May 11
two meads in and i'm asking my knight if i can feel how sharp his blade is 🤦♂️ i'm giggling and kicking my feet too. should i ask him to press it against my neck or is that too forward
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two meads in and i'm asking my knight if i can feel how sharp his blade is 🤦♂️ i'm giggling and kicking my feet too. should i ask him to press it against my neck or is that too forward
inappropriate touching? how can any touching from mama be inappropriate? mama knows best and shed never do anything to hurt me!
59 and bucktommy pls
59. a height difference + Bucktommy
There wasn't much of a height difference between him and Evan. Maybe an inch or two at the most and even then that last half inch was mostly hair. But he still knew it gave Evan a bit of a thrill every time he remembered that Tommy was bigger; taller.
Every time he tipped up Evan's chin for a kiss, every time Evan looked up at him from beneath his lashes with that oh so innocent doe eyed expression, every time he had to tip up onto his toes just to catch Tommy's lips if he was looking away alway made Evan practically shiver with an excitement that wasn't going away.
Tommy had always assumed it would eventually. That the novelty had more to do with the fact that Evan wasn't used to being with someone bigger than him, a man, than it had to do with the height, but it was still there. Evan still looked up at him with stars in his eyes and with this breath taking expression that always made Tommy's chest go painfully tight.
Evan liked being smaller, that much was obvious. He liked when Tommy manhandled him and he liked when Tommy boxed him. He liked it in the quieter moments too. When Tommy would scoop him up in his arms and hold him close and Tommy had caught Evan staring at the way Tommy's fingers dwarfed Evan's when they held hands a few times. He preened and smiled and got bratty until he got Tommy in whatever position he wanted and Tommy was only happy to oblige even if he did put a front, grumbling along the way.
So, Tommy knew Evan liked it and a part of him hoped Evan never lost the wonder that had when he experienced the sheltered security that came with being small with him; with Tommy. But...
Tommy didn't think Evan knew he did it. Or if he did, he was so used to it by now that he didn't notice anymore. The way he tucked his chin down, the way his shoulders rolled inwards, the way he deflated. Evan curved and folded and bent himself inward to be smaller and it didn't take much. A barbed word here, a harsh breath there, and the impatience was enough to send Evan curling into himself in a way that made his smallness seem like a retreat; a convenience. Except the convenience wasn't for him then and the retreat was just survival instead of comfort.
Tommy would know the difference.
He never wanted Evan to feel that way around him.
Tommy crossed the distance between them in three easy strides and bullied his way between Evan's legs, making his work table groan beneath the shifted weight.
Evan sucked in a breath and Tommy could practically see the apology forming on his lips.
Tommy curled a finger under his chin and tipped his head up, smiling softly at the way Evan twitched at the move the way he always did. His eyes lit up for the briefest of moments and Tommy couldn't help but stroke his thumb against the corner of those plump lips until they curled upward into a small smile.
"Where'd you go?" Tommy asked.
"Sorry," Evan said, trying to duck his head down again but Tommy didn't let him. "I didn't realize I was talking so much. You're concentrating. I can—"
Evan made to jump down but Tommy pushed into his space further, kissing him once then twice before he felt Evan give in and wrap his arms around Tommy's shoulders. He skimmed his hands up and down his sides before smoothing them into the small of his back and held him there.
"I like listening to you talk," Tommy said, kissing away the disbelief from Evan's face. "Even when it's something ridiculous about how long hippos can hold their breath under water."
Evan didn't say anything for a moment and Tommy knew he could push; he should push. But he didn't want to. He didn't want to be that person in Evan's life who made him perform when Tommy was perfectly content with the Evan he thought people didn't want to see. The one that had to duck his head down and hide his disappointment. The one that had to wince off a hurt and smile like it didn't. The one who was always okay.
If Evan needed to retreat, that was fine. Tommy just wanted him to know that he would be there when he came back.
Timid fingers played with the hairs on the nape of his neck before Evan tipped his chin back up and smiled.
"A water buffalo can hold its breath longer than a hippo."
"Oh?" Tommy smiled so wide he thought he was going to break his face. "Did you learn that today?"
Evan hummed, very smug, and how could Tommy not kiss him then?
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after seeing the new aurora page (2.6.28) i am now so so so curious to see how the hell alinua is gonna get back to the party. does she know about the dragons. did the wyrm tell her? is alinua gonna have to sneak past one million fucking dragons ??????
As for my second decree as Queen
Draw more gun bunnydoll, its very hot
- Queen Out
the show committed a LOT of sins but one of the earliest glaring ones was how they treated dany's dragons visually. why are they all extremely similar dull colors... its so boring.... in the books their colors are intense, they are Black and Green and White and their fire reflects their color differences but in the show its like.. black.. dark dull green... kind of gray?
You should dress up nice tonight just for you. Go to the store in a pretty dress. Go to a bar if that's your thing. But dress up for it. Feel pretty. You'll thank the Princess later.
Don't worry, I'll be doing it too!
