Does anyone else know Ryan served in the wars? Or is he determined to take it to his grave? I know he would rather forget it, but I feel like it would be better for him to share with at least his family. I have no doubt Gordon, Scott, Mama, and Papa Gresley would support him!
Though, I wonder if sharing it with Spencer might backfire and add to Spencer's bitterness....
Only two people and Ryan know and they swore to never talk about it to anyone besides themselves, and they are Rusty and Whiff!
Ryan rather forget it, he caused harm and death why would he want to remember?
He drew blood...and gold dust... why and how can he explain such awful things he was done-? To his family?
His own family... hiw can Ryan explain that he took lives .... while his family suffered with many lost of lives in the past..
Ryan doesn't see himself as a hero, only something back then who took lives. Sometimes it's better to forget, and Ryan thinks that's better than anything else.
Especially when he figured out the truth of that battle.