You guys have no clue how much of a rollercoaster my day was (I know I have no follows but I need to yell into the void somewhere).
So at the moment I’m doing an internship at a school because of university and I was supposed to go to a lecture that was part of it (otherwise the internship wouldn’t be acknowledged). This lecture was held in different groups and mine was supposed to be last Thursday. I missed it because I thought these lectures only started in March and tried for the last week to get into one of the other lectures, contacting the other lecturers. Today the man responsible for this whole thing wrote back and told me I had to repeat the internship next year. I was super sad and had to tell my mentor at school the news, and was prepared to tell my parents (which caused my anxiety to spike to all heavens).
Just now I received a mail from the same man that after reconsidering it, one of the lecturers would take me on.
Now I’m again near crying but this time happy tears 🙃