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Episode 164: Ready, set, record… (Part 1)

It was already past nine o'clock, and usually, no one drove by the Salon at this hour. But since everything was about to change, a new stage outfit was needed—and fast. "What do you think? Should I get a haircut?" / "That’s up to you; you’re not supposed to be changing your entire image, after all." Elijah stared into the mirror, examining himself with a particularly critical eye. "But maybe… maybe that’s exactly what I need?" / "Then you have to listen to your gut… I’ve always liked your hairstyle up to now. But something new… That would certainly be interesting…".

"Okay… Listen to my gut…" / "Hehe, you’ll do just fine. Afterward, we can talk about whether anything needs tweaking—okay? Just be yourself; let your inner self shine through." / "Sorry, I don't actually feel like puking right now…" / "Hahaha… You’re almost back to your old self again. Come on, I want to go to bed.".

After the styling. Elijah had felt a few qualms. He wanted to change things up a bit—both on the inside and the outside. "Oh man, now you look younger than I do, hehe." / "Not good?" / "Oh, on the contrary—incredibly good… Did you find something good for the stage, too?" / "Yeah, I don't think you need to take another look at that; I was happy with it." / "Well, alright then."

The age gap between the two is only a few years. Elijah is the older of the two—even if he doesn’t look it. On the other hand, he is also the more reserved one. But he really doesn’t have to be. Salomon always knew just how to boost his self-confidence again. “Let’s go home now, okay? Mo is coming over tomorrow, and we’ve got a lot planned.”

11:48 PM. The evening unfolded quietly and contemplatively for everyone involved—and, in part, sensually as well, for Salomon and Elijah felt as though they were a brand-new couple all over again, despite knowing each other so well. This guarantees a solid foundation for their shared journey ahead. The next day, the plan is to head to the recording studio in the morning.

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10:26 AM the next day. After meeting up for breakfast, they drove together to the building Robin had spotted just a few days earlier—the recording studio. Originally, he had intended to record a song behind his boyfriend's back, but now things had turned out differently. In truth, though, isn't it actually much better to make music together? "Do you think he's there yet?" / "Sure—always on time, that guy.".

The recording studio was located at the back of the building. To reach it, one first had to walk through the record store. After admiring a few posters and album covers, they headed toward the back. There, sound engineer Mo was already in his element. "Ah, look who’s here—the master himself…" Mo was always fully focused on the task at hand. He was really just making a few minor adjustments, but generally speaking, he always executed his work with meticulous precision.

Once everyone had entered the room, Mo stood up. "It’s really hard to tear you away once you’re sitting at the mixing console." / "Hehe, yeah, sorry about that—I’ve all ears for you guys now. Hello, my friend." / "Very good. Hey, how are you? We haven't seen each other in ages." / "Yeah, I know. I'm doing well—and back in Canada, everything is still standing, hehe." / "That's good to hear.".

Elijah, too, was greeted with a hug and eyed with curiosity. "Hmm… where did all that hair go?" / "It came off yesterday; I just felt the need to make a change." / "It actually looks really good. And otherwise—are you doing okay?" The question escaped Mo’s lips in an almost probing tone, yet Elijah knew exactly how to respond. "Yes—now, more than ever." …After that, Alexander greeted the man who would be recording their song with them today. "Nice to meet you… And which of you two will be singing?" /…

"That’ll be me." Robin initially observed everything from a safe distance. Then Mo’s gaze fell upon him. "Hmm. Is this your first time in a recording studio?" / "Yes, for both of us." / "How many times have you played the song together already?" / "Not at all yet." Mo looked from one to the other without betraying any expression. Then he pursed his lips and eyed the two skeptically. "Interesting. And you think you’ll get it right on the first try? Well, I have my doubts…" / "Why?" asked Robin, sounding a little teasing. "You have to get in sync with each other—rely on one another—if you want to make music together."

“Oh, we do, we always rely on each other. And I’m sure we’ll pull it off.” At that moment, Robin’s overflowing self-confidence went unnoticed by no one. “Hmm… But you’re still nervous, aren’t you? Let’s do a rehearsal first. I want to record the instrumental part first, since I’ve never heard the song before,” Mo said decisively, then looked over at Alexander. “Can you play it flawlessly?” / “By now, yes…” / “Okay, once I’ve got that in the can, we’ll do it again with vocals.”

"O.K., we just have one request…" Robin spoke up, his voice trembling with excitement. But Mo was experienced enough by now to immediately put the boys at ease. "I think I already know what concerns you have. Don't worry—at most, I’ll just be adding things. The keyboard is for the melody; I’ll keep track of the beat myself; and we’ll try something out with drums. Trust me, okay? You just have to tell me later if the tempo feels right; we’ll keep doing run-throughs until we’re all on the same page." / "O.K… Phew…" / "Haha, sounds like a lot, I know, but it’s actually easy."

Once everything else had been discussed, the boys headed into the recording booth. For the moment, they couldn't hear what was being said in the control room. "They’re still so young, and his voice is a little shaky…" / "…I know, but somehow, it has a certain something." / "Hmm. Just recording something once so he can hear himself—I’ve never had a request like that before. Alright then…" Mo took his seat at the mixing console. And Elijah and Salomon? They positioned themselves slightly to the side, in the background, confident that they wouldn't be disappointed.

