Hello everyone!! Don’t mind me as I like all your posts as I catch up on some xcellent reading material. I’m Paige, an Aquarius and it’s way too early for me to be fangirling this much about this beautiful RP but here I am anyways #anarchy. Under the cut’s the stuff I wrote about Ellie on my app so it’ll give y’all some fun, scattered info on her & her pretentious coffee order vibe. My #1 fave about the Romantics is that they’re all inter-connected fehufhu and I can’t wait to plot out all the rels with you guys. She may be petty, she be a lil uptight, she may love to repress her Feelings*TM* but Ellie has a heart big enough to love every one of your babes, promise.
Her task bio is coming up too!! I’m open to any and all connections (she has the #bff whomst she loves to talk shit w/ Ezra & her #1 frenemy Hana) for friends, lovers, someone she tutored whether they liked it or not, did she paint you like one of her french girls?, first kisses, prom dates *eye emojis* etc etc ... I’ll keep brainstorming but !! I’m so excited to be here<33
When I think about Eleanor, I image she never wears quite the same outfit twice and she draws inspiration from Old Hollywood but also Cher Horowitz. She curls and pins her hair as if it’s the 1940s and wears a shade of red lipstick that Peggy Carter would be proud of. Her shoes coordinate with her nail polish and she owns an abundance of old new things. Talking shit with Ezra and her frenemyship with Hana makes me think she can be really #petty but always with a smile and yet she’d still be so offended if you were to say anything too mean back. Like, how dare?
More On Ellie
Every time someone calls her ‘Ellie’, her heart honestly just flutters. She always loved the nickname because it felt like something special that those who loved her and knew her had adopted. To stop herself from missing them so much- her friends, The Romantics- she tried to leave it behind her, insist she didn’t like it when she aimed to recreate herself in a new city, but she does like it. She’s an Ellie at heart.
Has always loved to take charge and organize whenever possible. She was the obvious choice as the head of any committee, the worst one to get paired against on debate team and she was the most no-nonsense, pain in the butt, tutor ever. Highlighters, sticky notes and day planners are still her three favourite things and she can fill sheet after sheet with notes in perfect cursive. She has a practical mind and there isn’t anything that can’t be fixed by making a list.
Planned out her whole life from the moment she could hold a pen. There’s a 5, 10 and 15 year plan that she refuses to deviate from and if you ask her, yes everything is going exactly the way she wanted, thanks! But that’s not really true. She tells herself her job is a stepping stone but she’s still picking up green juice for her boss and being ignored by those she needs to impress. She tells herself that she’s happy and progressing and taking the safe, pre-planned course but some days she just wishes she could throw it all out and take a chance on one of her passion passions like painting or poetry.
Agreeing to this roadtrip was…a lot for her (the no shoes rule? Everyone better be in socks!). For one, she's not not brought her hands-free just in case there’s an emergency back at the office and for another, a bus? Really? Her actual funds (though she has been an avid saver) might not reflect her five star attitude but that won’t stop her from turning her nose up at it all. Who wants to share a room? Or drive everywhere? Where will all her shoes go? Still, the part of her that feels lost and trapped in current life (and all that wine, jeez) had her saying yes anyway.
Sometimes she feels so out of place in this time. She longs for something else that she can’t quite explain; it’s more, she knows that much. But she’s also horribly aware most nights that she’ll never be able to have everything she wants, or see everything there is, or paint in a colour that no one else has before and it makes her feel so small sometimes. It’s like she can see the immensity of it all in an ocean of never-ending possibility and outcomes and she suddenly can’t swim.
Looks like a cinnamon roll, will actually kill you.
Likes: pink, vinyl, tartan print, venti caramel lattes with one pump of syrup, froyo, being on time, lists, colour-coordination, cheap wine in expensive bottles, painting, art galleries, being right, judging other people for #petty shit and shit-talking, Instagram, jazz, Audrey Hepburn, black and white movies
Dislikes: having to express her Feelings*TM*, chipped nail polish, anything tacky or cheesy, internet slang, instant coffee, being called out, feeling lonely, paint clumps, no hot water, mis-matched bedding, overthinking
hello everyone, I'm Tyler and I'm here to fuck shit up. currently between jobs but otherwise a daycare attendant looking to get a degree in the field so I can get a better wage for my work. I do doll restorations and customization in my spare time so if y'all want to see what that's all about hmu. otherwise all that's left to do is to introduce my version of Wyatt!
