All right, well, you-- you need to go do something.
Well, that was-- that was going to be my line to you.
For the first time in a--a long time, I'm really starting to feel like myself again. I'm not a killer. I'm--I'm--I'm not a vigilante. I am-- I am a normal version of me. And I think just after everything that happened with Laurel, I-- I really needed to know that life like this was even possible, and now that I do, I-- I don't want to give it up.
Yeah. Yeah, yeah. I--I get where you're coming from. I do. I lost my job, I lost my-- I lost my daughter, I lost my girl, and, you know, I just wanted to hit pause on the world, you know?
But then I, uh-- you know what, I listened to Oliver's speech. You know, that's when I realized that I-- I can't do that. I can't hit pause on the world. I got to get on with my life, you know? Even if that life isn't what I want it to be.
Thea doesn’t want to hit pause on her life. thea doesn’t want THAT life. she doesn’t want the violence. Her REAL ME is not fighting, is not speedy. She wants to be Thea. She has chosen Thea and she has realized that being Speedy hinders that, so she dropped it. She doesn’t want to mesh the two together, because she doesn’t like who she is and the choices she makes when she is in the suit. She KNOWS that she can have a worthy happy life as only herself – she is realizing it slowly working for Oliver. She likes herself this way. Thea is actually making smart choices here.
the problem is that she isnt dealing with the deeper reasons why. she , like felicity, thinks that if she can just turn the page, all the shit that led her there will dissapear, but it won’t. it will keep getting in her way and maybe that’s what leads her later on in the season, into the belief that she is broken. because she didnt deal with her shit, she just shoved it away.