I've been at this rowing camp all week and tomorrow is the last day. and i really don't want to leave. not only are the people really interesting but i've learned so much to improve my performance in the past couple days it's amazing.
and call me crazy but even after 7+ hours of rowing and workouts i feel so energized and refreshed. it makes me want to get to college and row so bad. to be part of something so powerful and fine-tuned that you have to work your ass off everyday just to keep the wheels moving is something i cannot seem to resist. i want to be not only a athlete in college, but a rower who moves the team forward by pushing myself to that limit and making the system run smoothly.
i'm sorry i'm sure this doesn't make a lot of sense to many and probably sounds a little bit insane but it just seems to draw me in.