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Trying out some new stuff
The One That Got Away
We agreed that maybe was the best that we could do at the moment
But every moment spent in denial Iām spending thinking about what if
And if that girl can do it better than me
But Iāll leave you wrapped in your covers my scent tattooed in your sheets
Imprinted on your memory, encrypted into your soul
And every time you roll over into the essence of me as my scent embraces your body
And enters your dreams you cant deny the picture of me
Crystal clear and beckoning
Regardless of how good it was and how great it had the potential to be
This us was never a we, probably never will be
And Iāve begun to understand the need to love comes from loving myself
But in you I saw the drive that mirrored my passion
The determination to fight and survive yet you made me question all I knew
All I ever wanted began to transform into something so much more
And what I saw in you was so much farther hurting me in the control of what could never happen
But I couldnāt, wouldnāt, still canāt see a reason to let go
Especially when I know youāre still fighting with yourself to understand why this is done
All I ever did was keep it one hundred
And I can finally see what they mean by kept it too real
So I drown my sorrows in the Henny and the Jack and the fiery liquid that fills my every nights and IĀ
Roll up the times I spend thinking about our beauty together
Knowing that with each inhale Iām holding you in the you I knew
And each breath that leaves me dances with the smoke of regret because I canāt seem to forget
Just like you, but you can move on
And Iāll let the music play and smile when the sun rises to awake the day
And when my minute of thought is done I still find reason to count you as the one
That got away.