☁️ pairing: namjoon x named f.reader | status: ongoing | 18+
☁️ genres: descendants of the sun au, military au, doctor au, s2l, slow burn, smut, angst, fluff, romance
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Namjoon made the decision early on in his training that he would abstain from dating or entering any form of relationship while in active duty. He’s determined not to burden anyone with the likelihood of being notified of his death or causing pain to someone he loves by his long absence. Ironically, he found himself drawn to you, a doctor who challenges his beliefs and contradicts everything he upholds.
A quiet girl who only knows love as something in books meets an equally awkward boy struggling to find his place in the music world. Is there a chance their friendship can turn into something more?
summary: love is easy. marriage is hard. especially with kim namjoon. it’s only for your daughter’s sake that you keep in touch. but when feelings linger, can you ever move on from the past?
word count: 4k
rating: 13+ (everything is sfw)
warning: a large dose of angst. I may or may not have teared up while writing this. topics of divorce and pregnancy.
a/n: hi! I’ve been away from tumblr for more than a month now, because I’ve been really caught up with work and studies :(. Missed JK’s bday too, but here I am to post this as a belated celebration! Happy Birthday Jungkookie! All of the love in this world to you, angel. The original intention was to finish this series by Namjoon’s bday, but I don’t think I will be able to write that fast. This is for my bestie, @mommyofpinkears I hope you like this, babe! Thank you for reading! All of your support is so so appreciated, love y'all! Enjoy!
You flick from one channel to the next on the television, your mind in a completely different place. With every passing minute, your tension just increased, and you gulped down larger sips of the ice tea you had made yourself. It was past 10 o’ clock, and Namjoon had still not brought Byul back home.
It did remind you of the old days, sometimes. How the father-daughter duo would disappear for long hours, visiting some park or the other, ice skating in the rink, singing at the kid’s karaoke, or taking a walk down the Han river in the peace after the sunset. Even then, you’d be super worried when they would return home late. But somehow, there was some kind of ease in your mind then. You knew that no matter what, Namjoon would bring her back home. And he’d come back to you too.
The trust was still there. You knew Namjoon too well to think he wouldn’t dote on his daughter and bring her home safely. The only person you were worried about was Namjoon.
You didn’t want to repeat the incidents of last month again.
You both had to make your hearts into steel, even if it was for Byul’s sake.
Just then, the bell rings and you walk up, rushing to the front door to open it and find a cutely asleep Byul in Namjoon’s arms, while the man himself was looking at you with a smile.
“She’s tired.”
You can’t smile, not when you were so worried just a moment ago. “Where did you take her?”
“To the amusement park. The new one? In Gangnam.”
You nod, and extend your arms in order to take Byul into your arms.
“No, let me put her in bed. She’ll wake up.”
Your eyes become sterner, as you glare at Namjoon, whose face takes up a mildly begging expression.
“Please?”
You can’t not be melted by his puppy eyes.
You never could resist them.
You step aside, letting him walk in, and he walks straight to the bedroom, knowing very well where the rooms were. You shut the door, put the TV on mute, and walk into the bedroom, just to see the big man trying his best to gently tuck in the tiny girl, who had a smile on her face as she basked in her Appa’s warmth. You bit your lip to stop the tears from rushing to your eyes. When Namjoon finished, he kissed right in between Byul’s eyebrows, and whispered goodnight to her. Then he looked up at you, and walked out of the room. You shut the door and walked out too.
You could see the tears gathering up near his eyes too.
“Did you two have fun?”
“Hmm, I think she did. Although she was a little scared during the rides, it was good.”
“And you?”
He looks at you with a soft smile, his eyes wistful. “Hmm, me too.”
You want to hug him so bad. He’s literally asking for it, with those dimples popping up slightly, his hair fluffy and soft, the blonde wearing off. But you won’t. You’ve mentally scolded yourself a million times to not lean into physical touches. It would honestly be the last straw.
“Did you eat dinner?”
“Yeah, we ate ramen and corn dogs. She really liked the corn dog, has she tried it before?”
“I don’t think so. I thought it would be too fiery for her, but I’m glad she liked it.”
He nods. You take in his outfit, a light beige hoodie and plain jeans, but he looks… so fine. You regret your decisions for the nth time.
“Umm, Y/N, I had a favour to ask of you.”
You nod, urging him to continue.
“Byulie told me she has a parent-teachers meeting in school on Thursday. Can I come along, if that’s okay with you? I really want to meet her teachers and understand her progress.”
You furrow your eyebrows. “You’ve never been involved with her school work before, why now?”
“I don’t know, it’s just…”
“Do you think that just because I’m not as smart as you, I can’t raise her to be smart?”
You want to take your words back.
You really do.
Because he has the saddest look in his eyes now and you want to cry just by looking at him.
“No, Y/N, I didn’t mean that. I just wanted to see how she’s coping at school and stuff like that.”
“Well, Byul’s never had many problems. I’ve spoken to her teachers before, and they’ve all confirmed this. Plus our communication is really strong so even if she faces any difficulties, she doesn’t hesitate to tell me.
“That’s really good to hear.” He whispers quietly. Sincerity shines in his eyes.
“But I'd think she’ll like it if you come to the parent-teachers meeting.
You could finally see him smiling. “Are you sure you’d be okay with that?” Your heart ached. “Yes. Of course. You are her father.”
Judging by the look he gave you, you didn’t think this was the answer he expected. But it didn’t matter. He had already turned towards the door, turning once to say, “See ya on Thursday then! Please text me the details.”
You nod, opening the door for him.
He stopped in front of you, gently leaned towards you, and pecked your forehead.
“Goodnight, Y/N.”
When you closed the door, speechless, a single tear ran down your eye.
