I can see just halfway down the lane we walk along
There the curling mist obscures the further view
I think it must be just as beautiful beyond
As it is behind
The going here is good, the map is true
But who will know this way once the map is lost?
Or when the lane itself is naught but gravel under forest roots?
We hear a cello playing through a window as we pass
The gaslight seems to flicker with its pitch and strength
The notes sound well but fade as distance reaches back
Of beauty strangely heightened from afar
Its loveliness follows on our steps
Will any remain that tells, through the heavy silence of the mist?
Who will move to her tune when the cellist lays down her bow?
I read from a book I found along the way
A poem at once bewitching and bewitched
That pulsed and breathed and took to wing
Then as I read, flew and danced as real before my eyes
But my eyes grew dim before I reached the end
Leaving sore longing in my heart
The book abandoned now is turned to dust
That rises from the tread of travellers next
How long can what flew forth bewitch?
Or has the bewitching vanished with the book?
A photo flutters in the breeze, jumping on, one step away
I see your smile again as it takes to air, too quick to catch
A smile in your eyes to pump the heart and burst
Will the smile remain when the photo pulps to mud in rain?
Or parches yellow and cracks under the harshly biting sun?
My love, my friend, my father, mother, brother, cousin all
My fellow seekers met, my fellow walkers arm-in-arm
Who with us have shared a way upon the lane
Through curling mist the cellist notes we loved
The poet’s words like siren songs upon our ears
Your countenance we loved as one of us and more
Your footfall was of our life as much as of your own
Will we hear it once our flesh is washed to earth?
Will your time with us have sense once our bones and yours
Are dust on the lane, or gravel under forest roots?
Purposes and purpose, awareness and awarenesses
Meanings, meaning, feelings, feeling
Connections and connection
All of this and nothing
In a flickered gaslight flame, refracted
Through a cellist’s window pane
On the lane we walk along
Before the curling mist
Obscures the view
Copyright © Robert Hale 2018.
Yorkshire, England, November 2018.
(Photo by shrutikhanna, via Pixabay, CC0 Creative Commons licence.)