Wrecker | 04
word count: 2.214
genre: Angst? Fluff
A/N: So this took me forever to write, and honestly I’m still not happy how it worked out. But I hope I won’t have a writers block anymore next part and there will be more readerxjimin times and readerxjungkook fluff and stuff. But don’t think there won’t be more shit going to happen, because it will lol ;)
The next morning when I woke up, Jungkook wasn’t next to me anymore. I guess he was making breakfast. Today we had to part, for a month. I hated it, but he is also an idol, so I couldn’t do anything about it. Our flights were pretty close to each other with the times. He had to fly around 10.30 am, and my flight was departing at 9.50 am. I hopped out of the bed and went to the kitchen. On my way I alreadyy smelled eggs and sausages. “ Kookie! You are cooking!” “ Off course, I have to cook for my lovely girlfriend right? I’m going to be away from you for a month. Isn’t that torture?!” I smiled, he was so cute. “ It’s not my fault that you’re an idol. But don’t be sad, I will FaceTime you everyday.” I hugged him from behind. I know he loves back hugs. “ Such a lovely girlfriend, aren’t you.” He turned around and pinched my cheeks. “ You’re so cute babe, but shouldn’t you get ready? We are leaving at 8 and it’s already 6.50.” He was right, I still had to eat, shower and get my lightish make up on. I was running out of time. “ Oh my god, is it so late already? I’m going to shower kook, don’t burn the sausages!”
The thing I hated the most was showering in the morning. I just wasn’t ready to get a splash of water over me. It was just always so uncomfortable, but since Jungkook moved in he practically made me shower in the morning everyday. No weird stuff, it’s just because you’ll be more awake and face the day with a bright face, like he said. After showering I put some make up on, no too much tho, I was traveling so my make up wouldn’t be that important right? Jungkook and I left home 10 minutes too late because of me, hehe. We stepped in to the car who was picking us up and would get us to Incheon airport on time. There were already a lot of cameras, so a mouth cap and hat was necessary. When we arrived, the boys were already there. “ Y/N! We’ll miss you.” Jimin pouted. “ I will miss u guys too, I will bring some good food from Hong Kong. But don’t forget to send pictures everyday!” I wanted to cry actually, I wouldn’t see them for a month and I had to be alone for three weeks. It wasn’t a big deal actually, but I really didn’t like to be alone. “ We are not parting for forever, it’s just a month.” Yoongi said while still being sleepy.
After I said my goodbyes to the boys, I walked together with Jungkook to my gate. “ Call me everyday okay? I want to make sure I won’t forget your pretty face.” He was concerned about me, how sweet. “ Don’t worry kookie, I will.” “ Promise?” “ Promise.” And I walked to the check-in. “ I love you y/n, don’t forget!” He yelled before I stepped in the airplane. “ I love you too Jungkook.” I said softly, maybe he didn’t even hear.
He said I love you. When I was sitting in the plane, I had lots of time to think. So that’s exactly what I did. After being offered some peanuts from the stewardess, I grabbed my laptop and started writing. It was one of the few things I did while thinking about myself and my life practically. This year I would graduate, and Jungkook and I already had made plans to take a trip to some where far away. It would be great to go away for some time. No cameras, no duties and no commands from his company or my whole fracking life. Since I’ve been with Jungkook my life has taken a complete different turn than I thought it would go, nothing unpleasant tho. It had been the most beautiful months of my life. My mind and heart was everyday hurting because of my parents and because of my fear for being alone or left alone. The stuff I was writing wasn’t a dairy or a story or something, I always wrote short lines.
Lonely lonely, forever lonely or not?
To be forgiven comes from the heart.
Friends and family are the most important things right? Sometimes I thought about writing something big with all these short lines. But well, I’m not a writer or something so that wouldn't work out anyway. I slept a while before I heard a voice waking me up telling me we arrived in Hong Kong. Finally. Home with Yuri.
I turned my phone on immediately and called Yuri. “ Yu, I have arrived, where u at right now?” I talked on the phone while searching for the exit. “ You know, you’re 12 minutes late and the food is cold now. I hate wet and cold noodles.” “ Don’t be such a crybaby yu, wet noodles are the best.” And then I saw her. With a smile on her face Yuri was standing by the exit door. I broke the call off and ran to her. All the things coming to my mind where like a tsunami. I was seeing her in real life and not on a screen. For most people one and a half month apart wouldn’t be that bad. But missing Yuri in my life was just not something that I could handle. I felt so so so happy when I saw Yuri. She immediately ran to me and hugged me, practically she jumped on me. “ I have missed you sooooo much y/n. Never go away again.” “ I have to go after a week tho.” Sad story bro “ Y/n! Don’t ruin our perfect best friend movie moment. Come girl, we have lots to catch up with.”
