTouched a sensitive nerve.â
And Neteyam, the all mighty responsible son he is, didnât reach for the bait Lo'ak hung so low for him, instead, he crossed his arms with a sigh at his unexpected presence. âWhat are you doing here?â
The answer came before either of them could speak, as a sudden fifth voice came echoing from the brush of leaves. A small, blurred figure soon came dashing out of the tree scape, making a b-line straight to the centre of the clearing in a full stumbling sprint. She was headed directly towards where you stood in a pout next to Neteyam.Â
âDad said to come get you two because youâre taking too long!â
Kiri and Loâak's eyes grew wide. And with a quick exchanged glance of horror, at the same time they barked. âTuk!âÂ
But she ran right past them, as if their voices fell silent to the wind.
Loâak lunged forward, catching her by the arm just before she could skid to a stop at your feet. The glare he sent her sharp and immediate enough to make her shrink in on herself, ears drooping as she braced for the scolding she knew was soon to come.
âDad told us to come get them,â He corrected, gesturing between himself and Kiri. âThat wasnât an invitation to follow.â
Tuk's round eyes glint up with that innocent reasoning you just couldn't deny, her pupils glossing over as she pouted heavy in protest and twisted her head to look at you and Neteyam.
âBut Dad said youâve been out here alone long enough!â
Tuk protested, twisting free of Loâakâs grip with a determined wriggle and darting straight to you. The moment she was within your range, she grabbed your forearm with both of hers, tugging urgently as she looked up with those wide, worried eyes.
âHe told mom that if you and Neteyam keep fighting like this, youâll probably end up at the Tree of Souls by tonight!â She paused, then her voice pitched higher with pure betrayal. âBut you canât! You promised youâd help me braid my new beads tonight!â
For a heartbeat, the clearing went unnervingly still. You stared still as stone down at Tuk, mortification burning hot beneath your skin at the implication that flew right over her head but knocked you right up yours instead. And besides you, Neteyam fared no better, looking as if the world had briefly knocked him off balance too, His eyes widening just enough to betray him before he could pull himself back together.Â
In stark contrast just a ways away, Loâak let out a sharp bark of laughter, doubling over with his grip on Kiri's arm, just as she finally outright lost the battle sheâd been silently fighting, turning away from the set of two dazed and angered eyes with a hand clamped over her mouth.
She shook with quiet, uncontrollable cackles, restraint entirely gone, fed by the matching looks of mortification plastered across both your faces. The two of you looked ridiculous.
And Tuk, sweet innocent Tuk, oblivious to the chaos her words had detonated in the once silent clearing, glared up at Neteyam's shell-shocked face with furrowed brows and that pouty sneer.
âStupid Neteyam.â She declared, voice ringing with righteous indignation. âYou canât take Y/N anywhere tonight. Eywa heard it - sheâs with me today!â
She punctuated the proclamation with the scrunch of her nose and a quick, defiant flick of her tongue, poked in his direction.
For a split second, Neteyam only stared at her, still caught somewhere between the weight of what had just been said and the very real presence of his little sister. Then he blinked, jaw tightening as the annoyingly-older brother instinct finally won out over shock. With a sharp, almost automatic motion, he reached out and pinched her tongue between his fingers. An act that had Tuk squealing and flailing in protest.
âOi!â Tuk yelped, recoiling instantly, clutching her tongue with a gasp.
Neteyam let the sound settle before he spoke. He shot you a brief, weary glance, as if checking whether youâd reacted at all, then turned back to his sister, composure sliding firmly back into place. His voice level and measured with a delicate care he reserved specifically for her.
âThat is entirely enough out of you. Someone needs to give you a lesson about eavesdropping." He glanced back at his brother and sister, motioning a hand to the two still giggling. "Time to take you home before we all get scolded.â
Tukâs ears drooped immediately, shoulders curling inward as she shifted her weight from foot to foot, fingers still hovering protectively near her mouth. She opened her lips as if to argue, then thought better of it, gaze flicking between Neteyam and the ground with exaggerated remorse.
That was when Kiri scoffed, the tension finally cracking as ahe straightened, still grinning as she shouted. âHe's right, youâve caused enough trouble. Come on, teylupil.â
She didnât wait for her to comply, instead walking to grab her, planting two steady hand on each of her shoulders, then began steering her away with decisive finality, already turning her toward the path before she could wriggle free.
âBut I didnât do anything!â Tuk protested.
âTell it to dad.â Kiri laughed.
Tuk craned her neck back toward you one last time as Kiri dragged her away, voice pitching higher with urgency. âY/n, donât forget my hair-!â
âI know,â you cut in quickly, the words tossed over your shoulder like a promise already made as the two disappeared down the winding path in a lingering bicker.
Loâak remained a heartbeat longer. His gaze flicking between you and Neteyam, something quiet and knowing glinting behind his eyes as his mouth twitched with barely restrained amusement.
You caught it quickly, and shut it down even quicker, face smoothing into neutrality as you turned away, dropping back into a crouch before the stump as if nothing had been disturbed in you.
âWe will collect the threads and follow.â Your voice came out flat and deliberately ungiving, spoken without the fault or fracture he was clearly waiting to see. Whatever reaction they had hoped to draw out of you never came, instead, your expression smoothed into something unreadable, as if nothing at all had happened in the last few minutes.
When he didn't get it from you, Loâak redirected his attention to Neteyam with a long, assessing look. He was waiting for the reaction you refused to give, and when he found nothing but the faint quirk of Neteyamâs mouth, he huffed a quiet laugh and finally began his own descent toward the start of the winding path back to the village. âDadâs pissed.â He called over his shoulder. âTry not to be too long.â
The brush swallowed him soon after as well, laughter and murmured whispers dissolving into the low hum of the forest. And then the clearing fell still again.
You let out a slow breath you hadnât realized you were holding, shoulders rolling as the tension finally bled off. Remembering yourself, you turned back to the stump, your hands moved quickly now, rough and efficient, gruffly snatching clumps full of fibre from the scattered pile. You stuffed them into the woven basket Neteyam had brought, as if keeping busy might quiet everything still coiled tight beneath your skin.
For a moment, Netayem watched. It almost seemed like that armored composure of yours was taut as rigid as usual, as if nothing in the last five minutes had made you falter for even a moment. To anyone else, maybe, it did appear as so, but he knew you well enough to see the way your jaw clenched so tight heâd envisioned you cracking a molar, and the harsher than necessary grip in your fingers as you haphazardly tossed the fibre around. Not to mention the stutter in your tailâs path, the tell heâd learned long ago as the one that always surfaced when you were lying.
It left him releasing a chuckle he couldn't contain, a deep, rumbling sound which made your ears twitch sideways in annoyance. You paused in your frantic movements, head snapping to the side in a motion which left your glowing amber eyes glaring daggers at his towering form.Â
âWhat?â You spat, tired, irritated and painfully obvious to him â embarrassed.
âStill upset about what Kiri said?"
Your jaw clenched, fangs peeking as you whipped fully around to face him, rising to your full height at the implication. The basket thumped forgotten at your feet as the tension tipped to a peak beyond your capacity, and you stalked towards him with an almost predatory sway.Â
"I am not angry about that ridiculousââ You cut yourself off, taking a moment to collect the basket off the ground, along with a breath of humid air, allowing it to sit in your lungs before releasing in a desperate attempt to somewhat self-regulate. âDo not flatter yourself, Tawtute. Flirting? With you? I'd sooner make Tsaheylu with a thanator."
His eyes gleamed with mischief, but it wasnât the boyish, innocent kind he wore when messing with his siblings. This one was the kind he wore only where you were involved, deliberate and cocky, slipping neatly beneath the cracks in your composure because he knew where to press.Â
The careful, responsible mask he wore all the time loosened just enough to reveal the tease underneath, a glimpse of something warmer and far more dangerous than his jabs at you ever were. He didnât crowd you with his body so much as he crowded you with his unyielding certainty, leaning in just the smallest amount, voice dropping into something that felt like it belonged in the a dark room rather than under the open light of tree canopies.
âFunny,â He murmured, and Eywa, the way he said it made your spine want to curl. âYour tail is flicking like it does when you lie. And you react so much when I get close, almost as if... as if you enjoy it.â
Heat hit you so fast it was humiliating, up your neck, across your cheeks, down your chest - anger and something you refused to name twisting together until you couldnât tell which was which. Your hand shoved into his chest on instinct, a firm press meant to reassert space, meant to remind him you were not something to be read and teased apart like the vines beneath your knife.
But his skin under your palm was solid and warm, his breath even, his posture maddeningly steady. You hated that he didnât move. You hated that the push didnât become a shove, that your body betrayed you with restraint and a split-second hesitation that had nothing to do with strength. Your pulse seemed to jump when he watched you like this.
âBack off,â You snapped instead, aiming for venom and getting something too light, too strained. You lifted your chin as if height alone could restore your pride. âI do not enjoy anything about you hovering like a skxawng who thinks he is Eywaâs gift to the clan.â
You couldnât handle it anymore, the way his eyes bore into yours like they read every thought, so you moved to leave the clearing, to be as far away from him as can be.
Neteyam didnât move. His eyes stayed locked on yours, unblinking, the gold in them catching the filtered light until they looked almost feral. The smirk was gone and in its place was something colder as he took one slow step forward, crowding you until the basket handle dug into your hip and the scent of him, warm skin, crushed leaves, the faint sweat from the summer heat, filled every breath.
âGift?â He repeated, voice quiet and flat, the kind of quiet that made your spine prickle. âI am the one stuck dragging your half-finished work back to the village every time you storm off. That sound like a gift to you?â
Something in his words snapped the tension in a way that almost had a stifled laugh escaping you. The image of perfect Neteyam, future Oloâeyktan, the ever-responsible son, trudging behind you with a basket full of your messy fibers and a everpresent moping frown to match struck you as absurdly funny considering he was the one who always offered to do it anyways. That short, sharp laugh escaped before you could stop it, low and mocking, cutting through the thick air between you.
âPoor you.â You sang, voice dripping with false sympathy as the anger flipped into something crueler and entirely more enjoyable. âAll that dragging must be so exhausting for such meek shoulders to carry.â
His eyes narrowed, the feral glint sharpening into irritation, but you were already moving. You jerked the basket from where it pressed against your hip and shoved it hard into his front, the woven edge leaving him doubling slightly from the sudden jab to his ribs, a smack that landed with a satisfying thud.
A few loose fibers fluttered to the ground as he stumbled back a few steps and caught the basket on reflex, fingers curling tight around the rim. The motion finally giving you the space you longed to breathe once again.
âExcept, you came here knowing you were going to do it anyways. So, there,â You said, stepping back with a grin that showed too many teeth. âProblem solved. You can carry it all the way home anyways, like the dutiful son you are. Try not to strain yourself complaining about it later.â
Neteyamâs jaw clenched hard enough that you could see the muscle jump beneath his skin, his ears pinning back flat against his skull. The feral edge in his eyes flared hotter, and for a second you thought he might actually snap, toss the basket aside and give you the fight you both pretended you didnât want.
Instead, he gripped the handle tighter, knuckles paling and barked, âFnaweâtu skxawng!â
The insult landed far too humorously for you to care, Instead you tilted your head back with an overly delighted smirk, very amused by his irate slurs and the way his facade cracked. âYou call me the stubborn idiot? But you carry the basket anyway. Funny how that works?â
He exhaled through his nose, blood boiling at the way you managed to throw his earlier words back at him. The sound was almost a growl, and he took one deliberate step onto the path after you. âStart walking, Fang. The sooner we get back, the sooner I am rid of you for the day.â
âPerfect!" You grinned, but the grin quickly dropped. "Twelve whole hours before you find another excuse to follow me around tomorrow.â You barely glanced back to see if he was following when you took off towards the village, because you already knew he was.
The clearing was loud with voices and laughter, bodies packed close as food and weapons were passed around in uneven circles, and it felt like the whole village had decided to breathe in the same place at once.
Someone had dragged a fresh kill in not long ago and the smell still hung in the air, mingling with roasted meat, crushed herbs, and the faint sting of smoke from the fire that kept getting fed as if it might swallow the night. Nets of fruit were being unknotted and handed off, cups passed between hands, blades checked and re-sheathed in the same idle rhythm people used when they were safe enough to relax but still too wound up to sit still.
You were wedged between a few of your friends near the edge of one of the many circles, packed close enough that their shoulders kept bumping yours when someone laughed too hard or shifted in their seat. Kiâtiri had been retelling an exaggerated recall of her day on patrol, her eyes gleaming with irate exasperation as she animatedly spoke of the moment Loâak decided to start throwing stones out of boredom, nearly nailing Moâat on the head from the overhang.