Carries a beat up iPod with him everywhere, filled with songs of decades past, most of which he had to convert from record to .mp3 by himself. Always up for sharing a bud with curious ears, if anyone wants to hear what kind of music he listens to. Definitely an old-school rock type of guy, down to the greaser look. Catch him tapping his foot and nodding his head to Elvis when he has some time to himself.
Sometimes Wyatt feels like the was born in the wrong decade, feeling a strong attachment to the 1950′s. He’s aware that there are many perks to being a young adult in the 21st century, but rose coloured lenses have him dreaming himself away to a different time. He’d like to think he would have made something of himself if he’d been born back then.
Since he was very small, his mother had always meant the world to him. If he could make her smile, that was his good deed for the day and he could go to bed knowing that he’d accomplished something. He originally started his criminal tendencies to help her out, to make her happy when he brought home flowers or a new lipstick for her. It shook his entire world when she died, and he’s always felt like a piece of him died with her, leaving a hole behind that he’s unsure how to fill. He’s pretty sure Dylan and her father saved him from a bad fate.
Currently he is a Sound Technician working by contract at various events. It’s not uncommon for him to come home with a little more in his pockets than what was there when he left to do the job. Since he’s just a contractor, income isn’t exactly stable after all. His side “job” is to relieve people of belongings they’re surely not going to miss. Such as wheel trims, GPS devices, and similar.
that’s it for now but feel free to ask any questions if you want to know more! otherwise I’m open for plotting with all of you even though I don’t have any wc’s right now!
I’m going to control myself and keep this brief and to the point, but also i’ll probably fail so apologies in advance. G’day! I’m Aimee! Your local bush turkey from down under. I have a tenancy to overuse Australian slang, so totally pull me up on it. ALSO I COMMUNICATE IN CAPS A LOT.
Things to know about me, i’m 22, a Libra, and i’m a teaching assistant. I work with preschool age, so I know ever bad knock knock joke in the book. I’m super excitable and always down to plot, or even just chat. Don’t stress about my timezone, I always get on at funky hours anyway.
Things to know about Jesse:
He’s the king of ‘I don’t give a fuck’
A sarcastic charmer, who hates the world but would also save a duck from oncoming traffic.
He’s actually kind of smart, but never tried in school. He would have sooner lit up in class, than done the assignments. So people probably assume he isn’t intelligent, but in reality he is.
Can actually be kind nice once you get past his million and one walls.
Jesse is super moody and it can flip rather quickly. He likes to pretend that he doesn’t have feelings or emotions, but he’s almost overloaded with them. But just because his mood is ever changing doesn’t mean he talks about his feelings. Because that’d be crazy.
His family fell apart when Jesse’s mother had an affair with Sebastian’s father. Jesse’s own dad taking off, and he never heard a peep from him.
At school Jesse would get into physical altercations with other students, including his step brother.
A few months after graduation, Jesse grabbed his bags and left home. Moving to Hawaii, in hopes of starting a new life on beautiful beaches, with people he didn't know. The appeal of a tourist driven location, where he never had to see the same people twice. He lived in a beach shack, got a job bar tending & had a string of short lived relationships.
He makes a mean cocktail, and has a habit of having five drinks too many on a regular basis.
Jesse did a bit of digging and discovered his father resided in New York, he spent six months in the big apple trying to reconnect with the man. The two worked through some of their issues and are now on good terms. Though Jesse hasn't told anyone that they've spoken.
After returning from New York, Jesse enrolled in university to study Civil Engineering in hopes of making a better life for himself. Within three months, he dropped out due to lack of motivation and general dislike for the rules and regulations of study.
Jesse had isolated himself from his friends and family, totally detaching them from his new life. His own mother doesn't even know more than the fact he now resides in Hawaii.
Jesse has done more than a few trips to lock up for petty crimes and public nuisance. Having owed large sums of money to bail bondsman, he's come out of numerous encounters with a scar or two.
Getting twisted up with bail bondsman and various other dangerous people left Jesse hospitalised for a month with multiple injuries, including severe damage to his right hand. He now has uncontrollable tremors and difficulty using that hand to it's full capacity.
Still you’ll find him having a hushed phone conversation to the men who grow increasingly more impatient with Jesse.
