Jul 16
“you know i’m not one for praying, ‘cause in my book it’s… it’s the same as begging” and yet he had prayed to cas every night while searching for him in purgatory………. im gonna be SICK
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“you know i’m not one for praying, ‘cause in my book it’s… it’s the same as begging” and yet he had prayed to cas every night while searching for him in purgatory………. im gonna be SICK
being in love with dean winchester is accepting that he’s in love with a silly angel. but it’s okay because i love that silly angel too let’s all hold hands
reading john’s journal truly feels like a special kind of torture cause what do you mean you saw your SIX YEAR OLD try and comfort you and thought that meant he was ready to start handling guns.
sometimes i find myself feeling upset over watching dean explain away things john did to sam (like in bad boys, insisting it wasn’t john’s fault for him ending up where he did) before realizing ive done the Exact same thing many times before. it just became natural after a point, to take the blame away from whoever is hurting you, to insist that surely you had to have been in the wrong because why else would you have ended up in that situation
if there’s anything ill applaud the spn writing for, it is that. because it really does make it feel more… real. i feel it really brings more life to the characters, to what theyre put through
just finished watching project hail mary i am . so emotional
once more thinking abt connecting dean to twenty one pilots songs. drum show immediately feels Obvious but downstairs also feels like it can suit him… cottonwood… tally… backslide, vignette, snap back…
rattling in my cage because i wanna write for spn so bad but there’s a part of my brain that’s like noooo you must finish Everything Properly first . smth smth must consume it all and hold as much knowledge as possible
this is probably so silly but man theres like. smth oddly comforting abt castiel. usually, i find characters that are so heavily connected to religion in some type of way to often feel off putting, mainly cause of my own personal experiences with religion, but…
cas feels so comforting. i even see parts of myself in him, parts i struggled with for so long when i was younger because i felt so guilty for having doubts, for ever considering going down a different thought process than my parents