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Loving Namjoon had been a dream, until you woke up and faced reality. Wherever you went, cameras flashed in your eyes and you found your peers stealing glances at you, eyes burning with jealousy. It almost felt like a crime, dating and then marrying Namjoon. It was as if you had stolen him away from thousands of people. Hate comments on your Instagram, multiple rumours aimed to shame you, and the endless invasion into your personal life. It was something Namjoon had warned you about, but you were terrified by the scale of it. But even that was something you could manage. He, the boys and their company had helped you with those issues too.
However, everything turned bitter when you actually became pregnant. You both had talked about it, and Namjoon had always been ready to become a dad. He would often wistfully dream, with you lying on his chest, how he would drive his child to school every day, how his child would have his dimples but your smile, how he would spoil his child (to which you would lightly scold him), and how he would find another partner to go on nature walks with. You would laugh at his dreams, finding them adorable. You weren’t so eager to become a mother, you wanted to settle down more in life first, but you were sure Namjoon would be the best dad ever, and that made your heart warm. You couldn’t dream of having children with anyone other than Joon.
You still remembered that morning clearly. You had woken up and taken a pregnancy test after repeated bouts of vomiting and nausea in spite of no reason for food poisoning.
The test had, as you had expected, revealed positive.
You had woken him up gently, showering tiny kisses all across his face and neck. You knew this was his favourite way of waking up, and even before his eyes had opened, his cheeks had broken into dimples as his smile rose. “What’s up, baby girl?”
“Namjoon-ah!”
He opened his eyes at your mock urgency, brows raised in anticipation.
“Who’s ready to be a dad?” You had shown him the little tool, showing a red line, indicating your pregnancy.
His face had gone from shock to disbelief to surprise to sheer utter joy in a span of ten seconds. “Really?” He sat up, holding you in his lap. You nodded, the widest smile on both of your faces. “YAYYYY!” He had lifted you up as he stood up hopping slightly. Laughing, you begged him to put you down, but he showed no signs of stopping. He began to twirl you round and round, and then you said, “Joon, no really, I’m gonna vomit all over you, if you don’t stop right now.” Alarmed, but not in despair, he had stopped. “I’m sorry.” He kissed you on your forehead, your nose, and then your lips, deepening it slightly before the two of you became out of breath. “I love you, my baby mommy,” he said, booping your nose with his. “I love you too, Namjoon-ah.”
And then everything went downhill.
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He arrived just ten minutes before the meeting was scheduled to start, panting as he ran into the school campus, muttering apologies to everyone. You hadn’t even spotted him in the crowd, but Byul had begun waving her hand at him, beckoning him to where the two of you were standing. Unconsciously, the edges of your lips curled up.
It had been his dream to come to school with his child. Even if it was in fragments, you did hope Namjoon was happy that his dream was coming true. The way his eyes were lit up, he sure did seem happy. He made his way through the crowds, which was not an easy feat as people instantly started gathering around him, recognising him as RM of BTS, and flocked him for autographs and selfies. He politely apologised, all the while, keeping his eyes on you and Byul. By the time he reached you, he was quite flustered, but Byul instantly hopped into his arms.
“Appa!” she smacked his cheek with a loud kiss, and he hugged her tightly. “You came!”
“Yes, darling. Of course I came.”
“How are you?” You asked him.
“Doing okay. Am I very late?”
“Nope, don’t worry. We still have about-” you looked at your watch, “Oh dear, we have a minute left! Let’s start making our way to the classrooms!” he laughed at your panic, but when you unconsciously clutched his hand and walked towards the classroom, Namjoon’s face lit up with the most beautiful sad smile, as his heart ached and leaped at the same time. His daughter in his arms, his angel holding his hand, this was nothing less than his ideal. Except it wasn’t the ideal.
___
Although the divorce had been your call, you had probably suffered the worst brunt of it. Being with Namjoon had been challenging, but at least you always had him at your side. When you had asked for the divorce, you had thought that the grass on the other side would be greener.
But it was a thought in vain.
The first time you had visited your regular supermarket, you had absentmindedly bought a ton of things that you would never use, but you had made it a habit to buy them for Namjoon. A special type of strawberry jam, his typical razor, the cookies he liked to eat with tea, a juice mix he had been waiting for a long time to buy but the supermarket had run out of stock. It was only when you had returned home that you had realised your mistake.
He had surely been surprised to see you at his door late in the night, a plastic bag in your hand, and Byul on your shoulders.
“Hi.”
“Hey!” He had smiled at Byul whose face had glown up with the same smile as her Appa, and stepped aside, asking you in.
“No, no I have to get back home. Just came to drop these.” You plopped the plastic bag in front of him. “I, umm, bought some stuff. Accidentally bought stuff you liked and then realised I have no use for them.” You laughed, so fake, trying to hide your embarrassment.
“Oh.”
He picked it up, and smiled again, “Thank you, Y/N-ah.”
“Umm, I’ll be on my way then.”
But Byul had started whining in broken words near your ear, “Appa, Appa please Eomma…” It broke your heart as you tried to shush her.
“Can I hold her?” He asked you, wistfully.
You looked up at him, stunned to say anything. Your brain short-circuited as your heart screamed to you, look what you’ve done, Y/N, her own father is asking for your permission to even hold her. “Yeah…” You slowly removed Byul from your shoulders, and placed her in Namjoon’s extended arms. He immediately engulfed her, his big body warming her up as she snuggled sleepily into Appa’s neck, her hands going round his body like it was a mountain she was trying to hold on to. “Please step in? I’ll just hold her for a while… I think she’ll fall asleep soon.” He peppered her hair with kisses, a fond smile on his face. You smiled at the sight, this was the best sight you had seen in the longest time. And you had dreamt about it for so long too- ever since you had found out about the pregnancy, you kept thinking of how Joon would be with his child- he would mould them into his little habits, fondly playing with tiny toys, going around zoos and parks to look at animals and plants, reading illustrated books together, their tiny body in contrast to his large one.
