I'm having a rough week, nerd. *drops URL at your doorstep*
FUCKING BLAKE
FUCKING BLAKE, THO
THIS ASSHOLE. THIS A S S H O L E
I love him more than I love anyone, in any capacity. My heart will always go doki doki for this pretentious fucker, okay. He is, at this point, my longest-held friend. Because I’ve only recently, in the past few years, learned how to appropriately socialize with people. All those things most normal people learn as a child and in middle school? Nah, man. I didn’t talk to people outside a small group of fucked up people, so I didn’t learn how to be a normal person and interact with people in a non-manipulative/fucked up way until like two years ago.
(I’m still not perfect and I’m still learning)
And Blake has fucking sat there through it all, like a fucking champ (probably because I was years behind in this development and he is years younger than I am, so we were kind of like…even-ish.)
And I fucking love him for it.
But, dude, is he fucking pretentious. BUT IN THE BEST OF WAYS, HOLY SHIT
Like, yeah, he’s a little judge-y on other people and their opinions, but he’s witty and sharp as fuck, so when he says something about it, ITS FUCKING HILARIOUS AND YOU’RE OKAY WITH IT
AND THIS MOTHER FUCKER
DUDE
HE CAN FUCKING WRITE OKAY
I AM SOMETIMES EMBARRASSED BECAUSE HIS WRITING HAS GROWN EXPONENTIALLY FASTER AND BETTER THAN MINE
I FEEL LIKE A FUCKING THIRTEEN YEAR OLD PLUCKING AROUND AT MY KEYBOARD TRYING TO ROLEPLAY WITH AN ADULT (which is funny because that’s how it used to be with us, but reverse…and now we’re both adults, but I still don’t feel like one. JEEZUS BLAKE, YOU ARE OLDER NOW THAN I WAS WHEN WE FIRST MET OKAY)
I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS FOR BLAKE AND ABOUT BLAKE AND I COULD SPEW ON AND ON FOREVER IN CAPS LOCKS, SCREAMING INTO THE ABYSS OF THE INTERNET, BUT IT WOULD NEVER EVER TOUCH ALL THE THINGS HE HAS MEANT TO ME OVER THE YEARS
HE WILL BE SOMETHING GREAT.
HE’S ALREADY FUCKING GREAT.
AND I’M GLAD TO KNOW HIM.