Some wanted connections???:
A Good Influence - So most of the time Jesse doesn’t care and is a mess of reckless and rebellious, which never ends well. It could be past or present, just someone who can get to him and tell him when he’s being a little shit.
Previously close friend - Someone he was really close with in high school, that he could actually open up to and generally cared about. They could have kept in touch when Jesse moved away.
Someone he bumped in while in Hawaii - Literally anything could have happened.
Night pal - Pretty much just someone who he’d party, drink and do stupid shit with.
This is all I can think of for now, just honestly for connections just hit me up, and i’m open to absolutely anything. I’m just so excited to be here, and plot with y’all.
hello! i’m heather, i played keaton in the last round of the romantics and i literally couldn’t be more excited to do so again. i do plan to set up pages about him and his connection to all the others, but the rp happens to be opening during a very busy week (i’m working more hours than usual, my birthday is thursday, and family reunion on saturday). but here’s a start:
keaton, my boy, my love. keaton dhami, who i headcanon doesn’t have a middle name. for reasons neither him or i understand.
(TRIGGER WARNING) keaton’s parents are drug addicts, who were likely high during his conception right on through his birth. keaton’s father was still passed out on the ground when he was born, his mother probably wouldn’t have been there if she didn’t have to be.
keaton was born prematurely.
keaton has a minor heart defect, which has never had an actual impact thus far, as well as ADHD.
keaton is allergic to bees, and is supposed to carry an epi-pen but sometimes neglects to do so.
the first instrument keaton learned to play was the drums, which he learned by watching his father play and teaching himself.
neither of keaton’s parents knew how to drive, do he didn’t learn right away and took a few years before getting his license (he has it now, though)
keaton’s worst memories growing up are of musicial performances in school, when he’d scour the crowd for his parents’ faces but they were never there (his friends likely always went, though)
keaton can play quite a few instruments, his most practiced being drums and guitar, and he doesn’t mind singing either.
keaton drinks, and smokes both cigarettes and weed. but, he has never used any drugs. he fears that addiction runs in his family, and as soon as he starts he’ll never stop.
keaton has never had a pet, but he loves animals.
keaton only went to school to see his friends and spend time in the band room, his band teacher made a deal that if keaton did well in school he could spend as much time there as he wanted which made keaton strive for better grades.
there were nights when keaton would stay in the band room until the janitors kicked him out
fairly frequently, keaton’s parents would disappear completely. keaton would occasionally have to crash with a friend, or break into his house through a window.
keaton has written a song about the romantics, laurel, and gemma. he doesn’t play these songs, and no one has ever heard them aside from himself.
keaton has a few tattoos, the first was a stick and poke which is super ugly but has some good memories to go with it
connections/plot ideas.
someone who taught keaton how to drive, maybe? or maybe someone who’s parents offered to help him so they learned together or something (TAKEN BY CASSIDY & CARMEN)
someone that helped keaton keep his grades up, so that keaton could continue spending time in the band room practicing. (TAKEN BY CARMEN, but open to someone else as well)
someone that let keaton stay with them when his parents were missing for a while. keaton would probably never open up and admit to needing help or why he needed help, he’d probably ask to hang out and casually fall asleep there (but your character would likely know his background and would be able to put two and two together). (TAKEN BY NATALIE, but could be open to someone else as well)
a neighbor? maybe one of the romantics lived across the street or next door.
can all the romantics go get a matching tattoo sometime?? thanks
someone that gave keaton his first tattoo, this would likely be a very bad, stick and poke tattoo that they probably did while drunk or something.
literally everyone just message me and we can figure things out
sup kiddos, drama queen here to shine her lil heart off. julie michelle ricardo simon. y’all gonna regret it when she’s winning an oscar for being a fake hoe.
meanwhile, i am luna and i am mild and mediocre. i switch between gmt / gmt+8 but time is a construct bc my awake hours make zero sense, anyway. down to business:
background
mama simon was a teenage troublemaker, but was placated by julie’s arrival. baby daddy went east and never looked back. the two moved around until they returned to ashland when julie was five. julie’s mother remarried her stepfather whom she cherishes.
somehow passed her high school classes and somehow nabbed a spot at SOU. she was happy to major in theatre until it was too...cerebral. she was passionate about performing, destined to do so and had a deep deep desire to be a star. she took a semester off to recuperate from the stress of laurel & a new place, but just ended up never going back.
