#rogerkin

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"Take your AZT." It became this weird sentence that meant "I love you."

"Take your AZT" said over coffee when he knew I was avoiding the little pill next to my mug.

"Take your AZT" as he held it out, watching my hand reach out from underneath the blanket I'd hidden under, depression eating at my body.

"Take your AZT" while I accepted food I didn't want to eat for a body that didn't want to live with a mind that just wanted things to stop.

"Did you take your AZT?" on days where he knew I hadn't. Days where I was up, moving around, not curled in with nausea like I was some days.

Pill bottle shoved in my hands when we'd fight about it. "I don't want my friend dying on me." The one time we kissed during the argument and you had to correct yourself awkwardly to 'boyfriend'.

Miss you, Mark. I shouldn't, I think, miss the circumstances of the relationship that we built but I do.

Roger (RENT) #💡💔

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hey! i dunno if six or anyone else is out there, cus i mean... i don't think little nightmares is prime kin territory tm? but i'm sorry! super sorry! i didn't mean to, uh, send so many people to their deaths! ~roger (the janitor)

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Sometimes a family can be an alien, a fish, and their homunculus/alien son. (Seriously though I really miss rogu and klaus) -roger (American Dad)

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me, feeling validated as a feminine trans man because canon Roger is always seen as male despite dressing femininely sometimes: :) me, remembering Seth McFarlane (one of the creators of my source) is transphobic: :( - Roger (American Dad)

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i was questioning roger from everymanhybrid and then got a memory of me losing a tooth while hunting for mothman. i have kinfirmed now! (#💫☀️💫)

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MPC, also tag with drug use/sobriety smth along those lines.

I just keep thinking about how Mark, early on in my withdrawals and after April… you know… About how he put up with so much from me. My anger, my outbursts, my screaming and shouting and throwing things. He was there through all of it. Just held me when I was so exhausted and felt so miserable. Rocked me in his arms, helped me clean up when I’d been sick, made sure I was taking my methadone when I was getting clean, my AZT when I finally had it prescribed. He visited me in rehab when I was allowed visitors. He just… he was so good to me. I don’t think I deserved it most of the time.

I dunno where I’m going with this. I miss you, man. I miss you more than I thought I ever could. This has never been a strong kin but I think it’s coz I’ve been working on some writing for some fics and it’s focused a lot on my journey and our lives together.

...Did you know in the NYTW version, during Goodbye Love, there’s this exchange between us?

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MARK: Why’s it easier to return to a friend than to burn with a lover til the end?

ROGER: Not as much to lose.

[…]

MARK: Anything you need in Santa Fe?

ROGER: I’ll be fine. Make your film.

MARK: Okay… Love you. Call.

ROGER: Love you too.

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Like, I know I’m clutching at straws here. I know I am. But that was… I think that was when I knew I loved you.

Roger (RENT) #💡💔

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the very sudden realization that in the Roger canon i have where i'd flirt sooooo hard with Mark because it was funny to fluster him, i was asexual which made it even funnier because he'd be like, "Rog, you can't just start something you have no intention of finishing" like sorry bro but i'll stop doing it when you stop turning as red as your ginger hair

Roger (RENT) #💡💔

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Little buzzed but at karaoke night with friends and y’all I got a stranger to be the Mimi to my Roger for Light My Candle and I’ve never had so much fun 😭 it was like she was with me again oh my god Mimi Marquez, we may have broken up but girl I miss you so much

Roger (RENT) #💡💔

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