By January I will only have 1 of 8 siblings (7 living) who have not married. One of my younger brothers just got married today and my youngest sister is getting married the first week of December, which leaves only my older sister just above me who’s a single mom...
She caught the bouquet today so who knows :P
I fully expect to be the only unmarried sibling pretty soon... and that doesn’t really BOTHER me exactly but it’s just a strange... thing... watching my younger siblings especially pair up and go on to have normal straight lives like I grew up picturing myself in. My youngest brother’s life baffles me, he somehow bought a house with his wife, he has a little baby, and their instagram account is just... so hipster and picture-perfect... idk.. like... how??? house???
And pretty soon the niblings will start doing it too...
I’m still over here at 1.5 years shy of 30, playing videogames and writing fanfiction when i’m not working and trying to figure out how people afford life... and cars, and sometimes I think about how some people think that life is pitiable. But right now it just feels like Mine.
But sometimes I think about how even if I wanted a Normal life, I’m not sure I could handle it. Working and being a parent and having a partner to think about... I have enough to handle just learning to take care of myself.
Somehow I became the most bachelor-y enby lol like... decorative towels?? what are THOOOOSE? Sitting on a couch surrounded by half eaten food and drink containers... having “a system” of chaos in a messy room... sleeping on a pad on the floor because why the heck would I pay for a real bed when this is comfy enough -headdesk-