her mom wouldn’t have any of that. julie just returned home, taking care of her siblings and doing low-effort side-hustles like dog walking & handing out flyers (nvm that shit is tiring). she eventually decided to educate herself & took a job at the video store, borrowing movies and shows. she is sad to find that it’s now been closed down.
she would drive down to LA for auditions. no one she knew there realised she lived all the way in oregon. julie loved the hollywood nightlife (perhaps, a little too much) and also adored the cute sunshine californian ‘social influencer’ life.
high school
julie didn’t do a whole lot of performing until the eve of high school. a life-changing musical theatre summer camp gave her focus & she’s never looked back.
a whole smorgasbord of extra-curriculars for her. cheerleading until she quit. debating until she didn’t want to read. choir until she didn’t like singing that much. she was very much a social floater, but wanted to make her presence known.
laurel’s passing...passed. julie failed to understand why such a thing could happen. for it to be laurel of all people, at her age, and to go out like that? julie didn’t find her significant, just derek’s twin really. she was quieter and predictable, but they were both ambitious dreamers. laurel left a hole way bigger than julie is willing to admit.
connections
you know who’s gonna sing musical theatre songs all trip? this girl. so you? ur allowed to harmonise, be the back up singer. this bitch is the main.
who’s gonna be her instagram photographer? she keeps her online presence so that she looks like a legit valley girl, omfg someone murder her.
she’ll pick a fight with anyone. present beefs for the smallest shit like not cleaning up to bigger fundamental problems or past rivalries even though julie has nothing to offer. she’s the the walking manifestation of too big for your boots.
someone she accidentally shares the secret of her real occupation to. it’s a pretty big thing to bear & she wants to hide it. will this person support her? or use it against her?
friends: julie is not reliable. she’s fun and says funny shit sometimes. however, her world view is everything in relation to herself. it feels like she uses people occasionally, but she’s not willingly manipulative. she doesn’t mean malice and wants the best for the ones she loves. and she loves big, wholeheartedly, and widely — wanting those close to her to succeed and flourish.
feel like she’s possessive af which is an interesting trait to play with!
headcanons from my app
She hates La La Land with a passion. Ask her about it, and she’ll deem it a bad musical and a cringey representation of what it’s like in LA. Secretly, she’s watched a dozen times and has to physically force herself not to sing along to the soundtrack.
Julie was engaged to an entertainment executive three years ago. He only had connections in music, and even got an opportunity for Natalie. She keeps men on their toes and he had enough of her. Julie is alluring enough to be wifey material but she’s not committed to being a wife.
Failing audition after audition has been really hard on her emotional well-being. If anyone asks, it’s been going great and she’s making just the progress. In fact, even better! (a complete lie). She needs a break from Hollywood, inching to feel some real America — not the one that’s being mass-produced on the screen.
She really wants children and considered being a teacher when she was younger. Her dream is to marry an older Hollywood producer who’ll cast her in films and she’ll fuck the male lead behind his back. She thinks that she’s over the dating part of the Romantics because she finds it childish and she wants to move past that to grow up. Because she’s good with kids, she might end up as a drama teacher. As cruel as it sounds though, she thinks that would only be an option if she was a failure.
Julie has always been apolitical. A girl who wasn’t a feminist in the past. Now, she has her own stories that could fit in the Time’s Up movement. Laws aren’t in favour of sex workers like her. When she becomes famous, she’ll be more publicly outspoken about issues.
heyy all :3 i'm B and it's been a minute since i did this tumble rp thing. i mainly stick to a harry potter board because i'm a huge hp fan. anyway, i'm awkward and not good at introducing myself because what is there even to say? i like bubble baths and don't like long walks on the beach because there might be people there. life is better in pajamas. um i eat too many sweets lbr.
enough randomness about me and some about my little j (if that makes you think of anything ily)
it was just her and her dad growing up. her mom left when she was little but her dad did such a good job of being there that she never really felt the loss.
sees the best in people, wanting to believe in the good, but this sometimes causes her to be a little oblivious to the bad.
can't bake to save her life, though, she still tries but on the plus side she decorates like a boss. her creations look like they belong on the shelves of a bakery, just don't taste them.
has a pinterest board for everything. she loves diy projects and crafts.
worries she’s going to end up an old lady with fifty cats but at least the two she takes care of now won't be lonely.
has nothing figured out. not even joking, she is all over the place, changing her mind about what she wants to do with herself about ten times a day.
