This AU will be a series! Btw, this is my first post on this blog >< I've seen a lot of AOT ACTOR AU fanart, and here I am! KSKSK. So, here is the first post of this series. Enjoy <3
Scene: Doing their make-up while they stare at you. Like damn.
a/n เฌณ found this in the drafts of my old acc and I thought Iโd post it here :3
Eren Jeager likes necks.
It's the favourite part of his body, and subsequently, yours. The way you palm your neck when you're nervous, or how you try to hide the marks he bestowed on you the night before using foundationโsomething about it turns him on. Even when it's not fueling his desires, simply buring his head in the crook of your neck is enough. When he's close to you like that, he's safe.
Armin Arlert adores your eyes.
The colour, the shade, the way they shimmer when you talk about your favourite shows, or the way they go so soft when they land on him. Unsurprisingly, eye contact makes him nervous, though being reduced to a fool by it (blushing like the sun suddenly got closer (you are his sun)) is all worth it when he gets to sees that addictive shine of yours again.
And you could probably guess this one, but his fear of eye contact magically disappears in bed.
Connie Springer loves boobs.
A boob guy, he calls himself, and a boob guy he is. But he doesn't like any boob, he likes yours. He loves the way after a long (5 minute) study session, the best pillows in the world are ready for him to lay his head on. Heโs there to listen to whatever you want to talk about, though he often nods off at the sound of your heartbeat.
He knows Jean would tease him (and when he found out, did) about being little spoon. But no man in his right mind would ever reject your inviting arms. Whether itโs laying together on the bed, or him putting his full weight on you on the couchโall Connie ever wants is for you to hold him.
Jean Kirstein cannot keep his hands off your back.
It's almost like it's made for him, the way his hands fit just rightโhis touch sending sparks up your spine.
Once, you said a sentence with "pain" in it, and he immediately got to taking off your shirt for a back massageโfull on ignoring that you said knee pains.
Although you're completely sure he offered one only to get off on feeling your back, it...worked. Want a massage? soon became Jeanโs catchphrase.
Bertholdt Hoover will never get enough of your scent.
Before you both started dating, it was a source of shame for him. Smelling the hoodies that his friend left over was a level of creep that Bertholdt never thought heโd reach.
He wouldnโt even get off to it (lies), only occasionally falling asleep with it by his sideโyour scent making it easy to imagine that you were really there. And then the habit of seeking your scent stuck.
Now that youโre dating, itโs less pervy. You find it sweet how he notices everything, down to your change of shampoo. He can even tell whether or not your hormones are balanced.
And no, itโs not because he smells your panties, itโs because you ride his nose every other day. ;)
Itโs so obvious who my faves are ๐ญ๐ญ
ยฉcotzucen, 2026 do not copy, modify, or upload on another platform + do not feed my works into AI.
warnings: smoking, but mostly angst and fluff!
word count: 4,6k
authorโs note: in all of these scenarios, the reader and the character had been having tension build up over time, so the kiss isnโt completely out of nowhere fyi
includes: armin, eren, mikasa, levi, hange, erwin, ymir, connie, jean, reiner, bertholdt, annie
it took armin all he had in him to finally close the distance between the two of you and kiss you. the fact that you were surrounded by your friends wasnโt able to stop him this time. heโd longed to kiss you for months now and the time was never right, but the way you kept holding onto his hand now, laughing at his jokes, eyes lidded as you covered your mouth with the palm of your hand to silence your laughter was really getting to him. you were just so cute, so beautiful in his eyes. the moment you set your drink on the window sill beside you, he knew he couldnโt waste any more time. his palm touched your cheek softly, eyes eager as he whispered your name, before pressing his lips onto yours, a kiss so sweet, so anticipated for. you felt yourself sigh in the kiss, your muscles relaxing by the warmth of your bodies being pulled closer together like magnets. as you pulled away, you stared into each otherโs eyes with tenderness, a smile spreading on your faces, along with pink patches on your cheeks. you were so drunk on each other, that you almost didnโt hear your friend jean whistling at you, the rest of your friends clapping their hands and cheering you on. โfucking finally mate!โ jean patted arminโs back in approval, as he put an arm over your shoulders. โheโs been planning this for months, y/n, did you know?โ a smirk plastered all over his face. armin simply reached his arm to remove jeanโs from around your shoulders, adding a โno touching jeanโ before locking lips with you again.