To be continued…

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NOTE: I would also like to take this opportunity to extend my heartfelt thanks to @aroundthesims for THIS cool recording studio set—without it, this part of the story wouldn't have been possible at all. It was actually this fantastic set alone that first gave me the idea to have the guys record their song! 🙂

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Episode 141: Little Brother, Big Miracle (Loong Part)

(Little Final! Tissues alert!! With note at the end.)

Later that evening, Bella had taken her friend to the hospital and waited there until Orlando finally arrived. He was just as surprised as she and his wife that their second son was going to arrive a little early. But he went to his wife and helped her with the birth. Little Graham was born healthy two hours later. Once she was sure that all three of them were doing well, Bella was able to go home.

At home, it was quiet. Mortimer was already in bed, so she wanted to check on Robin again, since Tessa had also asked her to and told her about the observation she had made shortly before her contractions started. Arriving in his room, she saw that he was already under the covers again, warmly wrapped up for the night. Then she noticed her son, who was leaning against the armchair at the far end of the room and seemed a little shaken up. "Alexander? What's wrong?" / "I… I don't know, he… he was crying." / "What, but… Was he awake?" / "No…"

"But how did you come to that conclusion that he…"/ "When I came back, he had wet eyes, okay? He was crying… I'm not imagining it. I… I tried to talk to him, but he won't open his eyes." Bella glanced briefly at Robin and swallowed hard. Maybe that was a sign. Then she continued in a calm voice. "But he must have heard you, and maybe… your music?" Alexander shrugged slightly. "Maybe… Maybe it was… because of his mom, I don't know, I'm just… I don't know whether to be happy or…" He shook his head and buried his face in his hands. "Come here, sweetheart, you're completely flustered.".

Bella could feel how agitated her son was. He trembled, holding her tightly. "Maybe it's a good sign, Alex." / "I…Can I sleep at his place tonight? Please, Mom." / "Yes, of course… Maybe you could play the piece for him again tomorrow." / "I don't know, should I?" / "If you get the same reaction again, then you'll know he's not far away." He nodded silently and held onto his mother for a while longer.

Even though he was still a little confused, Alexander still wanted to spend the night at Robin’s. And he thought again about what he had noticed. He had, of course, hoped for a reaction, but that it would come so quickly had thrown him off balance. “Don’t be alarmed, I’ll lie down with you. I have some music here to help us fall asleep. Toxic is giving a concert in a few months.”.

"You're probably freaking out inside right now, aren't you?… I'm going to try and get two tickets for us, I hope they're not sold out yet. And he's not exactly famous, so everyone's not exactly scrambling to see him. I'll get us there whether you're awake or not, you hear me?"… Alexander took a deep breath as he looked at Robyn wistfully. he couldn't get the image out of his mind of his friend lying before him with moist eyes.

After finishing the short conversation, he turned on the MP3 player, turned the music down so quietly it was barely audible, and placed it on the nightstand. Later, under the covers, he took Robin's hand and held it until he fell asleep. They both own loads of CDs by that singer. And a concert like that would be fantastic, since they've never been to one before.

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A few days later. It's Friday morning. Spring is slowly transitioning into summer, but the temperatures are still bearable. The day is relaxed; Bella has done some housework, and Mortimer is devouring his new books. Then the doorbell rang. Tessa has come by with her youngest. "Oh, how lovely that you're here!" / "Yes, I thought today would be a good day to introduce Graham to his big brother *giggle."…

A crib had been set up in Bella's bedroom, in case Graham or another small child needed a nap. Tessa went in, but only to put down her bag. "Well, would you like to meet your big brother? He's asleep… you know? And he's been asleep for a very long time." Tessa looked at her little son's face and lovingly stroked his head. A touch of melancholy washed over her… "Well then… Come on." She went into the other bedroom, where Bella was already waiting.

When she was with her son, she chatted with Bella for a bit. By now, Tessa was quite relaxed as soon as she entered the room and saw her son lying there. As if everything were normal. But that's how everyone should treat him—normally. And then she did what she wished she had done the day Graham was born—she gently placed the baby on Robin's chest.

"Hey, that looks pretty cool, doesn't it?" / "Hn, yeah." / "That's your little brother, honey…" The two women watched as little Graham made himself almost literally comfortable on his big brother's chest. Besides, the little one was quite sleepy today. "Oh, that's so cute," Bella gushed as she watched the baby stretch. "Do you see that?" Tessa pointed at the monitor. "Mhm…"

Robin's heartbeat quickened noticeably. The day before, Alexander had been in Robin's room again with his keyboard, and the same thing had happened. Robin had tears in her eyes. So it wasn't a coincidence. It was as if a dam was slowly opening… And at that moment, it burst open with full force in Front of Tessa and Bella's eyes. "Oh my God…"

Robin's expression changed abruptly, initially a little pained, his eyes still closed. Then his features relaxed, and he slowly opened his eyes. "Robin…" His mother was shocked… And it was clear that he was searching for her with his eyes. It wasn't a fixed stare…

Tessa fell to her knees beside the bed, sobbing. “Robin, oh my darling, you… you’re awake, I… It’s me, Mommy.” She stroked his face, almost frantically, looked at him, and waited for a reaction. He blinked and tried to say something, but it was incredibly difficult for him. “M—… Mom…” / “Oh God, my boy, my darling…” In that moment, it was clear that Robin had been trying to fight his way back all along. And he had succeeded.

