#rox rants

[suhnnyskiess]

gonna quickly rant here bc my twitter is closed bc I have this timer on apps lol but i just !!!

tldr; i h8 men ‼️

nah tbh ahhh it just this dude who (for context) used to be my crush (hes like 4 years older btw so 🚩🚩) when when i was a freshman in uni and we kinda were friends at some point and i confessed! nothing came out of it decided to stay friends and got over it.

Then like in the middle of the pandemic i realized one time I wanted to send him a meme and realized he had soft blocked me 💀💀 LIKE ??? I thought everything was okay but alas i did not care and went on with my lifem

And suddenly yesterday he followed me again, DMd me??? Asking me why i "forgot about him" and why i didn't "reach out" like dude the hell am i supposed to say??? "Hey sorry i stopped talking to you, YOU BLOCKED ME???"

Oh god I'm so pissed 💀💀💀‼️‼️

[roxstar-crossing]

So what I've learned from my (admittedly brief) venture into idol anime is that if a character is named Tae, she's probably just a little bit totally off her rocker in some way.

[poprox69]

Seeing someone blacklist “ace discourse” in servers or say they don’t want any discourse about it on their blog always make me want to give them the benifit of the doubt because it’s like!! Yeah! I’m fucking tired of seeing it too because exclusionists fucking suck!! but 9/10 those people end up BEING exclusionists and I am just so tired.

[suhnnyskiess]

As a students we got on june 21st an email for a writting/media contest and the deadline is august 31st and i want to participate but like idk if want to enter wrtting or visually AHHH. Maybe i’ll do like a mixture of ten’s concept bc i do like it a lot and add doodles and send that if i dont come up with a story bc stories are from 100 word drables to 3k which is not much so- HHHHH

[poprox69]

Sometimes I hate writing because I have to write out the characters like,,, thought process for things and their emotions. 

Like I don’t even have my own thought processes or ability to register emotion correctly how the fuck do I write someone else’s? Bullshit.

[suhnnyskiess]

rant ahead bc im most likely having a breakdown <3

tw: anxiety, throwing up, mentions of death?

so idkh but my cat is missing, when i arrived home today and saw shr didn't greet me it seemed weird but i assumed she was sleeping somewhere but after a while my family and i realized our cat was missing and god-

this is like the worst timing ever bc i have midterms ALL WEEK as we speak i should be working but ngl I'm tired I've been crying all afternoon i almost threw up bc of the anxiety i was feeling and!!! my dad is also having an scheduled surgery tomorrow and he should be as calm as possible but my mom is pissed af that the our kitty is missing and she basically straight up told us that "she could be dead" bc we live near a highway and god-

i think this is the most stressfull week i was scheduled bc i have lots of things going on simultaneously and i cant properly focus bc I'm pissed at both of my parents bc they been basically trying to find "whose fault it is" when like ??? I DONT CARE?? i just want to find my cat like idc who left the damm door open.

so anyways, if im being honest i'm not too sure she will comeback bc my cat has never gone outside shes an indoors cat but like, shes spicy so maybe from her previous life she got experience idk but like, most of my cat owner friends have told me cats tend to disappear for weeks and they comeback so :(( that's what I'm hoping

[suhnnyskiess]

[suhnnyskiess]

just saw twice performance on billboard and IM SO FUCKING PISSED THEY DID JIHYO AND THE GIRLS OVERALL SO DIRTYY LIKE UGH