#open vent

[yagirlqueenie]

I was acting really weird during the eclipse, like?? Werewolf Queen weird??

[pop-step-fink]

person: yo max u okay?

me: *does a split* well i'm beyond stressed and v much behind on schoolwork due to said stress sO WILL U TAKE MAYBE AS AN ANSWER???

[yagirlqueenie]

Why not try to talk to them? I'm sure your friends would like to call you

ughhh I knoooooooooow but I’ve had a depression episode all day and interacting with people has been really hard

I’m mad at myself because some of them hardly call at all so I’m missing out

they’re probably done by now though, so it doesn’t matter, I missed out :’)

[pop-step-fink]

Ich bin nicht okay die statische ist wirklich laut, dass ich es nicht mag, warum sie gerade uns allein nicht verlassen können?

[yagirlqueenie]

I hate my url,, it’s too similar to one of my exfriend’s blog title that it’s making me sick of looking at my blog

[yagirlqueenie]

I'm sure you're friends think you're the best why dont you talk to them?

I tried talking to them in a group chat, I mention how I was sick and nobody fucking cared and they ignored my message

I’m so close to leaving because they’d never even noticed if I did and it’d hurt them less if I just went ahead and did it while they’re not watching

[yagirlqueenie]

how're ya doin' today, Emily? :D

kinda :(

there’s a lot of change happening but I’m too afraid to bring it up and I feel like a terrible person because all of this change is making me uneasy but I have to be the “110% supportive friend uwu”

I have issues dealing with change, I’ll get over these things eventually, tho… I always do