#ruths rambles

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I don’t think I will share this with him thanks

[ruthytwoshakes]

Steve Roden - Stars of Ice

I’m not sure how to describe it. I lose memories at an exponential rate, each day I wake up and that black hole grows bigger, it takes bits of me and then I try to feed it. I adapt. I cannot. It has eaten more than I can replace. This terrifies me, and then it doesn’t because I will have forgotten that feeling even exists.

I tried to draw soldier normally at first. I have forgotten what the human form is. My years of learning wiped out in a nights rest. I have little time to relearn but I will do so, I’m not sure where this determination came from but it’s something that stays throughout the deforestation. How strange. It feels like I’m dying. I will sleep again and more chunks of my brain will fall loose. Goodbye as I am, a new version will greet you later.

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I’m dropping outta school because of my chronic illness. Feels weird to say, even weirder to believe, but physically my body can’t go on. thankfully I have soldier tf2 lodged into my brain stem to keep me company. haha look at him go. my future is ruined

Uhhh I’m not sure what this means for future art endeavors! It’s painful to draw, and I really don’t have the energy for it. I’ll try my best to keep up with the oc contest but after that I might need to take a real long break. Thanks for all the support on my oc stuff btw, real sweet of y’all :)

[ruthytwoshakes]

sometimes when I’m alone in my lair I’ll slap my head realhard and there’s a ringing in my ear adn that’s whne I know. then a planet 5bajillion miles away explodes . dot dot dot

[ruthytwoshakes]

Had some fun disability stuff go on recently,, gotta start posting about disability mercs. Team disabled two,, that sounds. Hm. Disability fortress? Better. Anyway, Sniper has pots. I’m so smart

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I really appreciate all the love for my little guy. Sharing my art is uh, a bit vulnerable of me. I started drawing out of a need for communication, I couldn’t reach others with my words, couldn’t even really reach myself, but drawing gets people to look and love and understand. The better you get the more people want to look. Want to listen.

so the reasonable progression for an autistic child with heavy social and emotion defects was to just get better and better until I reached some sort of mass appeal, to make art so good that It'd excuse the rest of me.

Now that’s not exactly healthy or even reasonable of a goal, but it’s held my head hostage for the past, uh, 17 years. Undoing it has been like running through that maze that discord made during season 2 mlp or something. But I’ve reached a good point in that maze, I shared something very personal to me, one of my favorite creations, and people like it! They like something I made just because it interested me, and that’s a nice feeling.

thanks for being a nice little,, checkpoint? Maze metaphor has gone too far. Thanks for being nice 2 me lol. Mwah mwah

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Im RuthyTwoShakes, Ruth for short .nice ta meet tcha ! Previously known as Daffoduck or Daffysbrainrot. I draw war criminals and beautiful ladies. (most often they are both.) sometimes fluffy dog people n other stuff! It/its. But beautiful babes can use whatever pronouns they want helllll yeahh

not very good at responding to anything, but I appreciate every comment I get :D ALSO HEY IF YOU HAVE A TF2 EVENT YOU WANT ARTISTS FOR OR A FUN ART COLLAB THING reach out!!, I do not bite except for when I do but I cannot bite you for you are in my phone. ASK BOX IS OPEN ALL THE TIME TOO GIVE ME IDEAS AND I MIGHT JUST FORGET ABOUT HTME!!!

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if you’d like to make fanwork of my characters, redesigns, or stories, I’d be honored! Please send it to me so that I can see your wonderful creation :3

Current Projects:

• TF2 Horse Land (yeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeah!!) sketches are done! Horses will come soon. not actual Horse land btw it was actually super racist https://daffysbrainrot.tumblr.com/post/732184080892002304/sneak-peaks-at-a-new-project-teehee-turndeed-them#notes

• TF2 Class Swap - sketches are done! Just gotta figure out how to add a little more flair to their outfits. https://daffysbrainrot.tumblr.com/post/722513284945805313/howdy-everyone-i-got-super-inspired-by

• MissFire AMV(s) - not even close to finishing whoopsies sorry lesbians https://daffysbrainrot.tumblr.com/post/731001880846729216/bonus-sketch-hehe

• Kid Fortress Au - hough. Got so many idea in brain. No time. So sad https://daffysbrainrot.tumblr.com/post/731960714323001344/think-i-forgot-to-post-this-before-but-boom-kid

• TF2 Face Studies - https://daffysbrainrot.tumblr.com/post/731316033133150208/howdy-homos-heres-some-studys-i-started-back

• TF2 Girlmode - teehee my first ever project. Should really finish it. https://daffysbrainrot.tumblr.com/post/708138916429070336/hey-i-made-the-tf2-but-women-i-love-tf2-ggrgsgdg https://daffysbrainrot.tumblr.com/post/711305702595018752/women-and-pyro-and-pauling-i-love

TF2 OCS

# Team Fortress Special Forces - TFSF

Completed Projects:

• silly gay tf2 memes: Trans Fems https://daffysbrainrot.tumblr.com/post/708546538842030080/figured-i-should-make-one-for-trans-mascs-too https://daffysbrainrot.tumblr.com/post/708579375961030656/its-nonbinerey-time-when-the-non-binary-said-its https://daffysbrainrot.tumblr.com/post/708640313249513473/l-e-s-b-i-a-n-s-didnt-add-anything-else-because https://daffysbrainrot.tumblr.com/post/708770670835892224/oh-yeaaah-mu-lu-mu-time-men-the https://daffysbrainrot.tumblr.com/post/729823820963250176/sup-bro-your-pic-of-soldier-saluting-the

• TF2 Wrist Health Poster - https://daffysbrainrot.tumblr.com/post/730095606308208640/howdy-everybody-i-loved-captainhanyuus-wrist

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daffys drawings - all my old art yay!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Epic TF2 Projects

Here you can find all the links to everything Child mercs related Main Comic: Child mercs : friendship begins (Page1-6) Child mercs : f

"Make me a MONSTER."

I think I'm ready to call this done, mid-October seemed like a good deadline for a Halloween comic. Specifically, this one is focused on th

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you all frighten me with your beastly little profile pictures. I see a wonderful jumber on my screen and I clickcj onit and what am I greated with? scary. You scare ruth? Younscare her with your pfp?? And yet I am ever intreguied… of the grossyucky monsterthing .why is this you ask? immnot answwejng that