Tuk sat too. She had found you the moment you settled onto the woven mat, darting straight to your side to claim her usual spot and spend her evening meal with you instead of her siblings or friends. It's something that had become so common during communal mealtimes that your friends had come to expect the young Sully girl attaching herself to your side like a second tail. It was as if the decision had been made somewhere in her head and the rest of the world simply had to accept it, and now she perched happily at your side like she belonged there.
Her small hand gripped your wrist with the possessive certainty only children had, and she fidgeted with the jewels decorated across your fingers, twisting the woven strands carefully as if she were inspecting treasure. The beads youâd braided fresh not even a few weeks before clinked softly each time she moved, and every now and then she would lean her head against your arm and sigh, pleased with herself like sheâd taken down a Thanator.
âWill you make these for me too?â She asked â more like stated â for what had to be the third time tonight, thumb brushing the tiny knotwork with awe.
âWhen you stop trying to steal mine..â You murmured back, and she grinned, utterly unbothered by the threat.
You let yourself settle into it for a moment, letting the noise wash over you because it was easier than thinking after long days training, because nights like this were meant to feel simple and unwinding. You were halfway through listening to your friend complain about yet another act of stupidity Loâak had attempted on their patrol together, when Tukâs fingers suddenly stilled on your ring, halting and tightening hard enough that the movement forced you to glance down at the girl with a concerned furrow of your brow.
âWhat?â You muttered, eyeing her of an answer before she spoke it.
Tukâs eyes flicked past you toward the centre of the clearing, eyeing something in the distance that left you searching the vicinity in hopes of catching the focus of her gaze. Her mouth fell slightly, an almost angered look settling across her face before she scoffed, turning back to you in a huff that had her drawing closer.Â
âNeteyam is with that noisy woman again. Anâaya.âÂ
She spat the name in that high-pitched mocking tone children did, and at first, you didnât react. Not outwardly, at least. But something in your chest tightened all the same, small and sadistic, as if it even mattered at all.
You followed Tukâs gaze without meaning to, your eyes slipping past the firelight and moving bodies until they found him almost instinctively. Neteyam sat just beyond the centre of the clearing, leaned back against a stack of supply crates, relaxed in the way you only ever saw when he was amongst people he trusted, his shoulders were loose and his attention tilted toward the woman beside him.
Anâaya was speaking animatedly, hands moving as she spoke and laughed so easily, and Neteyam had angled himself toward her without thinking, one knee bent beside his chest, head dipped slightly so he could hear her better over the noise.
It irked you. And it irked you more that it even irked you in the first place. Because you hated him. You told yourself it irked you because you hated that he was enjoying himself. Right. Of course.Â
But the irritation still sat heavy and ugly in your chest, coiling tighter the longer you watched, and you hated that too, hated that your attention wouldnât let it go, and that your mood had soured so fast despite being so fine just a moment ago.
There was no reason for it. None that made sense. You hated that stuck up tawtute more than anyone else and you argued with him so much you made a sport out of it. So why did your chest tighten when he didn't brush away the hand she put on his shoulder?
Tuk noticed the shift in your mood right away. Her nose wrinkled as her grip tightened again and she leaned in closer, glaring openly now.
âI donât like her,â she muttered, voice fierce and final. âShe talks too much. And she sits too close to Neteyam. And she laughs at his jokes even when theyâre not funny.â
You attempted for even a minuscule moment to draw yourself back, to brush it away and forget it ever made you feel anything by resorting to your usual self regulation habits â insulting the man.
âNothing Neteyam says is funny.â But not even that seemed to work to calm you because that irrationally confusing feeling still clawed at your chest.
âThatâs not true,â Tuk called out immediately, tilting her small face up at you with those wide eyes. âYou laugh at him all the time! Just not when heâs looking.â
She leaned in closer, voice dropping into something hurt and almost bordering a whine. âHeâs supposed to sit with us.â
âThat is not how this works.â You snapped the reply too quick, eyes diverting from the scene to pick up another piece of utumauti fruit as if it never bothered you.
Tukâs eyes rolled at the response she should have predicted. She never understood why you acted so weird about it, when it was obvious to her that you liked her brother - because that was just what people did when they liked someone. They got weird and sharp and pretended they didnât. She didn't see it elswhere often, but she knew it because that was what you and Neteyam did.
Your friends had gone quiet at the sudden stir occurring just beside them. Kiâtiri quickly noticed the shift in your mood and tilted her head, studying you now with open curiosity.
âWhy are you angry?â She cut in plainly. âDid he do something again?â
âNo." You replied stark. âHow could he? Neteyam is all the way over there.â
Kiâtiri exchanged a quick, knowing glance with the friends beside you. âI didn't even mention his name." And the corner of her mouth lifted as a chorus of light giggles sung around the circle.
You answered with a quick, harsh warning glare, a motion that had the laughs slowly dying but the smiles still lingering in a knowing gleam. Kiâtiri leaned in again, allowing you the dignity of ending her teasing, feeling almost a little bad at how astoundingly purple you looked.
"Youâre getting upset,â She stated simply and not unkindly. âYou do that only where Neteyam is involved.â
âI am not upset.â But you were too far maddened for that to be convincing. âAnd he is not involved. I have been sat here, and he has been there this entire time.â
The lie hung heavy and brittle as you clicked your tongue. Tsk.
"Yeah, sat with that healer girl." Mikatxi interjected low and humoured.
Your chest tightened, sharp and sudden, like the threads Neteyam pulled too taut in the woods and before you could bite it back, the denial tore out of you, louder than intended and edged with fury.
âI do NOT care who he sits with!â You hissed, voice cracking on the volume. âHe can sit in her lap for all the stars in the sky care! I would not notice if Eywa herself told me!â
âSeems like you doâŠâ
ââWhat is going on!?â
The voice carried across the fire, calm but accusatory, and edged with something that made the fine hairs along your arms rise. In your bladed fury, you let your voice spike too high and missed the one pair of eyes that had locked onto you from beyond the fire.
Neteyam hadnât stood, he hadnât even moved from his spot. But he had leaned forward with a watchful, almost concerned eye, braids swinging low and hand hanging off his elevated knee as he observed with what you knew was that stupidly disingenuous concern.
The way he intervened like he was already rehearsing for Oloâeyktan burned you, as if he believed he could snuff out any simmering flame with his big, proud words simply because his blood said so.
And that wasnât even half your problem. The problem was that Anâaya followed his gaze immediately, curiosity sparking as she turned to see what had drawn his attention, blinking and glancing between the two of you, clearly lost by why he interrupted her mid sentence.
That alone was enough to make your teeth grind. Because what was your relationship with that skxawng any of her business?
âWeâre fine.â You called back, sharper than necessary, your eyes not even bothering to glance his way once. âTry having your own conversations instead of monitoring everyone else, tawtute.â
Neteyamâs mouth tightened just slightly at the insult, a breath leaving him slow and measured as if he were counting to three in his head. He didnât rise, not yet. Only tipped his chin and let a quick âEywa help me,â fall to the air before pushing himself to his feet at last.
He crossed the space between you in a way that had your fist tightening in anticipation for yet another argument, only fueled by the image of Anâaya hot on his heels like a second tail of his own, close enough to the boy that it felt intentional whether it was or not. Tuk sat up, planting herself more firmly at your side like a guard animal half her size.
âI said we are fine,â you warned as he stopped in front of you.
Your friends ogled at the two of you, already bracing for the next round of your endless bickering.
âAnd I said I was just asking.â His voice was calm but firm, and his eyes began searching your face for something, as if he could find whatever it was if he looked hard enough. âYou are upset.â
You sputtered a short sudden laugh but your tone held no humour. âRight, I forgot I am only allowed to feel some way once you have approved of it first. I forgot I need my warden to tail me through the village and make sure I am behaving. Shall you go report my mood back to our fathers now?â
Neteyamâs jaw flexed, his calm finally straining at the edges.
âThat is not what I am doing. You know I do notââ
âYou do!" Your outburst came hard against his sentence, not having the patience nor heart to hear his excuses. âMy tail flicks too harshly, and it is enough to call council with our fathers! Tell them to rest easy, golden son. I am not about to reign war over one evening meal.â
Neteyam sighed, rubbing a hand over his face like he was bracing himself. âWell, you donât have to turn everything I say into a fight.â
âAnd you donât have to turn everything I do into your problem to solve. The mantle still sits on your fathers head, you are allowed to have a personality until then.â
An overdramatically long groan suddenly sounded to the left of you, and both your eyes snapped over to Tuks exaggeratingly agitated from, as she sighed in that childish way she did.
âStop fighting!â She begged, voice whiny with pure childish exasperation. âYou guys always pretend like you don't want to talk, and then Neteyam comes and you fight forever because he wonât leave you alone, but then you don't tell him to go away, and it's annoying!"
âTuk!â Both you and Neteyam barked simultaneously, horror gleaming in both of your eyes because that was so obviously not true!
âThat is what happens." She insisted stubbornly. "You do it all the time.â
"No!" You rejected. "We argue because he hovers!"
Anâaya, from the shadow of Neteyamâs shoulder, suddenly appeared forward, finally establishing her presence with a smile that was not wide nor warm, but enough to show she was not very fond of the girl her friend had been talking to.
"Maybe, if we did not worry about what you might do next, Neteyam would not be expected to hover and act like Oloâeyktan already."
Your head turned slowly toward her, blood finally boiling beyond that point that only Neteyamâs presence could push it to. Because who was she to imply you were a burden he had to shoulder, a mess he had to trail behind and fix every time you existed too loudly for her liking?
And especially who did she think she was inserting herself into Neteyamâs problems as if they were her own. âIf we did not worryâ â as if she had any right to speak for the frustration he supposedly felt?
You let your eyes trail to her far too self-satisfied form, sneering with the scowl you usually only reserved for that gawking fool besides her. But if she insisted on acting as his equal, she could be handled like him too.
âOh, is that your healerâs wisdom speaking, or are you only borrowing the golden sonâs voice while he is too busy ogling to use it himself?â
Her smile faltered and her chin lifted a fraction as her eyes narrowed in something mimicking offence. And then your gaze snapped to Neteyam, fury bright and uncontained now that the girl he had dragged to your circle had suddenly felt all too comfortable insulting you in front of all your friends.
âMaybe our fathers should stick her as your new training partner since she is already so good at handling me."
"Fangâ" Neteyam's voice was eerily low.
"âNow that my guard dog has a guard dog.â
And then he stiffened. âEnough.â
But you didn't stop. âIs this what you tell people about me?â
Neteyam opened his mouth to speak, visibly caught off guard by the sudden accusation.
âThat is notââ He started for the umpteenth time but again you didnât let him finish.
âI would think you respected me even a little, enough, considering all my father has done for you and your family. Enough considering you always like to remind me that 'we are partners.' But you let your women speak to me like I am beneath you.â You scoffed softly, the sound carrying just far enough to be heard.
âA leader, they say you will be.â You continued, words mocking. âTell me how this is keeping the peace. Seems your peace is built on my silence. Both your peace and our fathers.â
You rose without haste, the motion deliberate enough that the space around you seemed to shift with it. The ground felt steady beneath your feet, solid in a way your chest had not been for the last several breaths, and for the first time that night you welcomed the clarity that came with deciding to leave rather than be dismissed.
âY/n, noâ please donât be mad,â Tuk whined, the plea tumbling out of her in a rush as she reached for you, fingers brushing the edge of your wrist but failing to catch hold. Her face pinched with genuine worry. "I didn't mean to make it worse."
âYou did not.â You said shortly. âThis is not on you, Tuk.â
And then you turned and left without a word, the sudden absence of your presence cutting through the clearing sharper than any insult you had ever sent him, and for the first time Neteyam did not know whether you were just angry or actually hurt by what had happened.
It was confusing because you had never let any interaction between the two of you get to you like this, yet now that you had chosen distance in place of where you would usually just choose name calling, he couldnât help the feeling like heâd missed something far too important while it was happening.
The noise resumed all too quickly behind you, laughter reclaiming the air as if nothing had shifted at all, but he stayed where he was, unease settling low in his chest as he watched your retreating form saunter away, hips swaying with jolting anger and body tempting his eyes to never shift.
He didnât know when he started noticing things like that. The way your hips rolled as you walked, the flex of the muscles along your thighs with each step, and the way the line of your back shifted as you moved.
