Sometimes I..
Sometime I cry
Sometimes I cry thinking that I'll never get to hug the people that i stan
Sometimes I cry thinking that it's almost impossible to be friends with them nor date them ofc
Sometimes I cry when I read those imagines and fan fictions putting myself to oc's and reader's shoes reading it so seriously and then realizing that those kinds of things will never happen in real life
Sometimes I cry when I can't go to their concert its either im broke or my parents doesn't want me too
Sometimes I cry because before I wake i had a dream of being able to talk to them or getting to hang out with them and then when i woke up wishing it was true or hoping that that will happen
Sometimes I cry knowing that there is only a little percent that they will notice me in social media's
Sometimes I cry because they rarely go in asia, to be specific I'm in Philippines and It's making me sad that it's so hard to meet them :((
Sometimes... Sometimes I wish I was a famous person so they will notice me and be friends with them, sometimes I cry myself to sleep just because i was thinking of this kind of stuff, and sometimes I cry when I see pictures of fans meeting "them" or when I see them smiling hanging out with their friends. The only thing I could do was to imagine and hope that some of these things will happen oh how it sucks that i love them and how I really love ruel and it suck so much because this is hopeless.
"I'm in my bed sitting, talking to screens all day but i know you don't even know my name but i wonder, i wonder if you would feel the same if one day we'd meet face to face"
"i wish i was i wish i was.. Beside you"
Aaaand this why I really love face to face cause its making me sad and its so relatable :')