Bella couldn't believe it either and fought back tears. “Robin, hey, Groundhog, there you are again… oh, I have such goosebumps.” The joy was immense. And again Robin tried to say something, but it only came out quietly, his voice still very weak. “Where… Alex?” / “Oh, he’s at school, but… I think he can skip class for today. I’ll text him right away.” With trembling fingers, she typed a short message for Alexander and sent it. And she was sure that it wouldn’t be long before he was back in that room.

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NOTE: I'd been really looking forward to this episode for a long time. And I'm sorry if it's a bit longer than I expected. I couldn't and didn't want to split it up. It also took a lot of energy and patience, as I had to make several changes to the original text. It all reminded me so much of the time I was in a coma myself and woke up after a few weeks. Robin is definitely luckier than I was in this story, even though his coma lasted considerably longer. I cried a lot while writing this episode, but I'm glad it's finally out. Please leave me some feedback; I'd love to hear from you.

poses by: @poses-by-bee , @danjaley Zappyp & others who i can't remember. Many thanks for your work!

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Episode 169: Last days with new friends

While Kendall continues to deepen his new acquaintance, Robin and Alexander got a late start to the day. Although they were already up just before Kendall left, they had decided to lie down again. By early afternoon, however, the lazing about came to an end; Alex took an invigorating shower, and Robin raided the fridge a bit. Afterward, they wanted to go out and do something, since they had only a day and a half left there.

Even though the weather was a bit lackluster today, they decided to visit the beach—specifically, the larger of the two. It was a popular spot for evening beach parties, too. For anyone who found swimming in the sea too risky, the pool offered a perfectly good alternative.

Salomon and Elijah apparently had the same idea about going to the beach. And despite his solitary nature, Mo came along too. He’ll be flying back to Canada in a few days, but he has already lined up appointments with new musicians who want to record with him. So, there will be plenty of work for him in the near future as well.

Alexander is also enjoying being by the open sea again. The water is crystal clear, and you can walk out several meters without going under. Over the past few days, the guys and Elijah have had plenty of time to get to know each other better. They have all decided to definitely stay in touch.

Robin has brought a novel along. He doesn't usually read all that much, but sometimes he finds something that captures his attention—a story about ghosts who don't know where they belong or where they came from.

Elijah, who isn't really much of a sun-worshipper, lets the sun warm his back a little anyway. Besides, sunlight is good for the mood. He is doing much better now than a week ago, when he was depressed and toying with the idea of ​​perhaps ending his life. But neither can do without the other, and he loves Salomon more than his own life.

8:52 PM. The swimming fun is over, and everyone is enjoying the last few rays of sunshine. "So, what do you want to do tomorrow—your last day here?"/ "Hmm, maybe we’ll go to the movies or back to the meeting spot."/ "If you like, you can come by and see us again, too." / "Can I pet the snake again then?" / "Hahaha, whose snake?" Everyone laughed, understanding exactly what was meant by the question. "We’d love to come by again!"

Back at the accommodation, Kendall was already waiting for the guys. Alexander immediately noticed his satisfied expression. "Oh, hey, how was your date?" / "Hmm, a gentleman enjoys the moment and stays discreet." / "Hehe, so it went well—I’m glad to hear that. We went to the beach, ran into Elijah again, and we’re invited to his place tomorrow." / "You guys have really enjoyed an incredible privilege so far." Alexander put his arm around Robin’s shoulder. Robin looked back at him contentedly. "That’s true, but he’s still really cool and down-to-earth. We’re going to get some sleep now." / "Good night."

Kendall disappeared into his room. "Well, just tomorrow left, and then that’s it." / "Yeah, I’m really amazed at everything that’s happened in this one week." / "Yeah, it was a lot… I’m looking forward to being home. And then we have to really kick things into high gear at school." / "Oh yeah…" They exchanged a few more affectionate moments until tiredness won out. The journey home is drawing near…

Midnight. The last few days had been very exciting for everyone. A small farewell party was scheduled for the next day—held especially for the two boys, who had had to wait so long and had feared the concert wouldn't happen. But it did happen, and that’s something they won’t soon forget.

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Episode 146: Closeness

Later. A few more days have passed. Robin goes to Jordan's every day and is really diligent about doing his exercises. Even though it's incredibly difficult, he's determined to be back on his feet soon. He's keeping his progress to himself for now and has asked Jordan not to tell the others yet. He even does some exercises in secret now and then. The more, the better. But tonight is a relaxed evening.

Alexander has been working on a new piece of music that he was eager to show Robin. It's completely different from the first piece he wrote. Well, that one was very personal, after all. The melody is catchy and quite fast, almost a pop song. "Hey, that's enough already, you've probably played it for me four times by now."