It sat wrong that he noticed these things about you, because he didnât notice them on anyone else. More than anything else, the fact that you hadnât looked back sat even worse. And the fact that he felt that hollow pull, tight and wrenching in his chest because of it, sat the worst of all.
âAt least you don't have to worry about watching her anymore." Anâayaâs voice cut in beside him, light and coaxing, like she was trying to pull him back by the wrist.
Neteyam nodded absently, already half elsewhere, the hollow feeling in his chest refusing to settle. Even as he turned back toward the fire, his attention lagged behind, tethered not to the laughter or the conversation resuming around him, but to the quiet space youâd left behind. To the quiet, unwelcome understanding that this time, you hadnât walked away to cool off â you had walked away because he had apparently crossed a line he didnât even realise he was dancing.
One delicate, purposeful step after the other. Neteyam watched your sultry hips as they worked against the motion of your legs, swaying against the gracefully deliberate rhythm of your strut. Every step was intentional, not a single wasted motion and certainly no hesitation, each one drawing a slow, tightening circle around him. You eyed him like prey and circled him like a predator.Â
He, too, circled your figure. Less graceful in his approach, his steps heavier and more grounded, but just as analytical with his eyes all the same. He told himself he tracked your figure because he had to, that he noticed how dangerously alluring you looked in your stride because he was being tactical, certainly not because he found it mesmerising.
Partnered again. You almost rolled your eyes had it not been for the undivided attention you locked onto his solid figure.
You suspected that they were doing it on purpose now, because whenever given the opportunities, your fathers paired the two of you as if it was something written into the roots of the forest itself. As if Eywa refused to separate you.
Jakeâs voice cut through the air before either of you could make a move.
âEnough posturing,â he barked from the edge of the ring, arms crossed, gaze sharp and unimpressed. âThis isnât a mating dance. Someone's going to have to make a move soon enough. Engage.â
The command barely left Jakeâs mouth before you jolted.
You didnât rush him all at once because that was never your style. You shifted your weight and pivoted to your right instead, just as your tail came down with a sharp snap to the left, a deliberate ploy to feint him around you with sound.
Neteyam stuttered for a moment, nearly diving left and falling for the bait, but caught himself immediately, because of course he did. His jaw tightened as he corrected, blocking you by widening his stance, shoulders settling into a space much larger than you had accounted for.
You collided with his chest, steadying yourself with a tight hand clamped around his forearm that flexed under your grip. It was a successful motion that kept you upright, but your proximity to Neteyam left you vulnerable to an open hand palm against your shoulder, knocking you a step back. It was a warning shot, not meant to land hard, but it angered you all the same.
âGood feint, Y/n. Nice recovery, Neteyam.â Jake called out.Â
Your eyes never pivoted from Neteyam, but Jake's words riled you further, knowing he got praise for the first hit.Â
"Is that all you have?" You taunted, circling again, your breath steady despite the fire igniting in your veins. "Afraid to hit me for real, golden boy?"
Neteyamâs ears flicked at your taunt, but his expression stayed infuriatingly calm. He rolled the shoulder youâd nearly landed on earlier, circling with you, mirroring your steps like heâd memorized every rhythm youâd ever moved to.
âWell, would not want to mess up that pretty face.â
You flared your teeth in a hiss at his words, fangs bared and all, as the implication of them did not evade you. The idea that you were too feminine to fight. Bullshit.
It was bait, you knew it deep within, and yet you lunged for it all the same.
You dropped low, striking dirty with a sweeping leg that made contact with his ankles while your hands aimed for his torso. He leaped back to counter, but you were faster, leaping with a twist and raking your manicured claws down his ribs just to watch him hiss.
You landed in a crouch behind him, tail lashing with triumph at the hit but he countered instantly, arm hooking yours, using your momentum to flip you over his hip, but you held tightly, and this time you both went down. You snapped right to the ground, landing with a splat and a breathy groan, which he followed taut behind with, and soon you were caged beneath him as his braids fell around your face like a curtain.
âCareful,â he murmured, voice rough, eyes dropping to your mouth, âkeep rubbing up on me like that and people may talk.âÂ
Damn his Sully tongue and their dirty human minds. Only they â only he, were rash enough to say such vulgar words.
Heat flared in your face, nothing else but pure rage, and you answered with a growl, driving your knee up sharp between his legs. Not hard enough to hurt, you think, but just enough to make him block instinctively and give you room to twist.
You both rolled again, a tangle of limbs and snarls across the dirt, kicking up dust around you until you came out to a stop, this time you were on top, straddling his waist, thighs clamped tight, hands slamming his wrists into the dirt beside his head.
âI will kill you!â
Neteyamâs eyes blazed up at you, all traces of amusement gone. His ears pinned flat against his skull, jaw clenched so tight you saw the muscle jump. He bucked hard beneath you, trying to throw your weight, muscles straining as he fought your hold.
âGet. off. of. me.â He snarled, voice low and dangerous through his squirms against you, wrists twisting against your grip. âWhy must you always turn it into this?â
You dug your nails in deeper, refusing to budge, chest heaving with anger. âYou started it with your filthy mouth. Think you can say whatever you want and I will just take it?â
He arched again, harder this time, nearly unseating you from his lap and you slid to settle on his chest. His breath came in harsh pants now, struggling under the weight of you on his lungs, but his eyes still burned up at you with pure defiance.
The shift gave him a perfect view of you, sweaty and furious as you loomed above him, your braids wild, chest heaving and skin gleaming with a sheen of sweat. A deep flush crept up his neck and face at the sight, dark purple blooming across his cheeks and he prayed to Eywa it looked like it was from a lack of air to everyone watching.
âI am trying to win a damn spar, not handle your tantrum.â He said through short breaths. âYield!â
âForce me, Tawtute,â you hissed, grinding your knees harder into his sides.,âor keep dancing for your sempul like the skxawng you are.â
His face darkened at that, a fresh wave of fury rolling off of him. He surged up with a grunt, flipping you both violently in a cloud of dust that kicked as you grappled. It was a flurry of elbows and knees jabbing at whatever body parts they could reach, claws scratching, fangs baring, and hisses sounding out like a tussle of five years olds.
He landed a sharp elbow to your ribs and you responded by snatching at his long swinging kuru braid and tugging hard, pinning him for a split second before you broke free with a snarl.
The spar had turned ugly so fast, leaving no time for anyone to register what it was until it already had become it. A catfight. There was no practiced technique or poise left in the swings, just primitive fighting and petty aggression mixed with ragged breaths and dirt covered bodies, every strike fuelled by years of building resentment. And Jake was done watching it.
"That's enough!" he barked again, the sound cracked through the clearing like a whip. He dragged a tired hand down his face, exhaling through his nose before turning on you both with an outstretched arm that sliced downward in a sharp, commanding arc. "Get off!"
His voice was so final, it had you cowering in your skin and scampering clumsily off and away from Neteyams heaving figure mirroring your own. You subtly brushed the dirt clinging to your arms in an attempt to salvage even an ounces worth of dignity, but it wasn't working, because your hands still shook and beneath it all, that ugly vulnerability lingered heavy as Jakes eyes beat down on you.
He continued.
"It was funny at first, cute even, when you two were teens and it didn't matter. But by Eywa, you're adults now. You have responsibilities and the clan is going to depend on you."
The authority in his voice pinned you both in place.
"I'm sorry, sir," Neteyam spoke with a breathy compliance, eyes trained downwards in a way that almost left you scoffing at how pathetic he looked - at how quickly he folded under the pressure of his father despite talking so big against you moments ago. It took everything in you not to roll your eyes while being lectured by his father about acting mature.
So, you muttered through gritted teeth, "Yes, sir," forcing the words out whilst fighting every instinct that screamed at you to glare at Neteyam instead of Jake.
âYou two are going to be the leaders of this clan some day.âÂ
The words hung in the air, innocent enough in theory, until the accidental meaning behind them hit like a physical blow. A heavy pause followed, and it took Jake just a lingering moment to notice the way you both began shifting apart, blue faces crawling into flushed purple ones. It only took him one more to swallow the unintended phrases before he was puffing a slow breath through his teeth to calm himself as it clicked. You hoped he hadn't, but of course he saw it. Eywa, the two of you couldnât even look at each other over words he didnât even mean that way!
Realization dawned on his face, and he let out a long, exasperated sigh. "And this â this right here â is exactly what I mean. Every little thing turns into a problem between you. You donât even know how to keep your composure over a misunderstanding.â
He jabbed a finger toward Neteyam. "You will be Olo'eyktan one day." Then the finger swung to you. "And you will be the clan's head warrior. His right hand. His most trusted." Jake pinched the bridge of his nose. "Sooner or later, you have got to get along. The people need to see unity, not... whatever humilation ritual this is."Â
He said the line so defeatedly, as if his two greatest proteges had become his two biggest failures in that moment, and it left you deflating in embarrassment at the notion that your rivalry with his son had turned into something beyond comprehensive words. Instead, reduced to âhellâ - to weird sky people words.
Shameful.Â
The silence that followed was thick enough to choke on. You stared at the ground, heat crawling up your neck, wishing the disturbed dirt would just open and swallow you whole. Because it was almost as if your own father had just admitted that you were acting a fool. As Jake Sully, the man who raised you almost as his own was sighing down at you and his idiot son with weary frustration. You knew he didnât mean it cruelly, but that didnât make the cut sting any less deep. Now you felt horrible.
"I am sorry, Olo'eyktan."
Tch.
The tiniest huff of breath from Neteyamâs direction was a sudden jolt to the system. It interrupted your miserable reflections with something edging toward amusement; not quite a laugh, but close enough. The sheer nerve of it had you glaring up, fixing him with the exact scowl you reserved only for him.
Neteyam wasnât looking at his father anymore. Now he was looking right at you, glaring through the curtain of his fallen braids. His head still hung low, but one side of his mouth twitched upward in that infuriating half-smirk he saved just for you too. Amber tinged eyes glinted with something resembling shocked amusement, almost as if he couldnât quite believe you were actually remorseful. Like your mortification was the funniest thing heâd seen all day.
You knew you shouldnât have. You knew this was the worst possible time. But in that moment it was like something inside you finally snapped with finality for the first time ever. Where you usually would have met him with snark, now you were meeting him with red vision, dissolving any last shred of your respect or regard for consequence.
Your ears flicked back, pinned taught to your hair like an animal on its prey only moments away from pouncing. Tail lashing once like a whip.
âWhat?â you hissed, so low it was almost swallowed by the breeze, meant only for him but almost so quiet that Neteyam nearly missed the fact that you had spoken entirely. âSomething funny, Tawtute?â
He caught your words all the same. The perfect son act completely slipping away, traded for a smirk that widened a fraction larger at your face, beyond furious.
âA child, Fang.â He taunted back, smirking so deep because he knew he was hitting right where it hurt most. âYou look like a child scolded by her elder. It is quite funny.â
That was it.
You stepped forward, voice rising despite yourself, despite the voice telling you that only awful consequences would come from acting out right now. The bigger part of you could not have cared less that his father wasnât even through with lecturing the two of you yet. The worst part of you, so enraged and completely encompassed by Neteyam and his stupidity, his audacity, until you just-
Did. Not. Care.Â
Your figure snapped upright, tall and menacing body twisting to face him fully as your large blearing eyes glossed over. They were unblinking and fear-provockingly wide.Â
âOpen your mouth again, Tawtute, and I swear to Eywa and everything she deems sacred, I will slam you down and make you swallow every sorry sound you choke in front of the whole clan.â
Neteyamâs smirk froze, then vanished almost as quickly as it came. His ears were the ones to flick forward now, sharp at the ends and persistently alert. His golden eyes that had been mocking you a heartbeat ago had darkened into molten amber pits, pupils narrowing to slits. The perfect son was gone entirely.Â
His tail lashed too, hard enough to slap the air as he twisted his body entirely to tower over yours. It was the first time in all your years of knowing him where he had ever intimidated you, because it was the first time in all the years youâd known him that his size truly registered. Tall, and broad, and built like the future leader he was meant to be.Â
Your gaze dropped before you could stop it, tracing the sharp lines of his frame all the way down until they stopped to linger on the bold stripes that curved low around his hipbones and disappeared beneath the edge of his loincloth. They had always stood out more than anyone elseâs, as darker, thicker, more prominent than the others. The Tawtute genes, you told yourself, thatâs why they were like that, no other reason, certainly. A flush crawled up your neck, hot and confusing, and what would have been disguised as pure rage to any onlooker.