โcan you quit being so mean eren? jean did nothing wrong!โ you exclaimed as you pulled erenโs phone away from his fingers, immediately deleting the nasty text heโd sent to jean. โiโm typing โsorry, wrong personโ insteadโฆ why are you like this?โ you questioned him, heaving. once the new, proper text was sent, you locked his phone and gave it back to him, giving him a scolding look. โjean should keep to his own business. he knew about our date today, he didnโt have to facetime you when he very well knew you were with me. what is he trying to prove?โ he scoffed, stuffing the phone back in his pocket, along with his hands, not attempting to go against you again. โjeanโs my friend, eren. i asked him to call me, to check in with me. girls do this all the time, especially on first dates!โ eren froze, slightly turning to side to look at you, a look of disappointment on his face, as he regretted what heโd just said to. โwere you scared to meet me today, y/n? is that why you wanted jean to check in?โ he asked. โthatโs not it, eren, you know i was looking forward to our date. but itโs better to be safe than sorry, you know? what if i never made it to your place or if youโd fallen asleep and i had to go back home alone and something bad happened?โ you trailed off, eren nodding as he understood what you meant. โiโm sorry, y/n, i see how i overreacted. frankly, i think jeanโs been hitting on you for ages, i feltโฆ threatened that he had the audacity to call you when he knows iโve invited you overโ he said, pulling your legs back into his lap, tracing his hand up and down your calf. โthreatened? THE eren jaeger felt threatened?โ you couldnโt keep your laughter as eren fake slapped your calf. โstop it, y/n! you know what i mean and besidesโฆ i really do like you. i wouldnโt simply allow anyone to steal you from me, especially not jean, especially not before iโve even managed to do thisโ you were taken aback when he leaned his body over yours, pulling you closer by your legs and kissing you all of a sudden. you grabbed onto his shoulders for balance as you deepened the kiss, feeling him smile into it. you pulled away only to crash your lips on each other again and again. โyouโre way too bold for someone who claimed to have felt threatened, erenโ โshut up and make out with me, y/nโ.
the moment you removed your headphones to step into the cafeteria, you heard mikasa yelling your name from some place behind you. as you turned around, you saw her racing towards you before almost crashing onto you, had she not placed her hands on your shouldersโ height, separating the two of you. she spoke, breathlessly โiโve been calling for you, y/n! didnโt you hear me?โ you gave her a guilty smile, pointing to your headphones in your hands. โsorry mikasa, i barely just took them off. what happened, though? are you alright?โ โyes, everythingโs alright, i noticed you and didnโt want you to walk alone. thought youโd seen me when i waved earlier, but it seems i was mistakenโ she explained and gave a small laughter. โyeah, sorry, iโm terrible when on the street, i only look out for cars! you could be waving a banner at me and i probably wouldnโt notice it either!โ you joked, making her laugh again. she was so beautiful when she laughed, you thought to yourself. a few seconds passed before either of you spoke again and mikasa was the one to break the silence. โuhm, youโre looking good today. meeting anyone special?โ โyou could say that, iโm just meeting historia for our weekly catch upโ mikasaโs face dropped, her mouth forming and almost silent โohโ. โwhat makes historia so special to you, y/n?โ you frowned at her question, as if she didnโt know how close the both of you had been for years. โuhm, she only is my best friend in the entire world? have known her since primary school? love her to death?โ but mikasa wasnโt being too chatty all of a sudden and simply responded with another barely audible โohโ. (i swear, this girl) โso youโre not likeโฆ on a date or something?โ you couldnโt help but laugh at her naivety. โyou should tell this to ymir, sheโll be so mad someone mistook ME for historiaโs girlfriend instead of her!โ you joked in a low voice, โbut please donโt tell anyone, mikasa, theyโre not official yetโ. and, again, another โohโ. โsoโฆ can i be special for you, but like this?โ she questioned as he leaned towards you to kiss you on the lips. her soft touch made your heart beat faster and you quickly put your arms around her waist. as you broke the kiss, mikasa smiled at you. โthoughts?โ she asked. your mind was racing and you couldnโt respond properly. you liked mikasa for so long that now that youโd finally kissed, you were at loss for words. โohโฆ uhmโฆโ was all you mustered up. โcopy catโ said mikasa right before leaning in to kiss you again.
