𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐍
conceal x fem reader
contains: reader dislikes ryan, slow burn,tight space,smut, dry humping, ‘public’ sex etc NOT PROOFREAD
a/n: making camping fics bc my trip is most def not making it out. POSTING cause im not gonna post for a bit..
this was such an bad idea. why did you after to this?
it was Hollis idea to go camping for a weekend. him, sirena, Roman, Sara. Nate couldn’t go everyone voted for Ryan to come but you.
you’ve all been planning this night for too long to cancel it.
so Ryan came, too.
not that he wants to go either. he takes his time getting his things and loading them in Hollis’s car early in the morning. you had a long drive up through Los Angeles, and you were running late, of course. he glowered at all of you mostly at Hollis and Roman then dropped into the seat beside you and shuts the car door.
he leaps out of the car as soon as it comes to a stop at the beach.
everyone chooses spots to set up their tents.
Sara and Roman would share one, Hollis and Sirena would share one you don’t know how that happened then, as far as you know, Ryan has his own tent, and you have yours.
Ryan’s tent is surprisingly smaller than everyone else’s, even your own. when Roman and Hollis see it, they hide their laughs behind their arms. when Ryan notices the difference, his shoulders slump. no one says anything. it’s light out, so everyone walks down to the water.
you’re all out there until late, after the noisy,drunk guys who’d been shouting for the last three hours, have gone to bed. you all trudge back to your tents, your feet covered in water and sand. you’re highly aware of Ryan behind you; his breath, his footsteps.
“uh oh,” Sirena says, and she turns around.
when you look at your tent, not only has it collapsed, but it has a huge hole in it.
everyone looks at you, waiting.
Sirena looks at Ryan then back at you.
then back at Ryan, who notices. for just a moment, you make eye contact. he ducks his head.
everyone knows, but no one wants to say it.
“it’s either that,” Sirena says, “or he sleeps with one of the guys.”
so it’s settled. Ryan and you would share a tent tonight. maybe tomorrow, you could buy a new one at a local store. neither of you guys say anything about it.
again, you’re surprised when Ryan doesn’t climb into the tent but instead stays out by the fire with everyone else. he doesn’t offer anything to the conversation, just sits there, scowling, with the golden fire light against his face.
Hollis and Sirena go to bed first. they seem all giggly and touchy as they leave. it’s even quieter than before. Sara states into the fire with wide,brown eyes. Roman is still eating s’mores, although everyone else had finished a while ago.
“i’m gonna go to bed,” you say.
Ryan looks up at you, and it’s then you realize you’d been staring at him. he gives you the most subtle nod.
“goodnight,” Sara says to your back.
“night,” Roman says, in a far off tone.
you slip out of your shoes, climb in, and zip it up so no bugs slip in. earlier, you’d taken your things out from your collapsed tent and set them inside on the right side of Ryan’s tent. your sleeping bags are touching.
since you’d been by the fire for over an hour, you’d gotten used to the warmth. now that you’re in the dark of your tent, under a tree, and you’ve pulled your socks off, the cold surrounds you. it chills you to the bone, making you shiver.
you lie on your side but whip your head up when the zipper flies upwards. Ryan climbs in, clumsily. you curl your legs up as he nearly collapses on top of you. he crawls onto his side. his skin scratches against his sleeping bag material. his foot bumps you as he gets under his cover.
he probably thinks he was smooth, and that you're fast asleep. thinking this, it keeps you awake even more, staring up at the pointed top of the tent. you'd never admit it out loud, but you're glad you don't have to sleep alone.
you shiver. "it's fucking freezing."
Ryan turns his head to you. thankfully, it's dark. "you're cold?"
"you're not?"
"What are you wearing?" he whispers.
you click your tongue.
"no, not like that," he says. "i mean, maybe you're not layered enough."
you roll onto your side so your back is to him. "i'm freezing even inside this stupid sleeping bag and under a blanket."
Ryan shifts behind you. a moment later, he drapes his blanket over your body. the gesture is soothing, like your sinking into a soft mattress. like, suddenly, the ground beneath you, which is barely cushioned under your sleeping bag, is flat and comfortable.
his scent fills your nose and rushes to your head like a shot of dopamine. it would be so easy to turn and curl yourself into his body.
"one thing that helps," he says, "is body heat."
the thought makes your body flutter.
"we're already in this tent together." your teeth chatter faster when you talk.
Ryan sounds perfectly content. and smug.
"seriously. how do you think humans used to stay warm when they lived in caves?"
"Ryan." you're struggling to breath and speak. "if you want to feel me up, just ask."
"okay," he says. "can I feel you up?"
"no."
"oh, come on. you're cold."
"i'm fine," you snap, but it feels like your fingers are about to fall off.
Ryan is quiet for a moment. a huge shiver runs through your body, like being buried in snow. he waits, and he waits.
there's no way you'll be able to fall asleep like this.
"fine," you say. "but only because i'm really cold."
you can feel Ryan's smile as he rolls over and wraps his body around yours. instead of cringing, you melt into him. he is warm.
it's like dunking yourself in a hot cup of coffee. you shut your eyes and let your breathing steady.
never had someone's breath on the back of your neck do so much to your body all at once. it wakes up every part of you.