It pressed in on you though, close enough that the heat of him brushed your skin. Because, it didnât feel like pure rage alone. Your mind could try to convince you, but your body would do otherwise, betraying your thoughts with that persistent betraying flicker of your tail.
And Neteyam noticed. Of course he noticed.
âKeep staring like that, Fang,â he said, leaning in until his breath stirred the loose strands of hair at your temple, âand I will give you something to actually choke on.â
The words hit low and vicious, a promise wrapped in threat and before you even processed which arm had lifted first, your hand, with pre-curled fingers was already moving toward his chest to shove him back as hard as you possibly could. A hiss so guttural and sharp tearing from your gaping mouth, decorated by the furiously purple hue that painted your face like a white canvas.Â
His own shot up just as yours had, catching your wrist mid-air in a grip like the metal on the ships the sky people flew. Not painful, but almost entirely unbreakable.
For one suspended heartbeat you were locked there, with his fingers around your wrist and bodies inches apart, both of you breathing hard, tails thrashing in mirrored fury. The space between you felt suddenly too small, the air too thick.
Then Jakeâs voice cracked through it like a whip.
âI said enough!â
He was on you in two strides, one massive hand clamping the back of Neteyamâs neck, the other seizing your upper arm and hauling you both apart with force that made your feet skid on the woven mat.
Jakeâs eyes were wild, ears pinned flat, chest heaving.
âYou two are done,â he growled, voice shaking with barely-leashed anger. âDone acting like feral animals that canât control their emotions. Grown adults and Iâm still treating you two like I did when you were twelve.â
He exhaled sharply, making the decision at that moment.
"You're going out to the eastern watchpost. Tonight. Just the two of you." He held up a hand when you both opened your mouths to protest. "No arguments, not a goddamn word. It's an hour ride so that's plenty of time to cool off and you'll spend the entire night there.âÂ
Jake was not having it. âI want the supplies inventoried, the platforms repaired, and I want every corner of every ridge scouted for any signs of human activity, and you're going to do every moment of it together. You'll eat together, sleep in the same goddamn hammock if you have to, and you'll come back tomorrow morning acting like the future leaders you're supposed to be."
He released you with a shove toward the rookery.
âGo saddle your Ikranâs.âÂ
When the two of you hesitated, Jake snarled âNow! And if I hear one more word out of either of you before youâre out of my sight, I swear to Eywa Iâll tie you both to the same tree instead.âÂ
Jake's voice sounded so tired and the clearing had gone deathly quiet. Neteyamâs jaw flexed, but he said nothing and he was the first to turn without even so much as a glance in your direction, stalking toward the rookery with rigid shoulders, his braids swaying with each step, and every taut line of him vibrating with a restraint he almost lacked.
You stood frozen for half a breath longer, heart hammering against your ribs, wrist still burning where his grip had been. Then you turned too, spine straight with the kind of discipline that fooled everyone but the Sullys, because Neteyam and Jake could both see the bruise that adorned your ego, they just both knew better than to comment on it this far in.
The young warriors scattered around the training grounds let their conversations die and bows lower as you both strode past. Your ikran sensed the rage rolling off you and answered your call with shrieks and flared wings, and an agitation that mimicked your own. And you mounted without glancing at Neteyam once, attaching your queues to the end of your Ikrans with what was probably a little more force than necessary. He did the same and Jake watched it all with a tired stare as Neteyam banked east first, cutting through the darkness like a blade, before you followed silently behind him without a glance back.
Jake finally let out the breath heâd been holding, dragging a tired hand down his face. The forest answered him with the soft rustle of leaves and distant night calls of your fleeting Ikrans, nature utterly unconcerned with the problem heâd just sent walking into it. He had broken up enough sparring matches to know the difference between anger and whatever that had been.
Eywa help them, he thought. Because I am officially out of patience.
Behind him, the rustle leaves and heavy approaching footsteps had his ears perking up, expecting the presence before the sound of a low chuckle could startle him. The sound of a man who had already arrived at the same conclusion and was simply waiting to see if Jake would catch up.
Jake turned to find your father standing there, arms crossed, tail swaying lazily behind him as his eyes tracked the two figures disappearing into the trees. There was concern there, yes, but there was also something else that Jake had seen displayed on his face every time your families met and you and his son fought. Something almost⊠entertained.
Your father watched the treeline a moment longer before he spoke, his expression thoughtful rather than amused, though the hint of it lingered all the same.
âYou finally snapped.â He said, eyes not glancing at Jake, but to the sway of trees that shielded your retreating forms in the distance. âOnly took till the moment they stopped trying to fight clean.â
Jake let out a slow breath and rubbed at the back of his neck, because that had been the exact moment his stomach had dropped, when the spar had stopped looking like training and started looking like something feral. âI told myself it was just their temper getting the best of them,â he admitted. âThat theyâd settle once one of them landed a solid hit, but Iâve never seen them go at it like that.â
Your father hummed softly in agreement. âEven anger has rules.â He said. âWhat I just saw forgot them. No form. No distance. Just hands⊠wherever they could reach.â Your fathers eyes finally glanced over to Jake, a knowing smirk leaving him chuckling at the revelation.
Jake snorted quietly, humour slipping through despite himself and soon they were laughing low in unison. âMy son knows better than that.â
âAs does my daughter,â He replied, and there it was, that note of worried pride that always crept in when he spoke of her. âWhich is how I know they have reached a point where the body starts answering questions the mind refuses to ask.â
âYouâre worried.â Jake observed.Â
âI am a father,â he simply replied, and then after a beat added, âAnd I have eyes. I know Neteyam is fond of her.â
âHe wontâ,â Jake moved to start comforting his friend, shifting to place a hand on his shoulder when your father let a short snort leave him.
âI do not worry about Neteyam, I worry about her,â he said, with no effort to soften the curve of his mouth. âNeteyam has always known where the line is even when he pretends not to, and I have watched him choose restraint around her provoking comments time and time again. When it would have been easier not to.â A pause, then quieter, âThat matters to me. It is her who has no restraint.â He ended with a chuckle.
Jakeâs smirk lingered, but it softened at the edges, tempered by something more careful in tone. âYeah, well, they have both been very good at lying to themselves.â He let a beat pass before he chuckled. âWell, maybe not your daughter, she canât lie to save her life.â
âIt really is her we should worry about.â Your father laughed. âIf I were foolish enough to wager,â he suddenly turned, clapping a hand to Jakeâs shoulder, âI would bet they return insisting the night was torture, then flinch every time their queues touch because they finally know what theyâre used for.â
This time, the laugh Jake let out was almost too loud for his liking, glancing around in hopes that no one had heard the less than tasteful wording.Â
âIâm not taking that bet,â he said, then hesitated, the amusement fading just enough to let the doubt through. âI expected you to be angrier with me for sending them off together.â
Your father snorted. âYou did the same with Neytiri,â he replied. âAnd you didnât exactly handle it with grace.â
Jake grimaced. âThat was different.â
âNo, It was not,â he said lightly, his gaze flicking back toward the trees, âand Neteyamâs trying too hard not to cross the same line. My daughter has never been good at pretending there isnât one.â
Jake exhaled through his nose, shaking his head, rubbing yet another exhaustedly stressed hand down his face at the implication of his words. âIâm not gonna sleep tonight.â
âGood,â Your father said quietly. âSomeone should keep watch. In case they burn the forest down. Let us just hope we do not share the name Grandfather and time soon either.â
Your feet hit the platform before his did, heavy with a careless thump that transitioned quickly into long strides against the creaking wood, riddled with the intention of getting as far away from Neteyam as possible, who was landing close behind you. There wasnât anywhere far to run off too, especially in the dark of night on a foreign base you had visited not even twice before, so you settled towards the end of the platform on a pile of large crates that rattled against your weight.
Neteyam dismounted much slower than you had, gently detaching his queue, before petting his Ikran three times, signalling its dismissal to perch elsewhere. It left with a shriek, chasing your own which had scattered the moment you landed.Â
Moonlight filtered through the canopy above, adorning everything in a bleary silver and deep shadows illuminated by bioluminescent blues. The base was rickety and barely large enough to accommodate a few people with all the supplies stolen and housed from the sky-people around. The wooden branches sagged and the leather tarp frayed, neglected and unkept for what seemed to be decades. But it was going to have to work considering you were banished here for the night.Â
Neteyam didnât look at you right away. He took the first few moments to busy himself checking over the boxes, silently counting the stock in the typical Neteyam way that forced him to be a stickler for the rules, to listen to every authoritative voice, to be the most stuck up Naâvi to ever grace Pandora's blue planet.
It took him a second of a forced and uncomfortable silence before he finally broke the tension, his voice low and failing to hide the tinge of irritation behind it despite his attempts to at least try and get something done. âWe should start with inventory. Get it over with.â
You didnât move from your position on the crate farthest south. And you almost laughed at how pathetically authoritative he attempted to sound, because you knew his blood still seared hot with boiling anger at being scolded not even an hour ago. Instead, you tugged at the string of the bow you had picked up from beside you, slowly swaying the one foot you left dangling as you fidgeted with the fraying thread.Â
âDo it yourself.âÂ
Your voice â so dismissive and blunt in tone â had Neteyamâs pointy ears pinning back and deep amber eyes snapping at you in a quick, sharp warning.Â
âDo not start.â
You took the first moment since he entered to direct your attention away from the flimsy bow, finally looking up at him with an all too unimpressed glare. âToo late.â You sneered, your typical fang glaring snare on full display. âYou started it the second you opened your skxawng mouth back at the training camp. Even children know to be silent when Toruk Makto speaks, yet somehow you can not manage to get that through your thick skull?â
âMy thick skull?â Neteyamâs big eyes bore straight through your own, blown wide and non-blinking almost as if trying to read you for an answer he wasnât going to find. He looked absolutely exasperated and a breathy laugh that held no humor escaped his lips as he shook his head. âThats rich coming from the one who is sat on a crate of knives, doing absolutely nothing.â
âWe are only here because perfect son could not bite his golden tongue long enough to remember his father was still speaking. You listen to him when we're here but not when it counts back home. I thought you were supposed to be the smart and disciplined one.â
âKind of difficult to concentrate on a lecture when the woman threatening to make me choke is attempting to swing her claws into my chest.â
âI only reacted because youâ!âÂ
The words stuttered in your throat, dying in your mouth as heat flooded your face in a violent wave, remembering what led to your outburst in the first place. Remembering the explicit words he let slip from soft yet smug lips like he had any right saying it in the first place.Â
âBecause you speak lewd words that should only be muttered between the most established of mates.Â
ââBecause I what?â Neteyamâs voice was softer now, but the smirk that followed was anything but gentle. It spread slow and lethally arrogant across his face, eyes glinting with a new light that felt almost predatory, as if heâd just found the one loose thread that would unravel you completely.
âBecauseââ Your face was so flushed, you could hardly bring the words to the surface. ââBecause you- you have a vulgar mouth! Y-You speak filth just to provoke me.â
 âVulgar?â Neteyam's eyes glinted with something completely different from the irate exasperation from earlier, it was like his entire demeanor had calmed, replaced completely by that arrogant smirk, like he was the only one able to translate the book the two of you had been trying to read your whole lives. âMe? I think I recall you mentioning something about slamming me down on my back.âÂ
A sharp gasp tore from your throat. The words hit like a physical blow, twisting your earlier threat into something raw and unmistakable. Your face burned hotter, if that was even possible, violet spreading across your cheeks as you instinctively looked him up and down.
âThat is not what I speak! Why must you keep bringing up those words?â The words tumbled out too fast and breathless to be convincing, and you almost kicked yourself for the delivery.
âBecause you are the one who said them, you just donât like what they mean.â
He began stepping closer. His strides were so deliberate, as if planned in advance, and unhurried, as if you were not another moment away from clawing out his eyes.
âThey meant nothing,â you shot back, chin lifting in defiance. âYou twist everything.âÂ
The sound of Neteyamâs footsteps drew your eyes to lock on his figure, tall and looming as he strutted one slow step at a time closer, and you found your eyes doing that traitorous thing they did a lot now, wander. Wander down. And down.Â
It started with his face, as you watched the sway of his braids while he strode with that infuriating arrogance, brushing the sharp lines of his jaw with a clatter of his beads. Then it was his impossibly round eyes fixed right on you â which they always seemed to be when you were around â unblinking and heated through a downwards gaze. They were eyes that masked what you knew to be such a conceited personality as so deceivingly innocent.Â
Soon your gaze fell to the wide frame of his shoulders and the firmness of his chest, and it dawned on you that youâd only just noticed how much broader they had become over the years spent together, carved from tireless hours of drawing bowstrings and traversing the harsh landscape of Omatikiya forest, lean with muscle that shifted under blue skin with every stride he took closer.
