#roadtonmat

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Road under construction.

As I am writing this post, I’m currently on my prayer time for National Medical Admission Test which I am going to take on October, and I am playing Ablaze’s Take Me. 

Take Me, Lord where You want me to serve, where You want to use me. The road is under construction, and I don’t know yet if I am wholeheartedly and 100% sure in choosing this path. I don’t know if I can survive the big waves that I might face. But...

“Lord, in this moment, I rest in Your arms and cast my burdens into Your hands...”

If this is what You want, and if this is not the journey that I want, I pray for a change of heart and the willingness to follow Your way. I pray for the wisdom and gift of discernment.

As I take the first step, as I start my review for NMAT, may You guide me until the end. And if in the end, I might not get the result that I want, please enlighten me and allow me to accept Your plans for me. 

[brokenpropeller]

A thousand times, I have failed. But still, Your mercy remains. I have been contemplating about what happened yesterday and I couldn’t be more than grateful and happy, and anything else in between right now.

Thank you Mama and Papa for all the love and support. And also to my siblings.

Thank you, Philia! My first two years in college wouldn’t be as memorable and productive as it is without you so far.

Thank you to my best friends Jannie, Beng and Ivanna for not getting tired of all my rants and also for being my stress relievers. 👭👭

Yanske, thank you very much for all the things you did for the past two years. You constantly amaze and impress me with everything that you do. 💨

Thank you, Potch (Gem) for giving me words of wisdom that I really needed and for being there at my lowest and highest points. Thank you for everything you did! 😙

Thank you, Sizzums (Char) for always being there and true to me. I’m so lucky to have you in my life. I got your back always. 👯

Thank you Archy and Carbo for helping me study. I couldn’t have passed without the review sessions we had. Thank you for staying up with me all night until dawn! 😭 HAHA of course thanks Carbo, I wouldn’t have known I passed if it weren't for you.

Thank you Polin for all the prayers and encouragement. Thank you for wishing me luck everytime. I pray for you always too. 🙌🏻>

Thank you Pre (Ynah) for keeping up with me everyday. You’re one of the best punching bags ever. Through thick and thin talaga! Ilysm.

Thank you, J! Thank you for the inspiration. Thank you for motivating me and for comforting me right after the exam. Thank you for telling me that I could do it. Thank you! 💮

I’m blessed to have you all in my life.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you! I couldn’t have done this without Your mercy!

All the best! 💙💉