But now you had ruined your dream with your own hands.
You stepped into his house, and tiptoed to the sofa, where Namjoon currently sat down with Byul. After the divorce, you had continued to live in the house the two of you had shared earlier while Namjoon had moved into a new house closer to the BigHit building and the other boys. It was smaller than your house, and minimalistic to an extreme extent- just beautiful paintings from his private collection adorning the otherwise plain walls. His dog, Rap Mon, suddenly entered the room and climbed up the sofa to sit next to Namjoon and Byul. She giggled and instantly began petting it. Byul had probably been too young to remember playing with Moni as a child, but they had always shared a special bond. You muted your movements, careful to not spoil the moment. It was too precious to be spoiled. And too heartbreaking.
Joon looked at you just at the moment when tears spilled the threshold of your eyes. You immediately sniffed and wiped them away, whispering apologies. But then he had extended his arm to you and you had snuggled into his embrace, without thinking twice. It was probably wrong to do this, but you didn’t care. You couldn’t just sit in front of the love of your life and not want to be near him, especially when he was at his most vulnerable.
As soon as you had placed your head on his shoulder, he began stroking your hair, the same way he was doing to Byul. “My two favourite girls”, he would say. “And Eommoni?” you’d tease him, but he’d scrunch his nose and instantly reply, “She’s not in the list”, resulting in you giggling loudly.
The last thing you had remembered that night before falling asleep was that he smelt like you. It was probably because he was wearing your perfume on his sweatshirt.
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Byul’s teacher somehow began regarding her as a special human species after she saw that her father was the Kim Namjoon. “Aah, Namjoon-ssi, I must tell you, your daughter is one of the brightest children in her class. She must have got that from you, considering that your intelligence is a well-known fact…” ending in a slight laugh, as she dropped her neckline even lower. A bitter taste spread in your mouth. He had always received such attention, and it had been quite easy for you to ignore it earlier when you were married. But now that… he was technically single, a silent fear rose in your heart. You quickly shooed it away to focus on the discussion Namjoon was having with the teacher, Byul carefully sitting in his lap, playing with her braids.
“I know she’s doing well in academics, but I also want to know how she’s faring in extra-curricular activities, like singing or art?” “Oh I know why you’re asking this, hmm”, the teacher wiggles her eyebrows with a smirk, as if she knows some secret that you don’t. Namjoon simply smiles, dimples on full display, and you feel that bitter taste again. You only notice that you’ve been biting your lower lip, when he grabs your hand, and squeezes it gently. He leans in and whispers, as the teacher rummages through some sheets to find something, “Stop looking like a pressure pot. You’re all red.” You realise he’s purposely turned on his charm, and it is actually producing results. The teacher shows you both all of Byul’s reports from the last term in her extra-curricular activities. As you dig into the details of her academic and extra-curricular records, Namjoon sits back into his chair, easing out as you take over the meeting.
Later, as you three sit in the cafeteria, he says, “Phew! She’s quite the flirt. Byul-ah, you have a funny teacher.” Joon winks at your daughter, who’s sipping on a milkshake. “No- she’s normally nice. Today she was funny.” As she slightly chokes on her drink while speaking, you pat her back trying to ease her, and you scold Joon, “Don’t talk to her while she’s drinking, Joon. Her drink goes down the wrong pipe.” He laughs at that. “What’s so funny!” “Nothing, the wording is funny.” “You’re finding everyone and everything amusing today. Even things which aren’t.” “Like her teacher’s behaviour?” “Yes like her teacher’s behaviour. Quite mean, I’d say, considering the mother of the child is right there and she’s ignoring me as if I’m non-existent.” “I’ve always had that effect on people, Y/N.” “The effect of reducing others to just background while you’re the focus?” “Yes. You know it all too well, Y/N-ah.” You become silent, suddenly remembering the party where you had met him for the first time. Hobi’s new album’s listening party. You had been unable to take your eyes off him, although you were there just as a family friend of Hobi’s. You would’ve never got the guts to approach him, but luck had favoured you, when he had casually sauntered up to you, and introduced himself to you, all grace and smiles even in the casual atmosphere. You knew then why his fans went so gaga over him.
“Yes, I know it all too well, Joonie.”
He didn’t notice your silent statement as Byul began poking him in his chest, right above his ever-growing pecs, “Appa, let’s go to the park near Youngjae’s house, please? She tells me it’s so pretty!” Her eyes widened as she began describing the park, and you noticed that Namjoon was equally invested into this conversation. You had never had been as fond of nature as he had been, and his traits had flown smoothly into his daughter’s blood. “Y/N, is it okay if we go there now?”
“Are you free to go now?”
“Yeah, I took the rest of the day off.”
“Okay then. Let’s go!” Father and daughter nearly bounced as they stood up, and you laughed to see their excitement. It made your frozen heart so warm.
___
“When will you stop being cruel to yourself, and just admit how you feel?” Sana asks you over another glass of wine, the two of you chilling out in her apartment as both Byul and her kids have fallen asleep in the kids’ bedroom after an intensely wild play-session, and her husband is out of town. “I don’t know what I feel, Sana.”
“Well, you certainly don’t feel like leaving him outside your door every night. And being heartbroken every time you see Byul because she looks exactly like him.”
“I know these things. I took the plunge despite knowing these things would happen. But you know as well as I do that the reasons why we split haven’t changed yet.”
“But other factors have worsened, Y/N.”
“Oh dear, stop talking like a scientist.” You both laughed, because Sana was actually a molecular chemistry scientist. The laugh broke your conversation, and you were further distracted by a text on your phone, as Sana stood up to bring some more snacks from the kitchen.
Hi Y/N-ie! Sorry if this is weird but- have you and Joon fought recently?