levi never expected to kiss you. like, not ever. your relationship so far had been strictly professional, only turning to friendly quite recently. still, heโd never imagined you thought of him the same way he thought of you. you were sat in his office, hunched over a variety of sheets, post-it notes, pens and two coffee cups thatโd gone cold long ago, neither of you bothering to fill them up, and instead sipping on the cold, bitter beverage. as your hands fumbled with the files, you kept on arguing with each other, trying to reach a conclusion, but your questions still remained, you couldnโt solve the mystery of the missing tax payments that man shouldโve been paying. โy/n, youโre really not listening. iโve told you a thousand times, this file is irrelevant to the caseโ โbut HOW can it be irrelevant, ackerman? donโt you see how this manโs playing us with the dates? notice this detail here and-โ you kept on explaining to levi, but he found himself staring at you, your voice steadily disappearing, your words not reaching his ears or his mind. โackermanโฆ are you still here?โ you questioned, waving a hand in front of him, bringing him back to reality. โyes, y/n, iโm sorry. this case is really something and iโm too tired to reach a rational conclusion. letโs get some rest and we can revisit this tomorrow, what do you say?โ he asked and only now did you notice how red his eyes were. probably as red as yours. โsure, ackerman, weโre wasting our time anywayโ you stated while packing your things. โneed a ride?โ he asked, jiggling his car keys in front of you. โiโve mine, but thanks! walk me to the parking lot?โ you suggested before leaving the office together, levi locking the door behind you. he walked you all the way to your car and as you moved to sit in the driverโs seat, he put his arm on the door, preventing it from closing. โiโll pick you up myself tomorrow and drive you home after work. you shouldnโt be going home on your own at this hourโ โthanks ackerman, but donโt feel obliged to, it really is no problemโ you explained as levi was hunching down to reach your level. โit really is, y/nโ he gulped as he pressed his lips onto yours, making you jump slightly, breaking the kiss. โiโm sorry, y/n, i didnโt realise that-โ an embarrassed expression spreading on his face, his hands awkwardly leaving the door frame. you quickly interrupted him โlevi- i- i panicked, butโฆ kiss me again?โ. he looked back at you, his lips forming a sheepish smile. โiโm glad you transitioned to leviโ locking his lips with yours again, giving you a goodnight kiss.
โno, if you look at the other person and step on it, it means you like them, if you donโt step on it while looking at them, it means youโre not interested. god, y/n, you need to work on your cigarette signals!โ hange explained, taking a drag from their cigarette, blowing the smoke your way. โiโm new to this, iโm not supposed to learn it all in a day! plus, i shouldnโt be expected to learn anything, hange. isnโt it bad enough that i picked up this unhealthy habit from you?โ you joked and laughed with hange as you shared a cigarette during your break. spending your breaks together had become tradition for the both of you. the new part was hange asking you to โtake a dragโ once, then again and again, until you actually bought a packet a few weeks later and offered them a cigarette. since then, there was no single break you wouldnโt spend together, smoking. it was intimate, in a way, that you only got to do this with hange and theyโd admitted to only sharing their breaks with you, ever since you got accepted to the company. โyou got me there! but you really should learn your smoking lingo soon or one might misunderstand your intentions, y/nโ they said before dropping their cigarette on the ground, stepping on the fallen butt, looking at you. you quickly got the cue and dropped your own cigarette on the ground and stepped on it while maintaining eye contact with them. โfor real, y/n?โ they asked surprised, yet scooting closer to you from where they previously rested their back. โfor real, hangeโ you hooked your finger in the loops of their jeans, tugging on them lightly before kissing them. a few moments later, when you broke the kiss, they looked at you mischievously, an almost criminal grin on their face. โand on company premises too, y/n? thatโs kinda hotโ โshut up and get back to work hangeโ. you were giggling at each other on your way in.
โผ๏ธDONโT LEAVE YOUR CIGARETTE BUTTS ON THE GROUND AND ALSO DONโT SMOKEโผ๏ธ
โis it okay if i come in? i know we usually have our meetings in my office, but this couldnโt wait any longerโ erwin asked, peaking his head through your office door, not stepping in quite yet. โcome in! whatโs the rush?โ you motioned for him to sit in the empty chair, but he lifted his hand up in refusal, taking a few steps closer to your desk instead. he positioned himself to lean his weight on the side of your desk, forcing you to swivel your chair to the side in order to face him. โweโve been spending more and more time together, y/n, and, in all honesty, iโve been quite enjoying itโ with his arms crossed over his chest, he was a marvel to look at. โi meanโฆ i guess so. overtime is overtime, but iโm also very glad to be spending it with you, youโre a great colleagueโ you said as you awkwardly bumped his arm with your fist. โthatโs not what i meanโ he said as he bowed lower to pull your chair closer to his, trapping you. โi mean iโm enjoying the time iโm spending with you, getting to know you better and also that i really like you, y/nโ. you were left speechless, but in a good way. erwin admitting to having this kind of interest in you made you smile and you soon leaned your head closer to kiss him. โyouโre too bold for kissing me in your office, y/nโ erwin said playfully, stepping away from you as you grabbed a stack of papers and attempted to hit him with it for teasing you.