Your eyes wandered again until they finally fell right to where they seemed to stop at a lot now; his lower body, narrow hips marked by the most vibrant stripe pattern youâd ever seen on any man â on any Naâvi youâd laid eyes on. They were darker and thicker, more pronounced and unlike any others, they trailed off and disappeared so low into his loin cloth it almost felt purposeful in the way they pulled your eyes. Like they were specifically made to draw your eyes and your eyes only, and hold them there by design.
Those lines were unnatural in their perfection and it wasnât fair. It wasnât fair that they made your face so hot and your heartbeat feel as if it could move to places it should not be, and it especially wasnât fair that it wasnât a you thing, it was a him thing. You only liked it on him.
You told yourself for the hundredth time â that it was the Tawtute genes making everything about him just a little too defined, a little larger. Not that you were staring, of course, just studying. Because he was different and you were always curious, you told yourself. But your tail flicked once, another betrayal that told you that was a lie, and you prayed the shadows hid it..
The shadows did not hide it. And of course he noticed.
Neteyam slowed, stopping just close enough that the space between you felt inconsequential. He wasnât touching you, at least not yet and somehow it still felt as if he had pressed his entire body against yours. As if you were suffocating beneath him.Â
His gaze dipped and it wasnât hurried, but it wasnât subtle either, following the same path yours had just taken; down the line of his chest, over the sharp cut of his hips, to the stripes adorning his body next to the band of his loincloth before lifting again, eyes glinting with the most unbearably smug sense of amusement youâd imagine possible from a single man at the realisation he had just made.Â
It was silent for a beat, air heavy with tension before Neteyam spoke.Â
âYou must really like my loincloth.â
Your ears shot straight up and outwards, standing tall and perky as if alerted by a lingering predator, eyes blowing wide as you shot your head up to meet his gaze head on.Â
âShut upâ!â
ââYou know, my mother makes themââ
â âI donât careâ!â
â âShall I ask her to make another? She does adore youââÂ
ââYou do not know anythingâ!â
ââI know exactly when you lie.â
The words were being sputtered so fast, they crashed into each other in an overlapping, frantic mess. To any onlooker, it would have almost sounded as if you were talking in unison.Â
Your tone was desperately sharp, doused in mortification and hidden in anger. And his was flooded with pure, unadulterated tease, knowing very well how every word he spoke rolled down your ears and crawled beneath your skin. You blushed so often around him he could almost mistake you as a purple Naâvi now.Â
The overlap fell apart as abruptly as it had started. You glared at him, chest tight, ears still rigid with embarrassment and fury, daring him to say one more thing. He didnâtâŠÂ
At least, not right away.
His gaze dipped instead, unashamed and bashfully amused, tracking back down to where yours had been just moments ago. His mouth curved like heâd found something amusing he was excited to explain. But you knew he was only rubbing the fact that he caught you staring in.Â
âMy mother uses five beads on each knot,â he said smugly, and you followed his fingers as they brushed against the small carved beads on the loinclothâs cords. âShe says it is the number of balance. Five for the senses and all.âÂ
Then he suddenly looked up at you, those overly round, innocent eyes portraying that innocence all too well. âSeems it is not working, you do not look very balanced right now.â
If you were in half a mind with any common sense, you would have scolded him once again and shoved him as far back as your arms would allow in hopes for a little space and clarity. Unfortunately for you, however, that sense was ripped directly out of your already fumbling grasp the moment your eyes followed his hands to where he gripped that damned loincloth you really couldnât escape.
They were larger and longer than most others, scarred from weaponry and cliff climbing, and calloused in places where the overuse was notable. His fingers, all five of them, grasped the thread of the cloth, and as his grip tightened, the purple veins littering the surface of his skin protruded along with it.Â
Watching the way his fingers curled, and the way his veins pulsed, it sent heat crawling up your throat and pooling behind your ears. Every flex of a tendon, every faint flicker of those tiny freckled lights, felt like a private taunt aimed straight at whatever composure you had left.
You swallowed hard, forcing your voice steady even as it came out breathier than you wanted. âFive is a greedy number anyway.â You muttered, eyes still traitorously fixed on the curl of his knuckles. Â
His gaze followed yours until it landed on the object of your fixation; his calloused, human-like hands that resembled a foreign race more than it did his own. It lingered on the way your eyes lingered there too long, and the way your breath had betrayed you before your mouth ever could. And a slow smile curved across his lips, smug and knowing.
âGreedy?â He spoke the word as if it heeded a riveting discovery and without haste, he lifted said hands; the ones you hadnât stopped ogling at, toward your sightline. âIs that what you think they are?âÂ
His long fingers extended deliberately to parade all five digits to your wide, helpless eyes, and he began wriggling them in slow, mesmerising pulses as if he, too, were suddenly fascinated by the anatomy you had just mocked.Â
âTawtute.â He uttered it in mocking, the way you usually did, except his voice dipped low with smug delight. âThatâs what you call me, isnât it?â
Now, he let his hands hover close enough that you could feel the warmth radiating from his palms, close enough that if you stuck your tongue out just enough, youâd be able to taste the skin. Close enough, that the fact you had even entertained that thought made you sick to your stomach with dizzying confusion.
âTxampay tawtute.â He purred, eyes half-lidded and glinting as he drank in the flush climbing your neck.
Then, unhurried and impossibly sure of himself, he leaned in. His body now crowding every inch of air yours occupied, chest nearly brushing your own, until he reached past your shoulder and caught your wrist in one smooth motion. The hand that rounded your skin tugged upwards to bring your hand up between you to display the four fingers you always had, and his golden eyes gleamed as if it was the first time he had seen it. Slowly, he lifted his own hand to mirror yours, five fingers spread to contrast the four of your own just across from his, hovering directly opposite it.
âDemon blood.â He muttered, though he wasnât offended. It was more a statement, or amused even, awaiting a reaction.
You watched, breath caught, as he hesitated for a single heartbeat, watched in your peripheral as his eyes bore into your face, searching for any flicker of protest or resistance. A sign that never came.
And once he realized that, he dipped one long finger down between the gaps of yours. Then another, and another until he slid each one of his fingers between your own, interlocking your hands like he was claiming every unoccupied space he could find.Â
âDo you call me tawtute so often because you think about how my hands would feel on you?â
Then he guided your joined hands, fully intertwined, up and back, lifting them slowly until your knuckles brushed the rough-woven wall behind you. He pressed them there and the motion brought him so much closer, it was as if he had taken up all the air, because why were you suddenly finding it so much more difficult to draw a breath?
âNeteyam.â The name came out like an unsure whine, nothing like the sharp hiss youâd wielded against him a thousand times before. Because the last place you had ever imagined yourself being was here, pinned beneath the steady weight of his gaze, his body, his five greedy fingers laced so perfectly through your four and it confused you that no fiber of your being was begging to reject it.Â
You watched with greedy eyes as his face twisted from out of your view, head shifting down towards the crook of your neck and the frantic rate of your breath betrayed every last pretense of calm. His mouth stopped just on the cusp of your left ear, and you felt the warm, velvet skin of his lips brushing the sensitive shell of it, tied with the cherry on top by the soft sway of his braid against your cheek and the smell of him. That intoxicating scent which smelt of eclipse leaves and sweet hearth vines.
They had been your favourite scents for as long as you could remember, and it was only just dawning why that is now.
He took a beat, his breath warm on your skin before he spoke. âI know you hate me.â
You did. You hated him, the Olo'eyktan perfect first born. The boy that followed you like a shadow through the winding roots of Hometree. The child you had been measured against since the first time a blade had been pressed into your palms.
âNeteyam learns quicker,â
âNeteyam already wields a bow,â
âNeteyam never loses his temper.â
You had heard it from your father your entire life and you hated him for being the excellence you couldnât be. You hated that he wore it so smug. And more than anything, you hated that he actually tried to soften it and make space for you beside him instead of behind. He was so good to you, and you hated that he never got mad when it counted.
And now â now â you couldnât reconcile that boy with the man standing close enough to steal your breath, hands steady where your resolve should have been. You couldnât fathom how you were letting him do this. How the same Neteyam youâd spent years resisting, spitting at, and training like Eywa herself had told you to do so in order to best him, had slipped past your defenses without even raising his voice. All it took was him invading your space closer than he ever tried before and your resolve dwindled.Â
âI know you think you hate me.â He repeated, but this time you could hear the smirk that crept up his irritatingly gorgeous face. âBut you never look at me like this when you say it. And thisââ his free hand drifted down, fingertips ghosting along the tense line of your hip until they found the base of your tail, â--this is the most still your tail has been all night.â
The gentle, knowing stroke along the sensitive underside made your spine arch involuntarily before you could stop it, so far into him you could feel the press of everything below his loincloth against your lower belly and it made you whine. A guttural, involuntary sound you didnât mean to make, nor had you realised escaped you until Neteyamâs glowing amber eyes widened alongside his smile.Â
You struggled to find your voice, with the overwhelming feeling of Neteyam all around you, touching every inch of your skin, all consuming and intoxicating but when you did, it was breathy and weak.Â
âDo notââ you stuttered, pausing your words to find breath.
Then your voice came again, interrupting his thoughts in a moment where his grip faltered slightly around your fingers and tail. You sounded so primitive and defeated, it was like the entire forest in a ten-mile radius had stilled.
ââstop.â
Neteyam stilled, mind reeling and eyes searching every inch of your face in desperate search of an answer to an unspoken question you sparked within him. Do not? Stop?Â
Do not stop?
He gawked at you, ogling at every inch of your face in hopes of an answer. Your eyes, droopy and half-shut, turned sideways as if too ashamed to look him in the eyes. Mouth just a touch open, drawing long and heavy breaths, and your beautiful blue skin, flushed that purple colour he was becoming so fond of seeing, gleaming with a layer of warm, sleek sweat.Â
You looked absolutely ruined. And he absolutely detested the idea that you might have been telling him to stop â truly stop â his advances because now that he had a glimpse of such a sight, he cursed the idea that he may never see it again knowing exactly what you looked like underneath him. So he waited with baited breaths, a wait you did not make him stand long for, and then you delivered.
âDo.. not.. stop.â You spoke between heavy breaths. âNeteyam, please.â
And then he saw it. The way you had been pressing up against his right thigh, locked between both your own thighs and rubbing against your core, just close enough to create friction. The sight and the plea shattered whatever thin thread of control heâd been clinging to as he finally realised what you meant.Â
A low, guttural sound rumbled from deep in his chest, a half growl, half reverent thanks to Eywa herself, as he surged forward, releasing your tail momentarily, only for the hand to sweep through the air, landing right on the back of your neck as he pulled you towards him with a roughness he rarely displayed.Â
And that's when it finally happened. His mouth crashed against yours, hungry and possessive, swallowing the next broken gasp that spilled from your lips. His fingers curled into the sensitive skin just below your hairline in a way that made your knees weaken, and had you not still been sitting on this crate, you were sure you would have faltered and folded to the ground.Â
His tongue pushed at the seam of your lips, coaxing them apart with a devastating hunger, as if he had been waiting far too long to claim this moment, only clarified with the roll his body made to press into your own. The muscles of his abdomen elongated and protruded against the skin, screaming at you to touch them, to feel them, as he pushed your intertwined hands further back into the wall.Â
That was when his hand around your neck finally began its descent downwards. It started at your shoulders, brushing against your collarbone and lingering just a moment around your breasts. He swirled against the curve underneath the soft fat and the trail left hot tingles in its wake, sending blood rushing to every nerve the pinpoint of his fingertips lined.Â
It continued on, searing down the arc of your waist, against the curve of your hips and drew a curl to stop just a few paces below your belly button, and yet not even a breath above from the band of your loincloth.  Â
Your breath hitched as those fingers paused there, so achingly close, tracing lazy, maddening patterns just above the thin strip of woven fabric â the only thing left between you and completely surrendering to the man who haunted your every waking moment. Neteyam pulled back from the kiss, only far enough to watch your contorting face, the molten amber of his eyes now nearly non-existent, replaced almost entirely by his pupils, blown wide with lust and a restraint that was seconds from snapping.
He could feel the heat radiating from you, and could tell you were trying to resist whatever thoughts were happening in your head, unsuccessfully so. He could see it in the way your thighs tremored ever so subtly, and in the way your hips shifted restlessly against him, as if seeking friction but hating who the friction you seeked came from. A low, approving, yet humoured growl rumbled in his throat as he pressed his forehead to yours, breath ragged.
