Dynamics
1st, to be clear. I love my girls, and Michelle and Jenny love each other very much but it is NOT healthy. Jenny wants to give up control over her own life to someone else, to be owned and treated as the other's object? Of course she wtill wants to be seen as a human being, but her primary desire is to belong to somebody. OR at least belong WITH somebody. (more on that with her codepende to Rose)
Meanwhile Michelle, elle, needs to have control over Something in her life. She can't control the world, the way her brain functions and her feelings, but she can control her actions (somewhat). To be allowed to control another this way, to have the other at her mercy, is the best way for her to exerce this need. (although in the "good" ending she'd learn to yes, be in control, but alos learn to give up control over her own thoughts and feelings as well as Jenny, both giving up their self but in a trusting manner, instead of the current desperate one they have).
Michelle does love Jenny, but she's alos very much addicted to the way she feels when she's with her. Jenny needs to give her life to live and Michelle needs somebody elese to live. It's addicting to both. Almost to the extreme. They help eachother, but in retour they become each other's drugs.
-Others thoughts.
Charlotte.. knows they'll probably kill each other somehow, accidentally. She's happy for them, but she's known Michelle the longest. She's seen how she gets. She's happy she's happy, but she can see how it could go bad, very quickly. Perhaps it's selfish, but she'd ratehr Michelle gets to be happy and kill herself in it than decay without it. She thinks it's Something they can only figure out with each other. Of course she'd help if asked for advice, but she won't stick her nose in it as long as they're happy.
Rose. Wants to Believe they'll be good for each other, and does belive they'd be. But can also see how Michelle could self destruct, and knows that Jenny would follow suit. She also knows she can't do anything about it. Wishes the best for them. And, although she feels shameful for even thiking about it; is relieved she won't have to be feeling responsible for Jenny anymore or worry about Jenny being with somebody she doesn't know. Michelle might not be the stable lover she wishes Jenny had but she knows she'd never take advantage of Jenny's.. behaviour/extremes.
(Brief summary "not really) Michelle finally feels like she can breathe with Jenny, and Jenny wants to be suffocated by Michelle's everything. they're both self destructive but in different ways. Jenny isn't suicidal but would follow Michelle if seh wanted to commit a doucle suicide. Meanwhile, Jenny is an Anchor for Michelle (who's only saving grace is her fear of conséquences). Whihch is good, but when jenny still gives her permission for naythign she'd want to do to her again and again despite Michelle tellling her it might kill her Something flips Inside. (which is why seh decides to not get together and work it out with her therapist.) - (in another universe she takes the hand jenny offers her and while their time together is increible their shared passion ends up Killing them early)
