#rose talks!

[cieloclercs]

AHHHH I CANT BELIEVE IT

thank you all soooo much for 1k followers i feel so honoured 🥹🥹

i do have a little celebration planned 😏 which will hopefully be up and running by the end of the week, so stay tuned !!! and once again thank you ❤️

[cieloclercs]

i’m sorry christian horner saying checo has been a big part of red bull’s success this season sounds SO CONDESCENDING IM DYING 😭😭

[cieloclercs]

guys i’m so mad. so i’m in the pub with my family ordering food and the server comes up and says as she’s handing out the menus that the kid’s menu is at the back if we want to order off there. now i’m used to being taken as younger than i am (i’m 18), but i went and looked at the menu and it said that it was available FOR CHILDREN 12 AND UNDER. THERE IS NO WAY I LOOK THAT YOUNG

[cieloclercs]

i love when i actually start writing a fic again & then two new fic ideas immediately start distracting me from it 🤩

[cieloclercs]

right i am absolutely RAGING why are girls so bitchy and horrible for absolutely no reason UGH

(lmao this is just me ranting about friendship stuff so feel free to ignore this or wtv i just need to vent 😭)

so basically for the past two years i’ve been really close friends with this girl, she’s been a part of my friendship group for longer than even i have and at one point i genuinely valued her as one of my best friends

but just before and over gcses she started drifting from us and claiming that we pushed her out of the friendship group 😭 when she was literally the one that started hanging out with other people (which we were absolutely fine with but girl you don’t have to scapegoat us for something that you literally did 😭)

anyway long story short, she hasn’t had the easiest time to be fair to her, but even over gcses (and when she was treating us like shit) we all tried to be there for her and give her the best advice we could when she asked for it (not that she ever took it 🫠🫠) like i literally listened to her rant for HOURS and was always there for her to listen or be a shoulder to cry on whenever she needed it

but over summer she just like stopped hanging out with us completely. she told us that she wanted to be ‘friendly’ in sixth form, and we all agreed and were still really nice to her and everything even though she literally ditched us for the dodgiest people on earth (but that’s another story lmaoo) 😭

and for a while i thought everything was ok !!! like she’s been friendly with me for the most part in sixth form, UNTIL we found out that she’s been actively trying to get with my best friend’s ex boyfriend 😭 like literally right in front of her as well, she blew us off in one of our classes to go and FLIRT WITH HIM LIKE GIRL 😭

for the most part i’ve just been letting it go because i genuinely don’t think she’s worth it BUT TODAY IN SIXTH FORM ASSEMBLY she was sat with this girl (who has literally been HORRIBLE to me in the past so i already have a bit of a vendetta for that 😭) and i was a row or two behind them

and during the assembly they both kept turning around and GIVING ME THE DIRTIEST LOOKS ON EARTH AND LAUGHING AT ME !!! LIKE WHAT

WHAT HAVE I DONE

i have done nothing, like literally out of all my friends, i’m probably the one that’s been friendliest to her since we started at sixth form 😭

so yeah i’m raging basically. but i’m also kind of sad ?? even tho she’s clearly just a horrible person she was at one point one of the most important people in my life. i put so much into that friendship, and even though i didnt get a whole lot out of it from her side, i worked SO HARD to try and be there for her whenever i could

i feel like i sound really petty and childish right now but i’m actually so mad i just needed to rant 😭 i just don’t understand what I OF ALL PEOPLE have done for her to act like this to me ?? it just feels so unfair that i try my hardest to be as nice as i can to EVERYONE (even if i don’t particularly like them as a person) and then i just get ridiculed for it ?? make it make sense 😭

[cieloclercs]

I volunteered in sri lanka when i was 17 - i dont recommend it. The whole country is corrupt

yikes 😳 do you mind elaborating a bit on that? like what kind of volunteering did you do? we’re thinking of doing either english teaching or marine conservation but we haven’t decided yet

[cieloclercs]

GUYS OMG SO ME AND MY FRIENDS ARE PLANNING ON GOING VOLUNTEERING EITHER IN BALI OR SRI LANKA OVER THE SUMMER AND IVE NEVER BEEN MORE EXCITED IN MY LIFE