"i'm warmer," you say.
he nuzzles his face against your neck, and you freeze in his embrace. it feels good to have someone so close, so invasive, so warm. his breath is louder, and it runs down your bare back.
"this would be so much easier if you were naked," he says.
your teeth chatter. "no. that is not what this is."
you move your leg so it's in between both of his. he wraps his leg around yours and pulls it closer to him, like he's taking back a toy you'd stolen. "are you sure?" he whispers.
you lean your ass into his crotch, which he presses against you. he hooks his fingers around your hipbone from behind to pin you there. he's hard. his mouth comes down on the back of your neck. he pulls your hair up. each kiss is wet and warm, and it's like a bullet reverberating down your spine every time.
when you squirm, you don't go anywhere because he's holding you so tightly. both of your breaths grow heavy and rapid.
until you realize what's happening.
you shove his hand away. "stop."
"let me," he says.
you don't really want to reject him, but it's better not to get into it with him.
"please." his chin rests on your shoulder.
you roll your shoulder into him. "what is wrong with you? your job is to keep me warm."
his voice is soft, innocent, like a kid's. "i promise you'll be a lot warmer if you get undressed." he clutches your waist and rolls his hips against you, slowly.
you whimper, despite yourself.
he reaches down between your legs and clutches you upwards. he massages your clit, slowly, with his breath right on the sweet spot of your neck. "shh," he says. he grabs your waist and begins rolling his hips into you. you reach back and clutch his hip.
"let me feel you." he says it a few times, but you don't tell him what he wants to hear. he holds you down harder, and you're still telling yourself not to let this actually go anywhere.
"no, we can't," you whine.
"you feel so good." he sweeps your hair back so he can see your face. he drags his lips up your neck.
"you're making it really hard to say no."
"that's okay," he says.
you slide your hand between your bodies and grab his erection. Ryan shudders as you massage him over his sweatpants. the better you make him feel, the deeper he rubs your clit, and both of you fight whimpering.
you pull your hands away and lean away from him. he stops. "what's the matter?" he says. "are you cold?"
"no." but both of your nipples are hard. "i just can't do that."
he squeezes your arm. "do what?"
he's teasing you. you shrug him off, and he moves back to his side of the tent. it's quiet for a minute, both of you breathing. your body is still tingling from moments ago, like a car engine cooling down.
"if we do it, they're gonna hear," you say.
Ryan moves around behind you. his voice is a whisper, but it's close. "they're probably expecting it."
you give him a look he doesn't see---that is not true... is it? you roll onto your back, and he's right there. he smells like sunscreen and the salty ocean. you graze your hand against his cheek. "promise you'll be as quiet as possible."
he nods, and you melt into him. even your lips smacking together is loud enough for them to hear. "shh," you say, but you keep kissing. he slides his hands up under your shirt, and goosebumps rise all over your body. you breathe in as much of him as you can. he welcomes you into his lap where you roll your hips---he's still hard.
instead of moaning, Ryan breathes into your mouth. he locks you in place on his cock with his hands on your waist and helps guide you against him.
you lean back, and he goes with you. his mouth moves down between your breasts until your shirt won't allow it. you take it off, even though it's cold. Ryan's mouth comes down around one nipple, then the other. you wrap your legs around his waist.
he lowers his voice. "can i get inside you?"
your clit throbs in response. he claws his nails against your skin to get you out of your underwear. then you both frantically undo his pants and push them down, just enough for him to spring out. all of you turns into a puddle.
someone from another tent whispers something. you stop, and both you and Ryan listen. somebody is up, which means they can probably hear you.
Ryan tells you to lie on your side like you did before. he lifts your leg up and guides himself into you. you fight back moaning, but little whimpers escape. "you're doing really good." he gently pecks the base of your neck, here, and there... and there. he goes slow but gets in deep until you cripple.
"shh."
he thrusts into you like he's trying to get himself off. normally, it would bother you, but the closer he gets, the less he keeps it together, and it's fun to feel him struggle.
he grunts and curses, pounds you three times, then slows, then does it again.
now, Ryan isn't bothering to keep quiet.
you'd remind him of everyone who can hear, but you're too close.
Ryan keeps you against his body with his arm across your front. he's too strong too strong to fight as you wriggle in his embrace.
his hips jerk. he lets out a strangled,
"shittt," as he pulls out and releases on your ass, under the covers. you moan at the feel of his cum and cripple forward. Ryan pushes himself back inside of you as another stream pours out. he reaches around your front and rubs your clit so you cry out in explosive pleasure. until you're begging him under your breath.
finally, he peels himself away. both of your heavy breaths fill up the tent as you lie on your backs.
"are you warm now?" Ryan asks.
"i'm fucking sweating." you fan yourself with your hand. when you look over at Ryan, he's got a smug smile on his face. you shove him. "please. that was a ruse to get into my pants."
"and you fell for it."
"i knew the whole time."
"oh. so you wanted to have sex with me."
caught.
that's embarrassing.
"whatever," you say.
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