âYou are always so responsive.â He murmured, voice gravelly, lips brushing yours as he spoke and fingers still working their patterns at the lowest part of your belly. âEvery touch⊠you light up for me.â
âYou always think you know what I feel.â The words spat harsh but breathless, trying desperately to deny him the satisfaction of winning.
But Neteyam just laughed, stating flatly. âYour freckles glow, fang.â
And your flush deepened knowing your body was betraying your mind.Â
âStop talking. I still despise you.â
Neteyam took the opportunity to lean back, making enough room to have a full view of your body without disconnecting your lower bodies. Finally his hand strayed from your belly, sliding to the left of it before stopping right at the rope that knotted your loincloth into place. He glanced down at it expectantly, then up to meet your eyes, his own glinting with mischief. Â
âFunny way of showing it.â He commented.
Then his fingers pulled at the string, and all you did was let your head fall back against the wall in response.Â
The knot gave with a soft tug, the woven cord loosening until the loincloth sagged against your hips, and you felt the cool air kissing at your newly exposed skin. It left your sighing, and Neteyam actually laughed at the sight of you.Â
His next move was to grab at your right leg, lifting it high until it settled on top of his right shoulder. The motion had you shifting forward slightly, nearly hanging off the edge of the crate now. Once it was placed, he leaned down, meeting the slant of your body against the crate until his face met just above yours. Â
âNo fangs now, huh?â He taunted, voice dripping with smug triumph, his breath hot against your lips as his free hand slid up the thigh draped over him with the most reverently possessive grip.
Your eyes narrowed, a spark of fury cutting through the haze of pleasure. âIâll silence you.â
Before he could fire back another cocky word, you flexed the leg hooked over his shoulder and shoved hard. Your heel dug into the muscle of his back as you pushed, using every bit of leverage to force him downward and surprise flashed across his face for a split second before he dropped to his knees in front of you, left hand disconnecting from yours and instinctively reaching to grip your hips as a means to steady himself.
There he was â all mighty Neteyam, son of Toruk Makto, future Oloâeyktan â kneeling between your thighs, directly in front of your exposed core, with amber eyes flicking a mix of shock, defeat and drooling hunger.
You let your head rest back against the wall again, eyeing him through the brush of your lower lashes and fingers threading roughly into his braids to hold him exactly where you wanted him.Â
âI told you I would make you swallow your sorry sounds.â And with a sharp tug forward, the control had been shifted to your hands. âNow swallow.â
The low, involuntary groan that vibrated through his chest and into your core was the only answer he managed before his mouth obeyed. His head moved first then his tongue dragged slow and deliberate, tasting you like heâd been starving for years and refused to rush the meal. But the grip you kept in his braids, tight and unforgiving, told him exactly who set the pace.Â
Heat slammed through you, ugly and mixed with the pure rage of having him under you. You hated him for making your body clench like this, hated the way your thighs shook because his tongue felt so damn good, but hated it more that you questioned if the reason he felt so good was because he had done this before. Hated that the idea made you jealous.Â
You were a mix of pleasure and shame â that Neteyam was on his knees, eating you out like he had no choice and that he was disgustingly good at it. And when you rolled your hips forward, demanding more, he gave it without hesitation, lips sealing around you, tongue curling deep and relentless, then it dawned on you that he was worshipping your clit like he was singing a prayer.
Your thighs trembled around his shoulders, the leg still hooked there locked tighter, heel pressing between his shoulder blades to keep him exactly where you wanted him  â on his knees, serving the woman whoâd sworn to hate him forever. And he did it so well you had been reduced to a moaning, whining and squirming mess beneath his hands that were holding you down.
âEywa, shitâ Y/nâ â The name slipped out raw and whiny, and the vibration of his voice had you absolutely feral, snapping in an instant. But not to your end. No.
Because the only thing you could think about was why he felt so good. Why he was so talented at everything. The idea of him having experience with this, of him doing this to someone else, made something vicious twist in your chest.
So your hand in his hair tugged hard, snapping his head back and away from your core to glance up at you with daze in his eyes and your slick dripping down his chin.
He blinked up at you, lips swollen and shining, breath coming in rough pants. For once, the smugness was gone, replaced by raw, hazy want and a flicker of confusion at the sudden stop.
You stared down at him, chest heaving, jealousy burning hotter than the aftershocks still pulsing between your legs, and the words came sharp, cutting through the air like an arrow.
âWho else?â You spat, voice accusatory and ugly with envy, fingers tightening in his braids in a visceral way you couldnât help.
âWhat?â He sounded so breathless, and so confused, eyes still foggy from being buried between your thighs.
âYou move like this is not new to you.â You snapped, the words spilling out jagged. âPeople do not learn that by accident.â
âFang, what are youââ
Then your mouth spat the words like the answer was so obvious, like you had been just waiting for the name to be mentioned. â âIt is Anâaya, isnât it?â
âAnâaya!?â He said it like the name didnât belong here at all. Because it didnât. Because twenty seconds ago he was face-deep drowning in what he deemed to be his new favourite flavour, and now heâs thinking of a girl heâs barely spent more than 10 minutes alone with.
âYou lie with her too!â The accusation came out sharp enough to feel final, as if it wasnât something to be debated and you had already made up the answer.Â
Neteyam stared up at you for a beat, eyes wide, mouth still wet and open like he couldnât decide whether to laugh or groan. Then the laugh won, short and completely disbelieving as the weight of your words settled into him. He searched your eyes, stern and glazed, angry with something he knew you barely understood and it dawned on him. Holy shit.
âYou are jealous.â He said it so incredulously, like it was the best revelation he made all week. A rough laugh tore out of him, head tipping back in your grip, the sound raw and disbelieving. And it was like you couldnât even deny it, all you could do was sneer your usual fang baring scowl and snap your head away with a tsk of your tongue.
âAnâaya?â he rasped, grin sharp and crooked, chin still dripping with you. âEywa fang, you think I have ever touched her? Ever wanted to?â
He shifted forward on his knees, hands sliding up your thighs as he finally raised to his feet off his knees to meet you at eye level. His face was inches from yours, grip firm but not pushing and you watched as that aggravating amusement melted into the softest look you think he had ever sent you. His smugness fell, the cocky edge dulling into something so honest.
âI do not lie with Anâaya. Just you, fang.â He spoke so slowly, voice low and steady, and almost gentle despite the filth of the moment. âI only ever think about you.â
The words hit harder than they should have. Heat flooded your face, your chest, mixing between the jealousy and the flattery until you couldnât tell which burned more. You didnât know if you believed him â or more so didnât know if you wanted to believe him. So you picked your arm up to pinch the side of his ear, using it to drag his face impossibly closer. Your gaze flickered between both his eyes, searching for something, an answer to a question you werenât even sure you knew what.
For a split second, something in your grip faltered. The idea that he might be telling the truth was somehow worse than the lie. So you tightened your fingers on his ear for a beat before yanking his head back with a force meant to hurt.
âProve it,â you snarled.
Neteyamâs breath hissed through his teeth at the sting, but the look he gave you was pure lust, not a single trace of softness left. In one brutal motion he tucked one hand under your ass, and the other around the curve of your waist, before spinning you around so fast the world tilted for a fraction of a second. Your chest slammed against the crate, palms scraping metal as he kicked your legs wider and pressed his full weight into your back.
You heard him before you felt him, the quick tug and rustle as he worked the knot of his loincloth free behind you. Something involuntary dragged your head back, forcing you to peek over your shoulder. The fabric fell, and it was like every silent inkling youâd ever felt bite at you, every reflexive moment that told you to study his stripes despite never knowing why, finally dawned on you why it had always been so urging.
Those large, vibrant stripes were only a preview into what the loincloth hid. They tapered lower and thicker up the base of his cock, before finally crawling into a thinning stretch that ended just beyond the tip of his head, which was slick with precum and the most angry, swollen shade of red. Red. Like a Tawtute.
And it was in that moment you realised that all those little characteristics that made him slightly different â the broader shoulders, the extra finger, the sheer size of him below the cloth and the way his tip skin flushed pinker than any Naâvi youâd ever seen â werenât the flaws or accidents you convinced yourself was the reason you fixated on them. They were proof that he had Toruk Maktoâs blood running through him, the son of a leader, born to be a leader. And right now that blood had him hard and leaking for you, the girl whoâd spent years calling him sky-demon scum.
The realisation twisted hot and ugly in your gut, hate and want braided so tight you couldnât pull them apart but that was so swiftly disrupted by the feeling of him pushing forward, the tip of his achingly large cock making contact with your swelteringly wet entrance, and it had you absolutely unraveling at the mere contact of it.
You couldnât help the moan that slipped out of you at both the stretch he gave with just the top of him, barely even a quarter full, and at the sight of him ogling down at the space between you, at the way the tip of his cock looked barely swallowed inside of your warm hole, his fist gripping at the base.
Neteyam caught the sound, eyes snapping up just in time to see you bury your face in your arm and he laughed that irritatingly smug laugh that vibrated through his chest and into your back.Â
âAlready moaning for me, Fang?â He murmured, voice thick with satisfaction and lips brushing the shell of your ear as he spoke. âYou canât even pretend to hate me anymore.â
âDo notâŠ,â you hissed with a breathy sigh, the words cracking despite your best effort to sound venomous, ââŠdare assume you know what I feel.â
He hummed, amused, like your denial was the sweetest thing heâd ever heard.
âI do not think I'll have too.âÂ
Goosebumps rose in its wake, your hips stuttering back despite yourself before you could correct it. His hand tightened on your hip, holding you steady, while the other slid up your spine in a slow, deliberate path until his fingers closed gently but firmly around the thick base of your kuru, the long, sacred braid that cascaded down your back.
The feeling of his hand around your kuru had your entire body jolting, a sharp, electrifying shock racing through every nerve in its wake. You spun in his grip with a surprise heâd never seen on you before, eyes blown wide, breath caught, and all that sharp defiance from before suddenly fractured by something he had never seen painted so vulnerably on you.
You looked so unsure, so confused, so conflicted, staring at his hand like it was both a threat and a gateway to something new.
At your face, Neteyamâs expression softened too, the smugness fading completely as he brought the end of your braid up between the two of you, turning it so the the wispy ends of your braid went limp to expose the pink tendrils beneath. They snaked in the air, searching the air as if awaiting what was yet to come.
His own kuru hung over his shoulder, and he used his other hand to grab at it, settling it so close to yours that the tendrils already began reaching for each other, drawn like magnets, but far enough that they did not touch.
âI will not force this, and I will not continue with this if you say no. I honestly donât think I can.â he said, voice low, rough with restraint but steady. âTsaheylu with me⊠or we stop right here. Your choice, Fang. Always your choice.â
The words hung heavy. You hated him for giving you the out. Hated him for making it feel safe to say yes even though you really thought you would have said no. Hated how much you wanted him, and wanted to know what it felt like to be bound to the one person youâd spent your whole life trying to push away.
Your chest rose and fell fast. The tendrils of your kuru twitched, brushing the air toward his and you didnât speak as you watched them try to connect. Slowly, deliberately, you reached your hand up to wrap around his forearm, watched as the hand that held his kuru faltered at the intrusion and met his eyes as he searched yours for answer.
It didnât come as a verbal one, but your mind had been made the moment you tugged his arm forward to allow his kuru to connect to yours. And in an instant the tendrils met, wrapping and fusing, snapping the bond into place.
A gasp tore from both of you at once, backs arching, eyes fluttering as raw sensation flooded through. The pleasure was intense and overwhelming, but more than that: every buried feeling, every unspoken want, every flash of anger and longing and need crashed together in a single, shared current that left you both moaning messes.
He groaned your name like it hurt and you whined his so helplessly, fingers digging into his shoulders and the world narrowed to just the two of you.
Neteyam moved first, hands sliding under your thighs, lifting you effortlessly as he spun you both around and sank to his knees. He laid you gently on the cool floor beneath him, settling between your legs, face-to-face now with his forehead pressed to yours, kuru still joined, the bond pulsing with every heartbeat.
He slid back into you slowly, eyes never leaving yours, letting you feel everything â his awe, his hunger, the years of wanting you heâd hidden behind every smirk and fight. And you wrapped your legs around him, pulling him deeper, and for the first time with there being no crate, no wall, no anger between you, nothing but the bond, neither of you could deny the truth that lingered between you for years anymore.
