#sabihin

[fndbeast]

Sabihin - Death Metal Cover. #sabihin #deathmetal Sabihin mo na Kung babalik ka pa Para 'di na maghintay Sabihin mo na Kung aayaw ka na Para lang malaman ko https://www.instagram.com/p/CCYdsyfDREp/?igshid=1qm1utsk1wc28

[meandmydenial]

Awit 139:4

Di pa ako umiimik, yaong aking sasabihi'y alam mo nang lahat iyon, lahat ay di malilihim.

[specialsum1]

'Di Masabi

Maraming dapat sabihin

Hindi ko masabi

Paano ba sabihin

Kung 'di na maigalaw mga labi

(impromptu)

[deathsoryt-blog]

❝ S a b i h i n m o .❞ —Tula#04— Sabihin mo 'Wag kang mahihiya Na ipaalam sa buong mundo Na ayaw mo na Sabihin mo Para 'di ako magmukhang tanga dito Kakahintay sayo At sa mga pangako mo Sabihin mo Totoo ba lahat ng sinabi mo? O puro biro at walang kwentang pangako? Para ako'y mabihag at maiwan mo Sabihin mo Ginagawa mo lang ba 'to Kasi ayaw mong nakaririnig ng humahagulgol Nang dahil sayo? Sabihin mo Mahal mo pa ba ako? 'Wag ka mag-alala ako mismo Ang gagawa ng paraan para matigil na 'to

I R O N 

[mahaikita]

im stuck between running to an empty lot and screaming at the top of my lungs at 1am because im having another depressive episode vs finishing the fuck ton of work i have left to do by 9am like a functioning adult tomorrow but instead im sitting here crying and shaking with a migraine

[mahaikita]

how much thinner can i spread myself before i notice i already started tearing?

i ask myself, crying

[mahaikita]

im so pressed

my head hurts so much

my heart hurts so much

im trying im trying im t r y i n g

i dont KNOW how to get my life back together

my life is LITERALLY falling apart

im NOT happy

i havent been HAPPY for so long

im crying

i want to scream so bad

i want to cry so bad

i dont know what to do

i have so much to do

i need help but im so so scared

i cant ask for help everyone else needs it more than i do

im selfish so fucking selfish im literally a shithole of selfishness

POSTING this is SO selfish i dont know why i cant stop myself

im making the people around me unhappy because im unhappy and i want to fix it

but im SELFISH SO SELFISH

its not MY FAULT. ITS MY FAULT. it is. it isnt. 

i have so much to do but i cant focus

i have so much to do

im letting so many people down

im letting myself down

my family down

my friends down

my classmates down

im literally a shitbag

im so sad

but its not sadness

im so sad

[mahaikita]

i shouldn't be upset about something like this it's a completely normal thing to do.. i'm not entitled to anything i shouldn't be upset over something like this...