I want to platonic cuddle with someone at home right now. I'm so desperate to be touched by someone who actually cares. The urge to invite one of my work gal friends over so I won't be alone is strong. I feel like at least one of them would come by if they know just how down in the dumps I am. But I also kinda just want to go into bed. Idk. This feels unhealthy tbh. For the record I am *not* intending to hurt myself.
-30 min later-
I just spent half an hour trying tonlyre a kitten out from under a car. I heard sacred meowing outside my window and saw a tiny disheveled black cat. In the 30 seconds it took me to get outside, it was gone. Then I started hearing the sounds from under one of the cars but when I looked under, I couldn't see it. I'm scared it's stuck somewhere and idk what to do