We did a little bit sightseeing, well actually there was nothing I hadn’t seen before because Hong Kong was basically my second home. But some sightseeing could never be wrong. I bought some stuff I knew Jungkook liked and bought some egg tarts, something I loved dearly. At night in Yuri’s home we watched a lot of movies and talked some, well a lot. “ Where is Jungkook going to first?” She asked. “ I think Chile, or Mexico? I forgot to be honest, lol.” “ Is he going to FaceTime you soon?” “ Yu is this a interrogation or something.” I said jokingly. “ Maybe not, maybe it’s a concerned friend interrogation.” She seemed upset about something, and I couldn’t figure out what.” “ Has something happened yu?” “ You still know that guy right? Brian?” Brain was her ex-boyfriend, one she loved the most I think. She was very serious with him, but he wasn’t serious at the end. “ Did he come back?” “ No that’s not it. I want you to know that no matter what they say and do, guys don’t express their feelings that well. I don’t want you hurting like me in the end.” Was she talking about Jungkook, was she comparing Jungkook and Brian? About Brian was true. He seemed like Yuri couldn’t get a better guy than him, but in the end he was much different from then we thought. “ I understand Brian had hurt you, but Jungkook isn’t like that, I know that Yuri.” “ I think you don’t understand y/n. But let it be, I just want you and Jungkook to talk about serious stuff and your relationship when he comes back. I really want to protect you from all the pain I had been through.” Maybe she was being paranoid because of her own life/dating experiences, but maybe not. I didn’t want to mistrust Jungkook, that’s not how this was going to be. I wanted to believe in him and our relationship. That it wouldn’t be like how all my nightmare’s were like. After a tough conversation we slept for a bit, until there was some knocking on her door. “ Yuri? Are you awake?” I saw her opening her eyes and she looked sleepy as hell. “ Uhm, kinda I think, why?” “ I think someone is knocking on your door.” Eventually Yuri walked to the door and opened it. I saw two men standing in front her door, talking with her about something I couldn’t hear, one looked a bit familiar but still I couldn’t recognize him. Suddenly she grabbed her coat and said “ y/n stay here and go to sleep, I’ll come back over a few hours.” And they went away. What the heck just happened!
She wasn’t kidnapped because she voluntarily went with them, but she didn’t tell me why. And where did I recognize his face from, who was he? I texted Yuri a hundred times after but she didn’t reply, not after an hour, not after two hours and neither after three. Out of fear I called Jungkook since I couldn’t sleep either.
JUNGKOOK POV “Hyung that was such a good concert, you worked hard.” I said to Jimin. He smiled back at me and said I had too. I suddenly felt my phone ringing in my pocket. Seeing y/n’s face lighten up my phone made me smile. Until I heard her voice, scared and panicked. “ Kook? Are you there?” She sounded afraid, I immediately wanted to run to her and ask her what was wrong, but she was thousand miles away from me. “ Yes jagi, what’s wrong why are you still up this late?” “ I’m scared Jungkook, someone took Yuri.” “ What! What happened y/n are you safe?” I was shocked with the sudden information, how could this happen, and what the heck did happen? “ No, wait I’m using the wrong words, but I’m safe kookie. Let me explain properly.” She babbled about men coming at their door late at night and Yuri leaving with them, she babbled how scared she was, how scared she was something would happen to Yuri. I was afraid too, afraid something would happen to y/n, afraid that she couldn’t handle this alone, because her greatest fear was loneliness. And right now, she was all alone, scared for something that could happen to her best friend. “ Calm down y/n, everything is going to be allright. Yuri wouldn't just go with someone who would hurt her. And if she was forced she would have left behind a sign or texted you or something. Stay calm and keep talking with me baby.” “Jungkook I’m so scared, why are you not with me.” It sounded like she was keeping her tears in, trying her best not to cry. “ I’m here baby, I won’t ever leave you.” I suddenly felt a strong urge to hug her and protect her from everything in the world. Suddenly I had a strong urge to cry too. I needed a minute. “ Wait a minute jagi, I’m giving the phone to Jimin hyung for a minute. Don’t be scared okay I just have to grab something, it’ll be okay believe me. I ran to Jimin and pushed the phone in his hand. “ It’s y/n, hyung. She’s upset something happened to Yuri, talk with her for a sec please I have to grab something.” Jimin looked at Jungkook with doo-eyes, not understanding what was happening. He still grabbed the phone and talked to y/n “ Hey, it’s Jimin.” “ Hey.” “ How are you right now?” “ Still a bit frightened, I’m glad to hear your voice Jimin. You have a really calming voice.” He blushed, what did she do to him. What was it in his stomach, butterflies or something else? “ Well, that’s a good thing I think. What happened y/n?” And again y/n told the whole story. After minutes of talking Jungkook came back with his laptop. “ Hyung can I get the phone back? Thanks for talking with her.” Jimin mumbled a short sure and gave the phone back. “ Jagi, open your laptop please. And open the app I sent you.”
Y/N POV “ Jagi open your laptop.” He said after coming back. I grabbed my purse with my laptop in it and opened it. I saw a incoming message from Jungkook with a link. I clicked on it and suddenly there was an app popping up on my screen. Not minutes after I saw lots of stars on my screen. “ What is this Jungkook? It’s beautiful.” “ You know that time when we went hiking in the night?” I remember that night too well, it was one of the most beautiful nights ever. “ yes.” “ We saw a lot of stars right? These are the stars there right know, this thingy is a kind of simulator or something.” “ Wow.” It was beautiful, I could see the stars shining from my screen. And the place looked exactly like the place we went back then. Suddenly I spotted the little bench on the right side where we sat on and had our first kiss. “ Jungkook! That’s the bench, the bench where we you know-“ “ I know jagi, I know.” For minutes we didn’t talk, it was quite. But it was nice, looking at the stars, even when it wasn’t in real life. I relived that time when we went hiking. I fell asleep after the quietness and heard Jungkook saying
“ Goodnight y/n, sweet dreams.”
A/N: I’m so done with myself.