It was a text from Jimin. Another text quickly popped up below.
Aish, I’m sorry this is really out of the blue- I haven’t even visited y’all for some time. Sorry if you’re sleeping or uncomfortable.
You smiled at the continuous apologies, and you typed back a text.
No, Jimin, I’m awake, although Byul has fallen asleep! And if you’re gonna apologize so much, I’m seriously going to block your number.
He quickly sent another text.
Haha, sorry- oops I did it again, oh gosh!
You laughed at that, and again texted him to calm down. Then you saw the message that Jimin had sent first. Why would he think that you and Namjoon had fought? You had parted ways quite peacefully last evening when he had dropped you both home after your exploration of the park.
Nope… we haven’t fought. Is something wrong?
You waited for the reply, and it pinged up.
Oh. I assumed wrongly… he’s just a little sad. Idk he’s behaving the same way he did when you guys would quarrel earlier.
Sad?
Really? How is he behaving?
Again a pause.
He’s not talking, just staring at the world without seeing anything, and chugging down his drink. He couldn’t even record the song we were supposed to record today properly. He kept fumbling up the rap. Quite unusual on his part, that’s why I wanted to ask you.
Oh. This was really unusual. You had never known that he would react like this to your quarrels, and while it made you guiltily happy that your fights would affect him like this earlier, it spread a dark feeling in your mind now. Why was he behaving like this? What was on his mind?
Before you could reply, another text pinged up.
I’m didn’t want to bother you, Y/N. Just wondered out aloud, and I guess it's making you worry. Please don’t worry too much, we’ll take care of him. Goodnight!
You sighed. It was so truly Jimin to not want to make you worry. You fought the physical urge to walk out of Sana’s house and drive straight to wherever Namjoon was to hug and talk to him to bring him to a better mental state.
Instead, you walked up to Sana, into the kitchen. “Hey, see what Jimin just texted me.” As you showed her the chats, you felt a sinking feeling in your stomach. You were feeling so helpless and clueless. And a bad friend. A bad wife. A bad lover. A bad ex-wife even. You were just so, so pathetic.
And that’s why, when the tears started pouring out, you didn’t stop them. You just let Sana hold you in her arms, while you made her shoulder wet with your sobs. The pain just wouldn’t stop.
Summary- One a world renowned idol, the other an up and coming company’s CEO. Torn between work, fans, and their own self doubt, can they make a relationship work? Alternatively, as a CEO of an up and coming company, you never expected to meet the man of your dreams at a gala you hosted, but seems like fate had other plans.
a.n- my first series, my baby. its not regularly updated but if you want to read my attempt at deconstructing a relationship and at making a boss ass bitch Y/N, read on! Got questions about the series, or want to be on the taglist? Send me an ask! 💕
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Chapter 1 - The After Party (fluff)
Chapter 2 - Pizza and Hardwork (fluff)
Chapter 3 - Coincidences (fluff, smut)
Chapter 4 - Cigarette Confetti (fluff, smut)
Chapter 5 - 30 under 30 (fluff, smut, angst)
Chapter 5.5 - “No. We just had our first make up.” (fluff)
Chapter 6 - Garlic Pasta and I miss you-s (fluff, angst, violence)
In order are: Elias James Davis(USA), Luciano D'Angelo(Italy), Jorge Martínez García(Mexico), Viktoriya Mikhailona Sokolova(Russia), Henry Bishop(England).
They're idiots with issues and they are horrible people sometimes *cough* Henry *cough* the only name I have for this series RIGHT NOW is Roommates but that's like not the overall title so--
I am fairly positive that I have updated all my links but if I haven’t, please just notify me!
NOTE: If you are under 18, please don’t read or interact with my smut pieces and any other fics I’ve marked as mature!
Key:
MxR= Member x Reader
MxOC= Member x Original Character
MxM= Member x Member
🥺= Personal favorite fics
😍= Readers favorite fics (chosen by notes)
Series:
Winter Wonderland [Finished] (fluff) (comedy)
[Idol AU] [MxR]: Snow adventures were always fun so Jin was happy to invite a new friend named Jisoo into the ski group after being ditched.
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7
Flavors of Love [Finished] (fluff) (comedy) (smut in pt. 2) (posted on @ssscentral) (ft. Jungkook)
🥺 [College AU] [Restaurant AU] [Online Friends AU] [MxM]: Seokjin and Jungkook are online friends. One is a small streamer and college student. Another a small restaurant owner, emphasis on small. When they finally meet in real life, they really learn just how different they are from each other.
Flavors of Love, Flavors of Lust
One Shots:
The Creamed Pie (fluff) (humor)
- 🥺 [Coffee Shop AU] [Succubus AU] [MxR]: What a gross bakery name you thought as you entered, too hungry to turn down the promise of food. Allosexuals were getting more and more brazen by the day but succubi were worse, even if they were ace. And somehow you were helping that ace succubus now.
Reeled In (fluff) (angst) (ft. Yoongi)
- [Non-idol AU] [MxRxM]: You are cooking dinner for your boyfriends after their first (and last) fishing trip of the season.
Braving the Unknown (fluff) (angst)
- [Siren AU] [MxR]: Jin, a broken hearted chaebol, buys a yatch and sails off. Little did he know just how much his life would change when we found a stranded woman… at least he thought she was a woman… and human.
Better Than My Face (fluff) (comedy)
- [Idol AU] [MxR]: Warm mornings with Jin were some of your favorite and you decided that it was about time that Jin got a small gift. Nothing much. Just breakfast in bed.
Confusion (fluff)
- [Idol AU] [MxR]: Returning from tour was hard for BTS, it was even worse when they had to visit Y/n at her latest adventure... owning a food truck. They could only hope that she wouldn’t be too heart broken when she realized how bad her cooking was.