ymir was restless from the moment you met her at your usual hang out spot. you could tell something was off, she seemed soโฆ nervous or maybe even impatient. sheโd normally ask you to tell her about your day, but this time she never questioned it. when you decided to share what was new anyway, she kept stealing glances at you, not asking very many questions while you spoke. honestly, you were starting to feel a little uneasy, she almost behaved like a child who broke the tv screen and was trying to come up with a believable excuse as to what had happened. โymir, just stop this and tell me what the hell is wrong?โ you demanded, obviously annoyed by her behaviour. โlisten, y/nโฆโ she began to explain, sighing deeply, her eyes focus on the pavement. seconds later, she put her arms on your shoulders, keeping you in place as she spoke again, staring deep into your eyes now. โi really need to tell you somethingโฆ itโs been eating me for so long and i just canโt-โ and pulled you closer to her with one swift motion, pressing her lips onto yours. when you opened your eyes again, you found hers looking back at you expectantly. โis that all, ymir?โ you questioned. โyesโฆ thatโs allโฆ hope itโs okay?โ you smiled at her, seeing how she was still feeling a bit too awkward about this. โi was hoping youโd do this soon actually. and to think youโve had me here this entire time, being allโฆ however you were before, and i thought something really bad had happened!โ you sighed, relieved, as you took her hand in yours. โyeah, something IS wrongโ she grabbed your other hand and placed it on her chest. โymir, i think this is extremely inappropriateโ you whispered, blushing. โno, no, just feel it! my heart's still beating out of my chest, y/n!โ
connie kept begging you and your friend group to go camping for ages, but you regretted supporting his idea. he put himself in charge of finding a good spot, and, lo and behold, no spot was โthe correct spotโ. tired from walking for about two hours straight, you, jean and sasha convince him to settle down and set up your tents. it took ages, but you were finally settled. jean and sasha went to get wood for the fire as you and connie checked if everyoneโs tents were secure and tied a rope from one tree to a second to hang your clothes to dry. โwe make a good team, right, y/n?โ he questioned, an earnest smile on his face. โwe really do, connie. we should do this more often! but you need to work on your spot-finding skills!โ you joked. as the day faded into night, you found yourselves covered in your sleeping bags, sitting around the fire. sasha was attempting to scare you with some murder mystery stories, but she was unsuccessful, as sheโd mix up all the details. the constant talking of your friends and the warmth of the fire soothed you and soon you found yourself dozing off. you didnโt know how much time had passed when you heard connie whispering โshhhhโฆ be quiet jean, sheโs almost asleepโ. your eyes remained closed, too sleepy to open. you felt connie moving from where he was next to you, scooting closer to your body, then throwing his arm around you to spoon you. โgoodnight, y/nโ, he whispered in your ear as he softly kissed your temple. your eyes opened wide at the unexpected kiss and you turned your head slightly, only to find connie looking back at you equally surprised. โi thought you were sleeping, y/nโ he admitted shyly. โi was. kind of. goodnight connieโ you pushed your head towards him, kissing him on the mouth. he quickly cupped your face, keeping it steady as he deepened the kiss. โweโllโฆ weโll talk about this when we get back home. iโm not risking either of these two idiots making fun of us on the way homeโ he chuckled quietly.
you were pushing your cart through the cereal aisle, when you heard jean calling for you. heโd offered to help you with your grocery shopping and you didnโt have it in you to say no. jean was a literal sweetheart for always offering to help you with anything you might need, but he always seemed a bit distant when you were hanging out with your friends. it was a real privilege to have him all to yourself today and he seemed to be enjoying following you around quite a bit. โdid you get the brown sugar you needed for your cake, y/n? cause this oneโs on sale! should we get it?โ you giggled at his eagerness to shop your entire list. โput it in the cart jean, canโt miss out on the offer you scouted!โ he blushed, walking to your cart and setting the bag of sugar inside. โi came here to help, not to be made fun off, y/nโ he teased, taking the cart from your hands and pushing it away, making you follow him. โitโs a joke. i really appreciate you coming along. shopping alone in these huge stores is boringโ you explained, placing one of your hands on the cart, barely grazing his own. โoh so thatโs why you called jean? to crack some jokes?โ he chuckled, making more space on the cart handle so you laid both of your hands on it. โdrop it horseface, youโre having more fun than i am. we even got your special treats for laterโ he side-eyed you, a grin decorating his face. โme having fun is only partially true. iโm also doing half of your chore for youโ he said as he elbowed you lightly. โyouโre getting treats in return AND youโre having a blast!