#rou rants

[roulette-sys]

I'm a bad and problematic person to some people. Bitch the worst i do is Hyperfixate on fictional men, crave attention and am an asshole sometimes but that's what you sign up for when you become my friend. I never claimed to be a good person or a perfect friend. I have issues but at least I'm not hating on mentally ill teenagers going through crises as a grown ass adult. Yes this post is targeted. Yes I fear Tumblr sometimes. yes I'm considering isolating for the most part and sticking with only like a couple friends. Yes I've considered deleting Tumblr as a whole. Yes I've considered deleting most of my social media.

Yes I'm not that good of a person but I never claimed to be. I warned them that I wasn't stable or a good person. Yet they decided to stay. Their fault. Yes I'm flawed. But I'm not heartless.

Do I do problematic things? Maybe??? But I don't harm other people. I just want to stay in my space and be myself and have people accept me for being the flawed loser I am. I'm not changing for anyone.

And yes I'm petty but only when others are petty first.

[loving-ricciardo]

Wait... dudes... how many drafts do you have???? Like some people have none??WHAT???

It was today’s years out when I was informed that 100 drafts is not normal??? My braincell is confused 😐

[eunniebunnie]

why does sehuns hair look like he tried to bleach it himself and fucked up terribly

[roulette-sys]

ykw fuck it

Because I'm so tired and anxious and crashed out so hard. I don't even wanna think about that whiteboard till Monday. Im taking the weekend to calm. The fucker wrote an R word threat under a drawing of my source (one of my ocs), that I'm very connected to, so its basically me and it felt very personal. So its very much in my head right now. and probably will be all weekend.

[roulette-sys]

Gonna put this out there

DNI AND/OR BLOCK ME IF YOU OR YOUR BLOGS ARE ABOUT - Syscourse (Im just tired of seeing it. I have no sides or opinions. And I genuinely just dont want to see that kind of drama, I'll block you and you can block me, no hard feelings. Im sure you're lovely.) - TMC Ship Discourse bogs (I just dont. care. I dont care anymore leave me alone stop popping up on my page. IM NEUTRAL. AND IF SOMEONE WANTS SHIP CONTENT FROM ME IM GONNA GIVE IT TO THEM. I dont care anymore, this isnt 2022 its a dead fandom who CARESSSS. If you cant just Peacefully disagree and not engage then FUCK YOU. cause no one deserves hate and harassment over fictional characters) - Non-sharing Yumes who happen to be a double. While I am a sharing yumeshipper, I dont want to be harassed for potentially being a double (I doubt I will be in most spaces. BUT STILL) You can kindly block me or DNI and End it there. I wont mind, do whatever makes you comfortable. - ANYONE who supports ICE or Trump. I dont trust you as a human being. Get away from me and my page. Block me. DNI. - MAPs (yk why. Its clear. just. no) - If you cannot be respectful or peaceful. (While yes, I agree you can disagree with things and have opinions, hell I'm even able to discuss topics, but the second you start attacking me as a person or insulting people. It becomes not a peaceful discussion, and it shows just how stupid you are. If you can't discuss a topic and separate debating a topic from insulting a person then that is your problem, and you are not worth talking to.

[loving-ricciardo]

thinking about her* 

*Max’s thigh in that one running pic :’’’’

[loving-ricciardo]

do you ever just sit back and think about how Lando and Max probably bond over their love for merch. 

[loving-ricciardo]

@Max pls explain to me why you thought wearing a shirt that says DADDY was a good idea,,,, LIKE HOW DO YOU EVEN OWN THAT??? Did Daniel gift it to you as a joke and you wanted to flex on him? Like how did this even happen....

I NEED ANSWERS