Tonight was possibly the most bi-polar, yet amazing night ever. It started off alright, work went amazing, I got a new shirt and shoes and subway. Then I went down to Brew... and that's when it got bad. My evil dickfuck of an ex decided it was a great idea to give his friend my number. His friend texted me and INSISTED that we hang out tonight. I said no, I had to work in the morning. He insisted again, saying he'd bring me back tonight or early tomorrow. I said no, I wasn't sure about that. He insisted.
I don't know why, but this horrible fear just rose up inside of me and gripped me so tightly.
We headed to Jacob's Well and hung out for a while. And that's when I got the first voicemail. It seemed like maybe a pocket dial. Harmless. Whatever. But Derek's voice was there. So was a third. And the motor of a car driving. More warning signs. I got scared again. Lovely mister Dustyn did a quick check on the number and told me he was currently in Cadillac. That helped a little bit. We drove up to the lookout. On the way, I received another voicemail. Two butt dials in a row? Highly unlikely. I couldn't make out what they were saying, neither could Rohan. They were talking and laughing. I checked to see if Dusty could trace them again, but no success. Fear. Horrid, horrid fear gripped me again.
Sure, you might be saying 'wtf, you have no reason to be scared.' But for Derek to A) Give out my number to his friend that thinks I'm cute and B) for his friend to insist this hard on hanging out tonight...while he's with Derek and another unidentified third person... sketches me out a little bit.
But then we got to the lookout and smoked cigars. Roslyn, Cody, Rohan and I then proceeded to jam the fuck out to sooooo many old songs. And I was cured. We were there for about an hour to an hour and a half before three headlights whipped into the parking area. Le cops. We got a noise complaint. And instead of a $150 ticket, he just made us pick up all the cigarette butts and leave.
Tonight went from bad, to horrifying, to quite simply the best night of my life. And I want to personally thank Rohan, Roslyn, Cody, and Dustyn for being there for me. If they hadn't been, I would be in quite the terrible place right now. I love you all :D