โ โthat i amโ he said as hunched down a bit to reach your lips and kiss you, forcing you on your toes to get closer to his level. you were utterly dumbfounded at the kiss, a kiss youโd been hoping for a while now, but jean went on with your grocery list. once youโd paid, you made your way out of the store, still very confused about jeanโs unexpected reaction to kissing you. it was almost as if he kissed you with all he had, and then forgot he did it. as you were loading the bags in the back of his car, you cracked the question, unwilling to wait any longer. โwhy are you being so cold right after our first kiss, jean?โ he turned towards you in an instant, eyes wide, almost in terror. โafter our what? what are you talking about, y/n?โ โjean! you kissed me! in the cereal aisle? like 20 minutes ago?โ โI DID?โ he almost shouted before realisation reached his face. โbut it came so naturally, y/n, i didnโtโฆ god i just ruined our first kiss!โ (what a bimpo, i love him)
โi canโt believe you dragged me to that bar, y/n! it was terrible!โ reiner couldnโt hold back his laughter, his hand on his stomach as he reminisced your unexpected night at the bar. โyou canโt complain, you were having a blast reiner! AND you had the cutest guy hit on you! he was so 2014 harry styles, iโd be drooling if i were you!โ you managed to say in between your own fits of laughter. โY/N! that guy made me feel so uncomfortable! he was so pushy! and also, i thought it was obvious i was on a date with you!โ he explained, his laughter gradually falling silent. your own laughter was also cut short. staring back at reiner, you noticed the small, soft smile on his face. โwere we really, reiner? cause you never likeโฆ asked me out properly?โ โah, yeah, i didnโtโ he admitted, his hand rubbing the back of his neck. โit was heavily implied, though!โ he exclaimed, chuckling. โtoo bad i didnโt catch the cue then, it wouldโve been a killer first date!โ you smiled back at him, scooting closer. โreckon? cause that guy was kinda stealing me from youโ you both laughed again, the silence that fell between you feeling comfortable. โi can handle it. but, iโd rather know if we go on other dates from now onโ you said, staring awkwardly at the ceiling. โyou will, you willโ he said, still giving you a small smile. โcan i kiss you, y/n?โ you felt your heart stop as you looked back at him. โyou have to ask me this?โ โwhat can i say, iโm the king of consent!โ he said, lifting an eyebrow and reaching his fingers to lift your chin towards him before connecting his lips with yours. you spoke again after youโd pulled away from the kiss. โsoโฆ whenโs our next date, self-proclaimed king of consent?โ you giggled, softly bumping him with your shoulder. โquit it or iโll go back to that harry styles guy!โ
โis it okay if i hold your hand, y/n?โ bertholdt shyly asked. your shift had finished a few minutes ago and you were walking to the bus stop together, a habit of yours since you two became closer. yet, the hand holding was a first and it made your heart skipped a beat. โiโd love to!โ you responded and extended your palm towards him. he quickly intertwined his fingers with yours, as you walked the remaining distance. you continued to chat away as per usual, your connected hands not causing any change in his behaviour. you took your seats next to each other on the bus, still not breaking the link between you, not even when bertholdt tried to grab your backpack as well to set it between his legs, creating more space for you to sit. the air was comfortable between you on the way home and you were so stoked heโd finally made a move, but now it was your turn. โi love the rides home ever since we started taking the bus together, you know?โ you admitted and it brought a smile to his face. he stared back at you with tender eyes as he nodded โyesโ, rubbing his thumb on your soft skin. you reached your hand and traced his thigh, resting it between his legs. bertholdt flicked at the sudden touch, but didnโt do anything to remove your hand. โbertโฆ look at me, pleaseโ. now that you had his undivided attention, you stood up as discreetly as you could to reach his face and, finally, kiss him, a thing you longed to do for a few weeks now. bertholdt returned the kiss, his hand leaving yours to rake through your hair instead. โy/n i didnโtโฆ expect this to happen but wowโ he said and giggled, pulling away from the kiss, his hand still caressing your hair and scalp. โyou seemed like you wanted me to kiss you, bertโ โi did, iโฆ really, really didโฆ but can we stop now cause that weird third floor lady is staring at us and licking her lips and i feel violated and exposed?โ you panicked at his words as you turned the other way to see how that lady was indeed giving you someโฆ questionable looks, to say the least. you couldnโt help but laugh out loud the moment your eyes met bertholdtโs again, hiding your face in his neck to hide your embarrassment. โwanna get off at my place instead? we can order take out!โ โitโs a plan, y/n!โ he said, still unable to conceal his laughter.