sometimes confuses lust for love or at least chooses to believe its more when it’s not. But don’t worry she’s not some creepy, you have to love me because we kissed or else die chick. she just loves love, the big romance in books and movies and dreams of having that for herself one day. is sadly naive enough to believe she’s found it several times over only to find out the person wasn’t who they portrayed themselves to be.
prone to poor life and romantic choices and second or third chances that never should’ve happened.
always down to try new things or just be that person who will go along with someones dumb plan because why not. she doesn’t want to miss out on things and her impulsiveness can sometimes get her into ridiculous and/or disastrous situations.
loves her friends, is always there for them because supportive is basically her middle name. she's like that gum on the bottom of your shoe you just can't get rid of.. sorry kids, you're stuck with her.
so idk i made her a pinterest board (i’m still adding stuff) if you want to get more of a feel for her. i feel like she was that friend people could trust with their problems, she’s always been a better listener than talker, you know? connections are something i’m trying to come up with but i’m so open to anything :3
Hi everyone. Marv here and I’m of course playing Ezra. prepare for a character who will be a huge comedic relief in a blunt way. i’m open for all plots and connections. I’m ready for a fun yet a ride full of angst.
-ezra has always grown up wanting attention because he never got enough as a child as his parents are older and preferred to just give him money and whatever he wanted.
-his relationship with his parents are close, but they were more friends than parents.
- realized he was gay in middle school. came out immediately and no one was surprised. he’s always been in a string of bad relationships because he’s naturally attracted to people who give him any kind of attention which usually ends up being a facade
- always struggled with keeping friends from a young age due to not being able to keep his mouth closed and getting easily annoyed with others.
- ezra is known for acting out irrationally when sober and drunk. he values any form of attention whether it be positive or negative. he’s also known for being crafty and blunt to an extreme sense.
- started drinking around high school mostly as an act to piss off his parents, but they always just got him out of trouble without doing anything so he kept doing it and enjoyed it so much it continued.
-known for drunk texting his true feelings and fears because he keeps that shit in when he’s sober.
- once you get close with him, you see an entirely different person who is caring and is the way he is because of how he was raised.
- ezra works as a waiter. his parents pay all his bills and cover whatever expenses but the side-job is something to do and prevents him from being called completely spoiled.
- he doesn’t flaunt how rich he is openly but most people can tell because of his alcohol and drug intake.
- loves travel so jumped at the chance of traveling on the bus. he’s the kind of guy that would suggests climbing a mountain without gear, jumping off a cliff into a body of water, etc. he’s an adventurous guy who doesn’t fear death or injury in the slightest (and has broken several bones because of it).
That’s all I have for now. let me know if you’d like to plot :).
here are some possible connections i’ve thought of at the moment at the moment:
friends with benefits - he’s gay so it has to be a boy. this plot can go in many directions whither it be positive or negative. ezra is a sexual person who often can get upset and then realize he needs intimacy, and again that’s another great means of plotting.
past friends - ezra i would imagine has lost friends along the way because he’s acted a certain way or done some kind of harm. this plot can involve ezra being a shitty friend or even letting his lifestyle ruin it in some way. this can also be on good terms and they just grew apart because ezra never grew out of his way.
nature buddy - i couldn’t think of a name. this is a person that ezra is always pulling to do dumb things with. this person loves going on hikes with him, doing stuff like climbing trees or climbing things. i thought this would be a good plot to get to know ezra and your character.
experiment - this can be a straight male character who maybe experimented with ezra and maybe realized they weren’t interested in men after. this can also be a character who is gay now and realized their sexuality after sleeping with ezra or doing something such as making out with him. ezra could have even had a crush on this character in the past.
drinking partner - ezra loves to drink, and your character is the one he pulls whenever he wants to take shots or pull for a drunken dance session. they can have great nights that can be plotted out in different ways.
i’m not all that great at these things so stick with me here or tell me to get a hold of my crazy ass self, either would be appreciated. anyways, i’m here bringing you greyson matthews and i hope i can do him as much justice as he deserves but also i hope he goes through all the pain because i can’t help myself. that being said, my names axel and i’m garbage.
greyson have always had a rough relationship with his parents. his mother left him and his father when he was eight years old and to top it off, she left the morning of his eighth birthday. the whole situation caused greyson to have abandonment and trust issues pretty early on. he was faced with some harsh realities at a age that he probably shouldn’t be.
