turns out i have aphantasia and THATS why i dont like remember my memories but like thoughts of memories and experiences ik happened instead kf getting to picture thise memories yk what i mean?
like when people say to think back on a memory, they mean to imagine and see what kt looked like and what people said and what people did. but k cant do that lmao instead i can "imagine" in a sense where i close my eyes, and i know this thing happened, i know this person was there and j know their shirt was this colour, blah blah blah.
turns out im not faking or making up my memories as j go, i just dont process them the same as everyone else!!
- rusty