The bond made it unbearable in the best way because you could feel everything.Â
You could feel every slow drag of him inside you echoed back through the link. You felt his pleasure at how tight and wet you were, your helpless clench around him, and the ache that flared harder with every inch he gave. You felt the way your body gripped him like it never wanted to let go, and he felt it too, a low, broken groan rumbling from his chest as his hips finally seated flush against yours.
âFuckââ he breathed, voice ragged, forehead still pressed to yours. His eyes were half-lidded, pupils blown wide, the golden amber almost gone. âYou feel⊠I can feel you everywhere.â
You couldnât answer with words. The bond carried it for you: the rush of heat, the ache, the impossible fullness of him stretching you open while his emotions poured into you
He started to move, slow at first, deep rolls of his hips that dragged the thick length of him along every sensitive spot inside you. Each thrust sent a wave through the bond, pleasure looping between you until it built on itself, amplifying, stealing your breath. Your nails raked down his back, leaving red lines over his stripes; he hissed and answered by snapping his hips harder, driving a sharp cry from your throat.
Through the link you felt how much he loved that sound, how it made him throb inside you, how close he already was to losing control and you responded by sticking your mouth to his neck, and sucking hard in an attempt to quiet yourself.
âTell me,â he rasped, one hand sliding up to cradle the back of your head, keeping your faces close, noses brushing, âtell me you feel it too.â
You did. Eywa, you did. The anger was still there, flickering at the edges, but it only made the pleasure sharper, almost as if the bond was burning it clean and turning years of hate into something so much more overwhelming.
âI feel you,â you finally gasped as your mouth left his neck with a slimy pop, and you noticed the angry purple mark that sat in its wake. Your voice cracked, legs tightening around his waist to pull him impossibly deeper. âAll of you. Donât stopâ!â
The next thrust ended with another broken sound from you, a half-moan, half-word that slurred through your tongue almost incomprehensibly.
âMmmâ âtayemââ
Neteyamâs rhythm faltered for a heartbeat, then picked up again, faster now with a cocky triumph you felt flooding the bond like heat. A low, smug chuckle vibrated against your neck as he nipped the skin, sucking and pinching at it with pride.
âI got you that good, huh?â He murmured, voice rough but dripping with satisfaction, hips rolling deep and deliberate. âGot the stubborn Fang stuttering my name?â
You tried again, desperate, the pleasure coiling so tight you could barely think.
âMaâ tayemââ
He laughed again, breathlessly arrogant and loving every moment of this â loving that you, always so sharp-tongued and composed, always throwing insults at him and trying to embarrass him in front of your families, was reduced to this, such a moaning, whiny mess you couldnât even get his name correct.
âCa not even get your words right,â he teased, smirking against your lips, eyes gleaming down at you with such amusement. âIf only everyone could see you now.â
âMa âteyam.â You managed it this time, much clearer and insistent of every syllable that trembled out of you on the next thrust. And he froze.
Not completely, his hips still rocked shallow and instinctively, but the rhythm stuttered hard, like someone had yanked his hips backwards and held them still. His eyes widened, searching yours through the haze, the cocky smirk smacked off his face in an instant as the meaning finally slammed into him.
Ma âteyam.Â
Your Neteyam
The bond flared hot with it, your claim, raw and unfiltered, pouring straight into him. A ragged groan tore out of his chest, half between shock and something much, much deeper, like a stirring pot of pleasure and disbelief and possession all tangled together into two bodies merged as one. His forehead dropped to yours again, losing every trace of that smug control because the words were echoing through the link like a vow, and it broke him.
A low, guttural groan ripped from his throat, deep and wrecked and his whole body shuddered as the realization hit him harder than any phrase ever uttered to him. His hips jerked forward once, hard and uncontrolled, completely unlike his usual poise, as he buried himself to the hilt inside you, and that was it. He came with a broken cry of your name, voice cracking on the syllables as he spilled hot and deep, pulse after thick pulse flooding you.
The bond amplified everything and you felt every throb of his release as if it were your own and that made yours follow soon after, the overwhelming rush of his pleasure crashing into yours, the way his heart slammed against his ribs, the dizzying mix of disbelief and euphoria that Neteyam was now claimed by you in the most intimate way possible, solidified by the way your attached kuru still hung besides you, your deep purple marks decorated his neck, and your bodies lay against each other, sleek and fucked out.
His forehead pressed hard to yours, eyes squeezed shut, breath coming in harsh, uneven pants against your lips. His arms trembled as he held himself above you, hips still twitching with aftershocks, grinding slow and shallow as if he couldnât bear to pull out.
âFuck⊠fuckââ he gasped, voice hoarse and trembling, nothing left of the smug warrior whoâd been teasing you since you got to this forsaken watchpost. âYou⊠you saidâŠâ
âThat I despise you?â You murmured, eyes fluttering closed as you breathed him in, beyond exhausted, tail finally curling loose and lazy behind you. âI do.â
A broken laugh tore out of him, warm and disbelieving, his nose brushing yours as his breathing slowly began to steady. âI donât even need to see your tail to know you lie.âÂ
And as if to prove his point, he brought his hand around to the place where your kurus joined, stroking the exposed, sensitive nerves gently with his thumb. The bond hummed softly at the touch, sending a lazy ripple of warmth through you both and your tail flicked once, then curled deliberately around his thigh, holding him close.
He felt it, of course and a quiet, satisfied hum left his chest.
âSee?â He whispered, lips brushing the corner of your mouth. âEven your tail is done fighting me.â
You opened one eye, glaring weakly up at him. âDo not get used to it, skxawng. The second we are back with the clan, I am telling everyone you cried after your father yelled at you.â
Neteyam snorted, shifting his weight so he could prop himself on an elbow and look down at you properly. His braids fell forward, framing his face, and the bond carried the soft glow of affection he was trying, and miserably failing to hide behind his usual smirk.
âThen I will have to tell them how the almighty daughter of our clan head warrior begged for me toââ
You slapped a hand over his mouth, eyes narrowing. âFinish that sentence and I will bite you again.â His eyes crinkled at the corners, laughter muffled against your palm and you narrowed your eyes as you spoke once more. âI could still push you off this ledge. No one would find the body till morning.â
âMaybe so.â He conceded easily. His hand slid up to cup the back of your neck, thumb brushing the base of your kuru in a way that made your spine shiver despite your best effort to stay at least a little defiant. âBut then who would keep you company on patrol anymore? You would miss arguing with me.â
You huffed, shoving at his chest. âI would finally earn peace.â
âPeace is boring.â He countered, catching your wrist and pressing a kiss to the inside of it, soft and infuriatingly gentle. âAnd you would miss my family interrupting us every five minutes, thinking they will catch you slipping in the act. My dad likes messing with us too much to let you go.â
You snorted, but the sound lacked real venom. âYour father likes me because I am not afraid to yell at you when you are being an arrogant teylupil. That is not the same as liking me.â
Neteyamâs grin turned softer, eyes crinkling at the corners. âHe likes you because you are strong. And because you force me to be stronger. Even when you are threatening to skin me alive.â
You rolled your eyes so hard it hurt, but your tail betrayed you again, curling tighter around his leg like it had decided it wasnât letting go anytime soon.
âFlattery will not save you,â you muttered, dropping your head back to his chest so you didnât have to look at that stupid, fond expression on his face. âWhen we get back at dawn, we say nothing. We walked the perimeter. Inventoried the stock. End of story.â
Neteyam arched a brow, amusement flickering through the bond as his eyes flickered around at the area even messier then it was before you two had arrived. âYou think they will believe that? Nothing has been done here. And you lookâŠâ He brushed a thumb over your neck, tracing where his mouth had been earlier. ââŠthoroughly ruined.â
You swatted his hand away, but there was no real heat in it, not like before. âYou look worse, Tawtute. Like you lost a fight with an Ikran.â
He laughed, full and unguarded this time âThen let them think what they want, I already won.â he whispered when you parted.Â
You rolled your eyes, but your tail tightened around his leg again, betraying you.
âI still despise you,â you muttered into his neck.
âI am aware.â
I had this ready for 3 months now.
letâs bond with a dangerous animal like papa
looking for more mutuals !! ifb đč
‷ dilf!jake sully x fem!mangkwan reader
- cw: potential afaa spoilers! lower case intended, smut, p in v, sex pollen, kinda hate sex (fuck or die but dying isnât an option), cheating (sorry neytiri!), forced proximity? (the pit), grinding/dry humping, dirty talk, biting. let me know if i missed anything!
- an: saw afaa on friday and jake looked so dang scrumptious in that prison jumpsuit, i had to hold myself back from jumping at the screen.
- wc: 3.3k
- summary: after your clanâs attack on the wind traders, you crash land near a burning caravan with surviving clan members. whilst varang punishes captured naâvi, slicing through their kuruâs, only you spot a tall, male naâvi watching from the shrubbery. you give chase, too worried that by the time everyone else is alerted, heâd be far gone. when you catch him, the confrontation turns physical, sending you both tumbling into a hidden pit of strange flowers. exposed to the pollenâs effects and unable to escape, hostility gives way to desperate survival.
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you let out a groan of pain, hands digging into the soft flora of pandora as you pull yourself sitting upright. your nightwraith unfortunetly got shot down in the process of the attack on the tlalim clan, by only who you could assume was jake sully, the âgreat toruk maktoâ. you couldnât help but roll your eyes at the thought, everyone across pandora knew of him, the great stories told about a sky person turned naâvi who proceeded to save the whole planet.
the impact of the hit affected your body, making you feel bruised and battered as slowly but surely, you made your way towards the scattered members of your clan who landed not too far from you. varang being one of them.
screams echoed through the forest as fire spewed from side to side, members of the mangkwan clan threw themselves at remainders of other naâvi, which crashed alongside the now alit caravan, piercing some of them with knives. others were forced to perform tsaheylu with varang, a painful process as she wrapped their kuru around her knife and sadistically sliced it, pained screams filling your ears.
you made your way and stood beside riku, varangâs henchman. a tlalim naâvi was thrown at your feet. instinctively, you followed suit and gripped the back of his head, running your hand along the kuru as you pulled the base of it, knife wrapped around it.
the fire burned stronger and brighter, sparks falling from the wrecked caravan. the mangkwan members surrounding you danced and mimicked animalistic noises.
as varang began talking, you couldnât help but zone out, blocking all sorts of noises out. your eyes focused on a random patch of the forest as you thought you saw a flicker of movement.
the fire burning beside you helped illuminate the surrounding shrubbery and flora as you zoned in on specific bushy area. you hummed in contemplation, pondering on whether or not to investigate what potentially could be nothing.
a small movement in the bush snaps you out of your thoughts as you see a sparkle, reflecting that of fire, in what resembles a pair of eyes.
you let out a hiss as you drop the tlalim naâvi, theyâd be delt with by another.
evidently, you were correct, as the figure you thought was in the bush, came to be real.
the dark blue skinned naâvi got up from their crouched position and began to run. you werenât far behind.
it took a good few minutes of running after this figure before you managed to catch up, lurching forwards and slamming into them, causing a tussle on the grass.
swiftly, you pulled the male to the ground and straddled him as you attempted to pull out your knife from the sheath on your hips but unfortunately got disarmed rather quickly as he threw you onto your back.
âjake sully..â a hiss came from your lips as you barred your fangs.
you lay on your forearms.
the moonlight mixed with the bioluminescent flora bouncing off his face quickly revealed who this figure was.
âdonât sound too excited.â he scoffed as he set up a defensive stance.
you hissed again before standing upright and going for another attack. you lurched forward, going in for a punch to his face. jake barely has time to brace before your fist whistles past his jaw, close enough that he feels the rush of air. he pivots instinctively, grabbing your forearm and twisting, using your momentum against you. you snarl and drive a knee toward his ribs, catching him hard enough to force a grunt from his chest.
âstill fast,â he mutters through clenched teeth.
you wrench free and spin, tail lashing behind you as you circle him. the forest hums softly around you, bioluminescent plants lighting the clearing in flickers of blue and green.
âtoruk makto, demon, enemyâ is all you could think, hatred bubbling inside of you.
You rush him again, fingers grazing his shoulder this time. he reacts instantly, shoving you back, feet skidding against the damp ground as he regains his footing. the two of you collide once more, hands locking at each otherâs wrists, muscles straining as neither gives an inch.
âyou shouldâve stayed hidden,â you hiss.
âafter what i saw?â jake scoffed, âthatâs inhuman!â he yelled at you.
your grip falters for half a second, long enough for him to twist you sideways and drive you both into the undergrowth. the ground slopes sharply beneath your weight, loose soil giving way as you grapple for control.