After Alexander returned his keyboard to his room, his mother came upstairs with some food. "Wow, it looks fantastic, thank you…" / "Only the best for you two. Do you need anything else?" / "No. "I'll bring the plate back down later." / "Okay, then enjoy your meal." But neither of them was particularly hungry yet, so they decided to make themselves comfortable and chat.

"I'll bring you a huge pile of assignments again tomorrow, okay? I'm really surprised you've almost caught up with all the schoolwork so quickly." / "Well, the material is easy… And I've always been a fast learner." / "Yeah, that's right… Amazing, we'll be finished with school in a few months. And then?" / "We'll see… I'd like to travel a bit…" / "First, we're going to Crystalline Cove," said Alexander in a firm but cheerful tone, tapping him on the forehead with his finger.

"Sounds pretty picturesque, if you ask me." / "Well, that's where the concert is and he's staying there… By the way, I also found accommodation for us." / "I hope it's without thresholds." / "Hehe, I can carry you over them." Robin grinned. The boys had grown very close again recently, emotionally, as partners, and as friends. "Dinner can wait, right?". Alexander asked softly, looking up to Robin, who's gently stroking his face. "Yeah, sure… Why?".

Alexander slowly sat up and then turned to Robin. Then he kissed him… "Well, I thought…" he began, but then paused for a moment. Robin was slightly taken aback and wanted him to answer calmly. "Hmm, well, what did you think?" / "I don't mean to be intrusive, okay? It's been quite a while since we were in the woods and… you know…" Robin understood the implication and stroked his face again. "Yeah,… and you know what's crazy? We weren't alone there that day." / "What do you mean?" / "Joe saw us…" / "What?!" Alexander looked at him, slightly horrified.

Robin smiled, a little amused. "Hmm, well, you hardly need to get upset about it anymore… I already did. He told me the day… the accident happened." For a brief moment, Alexander had the horrific images of the accident in his mind. Then he squeezed his eyes shut. "Hh, Joe… oh man… I just don't want to think about it anymore, Robin… okay?" Robin saw the emotional pain that had been with Alex all along and resurfaced for a moment. Then he stroked him soothingly again and whispered, "Me neither…" No further words were spoken. Instead, Robin now took the lead a little. Because he, too, longed for what Alexander had been missing all along: intimacy.

Robin loved being touched by Alexander. It had been a really long time since they had been this close. And even though he had initiated it, he gladly let Alex take the lead. He felt safe with him. They savored every minute they had. And eventually, long after it had grown dark, the two of them enjoyed Bella's delicious, savory pie.

Later, Alexander got dressed and took the plate back to the kitchen. "So, did you like it?" / "Yes, it was really delicious, Mom. Maybe less bacon next time, though, that was a bit much." / "Oh, you thought so? Your father said the same thing. Oh well…" Leni vied a little for Alexander's attention, which she naturally received. "Well, my sweetie, you're starting to get some grey fur," / "Yes, she's quite a bit older since you've had her," / "Mhm, I can still remember the day we got her from the animal shelter."

Bella went to her son and smiled. "Yes, you were so incredibly happy, I remember that too." Alexander nodded and glanced down at his dog again. "Hmm. I'll go upstairs then, Robin's already asleep." / "O.k. Was he in a good mood today? I'll call Tessa later, then I can tell her." / "Well…" Alex replayed the intimate moments that had recently taken place in the room in his mind's eye. Then he answered. "Yes, he was in a good mood earlier," he chuckled. "Hn, o.k.. Good night, sweetheart." / "Good night, Mom." She could certainly imagine what might have happened up there. But she never made any comment about it and simply enjoyed seeing her son so happy.

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Episode 151: Ghost Extermination and Anticipation

It's just after 6:00 PM and still almost broad daylight. Lazlo has already made a name for himself here. He's called out again to ensure the residents of the house can sleep peacefully again. The Lynn family is being plagued by restless spirits. And another call is already waiting in the wings.

Everyone relies on Lazlo, because he's the only one who can best deal with the spirits and knows how to remove them from the properties one by one. Luna the dog remains unfazed by all the commotion; she's more interested in her ball than in the sounds the banishing beam is making.

The little ghosts are having fun chasing Lazlo all over the house, only to hide in the garden again. "Just you wait, you won't be laughing for long. Don't underestimate me, who's the pro here?"… No matter the time of day, these little ones are the easiest to catch. It's a completely different story at the next property, which is right next door.

In some houses, there are spirits that are invisible to the ordinary residents. But Lazlo always knows exactly where they like to hang out and usually tracks them down quickly. They are persistent individuals who have been living in the houses for many, many years. "This is terrible, I want to get out of here, Dad!" / "Don't worry, Mr. Curious has everything under control."

Apparently, the people in the house were so shocked by the apparitions that they forgot to put the baby to bed. "Well, pretty girl? How are you doing? A ghost hunter doesn't just take care of infested houses, he also makes sure young ladies like you are safely tucked away in bed. Maybe our daughter will soon have a friend. Sleep well, sweetie, it's time for me to clock off and I'm looking forward to seeing my wife." A kind heart is always welcome.

