Stop being gay & think about this for a second: the search for Yuri post-Zaude.
desTROYS U,, HOW DARE U,, first of all u cant tell me to stop bein gay i will always be gay,, second of all its counter-productive when u tack on the whole shit re: zaude..... thiRD OF ALL!!!! DONT GET ME STARTED ON THIS U PIECE OF GRASS,, I HAVE SHED MANY ANGUISHED TEARS ABOUT THIS OK LIKE
alexei dinoia--commandant, hero, guide, leader, role model above all. when he makes questionable choices and passes down shady orders, flynn knows that something’s wrong. he knows and it bothers the hell out of him, but he still obeys because he trusts in alexei and his vision.
it’s one thing to be betrayed by someone like that. it’s one thing to realize he’s miles deep on the road he’s always wanted to avoid, one thing to realize this isn’t it at all, one thing to open his eyes and think he should’ve trusted his own judgment rather than mindlessly following orders. but it’s entirely a different matter when you think that this man, this hero, is the one responsible for your best friend’s death?? like don’t give me that tsun as frick bullshit like “we just grew up in the lower quarter together” like please y’all shared e v e r y t h i n g, lived together as kids and up to their teens, joined the knights because they both had the same dream, same goal, same aspiration, same vision for the world and people around them; they trust each other so so so much like dO I REALLY NEED TO MENTION THE WHOLE GANGHREST ORDEAL W/ THE PRISON SWAP...
DRAGS HANDS DOWN MY FACE THEN YURI JUST DISAPPEARS AND THE LAST ANYONE SEES OF HIM IS FALLING FALLING FALLING (no one can survive that, it’s an impossible drop, the impact with the ocean alone would shatter his bones and kill him instantly) BUT FLYNN JUST KEEPS SEARCHING, ALWAYS SEARCHING BC HIS BEST FRIEND ISN’T DEAD (can’t be dead, not here, not like this, not him) AND ITS JUST U GHh ghh i hate you dont make me think about these things i will literally crY,,