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Stumbled upon some upsetting posts, so here's a quick reminder: in this blog we don't believe in narcissistic abuse or that being abusive is inherent to any personality disorder in general. Thank you.

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tw! Image contains knife

every time one of your posts scrolls across my dash for half a second i think it's this image. (/affectionate, my brain is silly sometimes)

HELP, this really is me though 😭 Exactly how I look fighting intrusive thoughts

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This is very off topic but

tomorrow I have a dentist appointment and this is nightmare for me. Zero pressure, but if you can pls pls share some positivity in notes, I need to read nice things ;-; Doesn't need to be specifically about ocd, can be anything. Thank you love you.

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i just stumbled upon and read through a lot of this blog--and i really love the space you've made here :)

how have you been? ^^

thank you so much <3

tbh not the best, but not the worst either!

you've unlocked a picture of my cat

he wishes you peace and happiness

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If there's anyone who goes to psychiatrists and therapists, how do you deal with going to a new one for the first time?

some sort of vent below

Tomorrow I'll have to go to a psych I've never been to before and there's basically almost zero info on them on the internet. And it doesn't help my worries that it's at state clinic at which years ago I went to a therapist and they've been a shitty professional who actively made everything worse for me. But this was long time ago and this psychiatrist is a completely different person so I have hopes that they would be ok. But still I'm so worried.

I know it's better to research doctors and just go to the one who seems like a better option but I don't have that choice. I don't have any money so I'm just going to the one available to me. And I can't just not go because my mental health is in shambles and I need to do something with it before it's too late for me.

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how are you doing? haven't heard from you in a bit

ow, tysm for your concern ;-; To be honest I'm not doing that great. I had a very rough month and I'm also off meds again so all of that is weighing down on me. Even today I wanted to have a nice evening for the first time in a long time and it was ruined. Thank you for this ask, again, it makes me feel a bit better knowing someone cares!

Sorry I haven't been posting much lately, I hope you understand. I actually scheduled a few posts for today though! If tomorrow won't be terrible I'll try to set up a queue.

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Very slowly building a queue and trying to answer your asks. Thank you for your patience ^^

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also forgot to say

you don't have to be sorry about sending an ask!! that's why they're open

even if I for some reason delete it instead of posting that's still okay and it doesn't bother me. if you unsure of whether you should send it or not I would rather you do than not.