Later. Shortly before 11:00 p.m. Lazlo had hoped to find his wife wake. But she was already in bed. "Hn, my angel. Our little girl probably kept her up a bit longer. I know she can't always fall asleep so quickly. They sorely missed her at the institute during her pregnancy. She had a full desk, and Orlando couldn't keep up with the work. Nevertheless, she really enjoys her job. Well then, off to bed.

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A few days have passed, and it's Friday morning. Finally, the big day is almost here, because Alexander and Robin plan to travel to Crystalline Cove that very evening. Everything is arranged. The taxi ride, the flight, and their accommodation there are all booked. The two of them will be staying with a police officer who often takes in tourists. They want to make the most of their stay, so the boys will be there for a whole week.

"Oh man, you were tossing and turning quite a bit last night." / "Sorry if I kept you up, it's just nerves, you know?" / "Nervousness? I'd say it's more like excitement. I feel the same way. But first we're going to school, okay? »/,,okay. And then a week off, I'm going crazy,»/ »We've earned it, hnhn”.

While her owner is at school, Leni plays outside with her ball. There’s nothing else for her; it’s pure joy. But sometimes she gets a little too boisterous, and then minor accidents can happen. Luckily, she’s never seriously hurt herself. Bella is currently working on a few commissions; her skills as a painter are still in high demand.

“Well then. A client would like something to remind her of her past. She sent me a few suggestions. Hmm. Either I choose one of them, or I combine them all a bit? Let’s see what I can come up with…” Before each of her pieces, Bella takes a moment to reflect and find inspiration. Only then does she begin to paint.

Jordan and Simone are now officially a couple in town. The boys are happy about it, too. They're in good contact, and friendships have developed over the many months of working together. The hospital has also caught wind of the fact that there's a good physiotherapist in town, and so he's called in every now and then. Extra money can't be a bad thing.

Cassandra took the day off today. Everything is running smoothly at the institute, and Orlando is really enjoying his work now, which wasn't the case for a long time. But he also likes spending time with his youngest. Today Lydia is getting some fresh air. "Well, my sweetie? That's good, isn't it? It's nice that we live so far out here; you get to see so much of nature."

Even though the sun is a bit blinding, the little girl is enjoying the pleasant warmth. Who knows what she'll become? Perhaps she'll become a scientist too? Or an artist like her grandmother? Ultimately, it's up to the girl to decide what she want to do. The main thing is that she's happy. "Aww, my sweetie, we'll turn right around; we don't want you to get sunburned."

Lazlo, on the other hand, is currently working a lot on the computer. Things have calmed down for him now, too. "The number of ghosts is steadily decreasing. On the one hand, that's great, of course. But if it continues like this, I'll probably have nothing left to do here at some point. And yet, most of them are incredibly persistent… I'll get the last few that are still lingering in the city. Then I'll have cleared everything out."

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Episode 163: Back into the Light (long, long, sorry^^)

10:39 a.m. "Oh man, finally! I thought it would never stop raining." / "Hmm… and what are we doing today?" / "No idea… Have you heard from Salomon yet?" / "No, he hasn't gotten back to me. Oh man, what if he can't convince him?" / "I'm trying to accept it now, otherwise I'll just get even more annoyed." / "Hmm… I've finished the new song, the sheet music is pretty much done too." / "Really? Cool."

"Oh, by the way, when we get home, we're celebrating my niece's birthday." / "Oh yeah? What do you think… her and my brother, could something come of that?" / "Hehe, hmm, maybe, then she'd be your sister-in-law someday, haha…" / "Yeah…hnn, do you think the recording studio thing will work out?" / "We'll see, okay? So, everything's clean again, he can't complain about that." Come on, let's go outside, otherwise we'll go stir-crazy here.".

Even though art isn't exactly their cup of tea, they decided to visit the art gallery. From the outside, the building certainly doesn't look like it's just full of old junk. They wanted to at least take a look inside, so they could say they'd seen everything the city had to offer.

"Oh man, this is…" / "Quite a colorful mix, oh yeah…" / "Nothing's separated here, I've never seen anything like this before." / "That's probably what makes it special…" The guys just looked around a bit; after all, not every art gallery is the same, and they don't all have the same things on display. And art isn't just art, either. But they know: music is also a form of art…

Egyptian music plays from various speakers in every room of the art gallery. It's meant to put the visitors in a certain mood, like it must have been in the grand palaces of old. But you don't really feel like you're in a palace here. But you can see a few rare exhibits. "What's that? How old is it?" / "Approximately 2600 years…" / "It's just sitting here in the open like that? Apparently, you're not afraid it might be stolen.".

"Well, I don't think you've gone without security measures. You know how it is in the movies. They probably have sensors under the sculptures and on the paintings that react immediately if you even try to touch them." / "Yeah, you might be right…" / "Hnhn. Oh, come on, let's go to that arcade again, it was quite nice there.".

