Random Rant/Advice Perhaps?
Okay, so, please don’t feel obligated to read this. This is just what has been on my mind and I feel the need to vent.
All of my life, I have always had an extremely obsessive/addictive personality. Not substances or anything of the sort, but more to ideas and people and what not. When I start to like something, I really start to like it, like a lot, to the point where I think about it all day and can’t get it out of my mind, sometimes causing me actual body pain (mainly my heart, it tends to feel really heavy).. I don’t think it’s a problem really, I’ve accepted it as part of my unique personality, however, I want to figure out a way to control it. I still want to be just as passionate about everything as I am, I just don’t want it to ruin my day. If you guys have any ideas or suggestions, please feel free to message me.
Also, I’m going to be going to Denver here in less than a month with my friend to go to Denver Comic Con, and some of my favorite YouTubers are stationed near there. I would kill to meet them, but I have no idea if they’re going! D: I have no idea how to approach “famous” people, and if they end up being there or if I just end up spotting them, I don’t know what I would do/how to react. Gahhh. That stresses me out a lot. I keep making up scenarios in my head about it.
Anyways, I hope you all are having a lovely day and sorry if you suffered reading through this! Much love to everyone! <3