annie was always distant and that was a turn off for everyone. except for you. the more sheโd tease you and then avoid you, the more you found yourself infatuated with her. โare you coming over, annie? still ignoring my texts smhโ you text her, not expecting the โomwโ prompt response. everything was ready, the way you felt annie would enjoy. red wine, soft blankets and her favourite take out, which you did your best to keep warm, as she was continuously running late. the knock on your door mere moments later was enough to pull you out of your trance. โiโm here. what now?โ โsomeoneโs moody...โ you said, guiding her inside. โwhatโs the matter?โ โnot much, y/n. i just donโt understand why we couldnโt hang with everyone else like we normally doโ she scoffed, kicking off her shoes and hanging her coat. โwhoa, okay, i didnโt realise spending time with me was such a burden to youโ you blurted, your words making her freeze. โdonโt feel obliged to do me any favours, annie, i just wanted to have a quiet evening with you for once. youโve been playing me for months and i thought this was just your way of expressing yourself, but i was wrong. you just donโt like me and this wasnโt teasing. it was you blatantly making fun of me in front of our friendsโ you couldnโt help but snap at her, her cruel reaction to you inviting her over finally doing the trick. โy/n, i-โ she began, but you wouldnโt let her speak, wouldnโt let her humiliate you again. โy/n this and y/n that. you donโt like me and thatโs fine. but donโt play me like rag doll, okay? iโve been asking everyone what food you like and what kind of a date you might enjoy and i actually put effort into planning this tonight, and youโre only coming here to not even acknowledge the effort? to not even give me a chance?โ she was staring at the floor, unable to meet your gaze. โenough of this annie, please goโ you said as you handed her back her coat. โthayโs not it, y/n...โ she said, fidgeting with her ring. โwhat is it then?โ you tried to contain yourself, you were on the verge of tearing up. โitโs justโฆ youโre so cool and beautiful and everyone loves you and they all said how you were so excited to plan this and i donโt feel like i deserve thisโฆ youโre too good for me, y/n and i donโt know what to do to be better for you...โ she sniffed and you realised you might be on the verge of crying, but annie was already at it, as she used the outer side of her palm to wipe away her tears. โannie, i-โ โno, y/n, youโre right. iโve been nothing but shit to you because i donโt know how to deal with this, with my feelingsโฆ iโm so sorry, y/nโฆ iโll just goโ she took her coat from your hands and turned around but you stopped her by not letting go of the coat, still grabbing onto it. โplease stay, annie. iโd really like it if you didโ you admitted, now crying your eyes out as well. you felt the tug on the coat loosening as she took a step towards you. โi know this wonโt fix shit but can i kiss you, y/n? hope it isnโt too much to askโ she sniffed again, not quite returning your gaze yet. โiโd like that, annieโ she half smile, as she wrapped her arms around you and crashing her lips onto yours.
Eren;
It was while you played in the ocean. You were messing around with Sasha when a piece ofย seaweed touched your foot. Having never seen seaweed before, you panicked and threw yourself at the nearest person for safety - that person was Eren Jeager. Taken aback by the sudden weight, he fell into the ocean, you along with him. You apologised profusely while helping him out of the water, but he just stood there. You watched him carefully as he moved the hair out his face. You worried that you might have hurt him during the fall, so you asked if he were alright. Again, you were met with silence. You looked back at the others for support, but were cut off by Eren laughing. He let out the most genuine belly-laugh you had ever heard. He was smiling like an idiot, keeling over as he clutched his stomach. Your heart squeezed, as did the others. Eren hadn't laughed, nor smiled, in months. You soon giggled along with him. You even held onto his arm for support. Once he'd calmed down, he looked at you, from your eyes to your lips. He uttered a small "thank you," before pulling you into a deep hug.
Mikasa;
It was just a normal day. You had been doing your chores around the garrison and were now eating your fill, along side Connie and Sasha, in the mess hall. The two you were sat with were, once again, arguing over food. They bickered like children, throwing food and hurling insults at one another. You laughed at them, dodging the occasional piece of bread that came flying your way. Mikasa was stood at the door, staring at you in awe. The way the sun fell over your hair and framed you face was like something out of a renaissance paining. She admired your every crevice. From the way your nose curved to the shape of your lips as you smiled. She saw how your uniform draped over your shoulders as they bounced while you laughed. She was stood far away but could still see your eyes as the shone in the light. As far as she could tell, you were glowing. You were radiating serenity - the kind she'd been looking for her whole life. She'd never seen you in this light before, it caught her off guard. The more she watched on the darker her blush got.
Armin;
He'd liked you since you were kids but fell head over heals for you when you saved him from a titan. He had been assigned a separate group from you during a mission beyond the walls and you were leading a rescue squad to his distress signal. You found him being cornered into a tree by two small titans. He was waving his swords at them helplessly, begging for them to not eat him. You made quick work of the two titans, cutting them both down in the same motion. He watched you wipe off your blades as you asked if he was alright. He was so thankful you'd saved him, he started babbling on about him repaying you. You shushed him and told him that if he were to make it out alive, that would be payment enough.ย He knew then he'd marry you.
Marco;
When you were injured while on a mission beyond the walls. He'd never felt so strongly for someone before. He sat with you on the ride back into the walls, the whole time he was gawking at your injuries. He held onto your hand tightly while he cried into his sleeve. Jean, who was riding a horse next to the cart the two of you were in, asked why he was so upset, you'd survived hadn't you? Marco just shrugged, unsure how to answer, but the aching in his heart answered for him. He stared at Jean, a broken expression on his face. Jean knew, just from that look, that Marco loved you.
Jean;
On a day off you'd gone to the market place. There was a band playing in the square. Some people were drinking and laughing, others were just passing through. There was a group of people dancing to the music. You and Jean watched on in awe. You were mesmerised by the way the women's dresses flowed as they danced and Jean watch as the men moved freely as they sways their partners around. While you watched on, someone pulled you in. You were a little shocked, but took to it straight away and started dancing with the others. Jean eyes gazed over your dancing figure. You were beautiful. Truly beautiful. He was so entranced by you he hadn't notice you nearing him. You stood in front of him and gave him a mischievous smile. He cocked a brow at your expression, but before he could ask you pulled him into the circle. His hand naturally glided to your waist and yours to his shoulder, your bodies held close. The two of you swayed together in rhythm with the music. His chest tightened as he stared at your smile. There was no doubt in his mind, he loved you.
