#sad ace

[ace-culture-is]

Sad ace culture is feeling a bit alienated from other asexuals because you do understand sex jokes and you understand why people may be attracted to others or attracted to certain body parts. You just know that it personally doesn’t apply to you.

[sunball]

it's normal to think an idol is perfect tho, they litteraly are supposed to act like they are. they can't afford to have a bad public image and, i'm sorry if this sounds like i'm explaining something you already know since it's probably the case, but. it's just, don't beat yourself up for believing someone is what they wanted you to believe they are ? it's normal, you can't see through everything. i'm sorry you're feeling so disappointed tho, i know it can feel like a betrayal and it sucks

yeah :/ they're the only person I look up to ahhh it sucks. they're so so so so so good at appearing 'perfect'. I feel so sad because I usually can see right through people but damnnnn ahaha not this time

[wordsarethebonesofmylovers]

Had a long talk with a friend (who I honestly don’t know why they want to be my friend, it’s a bit terrifying) about my asexuality today because I’m kinda messed up from this unpleasant therapist encounter. I was trying to explain it all to someone who didn’t really understand any of it, and it was kind of nice to like go over it, but in the end I just felt sad. And it only made me feel more weird and messed up and now I don’t think there’s any hope for me.

[icant-choosename-help]

[iswearidont]

Marble

I wish more than anything that what we have would last, but I know that even that is too much to ask.

I crave more than anything to be wrapped in your arms, sit by the fire and look up at the stars.

I want more than anything for you to be just mine, but from where I stand now, I'm second in line.

I hate more than anything how you fill her with joy, she falls for your charm and ignores so much more .

I hate more than anything that you consume my thoughts and make me feel things I thought I surely would not.

But it always comes back to her.

I hate more than anything how youve made me become, bitter and jealous and alot like scum.

I want more than anything to be happy and loved, but it all starts right here at the tip of my thumbs...I deserve better.

[iveneverseenmycolourssoalive]

Sometimes I really hate being ace... nothing against any ace people you all are awesome, it's just so hard to be surrounded with such a sexualised society. I mean 50 shades of grey/darker or whatever is advertised everywhere, pretty much every time I want to watch a video on YouTube that ad comes up. I really hate it. It makes me feel so alone like I'm just making up my identity. Then my friends make me feel awful about it (I haven't came out to them) by saying stuff by talking about someone not having sex with their boyfriend when they were sleeping in the same bed for the first time or something? And they were talking about how this isn't normal or something (I kinda forced myself not to pay attention 100% or else I would've been really upset) and it just makes me feel shit about myself because I'd love just to lay in bed with someone and sleep. It would be so comforting if (if it was the right person of course) and they make it out like it's pathetic and it made me so angry and upset. Plus they talk about sex so often.. and I really need new friends but I struggle to make friends and I don't want to be alone... they always make me feel so prudish, and yeah I guess I am, I don't drink, I've never been in a relationship, I don't party, I don't do any "normal" teenage stuff and I'm okay with that but they make me feel like it's not a good thing? I don't know where I'm going with this rant, I just needed to get this out before I exploded