Wine About It (fluff) (angst) (bad crack) (ft. Namjoon)
- [Magic AU] [Single Dad AU] [MxM] Prompt: Broke Wizard performing at kids birthday parties and single parent au + “Quit it or I’ll bite”
Starting a Scandal (angst) (fluff)
- [Idol AU] [MxR]: You have trouble enjoying your monthly book club meeting because you are preparing for your next comeback. Jin notices.
Prank Calls (fluff) (angst if you squint)
- [College AU] [MxR]: A prank call that leads to more.
Listen and Learn (fluff)
- 🥺 [Coworkers AU] [MxHoHR]: This Friday: Mandatory team fun time. Grow together and learn! We will be going on a small team building retreat! Check your emails, read the information, sign the consent forms, and tell us what food you want for lunch! Note: There will be a body swap during this retreat.
Series:
Stained Tweed (fluff) (ft. Taehyung)
[Makerspace AU] [MxM]: Yoongi knew Taehyung would be trouble when he showed up to the makerspace in a tweed suit. OR Yoongi hopelessly falls for Taehyung on first glance and Taehyung uses his puppy dog eyes to get Yoogi to do all the woodworking.
Part 1, Part 2
Defrosting Ivy (angst) (fluff)
[Supernatural AU] [MxGnR]: In a world where the 3 apex predators (humans, vampires, and werewolves) have been in a long standing power imbalance, Y/n is tasked with going undercover as a diplomat for the start of peace talks. What do they need to do? Find a talisman their organization has managed to identify as vital in resolving the conflict and ensuring the safety of all humans.
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5
Dreamin’ [Finished] (fluff) (angst)
🥺 [Idol AU] [MxOC]: In his dreams Yoongi visits his lover, a woman who he’s never met in real life but loves him all the same. She takes care of him. If only he knew her in real life.
[Sharknado AU] [MxM]: A sharknado! They’re real! Follow surfer Tae, badboy Yoongi, drunk Jimin, and intelligent Namjoon as they try to survive!
Part 1, Part 2
One Shots:
Boom! Clap! The Sound of My Heart (fluff) (ft. Jimin)
- [Magical School AU] [MxM]: Yoongi, who works part time at his university's library, was cleaning the least visited section of the library… which most of the time gets neglected. Jimin just happens to be the only one who studies there. The two of them have been secretly pining for each other for months. What happens when a storm blowing through causes the library to be closed early, the two of them not being told and accidentally getting locked in together until the morning?
Reeled In (fluff) (angst) (ft. Seokjin)
- [Non-idol AU] [MxRxM]: You are cooking dinner for your boyfriends after their first (and last) fishing trip of the season.
Hanging Upside Down (angst) (fluff):
- [Idol AU] [Songwriter AU] [MxR]: Y/F/N finally got a job as a song producer at a small company in Seoul. She’ll be leaving her safe zone. Her family. Her life in Gwanju behind for a part time job with a small company in a large city with loud people. How will she continue? Especially while working with her autism to make her new life work for her instead of work her.
Amor Erratur (angst) (slight fluff)
- [Dysphoria AU] [MxOC] Yoongi’s life was fairly put together. He would go to work organizing the raffles, talk with the one good person at his office, (Y/n), and marry whoever he was paired with. If only pesky feelings didn’t get in the way of it all.
Flames of Love (fluff) (comfort)
- 🥺 [Yoonji au] [MxR]: You and your girlfriend decide to camping after a stressful week.
Snowflakes (angst) (fluff)
- [Yoongi x Reader] [MxR]: You wake up in the middle of the woods with no memory and a handsome man dotting over you.
Series:
Dancing in the Rain [Ongoing] (fluff) (ft. Namjoon)
🥺 [Idol AU] [Writer AU]: Namjoon lived in a small town. He loved it. It had just enough going on to give him fun when needed and not enough going on that he felt overwhelmed. On top of that, it was only a three hour train ride to Seoul where he met with his publisher and many of his friends lived. It was the best of both worlds. His life gets a bit more interesting when a mysterious bleach blonde with a heart shaped smile enters his life.
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
Crashes and Naps [Rewriting] (fluff) (angst)
[Hybrid AU] [MxR]: You had never expected your work as an EMT would lead to you adopting a hybrid. Nor did you ever expect to have to try and convince the hybrid that he needed to stay with you until he got better after a crash. Here you were though, helping six hybrids get back off their feet and another heal from a large accident. What happens when you become attacked to the hybrid?
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, ...
One Shots:
Hands, Hands, and More Hands (fluff) (angst) (ft. Taehyung)
- [ASMR AU] [MxM]: Taehyung runs an ASMR channel that he wants to keep a secret. He plans on telling his boyfriend and friends soon... Someday. He's most definitely going to share. He's nervous about it though. After a few bad experiences in his past he's found it harder to share his love for ASMR. When a flier about his channel is posted on the community board of his building (a big place of gossip) though, he's forced to share... Or keep quiet.
Soon You’ll Get Better (angst)
- [Non-Idol AU] [MxR]: Something mysterious is effecting Hoseok. One terrifying night and many stressful days at doctors offices revealed a cyst that could change his life forever. Soon he’ll get better. That’s you both kept saying.
Sincerely, a Friend (angst)
- 🥺 [Idol AU] [MxR]: Hoseok never thought he’d get a letter from one of his childhood friends, but he got one.
Chocolates and Cuddles (fluff) (comedy) (a tinge of angst)
- [Idol AU] [MxR]: You were spending valentines day all alone... again. Not that it was a big deal, you did know what you were signing up for when you and Hoseok started dating but it didn’t make you feel any better. You could always make do and you did. Especially when a little surprise shows up.
The Bond [Requested] (fluff)
- [Idol AU] [Soulmate AU] [MxR]: You were finally getting where you wanted in life and guess who shows up? Your soulmate. In a grill. While you were celebrating with your best friend.