his father didn’t treat him right, his father hardly took care of himself because of the heartbreak he felt when his wife left him and it made it almost impossible for a guy that didn’t know how to take care of himself anymore take care of an eight year old son. his father also blamed grey for practically anything and everything because it was easier for him to put blame rather than dealing with his feelings.
greyson learned pretty quickly that he didn’t have a parent he could talk to. he couldn’t talk to his dad about happy things in his life, sad things, or anything in between because his father really didn’t have any interest in his son. it made greyson become very closed off, he got used to not talking about himself but he also got used to taking care of his dad and ignoring everything he went through because he was afraid to say anything. he didn’t want to be a burden and that’s what he grew up feeling like.
greyson have always had a big imagination but when he got old enough to start writing and find interest in it, it became an escape for him. when he was younger he’d write a lot of make believe stories while hiding out in his room. it was like escaping his life and jumping into a better one for a while. - when he got a little older he used his writing as more of a therapy outlet, talking about everything that was in his head and how much he struggled with things. he went from make believe to very real.
even though he could be naive at times he is a realist. he sees things for how they are and he could have a pretty negative outlook on things. usually he puts his negativity and realism into his writing, that by the way he doesn’t let anyone but his best friend read. unless they don’t know he’s the one that wrote it. on the outside he would rather people see him as someone a little lighter rather than darker.
he could be a romantic and there was a time when he really was a complete romantic because he wanted something like that for himself so bad that he told himself that he couldn’t be so afraid all the time. even though saying one thing and doing it is different. he could also be naive when he’s not too much in his head. but his naivety and romantic side have lived and learned from the mistakes and now he’s more guarded.
greyson is for sure a ride or die friend if you’re friends with him. at the end of the day the guy will put his friends in front of himself and he’ll do whatever he can to be there for them. when it comes to opening up himself and letting people see different layers to him, he’s not good at that. he’d rather stay quiet about it. he has a mask he wears in front of people and he’s sticking with it because he doesn’t think anyone would like him if he said some of the things that he actually thought.
he has some major issues when it comes to self confidence or even liking and loving himself. he doesn’t love himself at all. he has a hard time believing that anyone actually likes him and he feels like he just wastes everyone’s times. he’s very anxious, he tries to hide it but he has some tells like rubbing the back of his neck too much or playing with his fingers. to explain greyson in a couple words, at least on the inside, he always feel like he’s trapped in a small space and can’t get out. he has a lot of demons in his head telling him all this shit and he’s really just a mess on the inside but he’s the type that’ll forever say “i’m fine” and wear a smile on his face so no one will bother worrying about him. let him worry about you and be there for you instead because he’s a brick wall.
that being said, even though greyson never talks about it and wants to take it to his grave. he have since he was young had bad anxiety and depression.
to lighten the mood, greyson is a nice guy. he’s got his issues and could say the wrong thing at times because who doesn’t? he’s human, but he’s a good guy. he’s always a safe bet but he’s also a little dorky and he could be clumsy and he could be sarcastic. he’s a dork ok. just know he’s a dork.
he’s got some bad habits that he picked up on once he left and all the friends parted ways. greyson struggles with himself so much and being that he never lets himself breathe and talk about the things that weigh him down so much, he has fallen into some shit he shouldn’t be in. trying to distract his own mind from everything he puts it through. he’s picked up on abusing different pills and things.
greyson works at a book store and have been for a long time but his main source of income is that he ghost writes but if anyone asked him what he did, he’d just say he works in a book shop because he doesn’t have that much confidence in his writing even though the books he had ghost wrote for people didn’t do horrible and even though everyone knows he writes and they know he’s always been the guy that said he’d want to write a book one day, he doesn’t want to get attention for it?? if that makes sense. he’s humble about it but also just doesn’t like talking about himself and doesn’t like having any kind of spotlight on him, so he’s bad at that.
you’d think he’d be good with feelings and be in touch with them being that he could write about feelings and things pretty well but greyson is the worst with his feelings when it comes to real life.
he’s the type of person that thinks he deserves the worst and when good things happen to him he has a hard time believing it and he’s always waiting for the other shoe to drop. there was a time when he wasn’t as negative as he is now but no one would really know because he’s a closed book.
aka why am i so emo and why did i make him so emo? a life story.
