#rocketfictive

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why is our bad leg the leg that i actually have in canon/headspace. i keep Eating Shit via falling On My Face because i lean on our bad leg because i forget we HAVE the other one.

-rocket , phighting , fictive . #sixerspeaks

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quill, wherever you are i want you to know how much i appreciate you and the rest of the guardians. youre my best friend and you risked a lot for me, you all did.

i know i was a bit of an insufferable asshole at times (most times probably) but i want to say, genuinely, thank you for sticking by my side.

i never said it to your face but you mean a lot to me. i tried to push you away because i was scared i would lose you all, my only family. but thank you for accepting me, understanding me, and fighting by my side.

i wish that wherever you went when you returned to earth you found someplace you could properly call home, just as i called the guardians my home.

i know this was addressed to quill but if there are any other guardians reading this: i love you all. thank you for everything.

- rocket (guardians of the galaxy fictive) (#🚀⭐)

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It’s so stupid to front so often and still miss home

That’s where I felt the most at home at least and I’ll never have it back because it wasn’t real

- Rocket (Phighting) (Fictive)

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So like I never first handedly experienced being treated like a fictional character until a few days ago

It was pretty tame and in mostly a joking manner because I realized I’m bi like a few months ago and Swocket is pretty popular (the realization and ship ISNT correlated btw) ship in the fandom so I’ll make like “boykisser” jokes about me

I actually am bi with a pref for women but I do still like men

I also have source memories of my sword which aren’t very pleasant memories? Idk my opinion on my sword is very complicated it was “I hate you” for a little bit but now I’m calmed down because it wasn’t real perse

So when I was telling my friends about follower sword (which my sword became) I got called gay

Now this can be for one of two reasons

The one time I mentioned my sword to them

The Sword fictive we have that I’ve jokingly flirted with in a “hi pookie” way it’s a mutual thing it’s fun

But if it’s for my follower sword (not our sword) I’ll be slightly miffed about it

Things didn’t end on great terms for us and he wasn’t very well

-Rocket (Fictive) (Phighting)

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Return of the Rocket Fictive

I’m gonna say fuck it and say this but it’s weird having limbs I didn’t have for a bit again

And also for them to be in pain 70% of the time like for not reasons you think (we just have really fucked up joints chat)

I apparently do this walk that my headmates dubbed “The Rocket Walk” where I’ll ‘limp’ my first step on my bad leg because I’m used to it being weaker and then be fine because - hey why are you doing that? You’re leg is fine stupid

Same thing happens with my arm but not as often

-Rocket (Phighting) (Fictive)

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also I’m bored and looked through the ask games tag thing and saw someone mention smells

A LOT OF SMELLS TRIGGER A LOT OF US I’ll obvi stick with positive but negative triggers happen too (bcus trauma and shit)

Personally for me it’s my favorite scent Into The Night and also our deodorant sometimes because it smells like our dad and he’s a positive figure to me

I know it’s a gamble but sometimes Strawberry Pound Cake can cause our subspace to at least be co-con. But it also is a positive smell for an old host, a slingshot fictive, and a few other non fictive alters.

We have this emergency smell for a Katana fictive too that’s like “if you need help use this” type of thing - no actual clue if it works btw but I do it’s their favorite smell. Like positive triggers aren’t always a guarantee for us like negatives can be.

Car exhaust is also a pos trigger for some of us too

- Rocket (Fictive) (Phighting)

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You know fuck THAT ONE PARTICULAR COIL FROM MY SOURCE

No other

Just that one

-Rocket (Fictive) (Phighting)

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Dear Zuka,

Hey old man. I know you don’t really exist, but I like to think like you did at one point in time. I miss you damn near every day, some more so than others. I just wanted to thank you for putting up with my shit. I know I wasn’t the easiest teenager/new spawn/whatever you want to call it. I know I got in fights a lot and broke a lot of things. I can’t ever be thankful enough for giving protection to a situation I couldn’t avoid.

I had a dream about you last night, it was insanely out of character. Like holy shit. I even knew it then. But I just wanted to pretend for a moment that you were real. It was nice, but now I’m just kind of sad today.

Even if you never existed, I hope you’re doing well without me. I hope the shop isn’t too dull. I hope Medkit is fine just seeing you. I hope The Broker and Darkheart aren’t bothering you too much. I hope Sword is better.

I don’t care if I’m making wishes for people who never were real, I just want to pretend for a moment they were.

- Rocket (fictive)

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