Written in the Stars (fluff)
- [Slice of Life AU] [Cafe AU] [MxR]: Hoseok had always been big on supporting his friends. Thus it came as no surprise that he ended up spending his free time at Namjoon’s latest buiseness venture: a little dessert cafe. He didn’t expect to fall for the cute barista who always worked when he was there though the.
Series:
Dancing in the Rain [Finished] (fluff) (ft. Hoseok)
🥺 [Idol AU] [Writer AU]: Namjoon lived in a small town. He loved it. It had just enough going on to give him fun when needed and not enough going on that he felt overwhelmed. On top of that, it was only a three hour train ride to Seoul where he met with his publisher and many of his friends lived. It was the best of both worlds. His life gets a bit more interesting when a mysterious bleach blonde with a heart shaped smile enters his life.
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
How to React [Finished] (angst) (fluff)
[Idol AU] [MxR]: You knew getting wrapped into some strange plan by your idol-obsessed college friends was a bad thing. If only you knew then just how bad it could be for your life and if only you knew then what a mix of things would happen after.
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
One Shots:
Let You Fly (angst) (fluff) (ft. Jimin)
- 🥺 [Young Professionals AU] [MxM]: Namjoon and Jimin have been together for only 7 months and it's been near perfect. The two fit together wonderfully. All changes when Namjoon's dream job offer slides itself into his inbox. He'd been eyeing the position in Japan for years... It wouldn't be fair to Jimin to pack up his backs and join Namjoon, but it wouldn't be fair to Namkook to try to force him to stay. Instead, Jimin must let him fly.
Namjoon the Library Faerie (fluff) Drabble challenge with @it-is-dana
- [Supernatural AU] [MxR[: Libraries were one of your favorite places in your world... and then you found your favorite person out of this world.
Panda Bears (fluff)
- [College AU] [Amusement park AU] [MxR]: You work at a carnival and some man happens to decide to keep you company after a supposedly failed date. If only he wasn’t a fuck boy and could take a hint.
Wine About It (fluff) (angst) (bad crack) (ft. Jin)
- [Magic AU] [Single Dad AU] [MxM] Prompt: Broke Wizard performing at kids birthday parties and single parent au + “Quit it or I’ll bite”
Safety (fluff) (angst)
- 🥺 😍 [Soulmate AU] [Idol AU] [MxR]: You can’t lie to your soulmate. It was a fact that many people knew, including you. You just didn’t expect to find your soulmate during your night shift at the MSN book store you work at. You also didn’t expect them to be the Kim Namjoon, an up-and-coming star.
[College AU] [Slice of Life AU] [MxR]: What happens when a new neighbor moves in next to Jimin and his friends? Follow these eight college kids as they continue through life. I promise that it is better than it sounds.
The Last Fireflies,
One Shots:
Boom! Clap! The Sound of My Heart (fluff) (ft. Yoongi)
- [Magical School AU] [MxM]: Yoongi, who works part time at his university's library, was cleaning the least visited section of the library… which most of the time gets neglected. Jimin just happens to be the only one who studies there. The two of them have been secretly pining for each other for months. What happens when a storm blowing through causes the library to be closed early, the two of them not being told and accidentally getting locked in together until the morning?
Let You Fly (angst) (fluff) (ft. Namjoon)
- 🥺 [Young Professionals AU] [MxM]: Namjoon and Jimin have been together for only 7 months and it's been near perfect. The two fit together wonderfully. All changes when Namjoon's dream job offer slides itself into his inbox. He'd been eyeing the position in Japan for years... It wouldn't be fair to Jimin to pack up his backs and join Namjoon, but it wouldn't be fair to Namkook to try to force him to stay. Instead, Jimin must let him fly.
Cafe Amore (fluff) (ft. Taehyung)
- [Coffee Shop AU] [MxM]: Taehyung and Jimin live two opposite lives only connected by their work at a coffee shop. Yet Jimin desperately wants more. Can they bond over coffee despite Taehyung disliking it?
Role Model ≠ Model Dongsaeng (fluff) (comedy)
- 🥺 [Idol AU] [MxR]: The chronicles of Jimin meeting the love of his life... i.e. Hoseok’s childhook friend; an unpredictable and crazy actress.
Under Da Sea (fluff) (angst)
- [Siren AU] [Android AU] [MxR]: A refurbished flight attendant android falls into the ocean, it’s legs torn off, and in the process, it meets a new race: Sirens. One specifically, Jimin, offers to keep it company as it dies.
Snowed In (fluff)
- [Unknown AU] [MxR]: Gift for @spicykoreantatertots as part of a Winder Collab. Instead of going to a family dinner, Jimin and you get snowed in.
Dear Diary (fluff)
- 😍 [Hybrid AU] [MxR]: You’re moving! Finally. Getting into a masters program in South Korea meant soooo much to you and it also offered the perfect opportunity to move in with your favorite pen pal and high school friend from an exchange: Park Jimin. A sweet and caring squirrel hybrid.
Soaked in Red (fluff)
- [College AU] [MxR]: Essay writing wasn’t your strong suit. In fact, if this essay was anything to go off of, you sucked at it. That’s why you went to your college’s writing center. Even after dropping that class though, you managed to keep running into the kind man who helped you. Not that you minded. He was cute.
Series:
Stained Tweed (fluff) (ft. Taehyung)
[Makerspace AU] [MxM]: Yoongi knew Taehyung would be trouble when he showed up to the makerspace in a tweed suit. OR Yoongi hopelessly falls for Taehyung on first glance and Taehyung uses his puppy dog eyes to get Yoogi to do all the woodworking.