The last time the boys visited Crystal Plaza, they were captivated by the pool table. But since there are many more ways to pass the time here, this time they opt for video games. A round doesn't cost much, so they try to play against each other a bit, even though the games are completely different. "I bet I can beat the high score on my board faster than you can on yours!" / "Haha, okay, bet's on." That's how we spent practically the entire afternoon…

After the two of them had had enough of playing, they decided to go to the park in front of the town hall. There was a place there where they could prepare some food. So they bought a large pack of sausages and the necessary equipment to make some hot dogs. "That looks really good, guys, can we have some?" / "Uh…" A familiar voice came from behind them.

Robin initially thought he'd misheard, but then he saw the face, which he remembered looking different just a few days ago. Sad, apathetic. Today it was relaxed, cheerful. "Hello… um, yeah… There are plenty, oh man!" Alex just glanced over his shoulder and smiled. He had to concentrate on making sure the sausages didn't burn.

While Robin and Elijah stood somewhat awkwardly facing each other, Salomon watched Alexander grilling. Alexander looked at him with another smile. "It's lovely to see them together here." / "Yes, I didn't think it was possible until last night either. Looks good, do you cook at home?" / "No, actually my mother does more, but when we live together on our own later on, it should be good, right?" / "Hehe, yes." / "Is there still hope? I mean, for her and Elijah?" Salomon glanced to the side. Then he nodded slightly. "I think we're on the right track." / "Great!"

Robin noticed Elijah's still rather tired eyes. "You look exhausted. Did something happen?" / "No… Everything's fine. I… I just didn't get much sleep last night." Elijah didn't want the boys to worry. That's why he asked Salomon not to tell them about what had happened the previous night. "I'm sorry I upset you like that. I should have acted differently, but…"/ "It's okay. You surely had your reasons.".

The boys certainly hadn’t expected this. A meal with their favorite singer, together with his friend and maybe-again manager? "Hmm, I don't mean to be rude, but… what about the concert?" Alexander asked. "Hnhn, don't worry, guys. It'll still happen, but not until a day later, if that's alright with you? We had to sort some things out and revisit a few things." Their eyes lit up. And of course, they agreed. "No, it's no problem, we're here until Sunday.".

"Sal told me you guys make music, is that right?" / "Yes, but it's more of a hobby. I play keyboard and compose some of my own stuff; I've finished two complete songs now." / "Wow, that's something. And you've been together for a while now… and very close." / "Yes, I imagine he's already told you quite a bit, including about the accident?" / "Yes, I hope that was o.k.?" / "Sure.".

"You were out of commission for many months. I don't think I even need to ask how you felt, you didn't feel anything… right?" Elijah was already ashamed of asking that question a few seconds later. But Robin gave him a reassuring smile. "of course, I knew when someone was there. It was just like… being trapped inside my own body the whole time. I couldn't do anything, couldn't say anything…" / "That's really intense. But now you're sitting here, that's great." / "Oh, guys, I just made a call," Salomon said then.

"Acall?" / "Yeah, about the recording studio. I had to book it. Have you reconsidered about the song?" Salomon asked them again, just to make sure everything he'd done hadn't been for nothing. Then Robin nodded with a smile. "Mhm, we'll do it since we're already here and meeting some professional musicians…" / "Great, then I'll contact our sound engineer today, he'll be here tomorrow, he's coming all the way from Canada." / "Really? From that far away?" / "Hnhn, yeah.".

"How are Mo and his husband doing?" asked Elijah Salomon after he had finished eating. "Very well, so far."/ "Wait… Your sound engineer… is into men, too?"/ "Hehe, yeah…" Alexander and Robin couldn't help but grin. Somehow, it actually felt nice to be in the company of others who were just like them. "We'll let you know when he gets here, and then we can meet in the recording studio."/ "Yeah, okay." "I’d love to be there, too—if you guys don't mind?" said Elijah with an expectant smile. The guys were pleased by his interest. "Yeah, absolutely. I just hope I won't be too nervous.".

"So, you're going to be singing? I'm really curious to hear it… I still remember the first time I stood in a recording studio for my very first session. It took me quite a few takes because there were so many eyes fixed on me from behind the glass." / "I think you just have to focus on one specific thing—the lyrics… And the music." / "Yeah, and above all, it takes good timing. But when you know your own song, it comes pretty easily."

The four of them chatted for quite a while longer about various topics. The boys would have loved nothing more than to sit there with the two men all night long, but eventually, fatigue won out—partly due to all the excitement—so Alexander and Robin said their goodbyes and headed home. Elijah and Salomon, however, remained seated for a moment longer. "They really are very nice guys—so down-to-earth," Elijah said quietly, now that everything had been discussed. "See? I told you so." / "Mhm… I… I still need a new outfit, Sal." / "May I offer you some advice on that?" Elijah's eyes began to light up, and he slowly reached for Salomon's hand. "Yes, please."

For a moment, the two companions shared the silence that had settled around them. No cars were passing, and the few other people out that night were slowly making their way home. Then, Elijah looked at Salomon with a touch of wistfulness. "Would you… move back in with me, Sal?" And as if his words had been exactly what was wanted, Salomon responded in kind. "Where else would I go, huh? I’m not leaving your side ever again." / "Is that a promise for life?" / "Even beyond that—okay? Shall we head over to the Salon? I think I spotted a few nice things on the way over that you could use on stage."/ "Mm, okay…" Elijah was glad to have his friend back by his side, and he didn't want to dwell any longer on what might have happened had Salomon not shown up. Without him at his side, he simply didn't feel complete.