Connie;
You'd both been drinking. While it wasn't illegal to drink at your age, but it wasn't smart. You both knew you had training in the morning but you drank anyways. Connie had convinced you, or vice versa, at this point you couldn't remember. Neither of you were light-weights but between you, you'd had gone through nearly a barrel of ale. You didn't feel as drunk as you were but still you ended up throwing up really badly. Maybe it was the fact that this was your first time drinking in months or the fact you and the ale tasted like shit, either way, you were hacking up as much as your body would let you. Connie panicked a little, you were both in no fit state and it was hard too see in the dark, but you were his first priority.ย He comforted you, moving any hair out of the way as you threw up. After a while, you'd appeared to have finished, or at least calmed down. The two of you slumped down against a tree. You tried to say sorry but the soreness of your throat wouldn't let you. He shushed you, pulling your head against his shoulder. He told you to rest, he explained that he'd take responsibility for the two of you being late in the morning. While you rested, he could hear you softly snoring to yourself, a sting of dribble hanging from your mouth. He thought you were so cute. And even though you were in a vulnerable position, you trusted him to take care of you and that meant the whole world to him.
Sasha;
You'd gone hunting with her andย finallyย managed to kill the boar you'd wanted to for weeks. In celebration, you flung your arms around her nuzzling your face into her neck as you squealed with joy. She felt so warm and fuzzy, she hadn't felt that way before. It was new, refreshing even; like a breath of fresh air. She held you there, close to her chest, for a few moments more before she began jumping for joy with you. On the way back to camp, you both gushed over what dish you were going to cook with all the meat you now had.
Levi;
You left him a note one day when you were sent on a mission. It read:ย while I am gone, remember to stay healthy. Asshole.ย Notes were your thing, but for some reason this one made Levi's heart skip a beat, a rare smile found it way across his cheeks.He replied to the note in his head:ย as long as you promise to come back to me, dumbass.ย He wouldn't admit it aloud but he was giddy with excitement waiting for you to return.
Hange;
You brought them a Titan back from one of your missions. It was one that they'd had a hard time capturing, an abnormal beyond the walls that Hangeย desperatelyย wanted to study; they'd already named it Alexander. When they realised you'd risked your life to help their studies and free humanity, they knew you meant more to them than they could fathom.
Erwin;
You'd been gone for nearly a month. Your convoy had been spilt up from the main unit and everything had gone horrible wrong. You were outside the walls for 3 and a half weeks before you found your way back. You and one other in your unit had survived, out of the 28 that been split. When he saw your face he nearly fainted. Your whole unit had been presumed dead, the probability of your survival was less than 0.067%.ย You and your other comrade were malnourished and dehydrated, they had lost an arm in the carnage. You only survived because of the sacrifices made by the other members of your unit, who'd unknowing donated their gas and gear through their deaths. No one could believe it, you both became legends, both being awarded medals for your bravery. It wasn't like Erwin to loose his composer but you seemed like an angel in that moment, as you were brought to the safety of the walls. He stared through you, like you weren't real, his legs moving on their own as he stumbled to you, slumping his arms around you, pulling you in for an embrace he swore he'd never release.
Reiner;
You followed him. After he betrayed everyone and left with Bertholdt and Ymir. You followed him on your own volition. He was at a loss for words, heย betrayedย you, as if he'd murdered your friends and family with his own hands. Still you were soft with him, asking if he was okay, telling him you'd be fine no matter what happened, you'd stay with him. You knew he didn't want to do the things he was forced to do, and you were willing to hear him out. He just listen to you talk, slack-jawed, that someone as kind as you had come into his life to guide him down the right path. He was in awe of you and he knew he'd do whatever it takes to keep you safe in Marley.ย
Bertholdt;
You knew his secret and confronted him about it. You told him after everything you still loved him and that if he needed saving you'd be right there to do it. They were the words he'd wanted to hear his whole life and he was so happy they'd come from you. He sought comfort in you from then on and invited you to talk with Reiner about going back with them.ย
Annie;
It was while she was in her crystal, you had visited her any chance you got, explaining the situation to her. You'd known she was the female titan before her reveal, and you confessed that too her crystal. You cried as you explained that you wish you could have stopped her, or at least found a way to help her. You been talking to Reiner about it all, as you figured out their secret to. He'd agreed to take you to Liberio with them, as long as you pledged allegiance to Marley. They were empty words, but you did so anyways, and conjured up a plan to rescue her.
Porco;
He'd known for a while that he liked you but being the stubborn ass he is, he denied and denied his feelings until it was you who confessed to him. He had convinced himself that relations like that were pointless, given his limited lifespan. During your confession, you mentioned that even though he didn't have long to live you were happy with any amount of time with him because your forever could be even better than nothing at all. He was at a loss for words, in disbelief that you'd be willing to go through that for him.