Part 1, Part 2
A Fae’s Brew to Take You Away [Finised] (angst) (fluff)
🥺 [Fae AU] [MxR]: Summery: Photography: Taehyung loves it. Specifically he loves film photography. He even spent an entire day hiking and taking photos in a meadow (there was a woman there at first but she left soon after). For Y/n though, Taehyung’s trip to the meadow was the start of something bad. Something real bad.
Cleft Views [Finished] (angst) (fluff)
[College AU] [MxR]: Taehyung thought that Y/n was all that and more and he was determined to marry her one day. There was only one problem: He had yet to even spoken to her yet. Surely nothing could go wrong there.
[Sharknado AU] [MxM]: A sharknado! They’re real! Follow surfer Tae, badboy Yoongi, drunk Jimin, and intelligent Namjoon as they try to survive!
Part 1, Part 2
One Shots:
A Story From a Different Time (fluff)
- [Teacher AU] [Tattoo Artist AU] [MxR]: Love. Love is such a wonder. Your love story is especially wondrous to your grandkids who love love as much as you and hang on to every word as you relive the time in your life as a teacher when you met a soft hearted tattoo artist.
Hands, Hands, and More Hands (fluff) (angst) (ft. Hoseok)
- [ASMR AU] [MxM]: Taehyung runs an ASMR channel that he wants to keep a secret. He plans on telling his boyfriend and friends soon... Someday. He's most definitely going to share. He's nervous about it though. After a few bad experiences in his past he's found it harder to share his love for ASMR. When a flier about his channel is posted on the community board of his building (a big place of gossip) though, he's forced to share... Or keep quiet.
Tipsy Truths (fluff)
- [College AU] [MxR]: Being forced to go to a college party by your friends could have gone one of many ways and you didn’t want to think about any of them. Especially since alcohol played a part in many of them.
Slope Bunny (fluff)
- [Slope Bunny AU] [MxR]: A winter ski trip leads to you meeting someone interesting!
Drawing Blood (fluff) (angst)
- [Vampire AU] [MxR]: An attempt to get over a two year crush on your friend (and a suspected vampire) leads to interesting discoveries.
Series:
Golden Ramyeon (fluff) (angst)
[Chaebol AU] [MxR]: Jungkook is a struggling college student. Y/n is a rich chaebol. One fated morning, they meet.
Part 1,
Flavors of Love [Finished] (fluff) (comedy) (smut in pt. 2) (posted on @ssscentral) (ft. Seokjin)
🥺 [College AU] [Restaurant AU] [Online Friends AU] [MxM]: Seokjin and Jungkook are online friends. One is a small streamer and college student. Another a small restaurant owner, emphasis on small. When they finally meet in real life, they really learn just how different they are from each other.
Flavors of Love, Flavors of Lust
One Shot:
Midnight Musing (fluff) (smut)
- 😍 [Idol AU] [MxR]: You just moved to Korea for a teaching job and on your first night, you decided to visit a local cafe. You even took a photo to commemorate the move! That photo actually lead to something very unexpected happening though.
Hot and Cold (comedy) (fluff)
- [College AU] [MxR]: Bad pick-up lines were never really endearing to you, but when some random man started running up to you and shouting strange pick-up lines, you start to like them even more. Maybe it has something to do with the random man.
Climbing into a Relationship (angst) (fluff) August Prompt for @btsboulangerie
- [Idol AU] [Sports AU] [MxR]: You met a handsome stranger at a climbing gym. Hoping to get a relationship out of it, you gave him your number... but he never responds. What happens if you meet him again?
Professional Yo-Yoer and a YoPro (fluff)
- [YoPro AU] [MxR]: You were exhausted but Jungkook really wanted to watch some random Yo-Yo anime. The following events perused.
An Almost Wasted Weekend (fluff)
- [College AU] [MxR]: Jungkook seems to take a friendship the wrong way. What happens then? Jin notices. Thank you my cowboy emoji for participating in my 2020 special! I hope you liked this!
Attempted Help (angst)
- [Soulmate AU] [MxR]: You found yourself astral projecting to your soulmate once again, what happens if this time is diffrent?
#Worth It (fluff) (humor)
- [Established Relationship] [MxR]: Is it worth it to steal candy from Jungkook’s Halloween candy bag?
Serotonin (fluff) (for @heejinnien’s birthday) (collaboration with @taegularities) (posted on @ssscentral)
- [College AU] [E2L AU] [MxR]: He loves to rile you up - and you let him every time.
warnings: none other than terrible grammar and whatnot
Your boisterous entrance had caught Prince Namjoon off guard. He was captivated by your beauty and how you held yourself. He found his gaze lingering longer than intended and so did you. You choose the seat across from him and next to your sister, Enya. Enya laughed and whispered something in your ear before you were even able to begin a conversation with Namjoon.
“Enya,” You scolded and shooed her away from you. She had made a comment that Prince Namjoon was staring at your assets in a not so subtle way. You felt a little awkward around Namjoon since you had heard of his intelligence. He was not your average prince-handsome and dumb. You didn’t really know where to start with him until he took the lead.
“So, Princess (Y/N), I hear that you are the next in line for the throne. How do you feel about that?” Namjoon asked, politely.
“It’s a job, is it not? I hear you are looking for a queen to help you stake your claim to the throne against your brothers,” You whispered and you saw his face tighten. Namjoon had quickly learned that you were conniving.
“Well, is that not why you have me here? To find a husband and king for your throne?” He shot back.
“The only difference is, I will always be a queen, but whether you become king or not relies on if one of my sisters wishes to marry you,” You commented as the food was brought out. You had looked over your shoulder to see if anyone was listening but everyone seemed too engrossed in their own conversations. “And Prince Namjoon, I hope that you find what you are looking for here. It would be a shame if you had to return home empty handed.”
“Trust me, I think I have who I want in a nice spot,” He smirked and began talking to his brother, Prince Taehyung. You studied Prince Namjoon and he seemed overly confident with himself. He was not intimidated by you and he had accepted your challenging personality.