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Episode 144: Big hurdles, small steps (Part 1, short)

Whenever Jordan brought Robin back to the Goths, he was always offered the chance to stay a little longer. Sometimes he accepted this kind offer, but most of the time he quickly made his way home again. He wanted to be solely Robin's therapist, not a friend of the family. And it was especially important to him that the boy showed more initiative.

And Alexander? He usually retreated to his room. Just as he had done in the months before, while his friend was in a coma, he still writes reports. Not as often anymore, only when something is really bothering him or something catches his attention. "Today was another one of those 'he don't feel like it' days. I try to put myself in his shoes and can imagine that thetherapy isn't always a walk in the park."

"Jordan gives us really good tips on what we can do if he doesn't have time right away or if we practice again for an hour in the afternoon. Robin is willing to participate in many things, but when it comes to his legs… I don't know how I can motivate him any better. It must be really difficult… everything works reasonably well up top again, just not down below. But he's already doing really well with lying on his tummy. He's really accomplished a lot in such a short time."

“Maybe he wishes it would go faster, but if he doesn’t actively participate himself, then nothing really happens. But I know he wants it… Maybe I’ll think of something else to help him get back on his feet a bit better…” Alexander is often emotional in his reports, but he also tries to look at and write about everything objectively…

At a later point… It was one afternoon when Robin asked Alexander to come into his room. "Hey, what's wrong?"/ "Not much, I'm just slowly going crazy here… How do you put up with me? I can't even go to the toilet by myself, I still have to get help with washing…"/ "Is that so terrible for you? I'm here for you. I love you."/ "Hhh, I know… I was just being so stupid…".

Robin had been thinking a lot lately about what would have happened if he hadn't gone to that old building. "Hey, don't blame yourself, this could have happened to anyone, you know that." / "Yeah, maybe, but now I'm the one lying here and… can't do anything right now… Maybe I'll stay crippled and then…" / "Are you crazy? Hey, I don't want to hear that, okay? You'll be completely normal again, you just have to try harder…"

"I do, okay? I… I want to, Alex, but try moving your legs when they feel like someone's attached a block of cement to them." Alexander turned away slightly and sat on the edge of the bed. "I know this is difficult for you, and that you want… It's probably my own impatience, it… I'm sorry." / "Please don't leave now… Can you lie down with me?"

Of course, Alexander did what Robin wanted. Because what they both missed most was physical closeness. "What's on your mind, Alex? What are you actually doing over there all the time when you're not with me?" / "Well, I… when you were still so far away, I started writing. About your condition, my thoughts on it…" / "Like… a diary? I always thought that was more for girls?" / "Do you think that's funny? Hey, I…" / "No… No, sorry… hh, I don't want to argue, I just want time. And I'm glad you're with me, and have been the whole time, okay?" / "Mhm."

Robin knows, of course, that it's a nerve-wracking situation for Alexander, too. But none of this happens overnight. And he knows that therapy is also necessary to get back on his feet completely. He thought about a few things while holding Alexander in his arms. And he really wanted to talk to Jordan.

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Episode 159: Salomon & Elijah (Part 1)

The next morning. Alexander had not only become quite proficient with the keyboard, but he was also getting better and better at the guitar. He thought of Tristan, who had been a great inspiration to him. Robin had tried it now and then, but he wasn't nearly as skilled as his friend… "Sounds good," / "Thanks, something new I've composed." / "So you make music too?"

Alexander put the guitar aside for the time being. “Well, more as a hobby, writing is more in my blood.” / “Okay, have you written a book yet?” / “Yes, I started early on. I just haven’t managed to publish it yet. There were more important things.” / “Of course… I often have things on my desk that I can only deal with later too…”

“Have you ever had a really intense case? With murder and all that?” Alexander asked him curiously. “I have, yes. But things are really quiet here at the moment. And that's how it should stay."/"Sure. My mother was kidnapped and disappeared for years."/"She disappeared? And now she's back?"/"Yes, long story, you probably wouldn't believe it."/"Hmm, you think so? I have to go soon."

"No problem. We'll be out again later, meeting up with someone." / "Oh, you've already made friends here?" / "No, not exactly, just getting to know each other first… There are quite a few guys our age here." / "Yeah, this city is pretty male-dominated, hmm." / "Yeah, but I also saw a few married couples with kids yesterday… So, a good mix, I'd say.".

After having breakfast together, they showered. And they were ready to head out right away. "A wine bar, hehe. What do you think about us taking a bottle and drinking it later when we're of legal drinking age?" / "I don't know, I'm not that into wine…" / "Hnhn, that's okay. Then let's go…"

The address Salomon had given the boys was further outside the city. A rural area, surrounded by forests and with little traffic. A wine bar is always a good place to meet, to have conversations, to muse… "So, here we are. That'll be $75…" / "Really that much?" / "I'm sorry…" / "It's okay, here…"

When the two entered the wine bar, Salomon was already waiting in the anteroom. There were old pictures, old furniture, but it all blended together very well. “Hey guys, nice to see you.” / “Do you often meet with fans?” / “Hmm. No, not really. But you two…you don’t seem like stuck-up teenagers. And I’d be interested to know what hurdles you had to overcome to get here.”.