Pieck;
She'd liked you for years, but never really found the time to talk about it with you because she'd been deployed to Paradis. The most casual confession known to man. You were sure she hadn't realised what she'd said. She'd finished reading a book she'd recommended a millennium ago and were talking to her over how the characters had fallen for one another. She simply replied with "yeah, I think he fell for her the same way I fell for you, Y/N". You eyed her cautiously, she wasn't even looking at you, she was just sorting through her papers. A gargled string of flustered sounds made it way out of you mouth in response, unable to form a real sentence. Finally she looked up from her work, smiling at you knowing, she had no doubts that you liked her back so she felt no need to tip-toe around the subject.ย
Zeke;
He knew when you were walking along the docs with him. He was having a smoke, basking in the sunset, it was the calmest he'd felt in months. Looking to you, he saw that you were messing around with a piece of seaweed that had found its way to the waters surface. He saw how you absentmindedly played with it, it brought him peace that you could still find joy in the little things, despite what you had witnessed. Seeing you lit by the setting sun, finding solace in his company was enough to solidify the rising emotions in his heart.
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if someone were to come up and ask him when he knew he was in love with you, he wouldn't be able to answer
it's not that he doesn't of course! he just couldn't tell you when
maybe it was when you first met? when you complimented his hair, the sun shining directly on your skin making it look like a scene straight from a movie
or maybe it was laterโwhen you handed him his drink and your fingers brushed, soft and unthinking. the kind of touch that lingers even when it shouldnโt. he remembers staring at his hand after you walked away, wondering why it felt warmer than the rest of him.
it couldโve been the way you talk, too. how you say his name like it belongs somewhere safe. Or how you laughโbright, genuine, the kind that makes the air feel lighter. he doesnโt know when it happened, only that somewhere between then and now, he started looking for that sound without meaning to.
it didnโt come to him all at once. it crept in quietly, tucked itself between moments he thought were ordinary. In the way you make tea, the way you hum when youโre focused, the way you look at him like heโs more than what he was made for.
or maybe it was later, when you laughed at something he said that wasnโt even funny. you've always laughed easily, but this one was different. it was quiet, tucked behind your hand, the kind that made his chest feel too full for the first time in his life.
he thinks about it sometimes โ how love mustโve slipped in quietly, through the smallest moments. the way you fix his collar before he leaves. the way you hum without realizing. the way you never seem afraid to touch him, even when heโs too still, too unsure.
and he feels undeserving of it sometimesโ like you deserve better than what he could give you but selfishly enough, he doesn't want you with anyone else.
maybe its because he gets too in his head sometimes; something he's always done. and you've seen all sides of him. yet here you are, still here, standing by each and every version.
if someone were to ask him when he knew, heโd probably just smile and shake his head. because it wasnโt a single moment. it was a thousand of them โ soft and slow and so completely ordinary โ until one day, he looked at you and realized there wasnโt a version of his life where you werenโt there.
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got inspired by this (warning! p-link!!) if bertโs not whining begging for my pussy i donโt want him
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canโt stop thinking about pathetic, virgin bertholdt.. poor boy gets flustered if you do as little as just look in his direction. he doesnโt want to think of you in a perverted way, but he canโt stop the thoughts flooding his mind. he wants to touch you, feel his cock fill up your tight walls as you clench around him and moan his name.
bert has the most impure thoughts at night, when heโs laying alone in bed, letting his imagination wander. he touches himself and it seems impossible for him to stay quiet. his desperate moans fills up the room together with the squelching sounds of pumping his cock fast and aggressive. every breath is let out with a whimper, and he looks a complete mess.
โahh.. yeah mhmm.. fuck i feel goodโ
he loses control and just lets anything out at this point. he knows heโs a bit messed up in the head, being a virgin but still craving the most filthy, disgusting sex ever. he would let you do whatever you wanted to do, heโd allow you to pull the leash.
bertโs whiny moans turns even more pathetic as heโs closing in on his high, but itโs just not enough.
โfuck i- mhmm i need to hump this fucking pillow..โ his hand wasnโt enough, he needed something else to pretend like itโs you.
as he starts moving his hips, satisfaction runs through his veins. the mattress squeaks beneath him and heโs throwing his head back, a sensitive mess.
after only a minute with the pillow, he takes a firm grab on the base of his length and starts jerking off again. the pace is quicker this time, and he needs to bury his face in the pillow he was just fucking to not wake up the whole neighborhood.
โโm close.. nghhn โm close, yeah..โ the words comes out as a breath, not being able to form his sentence without slurring.
heโs completely gone, heart beating fast in his chest as he feels himself getting closer. tears running down his pretty face, hair sticking messily to his forehead.