Enya elbowed you in the side quickly. You knew it was a warning, it was her way of telling you that you were staring. You kept your eyes trained on him until he looked at you. Smirking, you looked down to your plate of food. He knew your gaze had curiosity embedded in it.
“Walk with me later?” He asked you. You were surprised and he kept himself from letting a chuckle out. “I would like to get to know you.”
You didn’t answer him or even talk to him for the rest of the meal. It wasn’t until Amorita had suggested that everyone move to the gardens. You preferred staying inside than to go out in the gardens during the day. You liked the garden at night since everything looked so different.
You quietly slipped away from the group and made your way to the library. You liked to think that you were alone in the library. That it was just you and the many pieces of writing. But you could feel the presence of someone else.
“You wanted to know more about me? Well, my favorite place is the library,” You told him. Namjoon smiled as he plucked a book from one of the shelves. Your fingers traced the maps laid out on the tables.
“Why?”
“My father and I would come in here when my mother was going crazy,” You smiled at the memories of your mother fretting over every little thing. “He said that it was nice to think about something other than the kingdom, even if only for a few minutes.”
Namjoon didn’t say anything right away in fear of stirring up bad feelings. Even though it had been a year since your father’s passing, he didn’t know if you were okay.
“Your father,” He started, “He was a loving and nobleman.”
“No, he wasn’t,” You told him as you took the book from his hands, “He was a selfish man to many people. He was cruel. Maybe that is why he was so great in battle,” You pondered. You had no problem facing the truth. “But he was my father and I will always be proud of him. He was kind to me when my mother was not. He was a strong leader and I hope to be as strong as him.”
You grabbed another book and slowly turned through the pages. “What about your father? No one really knows much of him, other than he is very smart and apparently was handsome when he was young. According to my mother, anyway.” You mused.
“Well, I don’t get my looks from him and hope I never do. Let’s just say time has not been kind to him,” He joked. “My father is very smart and he is nice but he is unhappy.” He added on a more serious note. Your tilted head asked the question for you.
“My father does not enjoy being king. I don’t blame him. He has been king since he was five after his mother died.” Namjoon explained. You had read about his grandmother and how she didn’t need a king for her throne. She was beautiful, smart, and a fierce warrior. You couldn’t help but think about how each of her traits became expressed in the three of her royal grandsons. Although, Prince Seokjin didn’t get all the looks.
“I don’t think my mother liked being Queen without my father since now she must do much more work,” You giggled a little. “I admire both of my parents, don’t get me wrong, but they have major flaws that I can only hope I didn’t inherit.” You told him as he stole the book from you.
“What do you mean?” He questioned.
“I wish to have a marriage filled with love and happiness. I wish to be a kind mother and a kind ruler. I want to be able to help my husband, not only take from him,” You told him.
“Happiness and love are not important to people like us. What is important is our people,” Namjoon protests.
“You can have both,” You tried. “Afterall, are you saying that you will not love or be happy with one of my sisters? Why should I grant them permission to marry you if you are not going to be attentive to them? Why would I allow myself to be in a situation like that?
“I didn’t mean it like that…” He trailed off and you rolled your eyes.
“And to think, Prince Namjoon, that you and I were getting somewhere.” You walked past him and out the grand library doors. He let out a frustrated groan as he tossed the book on the table where his first one was currently residing.
He tried to find you in the castle but he could not. He didn’t want to ask around since he didn’t want to show any favoritism just yet.
“Brother, you look befuddled,” Prince Seokjin said as he came up behind Namjoon. Namjoon shook his brother off as he continued to wander around. Jin had pieced together what was going on when he finally realized that you and Namjoon were missing from the garden tour. “Where are you going?”
“Jin, don’t worry about it,” Namjoon brushed off his brother until Jin pulled Namjoon to face him.
“I’m going to tell you this only because you are my brother and I don’t want you ruining your chances here. Don’t waste your time on her. She was bred to be a queen and born queens are not what you need.” Jin advised. “She will be far too difficult when it comes to controlling her. She will not let you.”
“I’m going to tell you this since clearly, you have the wrong idea. I do not care about whether or not she is a queen. I just need a girl from Alurie and I want one with a brain, not like the ones you seem to be interested in.” Namjoon growled to his brother. Namjoon ripped his arm from his brother’s firm grip.
“Besides, the others are bastard children. Bastard children mean nothing in terms of staking a claim to the Alurie throne.” Namjoon added. Ever since their father had announced the race to find a bride for the throne Jin had been relentlessly annoying Namjoon about any woman that he had shown even remote interest in. Jin had been saying that no woman was good enough for the Kim throne. But Namjoon was not going to let his brother take this opportunity away from him.
‘Any man in their right mind would want the future Queen of Alurie’, Namjoon told himself.
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Hours had passed and all the Royals were on their own doing various tasks before dinner had brought them together again. Enya had been walking with you when you entered the dining hall.
You had been wearing one of your finest dresses which was quite the contrast to the chemise that you had worn to lunch. Your tiara perched on top of your head. Amorita immediately took note of your attire but she simply smiled. Namjoon had been seated next to you, and before the food was served he tried to talk to you.
“I would like to explain myself from earlier,” He said lowly so that only you could hear him.
“There is no need,” You assured him. “Oh, and I heard what you said to Jin. I would keep it down if I were you,” You added as the first course was placed in front of everyone. Namjoon sat confused as everyone began eating.
Your mother was the first one to speak after the meal was finished. “I would like to announce that in a month’s time my youngest daughter will have her coronation. I would like to cordially invite all of you to the ceremony.”
“Anything for the future of my closest ally,” King Hoseok nodded. Hoseok had nodded his head to you and you returned the nod in thanks.
“Long live the future queen,” Namjoon said to you as the meal continued.