Robin hesitated for a moment. “Well, if they really want to know…” / “Don’t get me wrong, I just want to get to know you better. I saw it in your eyes, this concert is really important to you. And you two…” / “we’re a couple, just so that’s cleared up. Alex is important to me.” Salomon smiled and nodded understandingly. "Mhm. Let's go upstairs, we'll have more peace and quiet to talk there.".

Together they went upstairs, where it was indeed less hectic than downstairs. “So, what connects you two?” Salomon asked. “Well, quite a lot…” Alexander and Robin told him about their relationship, how it had begun, and how they spent practically every day together and were inseparable. And then the topic of the vacation came up, the vacation on which the accident had happened.

They recounted how it all happened and how Alexander never left his side after the accident. "You took care of him every single day, completely naturally?"/ "Yes, but it really took its toll on me sometimes. At some point, I hit rock bottom…"/ "I can imagine. You wait every day for a sign and always have that uncertainty hanging over you."

The boys recounted everything that had happened, including the day Robin woke up and had to undergo so many therapies. "You guys have really been through a lot, especially you, Alex, you were always there for him…" His expression turned a little sadder. "And what about you? Why aren't you together anymore?"/"You're really interested in that, aren't you? Well…" Salomon sat down, and Robin, wanting to rest his legs for a bit, also settled into one of the armchairs…

"As you know, things aren't always above board in the music industry. But we always worked properly. Elijah only had some pretty low points now and then, especially when success was limited, for example, when the albums didn't sell well. I didn't really mind that; I never pressured him. And when he couldn't come up with any lyrics himself anymore and had no more ideas, I hired someone."

"That's possible? That someone else writes lyrics?" / "Sure, producers do that too… Not everything comes from the artist's pen. They read it, try it out, and say whether they want to sing the song or not." / "Okay, so not all the songs were his own. Well, it's not a big deal, is it?" / "No. the person I hired couldn't sing, but he was good at writing and composing lyrics." / "Okay, but what happened that made your relationship fall apart?"

“Well, at some point he didn't like the idea of ​​someone else writing the lyrics anymore. But he hadn't even tried it himself anymore. I wanted to encourage him to just give it a go. We even went on vacation together. But when we got back, the relaxation was over, and it all started again. He was constantly in a bad mood. And then… well, I let myself go because it was all too much for me sometimes.” / “What do you mean, 'let myself go'?”.

"I don't know if I can tell you that…" Alexander looked at Salomon, his head tilted and an eyebrow raised. "You know everything about us now, Mr. Taylor, so…" Salomon looked at the two of them. He knew that what had happened wasn't really meant for their ears. But he hadn't spoken to anyone about it in a long time. The boys seemed very grown-up to him. Then he continued. "I was in the office one evening, I'd had a few drinks, and our clerk was there too."

``` “We were talking, and I took my frustration out on him, just verbally, of course he couldn’t help it… But he calmed me down…” Salomon made a hesitant gesture. And Robin seemed to realize where this was all going. “Wait a minute… did you…?” “Hmm, yeah—and meanwhile, Elijah burst into the office… well, and a few days later it was over. I really wanted to make things work between us, it was just a one-night stand.” / “Oh man!”.

Salomon was clearly uncomfortable with the whole thing, but he didn't want to hide it any longer. "Now you know the real reason why we broke up." / "You cheated on him, even if it was just that one time…" / "That was it, really. I've never done anything like that before. Like I said, I wanted to get things back on track between us, but he couldn't forgive me." / "Understandable, and he's probably still struggling with that today…" / "Yes, definitely. But I know he actually loves his music more than anything.".

"Well, when we met him, he looked anything but cheerful and motivated for the stage. We know he's always a bit melancholic, and that's also evident in his lyrics. We haven't heard anything new from him yet, no new album, he just plays the old songs…"/ "I know…" Salomon lowered his gaze. He knew that it was partly his fault that Elijah didn't feel ready to go back on stage at the moment.

After a few seconds of shared silence, Alexander continued. “I can kind of understand his behavior. I didn’t touch my keyboard for a long time either, because Robin was in a coma… Only after I was completely distraught and my mother talked to me did I get it out again…” / “Hmm. You guys are really extraordinary. I’d love to hear some of your music sometime.” / “Maybe you should take care of Elijah first.” Salomon looked at the two of them alternately. Then he nodded and stood up.

"I can try, of course, but… It might be difficult. He kicked me out after we broke up, I doubt he wants to see me… However, I still have a key to his place…" / "Well, if I'd caught my boyfriend sleeping with someone else, I'd probably feel the same way. But… Maybe you could be his manager again…" / "Right now, I'm not one, for anyone. Hmm, let's go outside for some fresh air, okay?"…

To be continued…

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