âno-â
then.. the earth disappears.
you fall together, limbs tangled, crashing through layers of soft petals and unfamiliar blooms. the impact knocks the breath from your lungs as flowers burst beneath you, releasing a shimmering cloud of spores into the air.
the scent fills your lungs. you cough, scrambling to your feet, only to stagger.
the scent is thick. sweet. wrong.
âsomethingâs not rightâ
jake groans nearby, pushing himself up on one elbow, eyes unfocused as the pollen curls around you both. the fight stalls, not from mercy, but from the sudden, dizzying heat flooding your veins.
your legs threaten to give out beneath you. you dig your fingers into the soil, steadying yourself as warmth coils through your body in slow, invasive waves. your thoughts blur at the edges, anger dulling into something hazy and unfocused.
âthis isnât weakness.â
you grit your teeth. âitâs the plants.â
jake drags himself upright a few paces away, one hand braced against the rock wall of the pit. his breathing is uneven, chest rising and falling too fast as his gaze lifts to you, and lingers. something flickers across his face. realisation almost.
âdonât..â he starts, then falters, swallowing hard. âdonât breathe it in.â
too late.
the spores glow faintly around you both, disturbed by every movement. heat pulses low in your stomach, unfamiliar and humiliating, making it harder to remember why youâre supposed to hate him. your tail flicks behind you without your permission.
jake notices.
his jaw tightens as he looks away, forcing himself to focus. âthis place,â he mutters, more to himself than you. âitâs.. itâs doing something to us.â
you let out a shaky breath that turns into something dangerously close to a laugh. âyou think?â you scoffed in a sarcastic tone.
silence stretches between you, thick and heavy. the pit feels smaller by the second, the air pressing in on your skin. you take a step back, only to hit the curved wall behind you. jake mirrors the movement without realising.
your eyes meet his again, and this time he doesnât look away. his pupils are blown wide, just as youâd imagine yours are. expression torn between restraint and something far more primal. he clenches his fists at his sides, knuckles whitening.
âthis is bad,â he says quietly. âwe need to wait it out. not touch. not..â
a wave of heat crashes through you. you let out a pained gasp, hand flying to your chest, as your knees threaten to buckle.
âdamn it..â you hiss, fighting for balance.
you stagger forward despite yourself, vision blurring at the edges. jake reacts on pure reflex, catching your forearm to keep you from hitting the ground. the contact is brief but sharp.
you both freeze.
his grip tightens instinctively before he realises, fingers curling around your wrist. you feel the heat of his skin through yours, the sensation jarring and wrong in a way that makes your breath hitch.
jake freezes, breath hitching as he realises what heâs done. you should pull away. you donât. the spores shimmer brighter around you, responding eagerly, the forest almost listening.
your breath comes too fast. too loud. every sensation feels sharpened to a painful edge, the brush of leaves against your calves, the pulse hammering in your ears. and jake.
you hate that you notice him like this.
the scent of him cuts through the sweetness of the pollen. smoke, sweat, pandora, strong enough to make your head spin. every breath he takes, sounds amplified, the rise and fall of his chest impossible to ignore. his muscles tense beneath your grip, allowing you to feel how strong he really is.
against instinct, your gaze drops.
his pupils flicker, once, twice, to your mouth before he forces his eyes away, jaw tightening hard enough to ache.
âdonât,â he growls, voice rough, warning more himself than you.
another wave crashes through you, sharper this time, and you stumble forward, into his arms practically. jake swears under his breath and reacts without thinking, slamming you back against the curved wall of the pit. his hand comes up, one pinning your wrist above your head, not gentle, not cruel. necessary. whilst the other holds your waist.
too close.
your chest brushes his, heat bleeding between you like a living thing. his hips jerk a fraction of an inch, as if startled by the contact, and the movement sends a jolt through both of you.
the silence is thick.
âthis means nothing,â he says immediately, voice ragged, breath warm against your cheek. his grip tightens, more anchor than threat. âyou hear me? this is just..â he swallows, âthe pollen.â
his gaze drags back to yours, dark and unfocused, like heâs fighting a battle entirely inside his own head. the spores swirl lazily around you, glowing brighter with every shallow breath, every accidental brush of skin.
the tension snaps like a bowstring, one moment you're glaring at each other, the next your lips crash together in a searing kiss. jakeâs grip on your wrist tightens, his other hand sliding from your waist to the small of your back, hauling you flush against him. the moment your lips touch, the spores react violently, bioluminescent pollen surges around you in swirling clouds, painting your skin in flickering blue light.
âthis means nothing," jake repeats, growling against your mouth, but his body betrays him, his tail lashes out, twining possessively around your thigh. his hips jerk forward, pressing you harder into the wall, and the kiss deepens with a hunger thatâs anything but meaningless. his teeth graze your lower lip, sharp enough to sting, and you bite back just as hard, earning a rough groan from him.
the pollen amplifies everything, every drag of his tongue against yours is electric, every gasp magnified. your hands twist free, fingers digging into his shoulders, his braids, anywhere you can hold on as his mouth moves to your throat, his fangs pricking the sensitive skin there. âstill hate me?â he mocks, voice thick with hatred yet desire, but the way his hands tremble gives him away.
you donât answer, you canât, because his lips are back on yours, swallowing your protests, your pride, everything but the heat coiling low in your stomach.
you canât help but slowly, torturously grind against him as you indulge in the passionate kiss, wet kisses exchange between you both.
he moans into the kiss, hips grinding against yours in a rough, deliberate rhythm that makes your tail lash against his calf.
âstill pretending this means nothing?" you pant against his lips, your own curling into a smirk.
jakeâs answer is a growl, his free hand sliding down to grip your thigh, hiking it around his waist as he pins you harder against the wall. the friction is maddening, every rock of his hips drags the hard length of him against you, teasing what you both really want. his breathing is ragged, pupils blown so wide his eyes look near-black in the bioluminescent glow.
âshut up," he snarls, but his fingers are already working at the ties of your loincloth, hands scraping sensitive skin as it falls away. his palm slides over your bare ass, squeezing hard enough to bruise, and you hiss, arching into him.
âfuck..â his voice cracks when you roll your hips against him, deliberate this time, dragging a ragged moan from his throat.
you canât help but let a small moan slip from your own lips as the friction between you both stimulates you so well.
âoff..â you mumble into the kiss as you reach for his own loincloth, finding the state of undress between you both rather unfair.
âtake it off.â you say once more, pulling at the strings as the kissing and grinding continues.
he hums in response, not putting up too much of a fight and reaches down to to pull at the strings of his own loincloth, allowing for it to fall down to the ground.
you canât help but break the kiss, a string of saliva separating your lips as you look down, in awe almost, at him.
jake letâs out a chuckle as he sees your face, âyou like it?â he says with a cocky tone, the smirk on his face only growing wider.
youâd be lying if you said it wasnât pretty, because holy shit was his cock gorgeous.
your fingers twitch with the urge to touch it, but jake beats you to it, his calloused hand wraps around himself with a rough stroke, making your breath hitch. the sight alone sends a fresh wave of arousal pulsing through your cunt, your tail curling involuntarily around his thigh as if trying to pull him closer. his smirk deepens at your reaction.
âsee something you like?â he taunts, voice gravelly with arousal, as he pumped his angry cock. the tip glistening with smeared precum already.
you donât dignify him with words. instead, you surge forward, capturing his lips in another bruising kiss as your hand replaces his, fingers sliding over his cock with deliberate pressure. the groan he lets out is muffled against your mouth, his hips stuttering into your touch.
you tease him with slow strokes at the base, eventually making your way up closer to the tip. you run your thumb over the slit and watch as jake inhales sharply, his stomach tightening.
âfeel good?â you tease into the kiss.
jakeâs only response is a growl, low, feral, before he grabs your wrist and pulls your hand off his cock.
you let out a squeal of surprise as he swiftly positions you both onto the mossy ground beneath.
you feel a hand press against the back of your head as he smushes your face into the moss. his other hand reaches down to the dip of your back, pushing down on it, resulting in you arching nicely for him.
he positions himself behind you, grabbing your ass as he kneads it like bread. âlook at this gorgeous cunt.â he threw his head back with a groan.
you mewl in response as his curious fingers get the best of him. he ran his fingers over your pussy, spreading your lips apart with his index and middle finger.
âlook how wet she is doll.â jake grins as he brung his hand back up, a string of slick following.
you let out a loud moan in response as you look back at him, he uses the same hand and coats his cock in your juices, giving it a few jerks before he slides against your slick heat, teasing, taunting. the head catching on your clit with each rough grind of his hips.
you move back against him, feeling his cock rub against your cunt.
you can feel him almost measuring against your stomach, how deep itâd go inside you.
the answer is very deep.
you look down and see where it reaches up to, just above your navel.
jakeâs hand that was pressed against your head, now eases as he reaches for you kuru instead, wrapping it around his hand in a fist as he yanks you up, gently but with purpose.
he brings his lips up to your ear as his chest pressed against your back.
âyouâre a fucking slut.. you know that..â he whispered against your ear, followed by a lick as he kissed behind your ear.
you whine at his words, any form of defensiveness is out the window.
âjust had to run after me, didnât you?â he began rocking his hips.
âi bet you wanted this to happen, to have you struggling beneath me.â he murmured.
you shook your head, a whiney ânoo..â followed, it didnât sound very believable even if you attempted.
jake scoffed in return before he unravelled your kuru, grip still tight. he guided it to his own, the tendrils on yours and his both revealed themselves as tsaheylu was formed and you connected with each other.
he let go of your kuru as you bother gasped in pleasure. loud noises emitted from you both as you felt each other in a whole different dimension almost.
your head dropped back onto the mossy ground as he let go.
âliar liar..â was all he said before he angled his hips with yours and slammed into you.
the stretch is brutal, delicious, punching a ragged scream from your lungs. jake doesnât give you a second to adjust, his rhythm is punishing from the start, each thrust driving you deeper into the bioluminescent petals beneath you. his tail lashes wildly, curling around your thigh to hold you open, to take him deeper.
âKalweyaveng (son of a bitch) .. j-jake..â you whine, your fingers tear at the moss, knuckles white, as pleasure crests violently.
you instinctively arch even more, slowly matching his thrusts.
he leans over you, fangs scraping your shoulder. âsay my name again," he demands, voice raw.
you choke it out, âjake!â as his hand reaches down and begins to circle around your clit. hips snapping harder with each thrust. his breath is ragged in your ear, small groans and moans escape his lips with every clench of your cunt clamping down on his cock.
another hand reaches down, pulling at your top and begins groping at your tits, squeezing them and groping them harshly.
he plays with your nipples, squeezing them and gently pulling at them, adding to the pleasure youâre feeling already.
his fingers tighten around your breast, rolling your nipple between his calloused fingertips until you gasp, your tail lashing wildly against his thigh.
jake's restraint is hanging by a thread, the thin leash of his self-control fraying with every stroke, every breath heâs inhaling, the sweet scent of you mixed with the intoxicating pollen, only drives him deeper into madness. his thrusts grow erratic, his control slipping with each desperate roll of his hips. you can feel him trembling against you, his muscles taut, his tail tightening possessively around your thigh like heâs afraid youâll vanish if he lets go.
âfuck, you feel..â his voice cracks mid-sentence, his lips crashing against the back of your neck, teeth scraping skin as he stifles a groan. his rhythm stutters, hips snapping harder, faster, chasing the inevitable crest of pleasure thatâs been building between you both.
you whimper beneath him, nails digging into the moss, the slick sound of skin on skin drowned out only by your gasps and the rustling petals beneath you. every drag of his cock inside you hits just right, sending sparks of heat up your spine. his fingers on your clit donât let up, circling mercilessly until youâre teetering on the edge.
and then he bites down on your shoulder.
you let out a scream.
the sharp pain morphs into pleasure so fast it leaves you dizzy, your entire body tensing as the coil inside you finally snaps. your cunt clenches around him, milking his cock in waves as you shudder violently, stars bursting behind your eyelids.
jake curses, hips stuttering as your climax pulls him over the edge. his grip on your hip tightens to the point of bruising as he buries himself deep, his groan ragged against your skin. hot pulses of his cum fill you, his cock twitching inside you as he rides out his own orgasm with slow, grinding thrusts.
for a moment, the only sound is your panting breaths and the soft hum of the forest around you.
jake pulls out abruptly, hissing through his teeth at the sensitivity. he collapses beside you, chest heaving, staring up at the glowing canopy above with an expression caught between satisfaction and disbelief.
you stay where you are, limp against the moss, your body still thrumming with aftershocks. the pollen haze lingers, but the urgency has faded.
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